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    Batman movie told hints.

    Joker messed with products. People got gone. But what if gone aint the goal. What if medicated was. And incarcerated too. Three boxes were. Medicated. Incarcerated. And obedient grunts.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jun 20, 2015

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    Do you ever find yourself wondering how much

    you exists in other people's lives ? I am curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I often wonder how many stories I've been a part of that I may have forgotten. I wonder if I still exists in the minds of people that I...
    ExquisiteMind ExquisiteMind 70+, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    What if Germany had played its cards right in

    the war? Could it have kept itself together if its defensive and offensive campaigns were more competent?
    UsFirst UsFirst 18-21, M Dec 14, 2015

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    What if I did things the other way around?

    What could be happening right now?
    mariec17 mariec17 13-15, F Jun 22, 2015

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    xmarziax xmarziax 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    One Of Us ...

    I live in a city by the sea where a huge variety of people live side by side in a state of relative tolerance and understanding. I describe it this way because, although I'm sure it's not perfect, it does seem to be accepting of people of all kinds and I've heard it said that...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 25 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    I wonder .... Is it cheating

    if your spouse knows and is okay with it? That doesn't sound like cheating to me but rather an arrangement. To me "cheating" involves lying.
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 11 Responses May 28, 2015

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    Unplanned, Unlikely, Unforgettable

    She lifted the pillow from her eyes, and the morning light found her calculating the time from the brightness in the room.  As her mind cleared and her eyes adjusted, yes, probably about 7:30, she found him next to her and watching her with his eyes wide open and a smile on his...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    What if I could go back in my past

    and change that time I screwed my cousin's wife?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 24, 2015

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    Was wondering whether a person

    who manages to find the positive in all circumstances is put in negative situations for a very long period of time, we'll it influence his state of mind? Will he hadn't enough daringness to stick through the prolonged negativity?
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2015

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    heck was having fun typing a typical convo

    from absolute strangers... disappeared.. weird how some people want to know ALL about you without even making the effort of KNOWING you first... internet speed dating ??? am old fashioned.hmmmm
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2015

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    What if i am right. And lewis black is right.

    And robin williams. And bill maher. And george carlin on wealthy motives. They said what me saw at ten. And jon stewart retired Due to sad. After being real news deliverer. And moral teacher. Or did he fear gone. Like williams And carlin. And hitchens...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jun 20, 2015

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    what if i had done something differently.

    ..my life would not be so dull. I wouldn't have lost my love. My tears would not be my friends. What if..
    jayatri17 jayatri17 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    text me -English french-ecris moi

    loll creole-ekri mwen #work is hunn
    lovemesomemealltheway lovemesomemealltheway 18-21, F Dec 14, 2015

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    What if I was a bird,

    will I really be free !
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 16, 2015

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    What if I put a prank on my friends,

    me and my friends will go to the mall and I'll tell them i'll treat them and they just sit in the table and i'll order the food, and while they're waiting i'll just leave them there haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23, 2015

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    what if God really exists?

    Are these tales in the Bible real? Who knows..
    natalypetrvicki natalypetrvicki 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    Eric Clapton really thought she looked

    Wonderful 'tonight', or was it just the 20th outfit she'd tried on & he just wanted to get to the party..........
    LoneRider72 LoneRider72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    A Pebble

    I hear her measured steps moving further away in front of me. "Mama, I want to walk with you!" "Then try to keep up dear. Walk a little faster and look where you are going." I look up. I try to take faster steps. I see Mama’s dress, so faded and patched at the hem, swinging in...
    DinahMoeHumm DinahMoeHumm 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I'm just having one of those weeks were I am

    trying so hard to forget someone. I find myself drifting into memories or daydreaming about him. I find it very challenging and frustrating at the same time. I feel I'm failing at life because I have a wonderful husband who does love me and our kids yet I'm still hoping for him...
    moulton19 moulton19 26-30 Jun 8, 2015

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    The early pagan and shamanistic religions of

    Europe and North America are nature based religions, believing that the earth itself is a kind of paradise and the Earth Mother provides for us all, spirituality is derived from channeling her and the great cosmos around us. Religions of the Far East teach us that divinity is...
    growgirl growgirl 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 11, 2015

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    Until November

    Posted in this same experience group are two other stories, the events that immediately preceded this part of the story. A reading of them is not essential to an understanding of how we find ourselves this afternoon, but I offer those links here anyway. The way we came together...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    Isn't it funny how we end up becoming the

    things we said we wouldn't? How different our worlds are now because of the choices we've made? Why have we let the world change us so? What has caused this change in our hearts and souls? Why do we allow ourselves to no longer be happy with our lives? I wish I knew
    ImAlivingParadox ImAlivingParadox 22-25, F 1 Response May 18, 2015

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    I Hadn't Gone Back Home That Day

    I walked back in the house that morning, it must only have been 20 minutes after I had left first time, I had to go back and get some papers I had forgotten. My wife was naked and a man was standing behind her, fondling her breasts and pounding her so hard and making her scream...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    Morons hate it. Wait.

    Egos hate it. And bark or damage me. For being what works best. But they didnt think of it. Or the real rulers wont allow it. So they bash. And me gets wrecked. Like most in society. Unless yall brown nose the powrers. What if products cause our problems...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jun 20, 2015

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    I Sometimes Wonder "What If"....

    My mind tends to wonder quite a bit....especially on high stress days at work, like today. Usually I can just send myself to a 'happy place' and make my mind settle down a bit...but not today. Today was a 'what if' day...a day my mind thinks about how things could have been...
    RisenFromAshes RisenFromAshes 36-40, M 4 Responses May 1, 2013

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    Like a catalyst in need of it's chemical

    formula.Like a perfect melody without instruments.Like clouds in the sky picturing messages.That's how it feels to wonder, what if.Like a fine clean table cloth without the table.Like a ghost trapped in a house of seven gables.Like a stack of logs in a fireplace without a match...
    Actactualaredy Actactualaredy 51-55, M Jul 6, 2015

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    I play this "game" with myself daily.

    How radically different would my life be had I made one or two different choices? It's a cruel game.
    perpetuallyfifteen perpetuallyfifteen 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    what if we dont all come from rich

    or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled to make it in this society and their children did not grow up with a silver spoon in thier mouth but was willing to work just as hard...
    mzzdede123 mzzdede123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    50greysoface 50greysoface 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2015

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    If you believe that you're truly one in a

    million, there are still approximately 7,184 more people out there just like you.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

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    ...........all our dreams came true?

    Imagine seeing flying pigs and roaring dragons, fighting Darth Vader.....And King Arthur riding with his Knights of the Round Table, holding Excalibur in his hand.....and kissing Captain America! OMG! ;) And having a Mary Poppins or Jeannie touch so that *POOF* all our chores...
    Aryg Aryg 36-40, F 4 Responses May 19, 2015

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    people didn't have hidden agendas

    and ulterior motives. what if people can be nice to someone without wanting something in return. what if I wasn't damaged beyond repair and I could fathom someone loving me. what if I could love myself enough I didn't need anyone else.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 10, 2015

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    Is He Worth It?

    He lives in ohio, I live in texas. He has a little girl, I have no kids. He drinks like crazy does drugs and doesn't care about his future, I don't drink dont do drugs and want to open up my own bakery. He wants to be with my body, I want to be with his heart. Will he ever change...
    Christianruby Christianruby 22-25, F 9 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    He thinks of me when he first wakes up in the

    morning. He is my first thought.
    Sellerbee616 Sellerbee616 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2015

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    I was introduced into many things

    when I was younger by a man whom I admired, cherished, idolized, and even loved. I will admit that he may have taken advantage of me but he showed me love and affection that I had never known before. I was taken from him shortly before my 18th birthday and I often wonder what my...
    trappedinmylife trappedinmylife 36-40, M Oct 1, 2015

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    what if a premortal existence was real

    and before you came into this world you had to sit at a spirit computer and build an avatar for this life and choose it's abilities and what not
    OoljeeAtsa OoljeeAtsa 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 29, 2015

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    I was depressed, alone

    and lonely. Im in a new crowded, noisy place. Ive seen harsh and rude people. Everything has changed, everything is fading away... Except the thought of fear that i might break down and fall. I was desperate to call for help, to find portal and just runaway. I dont want this, i...
    pinkeyes03 pinkeyes03 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2015

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    If he hadn't chose to listen to his stupid

    sisters lies. . . would we still be friends? If I hadn't cared what others thought would we still be as close as we were before? If I hadn't been so angry at him would we have continued speaking? If that had happened would he have had the courage to tell me how he truly felt in...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30, 2015

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    ... This is a planet of just paybacks.

    Take. Give. Leave. Maybe there is another world where one is free of one's actions... Where there is no consequence of one's acts because one is not wired to commit malicious and heinous deeds. Or maybe where exists a bliss beyond what is capable of being experience in...
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wonder a lot of things.

    Like if I was born into a different family would I be the same person i now? If I had chosen a different road where would I be? I think to much :p But either way I am happy with my choices in life and who I have become :)
    Runenox Runenox 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2015

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    So what if I meet a man?

    So what if I fall in love? So what if you love me too? So what if we get married? So what if we buy a cottage? So what if you are my world? So what if we have a baby? So what if we have three more? So what if we love them completely? So what if they grow up? So what if...
    Imforgottenx Imforgottenx 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 10, 2015

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    What If I Had Chosen ... ?

    An EP friend of mine, "txwoman2" (btw, she's very bright and very cute) posed the classic, "What if?", question in a story recently. As I age (just turned 60) that thought crosses.my mind more often. But I know that I have been blessed with a cup that has been more than half...
    habeant habeant 56-60, M 10 Responses Dec 23, 2012

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    I've Missed Much Without You

    I wonder nearly everyday how your passing altered my life. I wonder would the little boy in me be less broken. I wonder if Dad would have come home more at night. I wonder if Christmas would have been the happy Holiday others tell me it is. I wonder if it would have made a...
    hunnydipz hunnydipz 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 24, 2012

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    Imagine For A Moment

    What if you forgave yourself?What if you gave yourself the grace you afford others?What if you looked in the mirror and saw what the person who loves you most sees?What if?
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 6 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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