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I Often Wonder If I'm Worthy Of Being Loved

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    Especially 2 year ago I'm all depressed and stuff but then I woke up with a good feeling and I tried going to church and the funny thing is it works haha I mean I'm not very...
    Ihan14 Ihan14 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I married the man of my dreams and he cheated on me. I want to move on but it's complicated and I'm desperate. He's at the point where I deal with it and get over it because I'm...
    pairofblues pairofblues 26-30, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    I kept having this feeling of being useless. I tried to be part of something. But the only thing happening is that it seems a lot of people also want to be part of those. So I was...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    It wasn't until a little while ago that I embraced this side of me. I've always been overly logical and I always put aside everything I couldn't find a logical explanation to...
    AlphaAiyana95 AlphaAiyana95 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I've had DPD for like 2 and a bit years. I used to smoke weed with my boyfriend at the time and I assumed that being incredibly anxious all the time was what "high" was meant to...
    Fluxus Fluxus 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's only been 2 weeks at school and I started losing it today. Don't get me wrong I like school in fact.....I Love school always have and always will. Its just home,staying in the...
    Darkprincess24 Darkprincess24 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Maybe not...but the way I'm being loved now is a pretty good substitute.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i know what it's like... loneliness, an empty void filled with pain and confusion, being ostracized, judged and misunderstood. Being so alone that it hurts to breathe, maybe since...
    Strangleh0ld Strangleh0ld 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Letter to my love.. Hey Mister, man I can't wait to meet you, I know you're out there, surviving life and working hard. I hope you had a good day today! Maybe one of these days...
    gayguy82 gayguy82 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't think people think I'm weird I know people think I'm weird people have told me I am weird but being weird is normal for me so I am happy being weird
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I keep hoping that I can get thru to him, that the tunnel of darkness will somehow go back to light. Some days I just don't want to even try to get him to understand, other days I...
    NolaHollywood NolaHollywood 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    Despite everything I do and the people around me trying hard to be there I feel as if I'm lost and alone a lot of the time. No matter how many friends I have and no matter how...
    helsingrise helsingrise 18-21, T Jan 29

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    I have been crying myself to sleep for like 2 weeks because of feelings i barely understand. This is a repetition of my other posts and it seems lame. I want to cry all the time...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 28

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    When he tells me I'm such a good girl, I get all giddy and warm and squishy. Being his good girl is my first priority. He earns my respect, adoration and obedience every day...
    OwnedByDaddy OwnedByDaddy 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I feel like I'm so close and yet still so far. Why does it seem like I have all the pieces and yet I can't actually do nothing with them? I'm so close, so close...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M Jan 27

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    I want to be interesting, I want to laugh, share, be appreciated and feel just like there is more to me than just what a picture says. I want people to know my interests, my...
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 27

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    I am all for being naked, I am right now, and am as often as I can be, but I do not feel the need to show everyone on EP my body. I toyed briefly with the idea but then decided...
    DanteAsiir DanteAsiir 13-15, M Jan 26

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    idk it seems like I have two different personalities. There's the confident, cool, outgoing me with the dramatic, sarcastic flair and the sassy eyebrows then there's the lonely...
    bigMamaY bigMamaY 13-15 1 Response Jan 25

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    I've been curious for quite sometime now. I never get to travel, but my sister and my cousin's wife(who is like a sister to me) are taking me to Shreveport Louisiana to celebrate...
    butterfly1013 butterfly1013 18-21, F Jan 25

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    I'm hoping it doesn't end up being a change for the worse.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 25

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    I act weird when I'm wide awake being weird is in my daily routine
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F Jan 25

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    so i really don't like being a room alone with older men. it scares me. when i was little I'd dress in layers all the time no matter what weather I'm in, it'll be extremely hot and...
    funkittyful funkittyful 18-21, F Jan 24

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    Well some people tend to think I am rude. I'm rude if I don't greet a person with a hug. What's wrong with just saying "hello how are you?" So ever since, I had to be nice and...
    EndlessDreams22 EndlessDreams22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Bear with me in this one... At sixty-one, I'm able to see how my answer to the "what's my purpose?" question has changed over time -- and what I've noticed is that much of what I...
    BinaryBill BinaryBill 61-65, M Jan 23

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    So...I was looking through some family and friend photos just now... And wow...I'm terrible! I have no idea what to do with myself in order to look like a girl. I mean, I don't...
    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I feel like I'm never gonna be loved by anybody because I been alone since I can remember and all I ever wanted was to feel loved and cared about like I just wish one day someone...
    shey123 shey123 22-25, F Jan 23

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    Ive dreaded being done for years so I keep trying. Im realizing that my marriage has been done for awhile. Ive been lying to myself and calling the crumbs he throws me a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 22

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    Dear D, I made you sleep inside me in ways I knew we both couldn't handle. But I wanted it anyways. I couldn't get close enough. I let your love melt in the crevices of my broken...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I actually feel content today and that's a drastic thing compared to days where I overthink about my existance. Maybe I'm turning over a new leaf, maybe I'm just being happy for...
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    I've struggled with being tired all the time despite what amount of sleep I get. I finally started trying to figure out why this is happening and my families response is more along...
    inzari inzari 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    I've been 5'0" since I was in sixth grade. I have a small body and I'm thin (I get picked on for being thin a lit in school). My two best friends are 5'4 and 6ft. I wish I was...
    StephAndrea StephAndrea 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    i wrote on this website, I believe on this thread, several years ago, under a fake identity, which I cant remember. I would like to share an update and hopefully inspire someone to...
    olsenandolsen92 olsenandolsen92 18-21, F Jan 21

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    Once again I've been abandoned by someone I thought loved me. I'm so scared of being alone forever.
    ufcmaniac ufcmaniac 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Yeah I think so. I'm a harmless, cuddly, loveable little fuzzball.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 20

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    I figure if I'm not here for dating or to meet anyone, what's the point of showing a pic of myself? Not to be mean or anything. But if you want to show me a pic of yourself, that's...
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I feel like I'm literally falling apart. I am constantly sick, sinus infections, flu like symptoms, headaches, stomach aches, diarrhea, dizziness and recently I have had a lot of...
    Sable25 Sable25 22-25 Jan 19

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    I feel that my first impression on people is always someone who's generally nice, pretty cool and easy to talk to.. which all in all, it's pretty dead on. However, I have to say, I...
    Dereth Dereth 26-30, M Jan 19

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    love demand patience ! being loved by someone is amazing!
    MBIE MBIE 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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