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I Often Wonder If I'm Worth Anything At All

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 215 People

    I Am Here...I Think

    I know I am a beast. I don't expect anyone to ever love me back, but no matter what, I will love them. I don't ever expect to be repaid for any deed that i have done. I do not deserve it. I am not here to be repaid. I am here to give. And I will give as much as I can.I am nothing...
    num83rs num83rs 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    When Things Go Wrong

    When things go wrong and every decision you take turns out to be opposite of what you thought.... I feel I am worthless
    djk007 djk007 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Bridge Of Light

    When you think hope is lost and giving up is all you got, blue turns black, your confidence is cracked, there seems no turning back from here. When your feet are made of stone , your convinced that your all alone Look at the stars instead of the dark you'll find your heart...
    MoonAngelFairy MoonAngelFairy 18-21, F Mar 17, 2013

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    Right Now I Feel Like I Am Not.

    I am just a mere ant living amongst billions of others. In reality my little life is worthless, compared to others. I make no difference to the those around me or to the entire universe. No difference at all.
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Worth

    I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F Dec 28, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I'm only 14 and have already been through alot in my life. First off I was adopted by an elderly couple when I was just a baby... I would go farther into detail but not right now...
    PoppyOfRmembrance PoppyOfRmembrance 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    When will the princess figure it out she ain't worth saving? Heavy the head that bears the crown Of my mistaken, apathy for sympathy I was never good enough to be anything but...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    when in reality I'm worthless. I have lost everything I love which was mainly my ex, and now my parents have taken away the last thing that I could lose which is my car because it...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I just feel that I know I'm worth so much more and could be doing so much more with my time than I am now.
    kenshininap kenshininap 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'm still struggling with being married to someone I'm not even sure I love. I get so sad and depressed most of the time but I'm hiding it all in. I can't talk to anyone they all...
    moulton19 moulton19 26-30 3 days ago

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    Why do I feel like I want to kill myself, I get yelled at by my parents all the time and unfortunately I play basketball (this will be my last year anyway cause I'm running Track...
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Well, this is not a boohoo story as I'm sure many have gone through it or will go through it in a similar way. This is my first Christmas alone in about 12 years. I had planned on...
    InternallyLost InternallyLost 36-40, M 15 hrs ago

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    I often wonder what if I never existed? Whose life would I have changed for the better? Whose life did I save? Whose life did I condemn? If I had never existed would anything be...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15

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    I realize daily, life is so hard. I think if I'm only 16 and its this complicated how am I going to make it through life. I am scared of death but I don't know if I can live any...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I have been trying my hardest to hold on to everything and keep it, I tried to give up... but couldn't. I can't say bye, I can't lose everything. I don't want to. Everything that...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    No matter how hard I try, nothing I do is ever worth anything.
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Being judged right away is all I'm used to. Whether it's because I don't look like the next girl, wear the same clothes, go out with a new boy every five seconds, and even just...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 5

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    Hey everyone, just to say to my friends I may be offline for a while as I'm sick. I'm laid up in bed, but not in the good way lol. Been sick, aching, headaches, body pains, not...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 35 Responses a week ago

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    The past few weeks I've just been feeling so hopeless and I hate it. I was happy for a while - I think last summer, I was the happiest I've been in years, but over the past month...
    Nightingale73 Nightingale73 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I can't stop thinking about what the future has in store for me. I'm not really good at anything. I think my future is just failure. I want a good job, and a guy who actually likes...
    HarmsCaleb HarmsCaleb 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I don't know why so many people think I'm a positive person. Honestly I'm not. I'm really skeptical and more often see the glass half empty. Or I just don't see the glass at all...
    ttbridge ttbridge 36-40, F Dec 8

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    Yes, I'm sick of your mean and cold self. You make me sick and I do not consider you worth talking to. Bye!!!
    AnneofGreen AnneofGreen 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I've done nothing but cry for 3 months my ex who I love broke up with me. I told him I was suicidle he ended up telling 11 people making me feel exposed. my mom found out and...
    tisbutascratch tisbutascratch 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wonder....I really wonder. Am I ever missed by anyone? Do I hold any meaning or significance in anyone's life? Who am I to you? These questions follow me everyday. I wonder if I...
    Aamulus Aamulus 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I betrayed my best friend.I have an issue I have been trying to cope with for about 6 months. I have been friends with my best friend for about 18 years, since second grade. She...
    Vettech1 Vettech1 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I wonder cause it seems like no one would miss me cause people have told me since i was 7 that i I'm better off dead.
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    At least I won't have to worry about my bday party (from another story).... I hurt too many people, way too often. I don't even mean to. The people I don't hurt end up hurting me...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Maybe there wasn't anything wrong with me after all, and I'm not a depressed person. I'm just surrounded by ******** and stupid people all the time.
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Straightened/Natural Hair Glasses/Without Glasses To be honest, never really liked this group because just about all the pictures were of pretty people and some of them were...
    thequietpanda thequietpanda 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I realise that I haven't been on EP as much recently, or posted anything. I guess I just feel like all my thoughts are completely messed up and confusing, I wouldn't even know...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm really anxious because I skipped my period for the month of November, and while I normally do have irregular periods (I didn't get my period in August either) things are...
    ryan2496 ryan2496 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I feel like I'm losing my mind. Things just don't seem to click anymore. I space out a lot and notice my minds often been blank. I can't complain too much though, I'd rather have...
    Casie3Lynn Casie3Lynn 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    Have you ever been in a relationship but you're not in love to that person? I know this is crazy,I'm doing it wrong but with my situation, I cant even figure out how will this...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know that I definitely have depression and I suffer desperately from suicidal thoughts, but I shouldn't! I have a generally loving family, I am doing well for someone who is...
    PinkWink PinkWink 18-21, F Nov 24

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I don't want to do anything at all. I never went out without wearing make up but the last few days I don't even want to get ready to go to work or go out. I started not wearing...
    purly purly 36-40, F Nov 25

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    In my junior high school I have a few friend but as the time goes by, I have a lot of best friends, me elementary school bestie was still keep in touch with me ( she called my...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Yeah. That's the right way to put it. Damaged goods. Or else I'm loosing my edge? Or else I try to understand what I'm ultimately clearly missing out in some people.... Whilst...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Yeah, which is why I purpose to "rest well and often" as I once read... but developing that cadence is ongoing project. Most I've managed to keep it up for was a few days before...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Nov 29

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    But it's not working No matter what I do, what I try, there's one thing that stays true: my guy friend is ignoring me again and makes it completely obvious, like I'm invisible...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 9

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    My life got better and I have people that make me happy but it seems like I just can't be ok. When I'm with them I feel good and fine but something deep inside me hurts. Something...
    elena1998 elena1998 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    A Kiss Of Life As I lay here next to him I am enclosed in a world of my own. Images of fire flash in the walls of my mind as your lips intrude my cold shaking ones. Your kiss...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M Dec 11

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    As the topic says I am an introvert. Growing up I've always been that child who was able to entertain themselves. I've always had a very big imagination and used it quite often...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Dec 11

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    me & my boyfriend we hardly talk anymore because last week his phone was off & now ever since he got it back on we hardly talk we only talked for 2 days (Friday & Saturday) its...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F Dec 15

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    I've got this thing about getting to know people, a little creepy I'm sure. I'll try to hide the attention, and simply pretend that I'm bored. I'll think of all the ways to get...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 15