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I Often Wonder If I'm Worth Anything At All

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    Bridge Of Light

    When you think hope is lost and giving up is all you got, blue turns black, your confidence is cracked, there seems no turning back from here. When your feet are made of stone , your convinced that your all alone Look at the stars instead of the dark you'll find your heart...
    MoonAngelFairy MoonAngelFairy 18-21, F Mar 17, 2013

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    Right Now I Feel Like I Am Not.

    I am just a mere ant living amongst billions of others. In reality my little life is worthless, compared to others. I make no difference to the those around me or to the entire universe. No difference at all.
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Worth

    I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F Dec 28, 2012

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    I Am Here...I Think

    I know I am a beast. I don't expect anyone to ever love me back, but no matter what, I will love them. I don't ever expect to be repaid for any deed that i have done. I do not deserve it. I am not here to be repaid. I am here to give. And I will give as much as I can.I am nothing...
    num83rs num83rs 36-40 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    When Things Go Wrong

    When things go wrong and every decision you take turns out to be opposite of what you thought.... I feel I am worthless
    djk007 djk007 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    So, I've been really reluctant to post anything here but I'm just taking a leap of faith I guess. Two years ago, I was extremely depressed and was getting suicidal and I wrote a...
    BryannaC BryannaC 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I want to be with someone who can talk to me about anything. Where we send paragraphs to each other just about the things we like or how our day went. I'm the type of person that...
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    What a wonderful thing to have someone you can tell anything to. I think that is what is nice about finding people of like mind on here. Some people are single, some are engaged...
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    I'm new to this site so add me as a friend all is welcome like Any good songs that people listen to full blast while driving hmu and tell me
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    I've done a lot I'm not proud of.... From the ages of 8 to 17 my suicidal thoughts were progressively getting worse. Tried to do it like 3 times. The third time I was...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    I wonder occassionaly. You meet many people in your life. Most of them are just passing through. But there are one or two that you always wonder about. Not every minute of every...
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    I do this quiet often. People have their own worries or troubles. I'm not going to be selfish and burden them with my issues. It's better to keep inside and deal with in my own way...
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    ^_^ I'm About 5'1 and I love my height. The only downside is that half the time I have to use a chair to get anything down.
    ChubbiixBunnii ChubbiixBunnii 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Everyone nowadays, in my area anyway, is so judgemental. I love things too much like bands and tv shows, books, art, even people, I actually get addicted to them. People around...
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