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I Often Think About Leaving My Country

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 135 People

    The Usa Is Not For Me

    I really feel I'm better off somewhere else. The government is all a giant mess, & I never feel all too happy or safe here. I would rather live in some "oppressive" third world than the greatest damn country on the planet! That's one other thing that gets me, The US is so self...
    Nobody90 Nobody90 22-25, M 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    I'm Going To Australia

    The first Aussie gal who asks me to come there and will show me the ropes and how to survive down under, has me for life!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Runaway If You Want to Survive

    Wouldn't it be nice just to live somewhere where I can have healthcare?  Or maybe somewhere that I don't have to cringe whenever I want to breathe for fear I'm breaking some sort of law?  I know America isn't as strict as some other countries, but it's not exactly the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 21, 2009

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    Going Back To The Homeland

    I often think about leaving the sinking ship which is the us of a, and going back to Russia, starting a life there. I feel a very close tie with my homeland and I miss it but I don't want to leave something that I know for something which could potentially be worse since I'm a...
    Russiantsarina00 Russiantsarina00 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    I want to be in England.

    that's where my heart is.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses May 12, 2015

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    I Want to Leave the Country But...

    i can't afford to leave or i would go to Australlia, something about it just attracts me. Iam doing the next best thing, i'm moving to the otherside of the country. 
    realitydreamer realitydreamer 22-25, F Jan 5, 2009

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    Is it possible to start a new life alone abroad?

    It seems to take a lot of courage... And I really envy those people who dares to love overseas alone .... But how to I move all my things to another country? Do I have to be rich to do all these ?
    ooxinjie ooxinjie 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    Sure, But Not For Good

    The thought of being somewhere fresh, new, and completely explorable is very alluring to me. But I do not think I would ever leave the United States permanently because I love this country, flaws and all.
    smflinchbaugh smflinchbaugh 16-17, F 1 Response May 22, 2009

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    All Around The World

    I've always wanted to travel across the globe I have been to china and california and Hawaii but I want to go to much more places like paris mexico russia and Rome ect I wanna go to dc and see the white house I have money to go to those places my boyfriend's family is a high...
    abusing1me abusing1me 16-17, F Sep 26, 2012

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    My ex-boyfriend committed suicide on July 24, 2010. I've come to realize just how much we had in common, because lately I've been thinking about it too. Everybody has their bad...
    VeritasAequitas VeritasAequitas 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Feel free to ask about England:)
    xcheyennexsmithx xcheyennexsmithx 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Feel free to ask any question about Colombia :)
    sophiesworld sophiesworld 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for a long time and only now after years of intensive therapy, high dosages of medications and being sectioned under the mental health act...
    thisisjuno thisisjuno 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Today is so bad, I just want to wake up and not think about suicide or death, but I just don't want to do this anymore, any of it. I keep waiting for my hormones to get regulated...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have passion about nothing in my life. It's always been like this. I don't want to achieve anything, I don't want to do anything. I just want the years to pass by and wait for my...
    Fwtw Fwtw 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I loved the last month EP-free. I'm wondering if I should leave... I survived then, I think I can survive the future. Opinions? If I do, I won't delete my account, in case I need...
    HELPTAKENhelpused HELPTAKENhelpused 26-30, M a week ago

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    I think I'm leaving because I'm tried of rude people I was just blocked because I have a boyfriend all I wanted was some friends that what I'm looking for are friends and maybe a...
    Vampiregirl9 Vampiregirl9 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I can feel that rejection from all angles again the feeling it gives me inside its like A knife digging in my heart. This is when I just think it would be best for all that I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F a week ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M Feb 6

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I thought it might be a way of meeting some similar minded, creative people but it doesn't seem to have happened. Having said that. I'm a private person and am not altogether...
    SamTheMan234 SamTheMan234 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Honestly so sick of people on here! The idea of this app is to share experience and post your feelings, but I always get people commenting on my posts offensive or disrespectful...
    EnchantedHopes EnchantedHopes 13-15, F 18 Responses Feb 2

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    I've been thinking about suicide quite a bit. Two weeks before Christmas I was Baker acted. Almost when through with it. Tried again a week later. My friends family took me in to...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F Feb 1

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I just found out this morning that I am pregnant. I took a pregnancy test and I could not believe it. I took plan B after the condom broke and now I am pregnant 2 weeks and 5 days...
    Viola17 Viola17 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I'm thinking of leaving EP for a while. But I might not come back.. I don't know if I'm going to delete my account or not. I think that's the best for me. But for those of you who...
    PalestineGurl PalestineGurl 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 31

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I haven't been helping myself much. I haven't been taking my medication that my endocrinologist prescribed. It's been difficult to get with friends. I end up trying to do most...
    BloodMoonFlower BloodMoonFlower 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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