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I Often Wonder If I'm Worth Anything At All

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 206 People

    Right Now I Feel Like I Am Not.

    I am just a mere ant living amongst billions of others. In reality my little life is worthless, compared to others. I make no difference to the those around me or to the entire universe. No difference at all.
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Worth

    I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 28, 2012

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    Bridge Of Light

    When you think hope is lost and giving up is all you got, blue turns black, your confidence is cracked, there seems no turning back from here. When your feet are made of stone , your convinced that your all alone Look at the stars instead of the dark you'll find your heart...
    MoonAngelFairy MoonAngelFairy 18-21, F Mar 17, 2013

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    I Am Here...I Think

    I know I am a beast. I don't expect anyone to ever love me back, but no matter what, I will love them. I don't ever expect to be repaid for any deed that i have done. I do not deserve it. I am not here to be repaid. I am here to give. And I will give as much as I can.I am nothing...
    num83rs num83rs 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    When Things Go Wrong

    When things go wrong and every decision you take turns out to be opposite of what you thought.... I feel I am worthless
    simplydbest simplydbest 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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