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I Often Think About Leaving My Country

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    The Usa Is Not For Me

    I really feel I'm better off somewhere else. The government is all a giant mess, & I never feel all too happy or safe here. I would rather live in some "oppressive" third world than the greatest damn country on the planet! That's one other thing that gets me, The US is so self...
    Nobody90 Nobody90 22-25, M 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    Sure, But Not For Good

    The thought of being somewhere fresh, new, and completely explorable is very alluring to me. But I do not think I would ever leave the United States permanently because I love this country, flaws and all.
    smflinchbaugh smflinchbaugh 16-17, F 1 Response May 22, 2009

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    All Around The World

    I've always wanted to travel across the globe I have been to china and california and Hawaii but I want to go to much more places like paris mexico russia and Rome ect I wanna go to dc and see the white house I have money to go to those places my boyfriend's family is a high...
    abusing1me abusing1me 16-17, F Sep 26, 2012

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    Is it possible to start a new life alone abroad?

    It seems to take a lot of courage... And I really envy those people who dares to love overseas alone .... But how to I move all my things to another country? Do I have to be rich to do all these ?
    ooxinjie ooxinjie 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Going Back To The Homeland

    I often think about leaving the sinking ship which is the us of a, and going back to Russia, starting a life there. I feel a very close tie with my homeland and I miss it but I don't want to leave something that I know for something which could potentially be worse since I'm a...
    Russiantsarina00 Russiantsarina00 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    I'm Going To Australia

    The first Aussie gal who asks me to come there and will show me the ropes and how to survive down under, has me for life!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    I Want to Leave the Country But...

    i can't afford to leave or i would go to Australlia, something about it just attracts me. Iam doing the next best thing, i'm moving to the otherside of the country. 
    realitydreamer realitydreamer 22-25, F Jan 5, 2009

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    Runaway If You Want to Survive

    Wouldn't it be nice just to live somewhere where I can have healthcare?  Or maybe somewhere that I don't have to cringe whenever I want to breathe for fear I'm breaking some sort of law?  I know America isn't as strict as some other countries, but it's not exactly the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 21, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Hmmm. What a tough decision. I love my experiences on here but whether or not I can go back and read them, they're mine. Experiences carry a story with them mentally, and it's just...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I will make a more official announcement if I do. This is just a sort of heads up. Even though I'm not leaving yet, my activity will be less frequent.
    shadowpixie7 shadowpixie7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    It's getting quite boring and I don't see the point in keeping it really :/ hmm.
    SammySnm SammySnm 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    There is no point i write something ep delete it saying it is not appropreate. I tick the adult box. Really youngsters asking for older people and vice versa. As im being policed...
    vampirish vampirish 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Recently I've been thinking about what would happen if I ever needed another heart surgery. I have a strange feeling that I will need it at a fairly young age... and I also feel...
    dazedreamer dazedreamer 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    Hello EP one more story to tell you, just accept this because i'm really sad when I was little, always blamed myself for certain accidents that happened at that time until you...
    ferrer95 ferrer95 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
    failure94 failure94 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I have 2 examples of this that happened recently. I was thinking about an artist, whose name i don't remember, who does alot of occult work that is on mugs, clocks, paper weights...
    Austinthrope Austinthrope 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    Is it just me, or does anyone else choose sleeping over studying? Hehe its like i get tired just thinking about work
    JustMui JustMui 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Not in the way you probably think. I don't obsess about her, but she is still the thing I think about most after nine months. Is this a bad thing?
    HumanAsPossible HumanAsPossible 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I wish you would talk to me instead of demeaning me. I hate I am a bad guy in your eyes because of what you mean to me. I know you are hurt and I have caused it but stop and take a...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M Jul 17

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    I can't stop thinking about you. Not even something as cliché as your smile... I just can't stop thinking about you, as a person, how you acted, how you laughed, how you'd tell me...
    avabellaforb avabellaforb 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I think about what will happen to my kids, my mom and dad. I try not to think about dying but I feel so hopeless. My life is filled with very few accomplishments and deep regret...
    lifealreadylost lifealreadylost 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think about my wife flirting, kissing and having sex with other men.
    Stky2001 Stky2001 36-40, M 7 Responses Jul 1

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    We have been together for 2 years now and because of my trust issues i grabbed his phone what might have been innocent flirting i turned into a big deal, we were both intoxicated...
    steph102112 steph102112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I think about the number of friends, that is not the quantity, but the quality.. I personally had to block two persons on the sameday, I dont want any fake or perverts. .. sorry...
    qbanbb85 qbanbb85 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I like thinking about what a certain area looked like years ago. Where you're standing a tree could have been there. But then humans came along.
    mountainseal mountainseal 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I need to stop talking to you because when we aren't all I do is think about wanting to talk to you, When I finally say, "Okay, I need to stop talking to him." Here you are, not a...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I'm a recovering addict and I have two years clean from drugs and alcohol.. I lost my kids my house my career. I'm starting all over again I have my kids back in my life but from...
    Lotusgirlred Lotusgirlred 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I'm trying to get over an ex and I replay the last 24 hours over in my head and then I think about all of the things that would make me not want to be with him and then I think of...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Jul 13

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    How do you have an affair without getting your emotions involved? I think about an affair because I'm so lonely but I tend to get easily attached because I am longing for...
    tammie74 tammie74 36-40, F 16 Responses Jul 13

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    i think about suicide a lot ..... i feel so alone..im so worthless....
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F Jul 15

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    Seems like time heals all things... even though i have those difficult days, where I think about him and how I don't have him around anymore. I just remember: that he left me.. and...
    elenanicole elenanicole 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I can't stop thinking about my boyfriend. He means everythjng to me. My family hates me and treats me like crap every day. There's nonstop screaming and yelling and name calling...
    saxophonegal22 saxophonegal22 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Big Mac from McDonald's...I always think about you, you bring so much happiness to my life..and to my tastebuds. Even though you are served with fries, it has always been you who I...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I cant stop thinking about this fuking girl first in school we never talked i just made her laugh alot cuss she sat in front of my desk. I walked home wit her sat in lunch wit her...
    StaticMajor StaticMajor 13-15, M Jul 21

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    I'm thinking about someone special wondering how I can make her day better
    swordman94 swordman94 18-21, M Jul 21

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    As I open my eyes, I look to see if you're there....seeing you is always a great start to my day. The day gets better as it goes along. The random messages I receive always puts a...
    SweetHawaiianHoney SweetHawaiianHoney 36-40, F Jul 22

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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Well I'm thinking about fat more and more. So I decided to get fat. I'm 6'0" and weights 220 pound. I want to get bigger
    HugeBelly34 HugeBelly34 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    I would say that i think about death everyday. It is always on my mind, my fear of death is taking over my life, sometimes i just lie on my bed and try to image what it would be...
    lifeislife12 lifeislife12 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I think about my boyfriend all the time He just makes me feel so secure about myself
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F a week ago

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    I think about how will life without me go on I wanna feel and see myself dead...or whatever,who really cared for me even though they didnt show it
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    If only you knew how much I think about you.
    Stubborngirll Stubborngirll 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    It is amazing to me how just thinking about something I thought I was over just put knots in my stomach. I wonder why this morning it had such an effect on me. I've moved on and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    Can't stop thinking about him and how much he has hurt me. I wasn't in love with him until recently. We had a fling during Summer then he had to move to a different state then he...
    Vickyovox Vickyovox 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I try to imagine how him taking me into his arms would feel. Could I find myself safe with my head on his chest and his arms tangled around my body with his hands resting gently on...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i think its a way for success,,when you think about everything you have a chance for get the key for all of those problems that may happen !
    CassieJess CassieJess 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've been thinking about girl names since I was like seven. They change all the time. I like Mona, Kira and Callee. I like Lyric, but that will probably be crossed off.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I recently was a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding. There was a guy there, and I can't get him out of my mind. We had a small conversation, and kept stealing glances at each other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 days ago