I Often Think About Leaving My Country

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    Going Back To The Homeland

    I often think about leaving the sinking ship which is the us of a, and going back to Russia, starting a life there. I feel a very close tie with my homeland and I miss it but I don't want to leave something that I know for something which could potentially be worse since I'm a...
    Russiantsarina00 Russiantsarina00
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2012

    Sure, But Not For Good

    The thought of being somewhere fresh, new, and completely explorable is very alluring to me. But I do not think I would ever leave the United States permanently because I love this country, flaws and all.
    smflinchbaugh smflinchbaugh
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 22, 2009

    I'm Going To Australia

    The first Aussie gal who asks me to come there and will show me the ropes and how to survive down under, has me for life!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Is it possible to start a new life alone abroad?

    It seems to take a lot of courage... And I really envy those people who dares to love overseas alone .... But how to I move all my things to another country? Do I have to be rich to do all these ?
    ooxinjie ooxinjie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2014

    I Want to Leave the Country But...

    i can't afford to leave or i would go to Australlia, something about it just attracts me. Iam doing the next best thing, i'm moving to the otherside of the country. 
    realitydreamer realitydreamer
    22-25, F
    Jan 5, 2009

    Runaway If You Want to Survive

    Wouldn't it be nice just to live somewhere where I can have healthcare?  Or maybe somewhere that I don't have to cringe whenever I want to breathe for fear I'm breaking some sort of law?  I know America isn't as strict as some other countries, but it's not exactly the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    3 Responses May 21, 2009

    I want to be in England.

    that's where my heart is.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2015

    SOOOOOO This this is how I feel right now.

    I MUST GET OUT OF THIS COUNTRY. I MUST GET OUT OF THIS COUNTRY. And it's not such a good feeling you know..It's big discomfort and I'm nervous a lot. I just can't pay my rent here by doing stand up comedy, I hope time will change and I will develop as a comedian and can do gigs...
    dzordze dzordze
    22-25, M
    Feb 27

    All Around The World

    I've always wanted to travel across the globe I have been to china and california and Hawaii but I want to go to much more places like paris mexico russia and Rome ect I wanna go to dc and see the white house I have money to go to those places my boyfriend's family is a high...
    abusing1me abusing1me
    16-17, F
    Sep 26, 2012

    The Usa Is Not For Me

    I really feel I'm better off somewhere else. The government is all a giant mess, & I never feel all too happy or safe here. I would rather live in some "oppressive" third world than the greatest damn country on the planet! That's one other thing that gets me, The US is so self...
    Nobody90 Nobody90
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 30, 2011

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