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I Often Wonder If I'm Worthy Of Being Loved

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    I'm only 14 and have already been through alot in my life. First off I was adopted by an elderly couple when I was just a baby... I would go farther into detail but not right now...
    PoppyOfRmembrance PoppyOfRmembrance 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    The guy I'm seeing has very high standards. I'm worried whether I can meet those high standards. I've never worried about this before ever. I'm usually only interested in meeting...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Man, I love teasing those young twenty-something year old whippersnappers, letting them think they have a chance with me. I'm loving being such a bit**.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    I assume that I am, but not knowing for sure bothers me. I just wanna be loved. I do admit though, I have some amazing friends and family, I just want to be missed by someone...
    Jessbenoit Jessbenoit 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I know, that's not supposed to be possible. People say it's not possible, that I'm deluding myself. I'm looking for a way out, I secretly hate her, we must have a sexless...
    roykirk roykirk 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I'm not used to being by Myself and love being with someone. I'm hoping not to spend the rest of my days alone.
    shona1967 shona1967 46-50, F 15 hrs ago

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    This girl right here! This girl! She is the most amazing girl I have ever met in my life and I know for a fact! If she went missing that my life would just be over with pretty much...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    There was once a You and I, the sun shined in our eyes when we looked at Eachother. We use to entwine fingers, feel more, breathe more. The nights of sneaking out to see each other...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I know that I definitely have depression and I suffer desperately from suicidal thoughts, but I shouldn't! I have a generally loving family, I am doing well for someone who is...
    PinkWink PinkWink 18-21, F Nov 24

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    I realize daily, life is so hard. I think if I'm only 16 and its this complicated how am I going to make it through life. I am scared of death but I don't know if I can live any...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    sometimes I'm wondering if he loves me as much as I love him.
    danna223 danna223 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    If I like someone, I always feel ashamed of myself and inadequate for them. I'm running out of ways to simulate being loved. Feeling like I have very little happiness in my future...
    Nexile90 Nexile90 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm seeing him for the first time a good two to three weeks. Oh how i've longed to feel his soft embrace and shrink into his chest. I long too feel him tighten his arms around me...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I often get randomly added on skype:) talking to new people is an eciting thing always:) but why on earth do 98% of them at once start begging for pics or videocalls??? Do...
    AmarieOfTheVanyar AmarieOfTheVanyar 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I left my hometown to go to college 10 hours away. At first, I was lonely at college too, but through the years, I made wonderful friends. And then I graduated and left them all...
    lizzztom08 lizzztom08 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Commitment scares the **** out of meIt's the skipped beats and heart pains which shattered most of my illusions of love and relationships. It is the promises and people who over...
    BloviatingBuffoon BloviatingBuffoon 70+, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really like the guy I'm dating, but what if someone dared him to go out with me 😕? He says he loves me, I love him too. But no one has ever loved me before soo...
    lizethybear lizethybear 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    its like I'm always waiting for him to notice me even though I'm right there. he lied to me and hurt me and maybe doesn't even know how to love me. I feel empty but I chase the...
    themuffingirly themuffingirly 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I wonder cause it seems like no one would miss me cause people have told me since i was 7 that i I'm better off dead.
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    but i'm estranged from my family and really want to feel loved and wanted inside!
    BisexElle BisexElle 26-30, T 2 days ago

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    I wonder....I really wonder. Am I ever missed by anyone? Do I hold any meaning or significance in anyone's life? Who am I to you? These questions follow me everyday. I wonder if I...
    Aamulus Aamulus 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always smile because I'm lonely. If someone asks me if I'm okay I always say yes and smile. Even to strangers I smile so that they can't see that I will break down and cry in...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I smile literally all the time but doesn't mean I'm happy
    toiletwater toiletwater 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    For quite some time now actually. At this point I think I can deal with it much better than years ago and find myself not concerning with what I'm doing or where I'm going so long...
    lFrostBitel lFrostBitel 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I'm stalking every experience... o_O
    GarrettYdoom GarrettYdoom 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I feel like I'm losing my mind. Things just don't seem to click anymore. I space out a lot and notice my minds often been blank. I can't complain too much though, I'd rather have...
    Casie3Lynn Casie3Lynn 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    At least I won't have to worry about my bday party (from another story).... I hurt too many people, way too often. I don't even mean to. The people I don't hurt end up hurting me...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm never good enough, even at EP no one talks to me:(
    imjustmex33 imjustmex33 16-17, F 13 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    when I'm waiting for the bus and I get on and ask him where my stop is and I say school the bus driver always pulls up to the stop closest to the middle school or high school and...
    me0883 me0883 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Yeah, which is why I purpose to "rest well and often" as I once read... but developing that cadence is ongoing project. Most I've managed to keep it up for was a few days before...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Nov 29

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    I'm in L_O_V_E with an awesome man that I've been with for 15 years. Together, we have 8 kids. I had 3, he had 4, and we adopted one together. Not EVERY day, but here and there...
    quackenmills71 quackenmills71 41-45, F Dec 1

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    Straightened/Natural Hair Glasses/Without Glasses To be honest, never really liked this group because just about all the pictures were of pretty people and some of them were...
    thequietpanda thequietpanda 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Being judged right away is all I'm used to. Whether it's because I don't look like the next girl, wear the same clothes, go out with a new boy every five seconds, and even just...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 5

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    As the topic says I am an introvert. Growing up I've always been that child who was able to entertain themselves. I've always had a very big imagination and used it quite often...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Dec 11

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    Hey everyone, just to say to my friends I may be offline for a while as I'm sick. I'm laid up in bed, but not in the good way lol. Been sick, aching, headaches, body pains, not...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 36 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm sitting at the library in my university, I have to study for a test but my eyes hurt and I feel the tears in my face... My past is feeling like a present... I can't stop crying...
    matty19 matty19 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I'm not all things to all people, but I try to enjoy life. As a polymath I try to be well rounded out, I take my luck as it comes and try to fit my life to it. I guess the way I...
    LilChickadee LilChickadee 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    My mind is broken. People say "it's the illness" but I'm having my doubts. It's not just an illness. This is who I am. This is who I will forever be.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Why do I feel like I want to kill myself, I get yelled at by my parents all the time and unfortunately I play basketball (this will be my last year anyway cause I'm running Track...
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    I am 30 and I was married and with a man for nearly 10 years and I have always felt different. I am now seriously wondering if I'm a lesbian. I have had relationships since with...
    thatartgirl thatartgirl 26-30, F Nov 23

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    In my junior high school I have a few friend but as the time goes by, I have a lot of best friends, me elementary school bestie was still keep in touch with me ( she called my...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I wanna tell this to my boyfriend. Thank you for being my side cheering me up, helping me when I need you just you being with me making my days better. Loving me and accepting...
    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F Nov 28

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