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I Often Wonder If I'm Worthy Of Being Loved

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    As usual, I'm not handling Valentine's day too well. I was doing great by focusing on work, but then I ended up on the web tonight and that all went to hell. If I'm really being...
    GoldingFlies GoldingFlies 18-21 Feb 15

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    So tired! I haven't been allowed to lay flat, much less sleep for more than 1 hour in 5 years! I am very ill battling serious health issues. My wife refuses to get a real job, so...
    kara1112 kara1112 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Especially when I'm not being a good girl.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Today was my 17th birthday and just like last year, I did nothing on my bday, I was sad I didn't hangout with anyone and I was home with my family. I got presents and I'm grateful...
    itscarolina27 itscarolina27 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I've been with him for almost 4 years now. When I think of it, I never felt loved in our relationship. Lately I feel like he's been taking me for granted. A week can pass without...
    Brego Brego 18-21, F 1 Response 17 mins ago

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants. I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I wonder if the process to get married was as lengthy and tedious as the one to divorce, would anyone really bother? Today I took one more step in this long drawn out divorce...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I feel like I'm in a one way relationship. I have been feeling very down, and might as well be alone, because when I voice how u feel it's hardly acknowledged. I'm sad. I'm scared...
    SecretAngel6 SecretAngel6 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm living in a situation where I'm not loved, appreciated or even treated with decency. What's even sadder is that it's in a house with my bf and my mom. My mom is the most...
    therapeuticalsentences05 therapeuticalsentences05 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Yes I'm alone sometime's & I feel so scared being alone. I've lot of friend's and everyone's busy with there life as for myself I feel like life hate's me I don't belong here...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    I'm a person of many thoughts and actions. I try to keep my actions seperated from my thoughts most of the time because I have social anxiety and one embarassing scentence goes a...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F Feb 8

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    I'm planning to kill my self today Goodbye everyone
    AloneGirl13 AloneGirl13 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I change my mind so often that even I can't keep up with it. And i don't mean about simple things like clothing, or what I want for lunch. I go from wanting to be with my boyfriend...
    Dodgey4 Dodgey4 22-25, F Feb 2

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    I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 4 years, and I love him very much. I would say we are happy, which I think we are for the majority of the time, but lately I've...
    Deda0505 Deda0505 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My vision of perfect was a different kind, mostly with enduring a stare at the mirror in front me, or handling to unzip my dress & show what I am to the world. Everyone tells me my...
    ChantyPrime ChantyPrime 13-15, F Jan 28

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    I know the lovey dovey, mushy spark is starting to fade and now things are starting to unravel. I love him. I want more than anything to work at our relationship, but with the...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F Feb 2

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    my boyfriend checked himself into a mental institution last weekend. He got on meds for depression and since then things have gotten a little better. but today he left, busted a...
    julia1155 julia1155 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I have been single every valentines day, until this one. My boyfriend had asked me what I'd like to do earlier that week & for once I felt my heart speed up in excitement that I...
    gluestickruler gluestickruler 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    My boyfriend started working nights on Monday. We haven't spent much time together all week. He go off early tonight and instead of coming home to me he decided to go out with the...
    nclo8907 nclo8907 26-30, F 14 Responses Feb 1

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    I don't know how to talk with my partner about not feeling loved. I've tried before and in different ways but she treats it like a personal attack and she gets very defensive. I...
    d0uggy d0uggy 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I'm puzzled by the fact that I'm still here, I'm so god damn useless, I just suck everything up, I'm just a burden, so why do you keep me in your life.
    AmJordi AmJordi 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    The only thing I wear at home most of the time is a man size tee shirt. It belonged to an ex boyfriend, but there is nothing of him on it, you know smell or whatever, it's just...
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Sometimes I wish I could tell everyone I know that I'm really sad inside. That the girl with a plastered smile on her face and all jokes isn't always me. I want to scream to the...
    RememberCarpeDiem RememberCarpeDiem 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Oh, dig my shallow grave, It's not me you'll save, 'Cause I'm a lost cause!
    Scott1616 Scott1616 22-25, M Feb 14

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    I've been dating this guy for a while now yet he shows little to no affection. He has what's called Asbergers Syndrome and I was not sure if that played a part. He never shows any...
    makailafish makailafish 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I feel alone in this world everyday. I have a family that loves me, but that doesn't seem to be enough. Does that make Me a bad person cause my family's not enough to make me happy...
    Benny412 Benny412 31-35, M Feb 16

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    I'm sad alone. I feel so alone in this world. I have a few good friends yet i never hear from them. I have three kids but still so alone. I'm unable to work so I don't get out...
    flydragonfly flydragonfly 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm almost always "around" people. but I feel you need to enjoy the company in order to not feel alone :/ You can deduce that I'm not often pleased with my company or the people...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    So life sucking!!! I can't win.. What are you doing to me? I see you and get shy, yet all I want to do is talk to you, wrap myself in your arms... But I can't... Anxiety controls...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I am so complicated I could never imagine someone loving me... Not because of interest or anything, but genuinely for me. Sometimes I even want to step out of my body cause I can't...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    My wife and I split up for about 8 months afew years ago. I gave her my heart for years but she got very disrespectful with in front of our kids and I left because of it. But over...
    psb1974 psb1974 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm so tired of trying and failing. So tired of not being enough, being too much or just being. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of being a burden everywhere I go.
    NickzM NickzM 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Do you think I'm handsome?
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response 41 mins ago

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    I feel left out. I have two other roommates, but ever since the third one moved in, I have been feeling left out. I feel like my roommate and I ( the first ones who lived in our...
    Via70 Via70 22-25, F Jan 28

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    I have a spouse going on 13 years. I've been with her since August of 2001. it has never been the best relationships but I've stuck around because of our kids. after all of those...
    jarae jarae 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I'm in a wheelchair ? from a long time, but was able to keep my weight in it by use of strength of arms... It's was able to walk for no more than 5 minutes that too with aids and a...
    Insanefizz08 Insanefizz08 36-40, F Feb 1

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    Is it wrong to love my baby more than my boyfriends kids? Okay, so I met my boyfriend around a year ago. We dated for about two weeks before he told me he had two kids. It was a...
    julia1155 julia1155 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I'm dating someone right now, but I notice that he get weird out if I post something on his fb wall... He jokingly thought if I was marking his territory. I didn't think it was...
    gingerbunni gingerbunni 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    My husband works out of town and I don't really have alot of friends in my town. I am very lonely. my husband shares a hotel room with his coworker so we don't get a chance to talk...
    calgarysc calgarysc 22-25, F Feb 2

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    I just, don't know what to do anymore. I mean, yes the roads are bad, but my boyfriend can't even make time to see me. Every plan we made in the last week, he has cancelled. I don...
    Tara884248 Tara884248 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I've been getting these really intense mood swings, like one moment I'll be really angry at my friends and never want to see them again, and the next I'll love them and never want...
    LopsidedLollipop LopsidedLollipop 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    it's not like i like being this way, as if i am being this cold and emotionless on purpose. apparently, my normal facial expression makes me look like an angry serial killer. or...
    Kihon Kihon 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I married my wife at the age of 19 and I'm now 27. what I have come to realize is that when you get married at that age in this country, you're NOT nearly ready. I continue to...
    oldsoul420 oldsoul420 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    I'm 5'2" and I'm finally totaly ok with it and I even like being short :P
    NicaxX NicaxX 13-15, F 15 Responses Feb 9

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