I Often Wonder If People Would Miss Me If I Was Gone

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    Re: I Often Wonder If People Would Miss Me If I Was Gone

    If I suddenly don't come to this site anymore. What happens?  Will I be miss?  
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    5 Responses May 6, 2008
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 7

    What Is Missed?

    I will be missed by the people who love me deeply. My two daughters, my sister and my two nieces. Not a long list. But, what about me? Every day at some point, no matter where I am or what I'm doing I lean back and say "I want a cow". I truly do. And some chickens...maybe...
    garlicrosey garlicrosey
    61-65, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2013
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 10

    What would happen? What would you do?

    What would you think if I were to just... Disappear?
    HELPTAKENhelpused HELPTAKENhelpused
    26-30, M
    Dec 21, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 13

    Someone asked me once

    if I ever considered suicide. If my memory is correct I think I immediately said no. I said if be more likely to lose it and kill someone else before I'd kill myself. Which of course got me a lecture on a subject of things in which I understand by doesn't correlate to the point...
    Halestone Halestone
    22-25, F
    May 17, 2015

    I Do

    I  wonder if I will be mised, is anyone would notice. I am sure no one will. But maybe someone will, anyone, who knows.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 14, 2013
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 13

    To David Bowie, you need not wonder,

    the entire world will miss you now that you are gone.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 11

    I feel like no one would miss me.

    maybe its just the situation Im in, but i can't see anyone missing me. not anymore. I've pushed everyone away. maybe my mom. but she's forced to care, i guess. i just have had the worst few weeks and the past few days have been unbearable. i can't keep doing this. i can't keep...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2014

    Well...

    It's not like I've done anything special in my life... And not like I've really made a big impact on anyone's life in any way... but I'm sure I've been a good enough friend to be missed by some...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 8, 2008

    I'm going to miss a lot of people on here.

    I'm going to miss talking to LostInCode nearly every day. I'm going to miss seeing EarlPhantomhive's posts about her thoughts and curiosities. I'm going to miss seeing BillyMadisson troll people and making people laugh. I'm going to miss Fr0z3nY0gurt and her random gifts and...
    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 27

    I doubt it matters that much.

    Eventually they'll be gone to.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 10

    I suppose life would go on.

    ...without me, of course. Only the closest of friends and family might morn for me, but everyone else might just simply remember me as the girl who played the violin and nothing more. They wouldn't care, they would have other friends to replace me. After a while, I'd be forgotten...
    inkhearted inkhearted
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 1

    Most probably my parents would be the only ones

    that would be affected by my death, I would have family members surprised and feeling down for a bit but that's it. It makes me realise how I haven't made much of an impact in anyone's life...
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 14

    I've Oft Wondered...

    If I died tonight, who would realize. I live alone in this apartment, and hardly anyone visits or anything. I just often wonder how long it would take before they realized I was dead. My family has stated they no longer want anything to do with me... Who else would miss me if my...
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Dec 13, 2007

    Curious

    It's interesting. I'm not planning on leaving, but one does wonder, should something disastrous happened, would they be missed. Hmmm....
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Dec 13, 2007

    If I leave, or if I die,

    would anyone really miss me? Most people might say yes, but in the back of there mind the would say no. Would anyone miss me?
    AlphaFire AlphaFire
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    Sometimes I just want to be gone

    so I can leave a deep enough impression in his mind that I have been alive before, and that I did not lead a happy life because of him, and that I am now dead because of him. Do you think it'll actually make him appreciate him more? I think the amount of time he spends in front...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

    I'm sure some would,

    but most people wouldn't notice if I was gone. But as long as some people do, it's why I'm still around.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2015

    It's True ...

    Have you ever been in a room full of people, but no one seemed to notice you? No one see you or hears you ... it's like you're there but everyone and ever thing is moving just beyond your reach. Have you ever been with family and when you talk it seems as though the walls are...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2008

    so today is this girls birthday

    and she would've been 19 but she took her life last year and I've wondered time and time again ,,why would god or anyone keep me here for 😢
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2014

    Death.. Would They Even Care?

    I'm 16.. Never in my life would I think about dying. Until now. No one cares. My only friend calls me fat.. I feel like if I died no one would care.. Maybe my mom and dad.. But even they would get over it.. It's gotten so bad that I think of ways to end it.. Pills..gun... Idk.. I...
    Eraufa34 Eraufa34
    16-17
    3 Responses Jan 8, 2012
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 14

    Yeah I think so. I'm a harmless,

    cuddly, loveable little fuzzball.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 20
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 11
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 23, 2015

    no one in my life seems to care

    for me. i wonder why that is. is it because i am not bright? or its that i am hostile twards them or mabye because they wish they never met me.
    Iamaolne Iamaolne
    18-21, M
    Feb 13, 2014
    iamaprincess12 iamaprincess12
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 13

    Not On a Pity Trip

    I've just always wondered if people would really care if I wasn't around anymore. Or if anyone would care if something happened. I've always wondered this since I was little. Maybe it's just my insecurity in myself
    Aminik Aminik
    31-35, F
    13 Responses Dec 13, 2007

    The Forgotten

    If I was no longer here I often wonder about that what difference would it really make to peoples life's I mean after all I can go for days sometimes weeks without talking face to face with anyone. Everything that was precious to me has gone I really can not think of one person...
    gelroller gelroller
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jul 28, 2012

    I'd sure like to find out

    if I'd miss them if they were gone. Probably, but I wouldn't want them back either.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 4

    Life is cruel place lies the young only once,

    do not do something now, the future is really no chance to do it.
    cougarloving cougarloving
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2015

    I sometimes wonder what it would be like

    if i was i gone. I don't want to die i just want to runaway and start over. I wonder what life would be like without me?
    puppylove42 puppylove42
    13-15, F
    Mar 12

    Slowly Lost Everyone

    I don't really know who to talk to. I come from a huge family, and I was known as the good child. I don't like to cause other people problems, and I've gotten to be an expert at pretending I'm ok. I go to school a couple hours from my family, and I call them once every one or two...
    CJ97 CJ97
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 5, 2010
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014

    Do I Deserve To Be Missed Or To Live?

    It seems like my friends would betray me, or I would probably "betray" them without knowing. I can't tell because it is hard to see how they would react. I think about some people who would miss me, and besides my family, none would. Sure, some friends would be shocked, but they...
    JMer2013 JMer2013
    22-25, M
    Sep 1, 2013

    What Did I Do Wrong?

    My dad only visits me once every 6 months and when he does see me he calls me a **** and makes sure i know he hates me....My mom never defends me from her boyfriend and threatens to send me to bootcamp or send me to live with my dad:[
    VioletFlower VioletFlower
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Aug 5, 2012

    I don't care if they'd miss me.

    The important question is rather would I miss them? No.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 8

    Not Sure

    An EP friend of mine noticed this experience in my profile and made sure to send me a PM with a resounding yes, I would be missed.  So, I guess I might be initially, at least on EP, but life goes on....The world still spins on  it's axis, the sun still rises and sets...
    goddessone goddessone
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Feb 24, 2008

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