I Often Feel Like I'm Tired of Living

Its Been 45 Years Of Hell On Earth 557 People

    Life

    i am so tired of life lately it keeps me down i feel like im a burden on my family and im so lonely its npt funn y i have no one to talk to and lately i think almost every day why do i bother waking up it would be so easy just to lie down and go to sleep and not wake up my life...
    raud002 raud002
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Apr 14, 2013

    I'm Tired Of Being Me

    Me who? This person that I have to carry around always fighting stressing worry never taking it easy always wanting more and waiting for life to happen until boom!!! Life doesn't happen. I feel exhausted an all levels but mostly emotionally, I'm so emotionally exhausted sometimes...
    Cutestuff2 Cutestuff2
    22-25, F
    Sep 24, 2013

    I'm Tired. I just wanna sleep

    and never wake up.
    pjtn pjtn
    16-17, F
    Dec 9, 2015

    Yesterday I Felt...

    Yesterday I felt like I wanted to disappear. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and I found myself wishing to die, for God to take me away. It's been a while this hasn't happen, but somehow yesterday, I felt good to express my wish in an Spiritual way. It felt like I was truly...
    taniabot taniabot
    31-35, F
    Apr 15, 2013

    Where To Go From Here

    I am tired of all of the BS that my X has put me through and it is just not stopping. I figure I can drive my bike at about a hundred or so into a bridge base on route 17 and I won't know what hit me and who would really give a s**t. I can't turn anywhere anymore and I am ready...
    pettrcbw pettrcbw
    51-55
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

    I've been alive for 16 years idk

    that gets a little tiresome
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    I feel depressed a lot more

    than before. I feel like all the happiness I use to shower people with is being sucked from me more and more. The rules my parents keep placing on me to keep me in check are driving me crazy. I feel like I'm in a cage and I just want to f-king run away and party, do drugs, and...
    ruizr302 ruizr302
    22-25, F
    Jul 26, 2014

    So much tired of living,

    but not suicidal. Being alive is the torture.
    WiltingRose08 WiltingRose08
    18-21
    6 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    Just a Worthless Life

    Life, to me, seems to be nothing shy of a mental battle with everything bad. The last 5 years, I look back and see, have been becoming increasingly worse and worse. From November of 2008 to now I can list of crap that has happened to me that hardly any other 18 year-old has had...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    10 Responses Apr 25, 2009

    My Life As An Addict

    My name is scott browning and i have been a drug addict since the age of 15.I have been through so much in my life some times i get tierd of living.I have lost 2 of my best friends in the world in pointless accidents.I went through my parents divorce,at the age of 13.My dad...
    scottbrowning25 scottbrowning25
    22-25
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2011

    I'm A Mess, Ain't I?

    I don't see the point of living this ******* hell life anymore... I finally stepped up, and told someone about my problems, and I'll get help.. I should be happy! But since that ******* moment, my sleeping problems got worse, I feel worse than before. I truly hate myself.. I...
    littlewolf1 littlewolf1
    18-21
    Nov 16, 2013

    And You Tought Your Life Sucked....

    I'm beyond tired of living sinse the day i was born i was cursed when i was in 1st grade i pee myself and everyone treated me like **** when i was late i was raped constanly by a neighbor who treatn me with my life if i spoke by 5 grade i was very un sociable people pretended to...
    martha4003 martha4003
    16-17
    Feb 17, 2012

    "Perfectionism can feel like a friend

    who you think is encouraging you but is actually the enemy within, the perfectionist bully inside your head, undermining all your achievements. If you are an absolute perfectionist you will always feel disappointed in yourself, others and your experience of life." This is me.
    mfpf mfpf
    31-35, F
    Mar 26, 2014

    Next winter will be the twentieth I'll live.

    It feels like twenty hundreds. I'm beginning to wonder if this is the only life I've ever lived here on Earth. If I'm so tired now, how can I stand to live 40/50 years more?
    Renardenoir Renardenoir
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    I'm Tired Of Living

    I'm tired of living,I know I am,Often feel this way,Life's gettin' me down,The load,Too heavy,I need a break.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jan 17, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 28, 2015

    I'm Bored With Life

    As a child I was abused mentally and emotionally by my Dad. He hated me and tried to murder me. I spent my school years being bullied. I spent my dating years going from one broken heart to the next. I could never keep a job more than 2 weeks. My first marriage was to an abusive...
    glimmerized glimmerized
    41-45, T
    5 Responses Jul 16, 2008

    So Very Tired

    Everything just keeps piling up every day something bad happens. My family screams at each other constantly. I'm unemployed and am having a hard time finding a job. I listen to my mom every day complain how she doesn't know how she's going to pay the bills or get us food, and I...
    envyskitten envyskitten
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2011
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    Jul 15, 2015

    I Hate My Dad

    My dad does a very important job at Mortar Traffic Department. He earns my family a living and keeps us all rich handed. but i feel like he never loves me. my mother says that my father loves me the most from this whole wide world. but how can i believe what she says? my one and...
    IH8L IH8L
    13-15, F
    May 11, 2012

    I wrote this a year ago

    and I just found it today and honestly I feel the same way, I feel like nothing has changed. October 10, 2014 Dearest Mother, Why’d you die? Why’d you leave me? Why did you conceive...
    Secret179688 Secret179688
    18-21
    Oct 28, 2015
    SapphireHeart1997 SapphireHeart1997
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    I Am Just So Tired

    Sometimes I feel like if I'm cursed. Or already have died and I'm living in hell. My story is normal like most. My mother was a drug addict an alcoholic who verbally mentally and physically abused me and my sibilings. I was raped and molested by 6 different men. Most of which my...
    eviems81 eviems81
    31-35, F
    Dec 5, 2012

    tonight I cried. I try not to

    but lately I'm feeling tire of life. I'm 21. married. and have a beautiful baby girl and she's seems to be the only thing from keeping from self harming again. I'm trying to be strong for her but it's hard. I married a guy who I thought was my best friend, we were so close and...
    tekeyaken tekeyaken
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    It's So Hard

    Some days, it's hard to breathe. There will be nights or mornings when I go to sleep and I think 'I'm not going to want to wake up later' but then I do, and I still feel like I don't want to wake up. Other days I'll go to bed feeling like that, and I will wake up after a great...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 6, 2010

    Nobody Cares

    Why am I here in this little world nobody likes me I'm not important in no type of ways. Have no friends I just sad . Wondering what I did to them . Nobody pays me any mind. If I left nobody would care . I have them thoughts where I want to hurt myself . Im lonely don't know what...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Nov 25, 2013
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair
    18-21, M
    Dec 10, 2015

    Reaching The End

    I am 22 years old living with controlling parents. They control where I go out, who I date, what I should do and is emotionally abusive. My mom has always told me bad this about myself, that for the longest time I thought it was true. My parents used to fight alot when I was...
    ids269 ids269
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 6, 2011

    The difference between normal people

    and me is that I intend to die. Yes, I am tired but I have this feeling my time is soon. If she isn't there than I have no purpose. All of you humans, I hate you. You don't know how it feels to be trapped in a world of life that can't love and a possible afterlife of feeling...
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 14, 2015

    Sorry I Just Need To Share This Inspirational Movie

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pCtXRP1edo
    StarLioness StarLioness
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2012

    I just want to go to sleep

    and never wake up.
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2015

    I'm completely incompatible with this world.

    I'm unwilling to change because I just want to be me.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    Oct 1, 2015

    Want This World To Be Happy Place

    hello friends , i am medical practioner by profession i want to share some medical fact and mystery to be happy always 1) we all are destined to be happy and prosperous, but y most of them are not happy? ans- actually we all search a happiness in something which is of some...
    chokien chokien
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 3, 2013

    Tired of Living Hell On Earth!

    I've been divorced twice and am on my third marriage.  And, although I am quite happily married his ex-wife makes our life miserable.  As we all know, the economy is very bad.  My husband is a self-employed mechanic and his business is down 40%.  ...
    tiredofthestruggle tiredofthestruggle
    46-50
    2 Responses May 7, 2009

    The pain of just living,

    this pain grew immensely in the last 3 years for me. But now I'm at my limit, I want my end to come soon. Why am I even enduring a life of loneliness and suffering.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    Jul 18, 2015

    People, people, they circle around me,

    pull me up, shock my joints into action, say hello, breathe life into this numb, sick girl. Tired of waking up in the morning, can I just sleep in? Forever, ideally. I'm tired, I'm tired, of everyone dragging me up. "Oh, what would they do without you?" "I need you, I need you...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies
    61-65, M
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    I Am Often Tired Of Living But I Do Still Have A Shred Of Hope

    I live in Canada for one its not a bad country to live in... I can understand if you live near gangs and constant violence.. I suggest you move if you do... go somewhere in nature to try and get by and well just be yourself.. do things for YOU stop doing things for everyone else...
    StarLioness StarLioness
    31-35, F
    Sep 14, 2012

    I'm Just So Tired

    Sometimes I feel like if I'm cursed. Or already have died and I'm living in hell. My story is normal like most. My mother was a drug addict an alcoholic who verbally mentally and physically abused me and my sibilings. I was raped and molested by 6 different men. Most of which my...
    eviems81 eviems81
    31-35, F
    Dec 5, 2012

    Some Days I Really Am Done.

    if it weren't for my kids somedays i think i just might call a re-do and be done living. i feel so lonely sometimes and almost like ppl would rather i didn't exist at all. this story will be short because i'm sure you're bored of reading it or will accuse me of stalking. goodbye
    darlinsam darlinsam
    36-40, F
    Oct 3, 2011

    I am tired of living,

    I am tired of being here in this world... I am so tired, I told people to be strong ended up I am the weak one..
    Toxic2001 Toxic2001
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015
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