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I Often Think About Leaving My Country

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    Runaway If You Want to Survive

    Wouldn't it be nice just to live somewhere where I can have healthcare?  Or maybe somewhere that I don't have to cringe whenever I want to breathe for fear I'm breaking some sort of law?  I know America isn't as strict as some other countries, but it's not exactly the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 21, 2009

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    Is it possible to start a new life alone abroad?

    It seems to take a lot of courage... And I really envy those people who dares to love overseas alone .... But how to I move all my things to another country? Do I have to be rich to do all these ?
    ooxinjie ooxinjie 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Sure, But Not For Good

    The thought of being somewhere fresh, new, and completely explorable is very alluring to me. But I do not think I would ever leave the United States permanently because I love this country, flaws and all.
    smflinchbaugh smflinchbaugh 16-17, F 1 Response May 22, 2009

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    All Around The World

    I've always wanted to travel across the globe I have been to china and california and Hawaii but I want to go to much more places like paris mexico russia and Rome ect I wanna go to dc and see the white house I have money to go to those places my boyfriend's family is a high...
    abusing1me abusing1me 16-17, F Sep 26, 2012

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    I Want to Leave the Country But...

    i can't afford to leave or i would go to Australlia, something about it just attracts me. Iam doing the next best thing, i'm moving to the otherside of the country. 
    realitydreamer realitydreamer 22-25, F Jan 5, 2009

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    I'm Going To Australia

    The first Aussie gal who asks me to come there and will show me the ropes and how to survive down under, has me for life!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    The Usa Is Not For Me

    I really feel I'm better off somewhere else. The government is all a giant mess, & I never feel all too happy or safe here. I would rather live in some "oppressive" third world than the greatest damn country on the planet! That's one other thing that gets me, The US is so self...
    Nobody90 Nobody90 22-25, M 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    Going Back To The Homeland

    I often think about leaving the sinking ship which is the us of a, and going back to Russia, starting a life there. I feel a very close tie with my homeland and I miss it but I don't want to leave something that I know for something which could potentially be worse since I'm a...
    Russiantsarina00 Russiantsarina00 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Everyone always says you'll know when to leave when you've had enough. Well I think I'm there, I can hardly believe I am saying this. It's been 5 years of self delusion...
    hdoran1 hdoran1 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I'm glad I joined EP, but I think I need to leave. I don't want to be on here anymore, it hurts me more than it helps me. People on here, I thought, were supposed to be...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 3

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    I would say this is like my fifth account on ep. I’ve been on and off this site before many times in the past because I met a lot of people on here who make ep a not so great...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I think I'm going to wait till school starts back. I need something to do during the day, and there are some people here that are nice. So I'll be on till then.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Aug 3

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    There is no point i write something ep delete it saying it is not appropreate. I tick the adult box. Really youngsters asking for older people and vice versa. As im being policed...
    vampirish vampirish 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I might leave, I might not....
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Aug 9

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    I'm Italian, born and raised. Someone is curious about my country or our culture and such? Go ahead, I'll reply to all. :)
    Cutterkarma Cutterkarma 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
    failure94 failure94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I have 2 examples of this that happened recently. I was thinking about an artist, whose name i don't remember, who does alot of occult work that is on mugs, clocks, paper weights...
    Austinthrope Austinthrope 41-45, M Jul 29

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    I think about death. I do. it scares me to the point of a panic attach if I let it. which I don't often. I guess I just mainly worry about death being dark. Completely dark. and...
    colorfullcolorado colorfullcolorado 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    While you phase within the door, a cosy sitting down location with kitchenette lies to one facet. A big comfortable sofa and armchairs invite you to definitely snuggle up and pay...
    Keniaga838 Keniaga838 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Is it just me, or does anyone else choose sleeping over studying? Hehe its like i get tired just thinking about work
    JustMui JustMui 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I am thinking about him all the time. In everything I do, I think about him, if only for a little while. I guess it could be called obsessive, but I think it's just being in love...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    Hello EP one more story to tell you, just accept this because i'm really sad when I was little, always blamed myself for certain accidents that happened at that time until you...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    My mind can't stop thinking about a girl that I still like. I mean, I asked her if she wanted to do something this summer, she said maybe we will see each other sometime. Then...
    TheGordman TheGordman 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    When Robin Williams died I was thinking about life and death in general. I wondered about things that make life reasonable to live. There are so many people who commit suicide...
    zyakkui zyakkui 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I cant stop thinking about this fuking girl first in school we never talked i just made her laugh alot cuss she sat in front of my desk. I walked home wit her sat in lunch wit her...
    StaticMajor StaticMajor 13-15, M Jul 21

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    i think its a way for success,,when you think about everything you have a chance for get the key for all of those problems that may happen !
    CassieJess CassieJess 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I think about what will happen to my kids, my mom and dad. I try not to think about dying but I feel so hopeless. My life is filled with very few accomplishments and deep regret...
    lifealreadylost lifealreadylost 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I seriously thinking about having an affair because i dont think im am happy with my marriage anymore.
    Prulla Prulla 26-30, F 15 Responses Jul 29

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    Recently I've been thinking about what would happen if I ever needed another heart surgery. I have a strange feeling that I will need it at a fairly young age... and I also feel...
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 31

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    About two weeks ago, my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me ovelyr text. 8 months doesn't seem like a long time, but it was the longest relationship I've ever had. I trusted him...
    ksel90 ksel90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    MY FUTURE! I'm at a coffee shop somewhere thinking about where I'm at in life again. It ****** me off to what I've done and tried to do where it's left me nowhere. I can honestly...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M Aug 4

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    As I get older my mind thinks about a lot more stuff and sometimes I won't think about anything but that only happens sometimes.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I think about having a live affair when bored. I imagine going to the movies and eating chocolate tarts and laughing. I even think about how it will end, at a bench by a bridge. He...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 6

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    The last w weeks I wake up thinking about a friends wife, Emma,. She seams to be constantly on my mind. We have been friends for years and have even been intimate a few times. We...
    carman7703 carman7703 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    The column on the right side of the page that says "More People who Think About Stuff Somtimes." It's all females (at least right now when I look at it). Is it because guys don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7

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    So I had another massage last week, I didn't let him go all the way. Then he started texting me again, then I asked him to be clear what he wanted from me and he backed off and...
    2little2late 2little2late 36-40, F a week ago

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    I have been thinking about my future a lot more lately and right now, hear is what I have plan out. • Graduate high school • Spend a year and 6 months at home to make up for...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 19 hrs ago

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    Big Mac from McDonald's...I always think about you, you bring so much happiness to my life..and to my tastebuds. Even though you are served with fries, it has always been you who I...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I'm thinking about someone special wondering how I can make her day better
    swordman94 swordman94 18-21, M Jul 21

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    As I open my eyes, I look to see if you're there....seeing you is always a great start to my day. The day gets better as it goes along. The random messages I receive always puts a...
    SweetHawaiianHoney SweetHawaiianHoney 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    Well I'm thinking about fat more and more. So I decided to get fat. I'm 6'0" and weights 220 pound. I want to get bigger
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I would say that i think about death everyday. It is always on my mind, my fear of death is taking over my life, sometimes i just lie on my bed and try to image what it would be...
    lifeislife12 lifeislife12 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I think about my boyfriend all the time He just makes me feel so secure about myself
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F Jul 23

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    I think about how will life without me go on I wanna feel and see myself dead...or whatever,who really cared for me even though they didnt show it
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    If only you knew how much I think about you.
    Stubborngirll Stubborngirll 22-25, F Jul 25

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    It is amazing to me how just thinking about something I thought I was over just put knots in my stomach. I wonder why this morning it had such an effect on me. I've moved on and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 25

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    Can't stop thinking about him and how much he has hurt me. I wasn't in love with him until recently. We had a fling during Summer then he had to move to a different state then he...
    Vickyovox Vickyovox 18-21, F Jul 25