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I Often Wonder If I'm Worthy Of Being Loved

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    I love my wife to death, I really do. She's smart and capable and we even travel well together. We've had our ups and downs in the first few years of living together as well as...
    tngriker tngriker 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    I always wonder does my mother want me to have the relationship shes currently having? What goes through her mind when I'm off on my own or getting my first boyfriend.
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    This "story" is mainly about friends that change, crushes, lies, and a teaspoon of bullying. I left my family out of it because oh-that's a whole different story honey...
    eztahhelp eztahhelp 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    So sick of a dead end marriage. I'm alone all week and tomorrow is my birthday. I'm looking for a real present.
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think I'm falling in love again. Forty or so years ago, I met a young woman with whom I had very strong love feelings and she for me. We were both married at the time but had an...
    flyingfish7000 flyingfish7000 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    I'll be the first to admit that I haven't been the best at keeping up on new artists in music since probably my mid twenties. I've had friends introduce me to some pretty good...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I fell deeply in love with someone I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it as she was my twin flame. I was filled with shame & guilt, hiding our love from everyone including each...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 3 days ago

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    I pretended to be a guy online for 10 years... i am a girl in reality. this is hard for me to explain bc I've never told anyone my story ever... i was an obese kid growing up...
    dqtxx1 dqtxx1 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I have a boyfriend yet I feel so alone. I spend too much time hoping the men I date will love me and my normal expectations but I'm constantly disappointed.
    amhermosillo amhermosillo 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Will I ever not feel alone? My anxiety is anguishing. I just want my bf to be here for me. I don't trust him because he's never comforting when I'm this way. Our relationship is...
    Sunshinemms Sunshinemms 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I've been very very sad, and confused lately, but I do not show it. Even right now it is hard for me to type this out. I'm the one in this home who has to keep things together, be...
    Ayaime7 Ayaime7 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    If you ever meet me or talk to me at the wrong time or the wrong day it's a likely chance you're going to get your throat ripped out I'm extremely aggravated often on the wrong day...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 4 days ago

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    I used to think that I had social anxiety because I thought to myself everyone thinks I'm weird. Then I just realized I just have a really accurate intuition about others...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've spent the last 17 yrs with him and the last 7 have been sexless. I quit bringing it up about 4 yrs ago but I have so many resentments and built up anger that now I don't even...
    WantToEndTheCycle WantToEndTheCycle 46-50, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    Bye Ep, I'll be gone for about a month, maybe you'll throw a party since I'm gone. I'll miss you all. I'll try as hard as possible to get on sometime but I doubt I'll be able to...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Walking around in nature. I could walk forever. In this national park that I find myself in, like so many hikes I've done before but, this one is different. I'm alone as I walk and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F a week ago

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    Questions About Love When I write most of my essays, I do my best to provide answers. To help my readers in some way. This is not one of those times. I'm sorry. There are no...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    Married for 5 years. Together for 7 years. We have two children (4 and 7). The seven year old is from my previous marriage. That previous marriage was abusive and he cheated on...
    m3385 m3385 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    I've thought this over too much. I've thought about making some kind of blog, but I haven't had the courage to. I figured I wasn't the kind of person people would want to hear...
    EndOfQuiet EndOfQuiet 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I got rid of my emotional affair for a man that I started to date. I thought he was emotionally available because he was single. Single does not equal emotionally available! I...
    2ndinline 2ndinline 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I'm in a relationship with a married man who is been in a divorce process for 5years. I don't love him anymore, I'm pretending and tired of pretending. So much has happened, and I...
    Phepheng Phepheng 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    We all love that scene where Aladdin and Abu steal that piece of bread and end up giving it to the two kids. Its nostalgic and sweet, and shows hope in dark times. But has anyone...
    Goodhearttou Goodhearttou 16-17, F Jun 25

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    I am not one hundred percent sure, but then again I am sure that I do have depression... I just feel as if it's gotten worse. Looking back, I think I had depression then. I used...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I feel like I'm a disappointment to everyone. I know that that's just me being pessimistic in my depressive state but being here just doesn't make sense all the time. I can't even...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    It's like someone is playing a sick and twisted game with my life where anything that could lead to me being loved is prevented. I spend a lot of my time alone due to depression...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I'm 27 years old, and a maths teacher in high school. I have never, ever been interested in one of my students before. I mess around a lot, and I'm attracted to more confident and...
    tumblingdice tumblingdice 18-21 1 Response Jun 21

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    Iv never felt this alone before, like I'm an outcast and no one wants to deal with me. more and more of my so called friends are leaving me, I fear that in time, I'll be forgotten...
    Quietguy1234 Quietguy1234 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    i miss being loved and cared by someone...i wish i will meet him soon... #hopeful
    lonelyfew lonelyfew 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 20

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    We are often detatched from what is most worth fighting for; our busy work consumes our day but it's not our life's work. Most do not feel a stark, stirring life purpose- they don...
    CDoza CDoza 26-30, M Jun 20

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    He has lost interest in me, I'm sure of that. no texts, no meeting offers, no affection. going out for a few drinks with the guys he works with is more important than meeting me...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    You called. Your lilting, happy, optimistic voice, telling me yes, this hurts but I'll be happy again. The worst part was your telling me I'll find contentment again, love again...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I'm married and not very long ago I found out my husband is secretly talking to men behind my back and jacking off to them it makes me sick!!! He is sick and twisted in the head...
    Angelwings821 Angelwings821 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 18

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    Who you define yourself as is not what you say or think , it's the actions you take to back the thoughts up . I use to think that I would never do anything great in life , I came...
    Ellis1993 Ellis1993 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I'm looking for a woman who is serious about getting to know me for a LTR, and willing to consider being in a polygamous relationship. Yeah I'm hot. No I'm not a stocker. We can...
    LanceandAngela LanceandAngela 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    I texted her last night when I was having a mental breakdown. This was her response and it will restore your faith in humanity: "First off never apologize to me for expressing...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    One problem after the next, I get it. It's life, suck it up, but seriously? How much more bullshit does life hand out before it takes a break from ******** on me and moves on to...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    I sleep next to someone who I literally have to grab her hand and put it on my chest for her to touch me. Recently I've been trying to get her to take a free online test for the...
    SadDancer SadDancer 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 16

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    At home, I spend more time naked than I do dressed, especially if I'm not expecting guests.
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M Jun 16

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    It's been two years since I dated. I miss everything that comes with a relationship. The warm hugs, the good morning texts, the sense of importance, and even the stupid arguments...
    renzneeds renzneeds 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    We went from constant talking , to just, everything stopping , he gets pissed if I ask him if I bore him, I'm so god damn sorry but when you don't talk to me for days I get worried...
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Idk if it is stupid, but I just stop caring when I'm drunk. Others' opinions... What're they think... Those things stop being important for me. I'm just myself and I can show the...
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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