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I Often Wonder If I'm Worth Anything At All

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 206 People

    I Am Here...I Think

    I know I am a beast. I don't expect anyone to ever love me back, but no matter what, I will love them. I don't ever expect to be repaid for any deed that i have done. I do not deserve it. I am not here to be repaid. I am here to give. And I will give as much as I can.I am nothing...
    num83rs num83rs 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    Bridge Of Light

    When you think hope is lost and giving up is all you got, blue turns black, your confidence is cracked, there seems no turning back from here. When your feet are made of stone , your convinced that your all alone Look at the stars instead of the dark you'll find your heart...
    MoonAngelFairy MoonAngelFairy 18-21, F Mar 17, 2013

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    Worth

    I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 28, 2012

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    When Things Go Wrong

    When things go wrong and every decision you take turns out to be opposite of what you thought.... I feel I am worthless
    simplydbest simplydbest 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Right Now I Feel Like I Am Not.

    I am just a mere ant living amongst billions of others. In reality my little life is worthless, compared to others. I make no difference to the those around me or to the entire universe. No difference at all.
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I often wonder why I do this. Today for instance, I had to bring my mother to the ER due to dehydration. When we arrived her body was beginning to go into shock. They admitted her...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 31

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    I often wonder if I up and vanished from this site if anyone would even care. I mean its rather disheartening when you have to be the one to send out messages all the time to...
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    Often I wonder how many couples I ruined out of pure mean spiteful and jealousy. In the end they are at each other's throat, while I sit here and laugh. I know, I'm mean.
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    Not in a doomy gloomy way, I just wonder what's the point in it all. I worked before I left school delivering milk then worked in a hardware shop, then left school at sixteen and...
    dustydaisy dustydaisy 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    ZenMaye ZenMaye 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    like seriously I'm quite surprised
    thewolfwiththecollar thewolfwiththecollar 13-15, F Apr 1

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    I'm that kind of person who never gets in any kind of fight, at least outside my house... in public I tend to be quiet and polite. But that's it. I feel like I live in this bubble...
    chosette chosette 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    why do i always find myself going back to the thing i seem to do best.. seeking validation, especially from guys... no wonder i always feel so lonely when a relationship breaks...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    fatboyfun fatboyfun 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 11

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
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    It's not even anything sexual. Lol I do it all the time. Even when I'm at school, sometimes I fall asleep that way.
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