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I Often Wonder What If

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    AlissiaMarie AlissiaMarie 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    vijay14 vijay14 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    What if everyone in the world switched places

    with the people they look down upon and got treated the same way they had treated those people
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M Jul 2

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    stuckinlife247 stuckinlife247 26-30, F Aug 1

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    What if conspiracy nuts are right.

    What if new illnesses are planned. If what we eat and drink was altered. Shrink opposition by gimping. Then conquer by laws that deprive. Hope i dont live to know that future.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    One Of Us ...

    I live in a city by the sea where a huge variety of people live side by side in a state of relative tolerance and understanding. I describe it this way because, although I'm sure it's not perfect, it does seem to be accepting of people of all kinds and I've heard it said that...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 27 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    I Hadn't Gone Back Home That Day

    I walked back in the house that morning, it must only have been 20 minutes after I had left first time, I had to go back and get some papers I had forgotten. My wife was naked and a man was standing behind her, fondling her breasts and pounding her so hard and making her scream...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I wonder if anyone has a major crush on me?

    Like I do on some people ... But probably not but that would kinda cool to know I'm loved
    Imfearlessbae Imfearlessbae 16-17, F Jan 27

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    What if I had a rich dad?

    What would my life be like? Would I be the same or heartless and spoiled?
    ADRASTEIA ADRASTEIA 26-30, F Jul 2

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    Imagine For A Moment

    What if you forgave yourself?What if you gave yourself the grace you afford others?What if you looked in the mirror and saw what the person who loves you most sees?What if?
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I often wonder what if.

    .....and i think later why not? You must think before action not always,you must act before you think not always. Many times i want leave my mind behind and fuction intuitively not always right,but in the end action must take place,this is important.
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Is He Worth It?

    He lives in ohio, I live in texas. He has a little girl, I have no kids. He drinks like crazy does drugs and doesn't care about his future, I don't drink dont do drugs and want to open up my own bakery. He wants to be with my body, I want to be with his heart. Will he ever change...
    Christianruby Christianruby 22-25, F 9 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    what if we dont all come from rich

    or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled to make it in this society and their children did not grow up with a silver spoon in thier mouth but was willing to work just as hard...
    mzzdede123 mzzdede123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I play this "game" with myself daily.

    How radically different would my life be had I made one or two different choices? It's a cruel game.
    perpetuallyfifteen perpetuallyfifteen 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    If a soccer player falls in the woods

    and there is no-one there to see it.....does he still wither around in pain like he just passed a kidney stone while giving birth to a bowling ball after being shot three times with in the leg with a handgun????.........
    LoneRider72 LoneRider72 41-45, M Jun 30

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    would someone notice

    if i disappeared?would they care?
    SilentShadows SilentShadows 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I often wonder what if.

    .. What if a man that would truly complete me is out there What if I did not have 4 young children would I set out to find him. What if I'm too caught up in love/romantic books or movies What if life can't be like fary tales What if I stop believing that someday I will truly be...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F Mar 10

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    WhereIsTheLogic WhereIsTheLogic 31-35, F Nov 5

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    I just disappeared from this site never to

    speak to anyone. I mean anyone again. What would happen? Would anyone wonder where i had gone? Would they try to see if they could get a hold of me? Even if to leave me a message or two on here. hmmmmm...........
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    What If I Had Chosen ... ?

    An EP friend of mine, "txwoman2" (btw, she's very bright and very cute) posed the classic, "What if?", question in a story recently. As I age (just turned 60) that thought crosses.my mind more often. But I know that I have been blessed with a cup that has been more than half...
    habeant habeant 56-60, M 11 Responses Dec 23, 2012

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    Unplanned, Unlikely, Unforgettable

    She lifted the pillow from her eyes, and the morning light found her calculating the time from the brightness in the room.  As her mind cleared and her eyes adjusted, yes, probably about 7:30, she found him next to her and watching her with his eyes wide open and a smile on his...
    WildeOscar WildeOscar 51-55, M 11 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    There are a crap ton of vehicles in the bottom

    of lakes, rivers, etc. I actually don't "often" wonder that...
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F Nov 13

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    What if instead of having terrible anxiety

    and being socially awkward, I was bold and confident?
    Lunarlight Lunarlight 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    What if the reality we see is just a shadow of

    the 4th dimension which is a shadow of the 5th and so on? It seems impossible unless you look at out shadows in the 2nd. They mirror everything we do however they don't look or behave the same all the time. Now imagine you're not meant to be on this plain. What if the things...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M Aug 28

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    I always wonder that

    if my friends knew half of what I've gone through and still go through and knew what went on in my mind, if they would still be there and help me get through it.
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    What If It Happened To You?

    This story was inspired by an article I read a while ago. It was about a 17 year old girl being beaten within an inch of her life by someone from school. When her boyfriend found out about this the next day, he then tracked him down and killed the one who assaulted her. He was...
    JesusKravitz JesusKravitz 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    I've Missed Much Without You

    I wonder nearly everyday how your passing altered my life. I wonder would the little boy in me be less broken. I wonder if Dad would have come home more at night. I wonder if Christmas would have been the happy Holiday others tell me it is. I wonder if it would have made a...
    hunnydipz hunnydipz 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 24, 2012

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    Until November

    Posted in this same experience group are two other stories, the events that immediately preceded this part of the story. A reading of them is not essential to an understanding of how we find ourselves this afternoon, but I offer those links here anyway. The way we came together...
    WildeOscar WildeOscar 51-55, M 7 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    I kept in contact with

    that guy ? I met a guy on omegle last night , he was so cute wearing a backwards hat and drinking from a full water jug . I wish I had gave him somewhere to talk more at .
    DentalNexus DentalNexus 18-21, F Jul 2

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    The mayan prophecy was true.

    Calendars dont mesh. A corner was gone. The last corner. What if calendar matches are off. Or if that vital corner was removed It may have been. It may have said bahktoons repeat. And owners of rulers want that a secret.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 10

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    What if.........im dreaming

    and none of you are real. What if............the earth is a tiny particle on a gigantic monster on a bigger earth
    Id0ntKn0wwwww Id0ntKn0wwwww 13-15, F Aug 28

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    I wonder if there's famous people on here.

    ... But you don't know they're famous
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    What if I was happy? What

    if he hadn't died? What if I still lived there??? What if she hadn't met HIM? WHAT if she loved me? What if she was there for me like a mother should be? What if she cared??? How would I be now if only she cared???What if I didn't hurt mentally???? What if I wasn't bullied...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F Oct 31

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    Aliens exist? God was evil?

    Reality wasn't reality? Earth is the ****** up planet? My brain in a vat? Conspiracy theorists?
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    Wonder

    I sometimes wonder if I will get a job one day. I wonder if I will live a long life or a short one. I wonder if people my age consider me their friends. I wonder if I will get married and settle in. I wonder what lies ahead of me. I wonder if there is a god or not. I wonder what...
    EduardoMontes EduardoMontes 13-15, M Jul 27, 2013

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    Oh, Oh, Oh, It’s Magic

    Is magic in our heart and soul? We climb mountains to find it. Is magic the way we think and feel? Emotions go this way and that. We seek it, this thing called magic. Is magic found only in another? Is it you that I have searched for? Can the magic be shared? We seek it, this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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    xmarziax xmarziax 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 11

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    Sometimes the big "what if"s in life put me on

    the border of anxiety and over-thinking. It can pick at my brain, and to try to pull the dangerous curiosity out is like pulling a cat off the sofa, with it's nails snagged onto the fabric. Every time I pull, it clenches deeper into my brain and causes me to have a headache.
    Rilman77 Rilman77 16-17, F Dec 8

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    I often wonder what if I never existed?

    Whose life would I have changed for the better? Whose life did I save? Whose life did I condemn? If I had never existed would anything be different? I doubt it, I honestly doubt it.
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Sometimes Wonder "What If"....

    My mind tends to wonder quite a bit....especially on high stress days at work, like today. Usually I can just send myself to a 'happy place' and make my mind settle down a bit...but not today. Today was a 'what if' day...a day my mind thinks about how things could have been...
    amodelcitizen amodelcitizen 36-40, M 5 Responses May 1, 2013

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    Eric Clapton really thought she looked

    Wonderful 'tonight', or was it just the 20th outfit she'd tried on & he just wanted to get to the party..........
    LoneRider72 LoneRider72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    what if i had done something differently.

    ..my life would not be so dull. I wouldn't have lost my love. My tears would not be my friends. What if..
    jayatri17 jayatri17 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Sci Fi

    There's a genre of science fiction that deals with alternate realities - what would the world be like if.....it's fascinating to think what might be and would we be better off or worse.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 22, 2013

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    What if dysphoria is truth.

    What if employed are deluded. What if doctors lie for luxury.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    I am looking up into the night sky

    and see thousands of points of light. I don't question if we are the only inhabited globe circling a sun I know we are not alone on this universe How do I know? I look around our puny little planet and see the mess humans have made which we call progress. I consider humans...
    nomorei nomorei 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I often wonder what if my mom didn't pas away.

    Where would I be, what would I be doing.
    Brittany8193 Brittany8193 18-21 1 Response Aug 7

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    A Pebble

    I hear her measured steps moving further away in front of me. "Mama, I want to walk with you!" "Then try to keep up dear. Walk a little faster and look where you are going." I look up. I try to take faster steps. I see Mama’s dress, so faded and patched at the hem, swinging in...
    DinahMoeHumm DinahMoeHumm 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    We've all had the what

    if suspicions, we've all had the feelings that were not good enough, we've all had the scare that no one wants us, we all just want to be loved :'( < 3
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    What if there were no labels?

    No straight? No gay? No lesbian? No transgender? Etc. What if we were all just people. What if we were all just bodies, built differently. Like cars, so many makes and models. But we still accept the variety don't we? I really do often wonder, what if?
    TommieLee TommieLee 22-25 Aug 14

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    I always wonder if I were killed

    and I was on the news would my old friends call my house to find out what happened? or would it still be like now since no one cares I exist.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Aug 18

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    Putin decided to become the new czar of Russia

    and rule over the country for the rest of his life (he's quite old right now so he might stay in power till the day he dies)...TЯOLLOLL
    modd096 modd096 18-21, F