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I Often Wonder If I'm Worth Anything At All

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 203 People

    I Am Here...I Think

    I know I am a beast. I don't expect anyone to ever love me back, but no matter what, I will love them. I don't ever expect to be repaid for any deed that i have done. I do not deserve it. I am not here to be repaid. I am here to give. And I will give as much as I can.I am nothing...
    num83rs num83rs 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    When Things Go Wrong

    When things go wrong and every decision you take turns out to be opposite of what you thought.... I feel I am worthless
    simplydbest simplydbest 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Right Now I Feel Like I Am Not.

    I am just a mere ant living amongst billions of others. In reality my little life is worthless, compared to others. I make no difference to the those around me or to the entire universe. No difference at all.
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Worth

    I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 28, 2012

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    Bridge Of Light

    When you think hope is lost and giving up is all you got, blue turns black, your confidence is cracked, there seems no turning back from here. When your feet are made of stone , your convinced that your all alone Look at the stars instead of the dark you'll find your heart...
    MoonAngelFairy MoonAngelFairy 18-21, F Mar 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Known her for about 12 years now since elementary school. Had a crush on her previously back in middle school but that translated to a very tight friendship over time. We are spend...
    razorbum razorbum 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So I live up state. All my friends are down state. Nobody trys to talk to me anymore. unless I start a convo. trying to make friends in a new place is seriously tough. especially...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    U know I'm done I just can't do it anymore I'm giving up relax I'm not gonna go killing my self or anything that will hurt its just that I don't have hope anymore I have nothing...
    me343434 me343434 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    a guy says I'm cute or he likes me? it's a sick twisted prank. some one says I'm funny OMG what are you trying to pull I live this way thinking like this.I have been hurt by so...
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't help the emotions that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    it's funny how it seems like everybody just have a need for teasing me. both my friends, old teachers and other people whom I know. they may not mean it in a mean way, but what...
    twoface444 twoface444 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'll start from the beginning. When I was about 3 or 4 my mum met my first step dad. Early on we discovered he was an alcoholic. From then on a lot of days off were spent searching...
    Travellingmagnet Travellingmagnet 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Now it's just constant lying.... why?? Because no one gives a fck you just spend this time trying to get someone to listen but they don't care.... I've tried so many times to talk...
    GrandmamaTemptationCx GrandmamaTemptationCx 70+, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Talking about stuff with people online is great, but I need more than that. I need what I have never had, someone to hold me and comfort me when I am sad. No one has ever done that...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hey, like EP?? Nope, you can't even tell EP Anything. Grrr... They just blocked another of my experiences... And I am just about ready to smash something. Yes, it had a word...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    My mother died on November 11, 2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he...
    xingru xingru 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Whenever I feel overwhelmed or burdened or anxious I always think "I want to go home" and even if I am home the thought remains, the urge to be home. To feel at peace to feel...
    IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI 18-21, F a week ago

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    i feel pathetic right now. i'm sorry for being a drama queen as of late. i'm just annoying myself.
    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    This is gonna be long but this is my experience - my story. I come from a complicated family background. You can say I don't know much about my parent's stories since they never...
    Abcak937 Abcak937 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I tried to pretend that everything was okay... That that hadn't hurt me at all... That somehow you didn't have to say you were sorry, repeatedly, like you did... That if you wanted...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 Aug 16

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    while my family is outside on this sunny weekend day enjoying themselves. I'm here in my room, just contemplating my life. how did things go wrong? I let everyone decide for me, I...
    megabear64 megabear64 22-25, M Aug 15

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    hey everyone,,I'm new to this .if you need someone to talk to I'm always around.your all beautiful ❤️
    Smurphlet874 Smurphlet874 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    OK, I'm no home-wrecking Holly. When me and this guy first started out "dating" I had NO idea he had a girl friend he said he was single. I don't mean to toot my own horn but I'm a...
    SassyAnnie SassyAnnie 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    It's more like I KNOW I FELL... Like a rock! For once... I feel like I'm making a change... For once, I feel like I'm holding another life in my hands. There's nothing more...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    hi guys I'm new here and I wanted to vent. 4 years ago I was frie.ds with thus girl who eat the world to me we legit had hour long conversations in front of me house and I...
    mvmr02 mvmr02 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    I'm tired. I'm tired of people telling me I can control this because it's in my head. I'm tired of not feeling human. I'm tired of people telling me I'm doing this for attention. I...
    Agenderra Agenderra 13-15 2 Responses Aug 12

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    There is this one person I know.. All day, every day when people ask her how she is doing its always the same. "Oh terrible, I'm so tired, and sore" and always she adds the newest...
    Chrissiwho1989 Chrissiwho1989 26-30 Aug 11

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    It's not often you see me posting 2 experiences in one day. Let alone many on a daily basis, but I thought; what the h e l l I might as well share some of me. I want to start out...
    1musicloverever 1musicloverever 16-17, F Aug 10

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    I'm making a photo album for my wife, sad thing is she probably doesn't care...
    wickedcomms85 wickedcomms85 26-30, M Aug 10

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    Not Today....Maybe because It's Monday, maybe because it was raining....Maybe because of both.....My close coworker got the worst of it, and I was so aggravated with him, I kept...
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Unfortunately my words often come out in four-letter increments. Especially when I'm working on the car...
    bighornman63 bighornman63 51-55, M Aug 10

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    I'm so overwhelmed all the time because my brain is constantly going a mile and a half a minute. My brain is intensely scattered all the time. I wish I had someone that could deal...
    LovelyyLexii18 LovelyyLexii18 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    This is my story about how I pretended to be someone else for 3 years, and now I have become so hurt and heartbroken. 3 years ago I met this girl online and we started talking. I...
    livingaliehelp livingaliehelp 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    But it's pretty scary. There's this girl i've been friends with for 2 years now. We talk almost every day, and sometimes i'd make really big efforts just to make time to talk to...
    BMWMP0WER BMWMP0WER 18-21, M Aug 7

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    i'm talking to this lad i know that i met i work. he wants sex, we've not had sex, i'm still a virgin but that's all i am to him a means to get it, he doesn't want anything else...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F Aug 7

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    I just feel like no one really wants me around and I feel as if I'm not really anything special, I'm just there...people try to tell me I'm special and that there is something made...
    Darkangelinmylife Darkangelinmylife 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Often times I meet people that say they are weird but then they see how I act then they call me weird
    thelightsthatbite thelightsthatbite 22-25, M Aug 7

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    Hello everyone. So I am totally new to this app and I found it in Google when I was searching "good ways to forgive". Not sure where to start but hopefully someone will take their...
    queenbb23 queenbb23 22-25, F 20 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm sorry guys I really need someone to talk to. I just don't know what to do about my relationship! I've never been a cryer but he's making me so sad and upset that that's all I...
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