Egos hate it.
And bark or damage me.
For being what works best.
But they didnt think of it.
Or the real rulers wont allow it.
So they bash.
And me gets wrecked.
Like most in society.
Unless yall brown nose the powrers.
What if products cause our problems...
Like a perfect melody without instruments.
Like clouds in the sky picturing messages.
That's how it feels to wonder, what if.
Like a fine clean table cloth without the table.
Like a ghost trapped in a house of seven gables.
Like a stack of logs in a fireplace without a...
resource rich school
With good looking people with better attitudes
A school where I can't really be known by almost all grade level student
A school that's bound with resources
That makes their students competitive applicants for higher education
I do wonder every time I...
that you're afraid of and you did it full out with intent? How do you imagine that it would turn out? Can you even stand the thought of pushing through it? Can you stand imagining the scene in your mind?
I live in a city by the sea where a huge variety of people live side by side in a state of relative tolerance and understanding. I describe it this way because, although I'm sure it's not perfect, it does seem to be accepting of people of all kinds and I've heard it said that...
So what if I fall in love?
So what if you love me too?
So what if we get married?
So what if we buy a cottage?
So what if you are my world?
So what if we have a baby?
So what if we have three more?
So what if we love them completely?
So what if they grow up?
So what if...
....no matter what I do in life I never seem to make much of a mark. I guess I always had this idea that I'd become the person I'm supposed to be and I would stand for something...my parents raised me always to be a leader...but I don't even seem able to make a mark as a writer...
as lengthy and tedious as the one to divorce, would anyone really bother?
Today I took one more step in this long drawn out divorce process, and I don't know, I just can't help feeling like this all could have been avoided.
I mean what if he wasn't so selfish? What if we could...
things we said we wouldn't?
How different our worlds are now because of the choices we've made?
Why have we let the world change us so?
What has caused this change in our hearts and souls?
Why do we allow ourselves to no longer be happy with our lives?
I wish I knew
My mind tends to wonder quite a bit....especially on high stress days at work, like today. Usually I can just send myself to a 'happy place' and make my mind settle down a bit...but not today. Today was a 'what if' day...a day my mind thinks about how things could have been...
or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled to make it in this society and their children did not grow up with a silver spoon in thier mouth but was willing to work just as hard...
I wonder nearly everyday how your passing altered my life. I wonder would the little boy in me be less broken. I wonder if Dad would have come home more at night. I wonder if Christmas would have been the happy Holiday others tell me it is. I wonder if it would have made a...
He lives in ohio, I live in texas. He has a little girl, I have no kids. He drinks like crazy does drugs and doesn't care about his future, I don't drink dont do drugs and want to open up my own bakery. He wants to be with my body, I want to be with his heart. Will he ever change...
What if, is always a hard thing for me to wonder. What if. When the past is already done, you still think; what if? But for some you just cant spend your life not knowing right? But how can know if its the past? But what if is also a beautiful thing, because it gives us hope...
What if a man that would truly complete me is out there
What if I did not have 4 young children would I set out to find him.
What if I'm too caught up in love/romantic books or movies
What if life can't be like fary tales
What if I stop believing that someday I will truly be...
and ulterior motives. what if people can be nice to someone without wanting something in return. what if I wasn't damaged beyond repair and I could fathom someone loving me. what if I could love myself enough I didn't need anyone else.
Imagine seeing flying pigs and roaring dragons, fighting Darth Vader.....And King Arthur riding with his Knights of the Round Table, holding Excalibur in his hand.....and kissing Captain America! OMG! ;)
And having a Mary Poppins or Jeannie touch so that *POOF* all our chores...
Is magic in our heart and soul?
We climb mountains to find it.
Is magic the way we think and feel?
Emotions go this way and that.
We seek it, this thing called magic.
Is magic found only in another?
Is it you that I have searched for?
Can the magic be shared?
We seek it, this...
... I would have had the courage to talk to the guy that I had a huge crush on when he came to sit next me in the movie theater although there was plenty of free seats...
... I would dare to contact the person I lost contact some years ago...
... I would have told him...
I walked back in the house that morning, it must only have been 20 minutes after I had left first time, I had to go back and get some papers I had forgotten. My wife was naked and a man was standing behind her, fondling her breasts and pounding her so hard and making her scream...
I wonder if this is who I am. I wonder if I made a mistake in becoming like this, or if I was supposed to become as bitter as I am. I wonder if something has a plan for me, or if it's all been a mistake....
I sometimes wonder if I will get a job one day. I wonder if I will live a long life or a short one. I wonder if people my age consider me their friends. I wonder if I will get married and settle in. I wonder what lies ahead of me. I wonder if there is a god or not. I wonder what...
Like if I was born into a different family would I be the same person i now? If I had chosen a different road where would I be? I think to much :p But either way I am happy with my choices in life and who I have become :)
An EP friend of mine, "txwoman2" (btw, she's very bright and very cute) posed the classic, "What if?", question in a story recently. As I age (just turned 60) that thought crosses.my mind more often. But I know that I have been blessed with a cup that has been more than half...
Posted in this same experience group are two other stories, the events that immediately preceded this part of the story. A reading of them is not essential to an understanding of how we find ourselves this afternoon, but I offer those links here anyway. The way we came together...
I hear her measured steps moving further away in front of me.
"Mama, I want to walk with you!"
"Then try to keep up dear. Walk a little faster and look where you are going."
I look up. I try to take faster steps. I see Mama’s dress, so faded and patched at the hem, swinging in...
trying so hard to forget someone. I find myself drifting into memories or daydreaming about him. I find it very challenging and frustrating at the same time. I feel I'm failing at life because I have a wonderful husband who does love me and our kids yet I'm still hoping for him...
but sometimes I can't help but wonder how everything would be without me around. Sometimes when I am sitting the car, I stare out the window and just think about it. What if I got in a car crash right now and died? What would happen?
Would the people who bullied me feel bad...
This song was playing as I typed this post. And this got me thinking about the what ifs, the what could've beens, parallel timelines or whatever you call it.
Is this regret? Wanting to know how my life would have been, wanting to turn back time and make smarter decisions? I...
And robin williams.
And bill maher.
And george carlin on wealthy motives.
They said what me saw at ten.
And jon stewart retired
Due to sad.
After being real news deliverer.
And moral teacher.
Or did he fear gone.