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I Often Wonder If I'm Worthy Of Being Loved

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    My boyfriend, who I'd committed a two year long distance relationship to cheated on me. The cheating was reveled a couple of weeks ago. I have copies of text and Skype records...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I often wonder if I up and vanished from this site if anyone would even care. I mean its rather disheartening when you have to be the one to send out messages all the time to...
    Powederedtoastman Powederedtoastman 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Often I wonder how many couples I ruined out of pure mean spiteful and jealousy. In the end they are at each other's throat, while I sit here and laugh. I know, I'm mean.
    DeeplyLoves DeeplyLoves 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    it all started with Marc, I fell madly for him, his beautiful eyes .. I don't I just found him adorable. It took years before I actually met him. He never actually left but we didn...
    1a2l3j 1a2l3j 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I'm past the point of being okay with pretending. I want to finally be able to say that I'm okay & mean it. I don't want to think about cutting anymore; nor do I want to have these...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    like seriously I'm quite surprised
    thewolfwiththecollar thewolfwiththecollar 13-15, F Apr 1

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    Made My Mark I am not scared of dieing ,but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    I often wonder why I do this. Today for instance, I had to bring my mother to the ER due to dehydration. When we arrived her body was beginning to go into shock. They admitted her...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 31

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    In my dream, I left from the balcony. The door was locked, so I have to go through the balcony. I tried to get to the balcony from the stairs and fell on the roof of a room two or...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I was a different person.....no matter what I do in life I never seem to make much of a mark. I guess I always had this idea that I'd become the person I'm supposed to be and I...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I know people say it's a permanent solution to temporary problems. I always try to do the right thing and then I end up being hurt because it benefits me in no way but for the...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Today I told my husband I will no longer initiate hugs and kisses from him. The only way we are affectionate is when I initiate it. I'm not doing it anymore. I bet it will be a...
    aurismith aurismith 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been having feelings for another girl for some time now. But I don't wanna break my girl's heart. But lately I've realized how blind I have been all this time that I didn't...
    DamienBodie DamienBodie 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
    stupidlove00 stupidlove00 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I feel like my relationship is almost over. We been together almost 2 1/2 years and we hardly talk. He's hardly ever home and doesn't make any time for me. All we do is argue. I'm...
    nclo8907 nclo8907 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm that kind of person who never gets in any kind of fight, at least outside my house... in public I tend to be quiet and polite. But that's it. I feel like I live in this bubble...
    chosette chosette 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Work just is way to important for her.. Anybody els here competing with ambition... For me work is fun.. love is more important.. but I'm quite alone at this at home.. Sharing is...
    timd77 timd77 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    We don't work together, but it's just as complicated. He's the Fed Ex guy who picks up our film orders for processing. For the past year, we've kind of had short yet sweet...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    Perhaps I should explain my depression in finer detail. Aside from all 4 of my girlfriends screwing me over for some other guy for no valid reason, I have no one to talk to or...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 5 Responses Apr 1

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    My boyfriend has been living with me for almost 8 months. He doesn't pay any bills and he uses my vehicle because he doesn't have one. he's always going to his home boys house in...
    nclo8907 nclo8907 26-30, F 9 Responses Apr 2

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    I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong, PRETEND like everything's all right, ACT like its all perfect, even though inside it really hurts!!!It really hurts when you expected so...
    syedanazia syedanazia 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Missing my fiancée so much he's been sectioned for the last 2 years in a mental hospital. We have a daughter together and lately I'm finding it hard to keep everything together I...
    cparm cparm 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    So I'm one week into quitting drinking, because I have over many years been in denial that I have a drinking problem. In order to get my life on track, save relationships with my...
    TrustxxIssues TrustxxIssues 31-35, F Apr 5

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    I went home a while back and met up with a lot of old friends. Many of whom hadn't seen my new "assets" I've acquired since I've filled out. I loved all the comments and seeing...
    mmmmorgan mmmmorgan 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    to whom it may concern, I just want to say that I've met wonderful people on EP, but also EP has brought out the worst in me, I'm not completely deleting my profile (yet) but I...
    Solitaire91 Solitaire91 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    Hi, I'm from Canada. I'm almost 21 now, and ever since I was little I've been told I have Cerebral Palsy; However, as I grew and got older, it was apparent to everyone that...
    1happylady 1happylady 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Ive always felt strongly connected to wolves and there's a strange...magical feeling I get when I'm in the woods. I've tried shifting to a wolf form in the past but it hasn't...
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    If you ask me how I'm doing i would say I'm doing just fine, i would lie and say that you're not on my mind. But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two. And finally I'm...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Am I becoming a werewolf??? This is why I'm wondering. About a year ago I was attacked by a large wolf in the Yellowstone national park. It took a small bite out of my arm, but I...
    LycanthropeK LycanthropeK 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Yeah, and I'm always in the mood for being funny, because is funny to be funny.. Well, you know what I mean :/
    MrZenigata MrZenigata 26-30, M Mar 25

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    Goodday Everyone my name is Daisy how do this work i'm single looking for a serious man that's ready for a total commitment
    Tallybgirl09 Tallybgirl09 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have dyslalia I believe (doing math problems is impossible for me to fathom) and I have a dose of dyslexia as well I think. I've told people my problems but they never say it's...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Today I found myself just wondering around aimlessly in the forest by my house for 2 hours, before hand I sat on some swings by a lake in a playground I went to all the time when I...
    callXmeXrose callXmeXrose 13-15, F 9 Responses Apr 7

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    why do i always find myself going back to the thing i seem to do best.. seeking validation, especially from guys... no wonder i always feel so lonely when a relationship breaks...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Just today I realized something--I may be fatter than I've ever been, I may only work part-time, have a disabled husband who never has sex with me, and have to share an apartment...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm exhausted. I'm tired of listening to people and believing them. My faith in seeking someone to date is zero to none. I have reached that threshold of completely losing intrest...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    You see that girl? she looks so happy right? telling jokes, smiling, having a great time... and dying inside. she's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I met a guy in Thailand he from Spain me from new Zealand. I was not looking Dr any kind of relationship but happened to find him. it was an amazing experience we spent one month...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    I'm tired might sleep all a good deal since it 9:48pm here usually I go yo bed in the AM's 4 being the most late
    Aireagoir94 Aireagoir94 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I've had a similar experience. Two years ago I was looking out my bedroom window and noticed a very bright "star" to the west above the cornfield by my house. I had never seen it...
    Whatif005 Whatif005 18-21, F Mar 25

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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