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I Often Think About Leaving My Country

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 89 People

    I Want to Leave the Country But...

    i can't afford to leave or i would go to Australlia, something about it just attracts me. Iam doing the next best thing, i'm moving to the otherside of the country. 
    realitydreamer realitydreamer 22-25, F Jan 5, 2009

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    I'm Going To Australia

    The first Aussie gal who asks me to come there and will show me the ropes and how to survive down under, has me for life!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Going Back To The Homeland

    I often think about leaving the sinking ship which is the us of a, and going back to Russia, starting a life there. I feel a very close tie with my homeland and I miss it but I don't want to leave something that I know for something which could potentially be worse since I'm a...
    Russiantsarina00 Russiantsarina00 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    Runaway If You Want to Survive

    Wouldn't it be nice just to live somewhere where I can have healthcare?  Or maybe somewhere that I don't have to cringe whenever I want to breathe for fear I'm breaking some sort of law?  I know America isn't as strict as some other countries, but it's not exactly the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 21, 2009

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    Sure, But Not For Good

    The thought of being somewhere fresh, new, and completely explorable is very alluring to me. But I do not think I would ever leave the United States permanently because I love this country, flaws and all.
    smflinchbaugh smflinchbaugh 16-17, F 1 Response May 22, 2009

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    Is it possible to start a new life alone abroad?

    It seems to take a lot of courage... And I really envy those people who dares to love overseas alone .... But how to I move all my things to another country? Do I have to be rich to do all these ?
    ooxinjie ooxinjie 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    The Usa Is Not For Me

    I really feel I'm better off somewhere else. The government is all a giant mess, & I never feel all too happy or safe here. I would rather live in some "oppressive" third world than the greatest damn country on the planet! That's one other thing that gets me, The US is so self...
    Nobody90 Nobody90 22-25, M 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    All Around The World

    I've always wanted to travel across the globe I have been to china and california and Hawaii but I want to go to much more places like paris mexico russia and Rome ect I wanna go to dc and see the white house I have money to go to those places my boyfriend's family is a high...
    abusing1me abusing1me 16-17, F Sep 26, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Ep is a great site and I'm glad I found it but now after a couple enjoyable months I'm thinking of leaving. I don't think I'm going to be missed, I only talked to like 3 people. I...
    JayParker99 JayParker99 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I have read a few trollish comments, and much talk from individuals who should really read more history before putting pen to paper on this forum. However, the comments I read this...
    2ndHandLion 2ndHandLion 41-45, T 2 Responses Sep 2

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    All I ever do is annoy people, maybe I should just go away.
    GhostInDaCloset GhostInDaCloset 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    Why do children on this site have to be so cruel to each other? It makes me sick.....my heart is breaking watching friends have their mentalities and hearts crushed by breakups in...
    rorytheawesomeboy rorytheawesomeboy 18-21, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Does my experience project friends miss me if I go away for a year or so? I know I have been on E.P. since March of 2008. This is a very hard decision to make again. I had...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    closeing this account ....
    GuruLife GuruLife 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm not thinking about it. I'm doing it. I'm sick of this place. Don't ask why. Some things grow old, an EP is one of those. Bye
    Heartsu Heartsu 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    Once again, I should be asleep. But instead I am awake... Thinking about him, as usual. I almost cried. But I keep telling myself I don't cry over him anymore. What is wrong with...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I often lay in my bed and think about you. When you're away I miss you so, I don't know what to do. I fantasize of you & feel your warmth at my side in bed. You so far away, yet...
    qbanlis85 qbanlis85 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    Last night I walked into her room. She grabbed me and said, "I'm lonely." I gave her hug and a friendly pat on the back... "I'm here," I tell her with my poker face on. She...
    VynnSanee VynnSanee 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I can't stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about you. You're the first thought in my head when I wake up and the only one who keeps me from falling asleep. I replay the...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 22-25, F Sep 3

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    To make a long story short I was talking to a guy in the summer and you know we were jus talking and talking so much for a good two weeks and the next thing you know it We were...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, M Sep 3

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    In the 8th grade I started at a new school and met this boy. He was tall, lanky and a little bit dorky - but to me he was the bee's knees. We had lunch and gym together, I never...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Sep 12

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    I miss you so much most nights I can't breathe. The weirdest things make me cry. A song. A T-shirt. I see a face in a crowd and for a second it's yours before morphing into a...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I just finished watching a film that I know I'm going to fail miserably trying to share because it was touching in a personal way to me. It was a film about a young girl from the a...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 31-35 1 Response Sep 21

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex. I know it's weird Our relationship ended last month. And it was only a one month relationship It didn't even last that long. I think about the...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus! ~ From It's Super Natural - Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I wish you'd miss me the way I miss you like this. I wish I knew if you think about me the way I think about you.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I still think about all my childhood friends I grew up with in that tiny village. Although I moved away more than half my life ago, I still think of them and wonder what they're...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Sep 4

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    Last night I had this dream about my brothers best friend. I've known the guy for years and he is staying at my parents with my brother at the moment so I see him all the time when...
    TayTayFL TayTayFL 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Why can't I stop?! It's over. Done. I don't want to be with you anymore. But I can't stop thinking about you. Is it normal to keep thinking about an ex lover? Please help me out...
    leekalady leekalady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    You know what's so fascinating/scary to think about... Death... You're gonna be gone FOREVER, forever is a long time.. A very long time. What's death like? Can you watch people...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Life films that make you think twice!These kind of films are great because it shows that the films mean something to you, showing a new light and another perspective of life! Also...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I have a great wife, but I am constant thinking about having an affair. I do not know if I rally can do it if the posibility is there, but I still think of it all the time. Why can...
    lekenchris lekenchris 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 18

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    Dori: What are you thinking about when you look out there ? Sandy Bates: Just, you know... All those people and you know how unhappy most of them are and those terrible things...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    Luis I just can't spy thinking about him god I want him here with me
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 10

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    Thinking about deleting my EP account. Every post on this site has something to do with sex, depression and people who choose to over eat for kicks. It's not my cup of tea and I...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I just can't stop. She's on my mind constantly. I try to think about something else but my thoughts always go back to her. I love her so much. I long to be with her. I yearn for...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I have the urge to text or message you but I'm not going to. I just want tell you that I miss you. Are you thinking about me as well? Do you miss me? I wish I would have been worth...
    LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F Sep 13

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    🍌 You're on my mind from my first waking moment to my last at night before I fall asleep with the biggest smile on my face. The impact you've had on me over the last few days...
    Iamwhatyousee Iamwhatyousee 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    The only thing i remained with in life is watching movies, i do this because it make me feel better. i sit in my bedroom after work and i start thinking about the future where i...
    africangall africangall 22-25, F Sep 17

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    I can't stop thinking about u I don't want to hurt u I'm scared and crying a lot I'm just broken inside u see
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I stare up at my fan and imagine myself hanging there. It's disturbing to me. All I can think about is, will my mom finally feel guilty for what she did for me if I died? Would her...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I think about it more than I should and sometimes it concerns me.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    Maybe one day I will think about it and I will not feel bad...there will be no feelings of hate..bitterness...self loathing....maybe one day I will share my experience from an...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    It isn't a good thing either. I'm thinking about ending this relationship.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Sep 22

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    fake country people i brought a guy to my house wants to go ride atvs he was scared of getting his clothes dirty i asked him are you really from the country he said he liked being...
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M