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I Only See What's Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 246 People

    I Have Bouts Of Extreme Negativity About Myself

    I seen myself belonging to the black swamp after years of abuse with joyce poorter and my sister hurting me... I seen myself as so low and worthless - I put myself down so much cuz they put me down... I cried in silence and heart broken as a 28 year old virgin when they were...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    Only The Bad Things

    i cant think of one good thing about me. Only the wrong things. Like my apreance which is all messed up nothing good. My personatly is ****** up. no good qualites. when people tell me i think there crazy.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I didn't actually believe this till one day my

    therapist asked me to compliment myself... And I couldn't do it.
    AlyseJay AlyseJay 16-17, F Oct 23, 2014

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    Clouded Vision?

    I know it's a problem that some people have tried to get me to address, but I can't help it. If I had some exceptional quality about me that really REALLY stood out, maybe, just maybe, I could see it enough to feel like there was some hope in seeing other things. But right now...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    I know why I don't like

    who I am because everyday I can hear the ones I love telling me what's wrong with me telling me how wrong I am from my parents to friends to lovers so yes all I see is what's wrong yes all I think is what's wrong for me...happiness is just an illusion it lasts so short...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F Nov 22, 2014

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    I missed my tram stop

    while reading someone's story on EP, now I have to take the long walk home, sigh!!!
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Jan 29

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    Flaws

    - I'm fat - I'm ugly - I'm not feminine enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I can be selfish - I can be clingy - I am horribly insecure - I can be wishy-washy I could go on but seriously, I'd be here all night.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2010

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    I Am So Flawed....

    Here are all the things that are wrong with me and which I can prove: 1. I am flat chested with no boobs 2. I have a big, pointy nose 3. I have bad teeth for my age (5 fillings and 2 root canals) 4. I am the eternal singleton 5. I have no friends 6. I still live at home 7. I am...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    It all started when I was in the 3rd grade. We liked each other a lot but we were just kids so it wasn't such a big deal, we were too shy to even talk to each other. He would...
    iDanyLee iDanyLee 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    It burns. She doesn't know that she is my everything. My only friend, my only interest, my only confidant, my only everything. She's sees me as a mentor, nothing more. And damn...
    BlackSunCrimsonFyre BlackSunCrimsonFyre 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    clingy, kind tall dark & hardworking
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    Gail Wilma, matches my old spirit :/
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    I find it to be very natural for me and many of my friends
    ownedpaula ownedpaula 46-50, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Just before determining to trash, sell, or hands out any computer the very first factor you could do this this really is permanently wipe hard disk drive to make certain that no...
    vagarland65 vagarland65 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I am in college right now. My major U.S. Nursing. But I don't really think I would like nursing. I can't imagine myself messing with people all day. But I know that nursing is a...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Slowly start out little lip pecks then a little kissing of the neck to work my way back up to the lips then a little more force keeping the lips closed for a little while while...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I absolutely love my coffee. I drink it year round. I can go and mow my lawn on the hottest part of the day and come inside and make a pot of coffee. I really enjoy favored coffee...
    TennesseGal TennesseGal 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    New (unsolicited) message: You've been naughty. Me: Is that you Santa?
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    We hooked up on line.Before him I had quite few dead end dates.The moment We met We new that was it, however, We took our time to get to know each other a bit.When he kissed me the...
    Sofia02 Sofia02 41-45 6 days ago

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    I'm pretty laid back but so are a lot of other people in my family. It's the beach life. We all kind of have to be. One example is my nudist cousin, Layla. She's in her mid 20's...
    Pulpnonfiction Pulpnonfiction 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm confused on what I should do in my life. Started college with nursing major but idk
    yonnie97 yonnie97 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Yeah, lol. There are plenty of times I sit there and think, "am I the only one who gets it?" Free will is a ***** sometimes, isn't it.
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I have been raped around in Spider net by a BD Melisa Politician, SON of Former.. Diseased President, "Tazul Islam". Her Daughter, Ripi Islam. Whose volunteer " Ms. Tahira Rehman...
    Shaylalaxan Shaylalaxan 36-40, F Jul 22

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    My wife and I actually did re-induce lactation a few years after the last pregnancy. it took a long time about 3 1/2 months of nursing 2-3 times a day 10 minutes each side each...
    curious2bcuck53 curious2bcuck53 51-55, M Jul 22

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    i feel like i have forgotten everything and i dont know what happened ...i dont feel like giving answers ..n i dont remember what happened...or maybe i just dont wanna remember...
    mcnfused mcnfused 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Like... A few weeks ago I decided I didn't want to write anymore because it wasn't getting me anywhere. So now I don't have any inspiration or any drive and I don't know what to do...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    For those that can't see it - "Those 13 yr old girls talking about "I need a man who..." ... No you just need to do your homework!
    basttt basttt 41-45, F Jul 21

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    Having realised that people are just out for everything they can get from another in any way they can. I would never let anyone ever get close to me again. I've traveled the world...
    Aquanaught Aquanaught 51-55, M Jul 21

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    I discovered that some people are just out to get anything they can from other people. They don't care if it's loved ones or their families. I was brought up with a common sense of...
    Aquanaught Aquanaught 51-55, M Jul 20

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    But ... "Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn" about what the judgement all think anymore and nor should anyone else.
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I don't understand why it's so taboo or why it freaks people out. Honestly. I think it's not something you'd care to discuss at your next social gathering, but really - there are a...
    MrDarcysLover MrDarcysLover 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    Do Not Marry These Spoiled Self Entitled Creatures!- In 1999,my wife took our two young children(age 4 and 7) and fled back to her native United States illegally while I was away...
    DivorcedEuropean DivorcedEuropean 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    What do you do when you don't feel like have a boyfriend or serious relationship ,when you know like you are healed from the heartbreak but still don't want to get close to anyone...
    kyticka kyticka 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Im 21 years old. I practice gymnastics and i also do modeling. Im 6'12 tall. I had a bet with a 28 years old man who practice martial arts and he is very strong and has huge...
    denisedenisedenisedenise denisedenisedenisedenise 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Im 17 years old. I practice gymnastics and i also do modeling. Im 6'12 tall. I had a bet with a 24 years old man who practice martial arts and he is very strong and has huge...
    emilythethe emilythethe 16-17, F Jul 18

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    Im 17 years old. I practice gymnastics and i also do modeling. Im 6'12 tall. I had a bet with a 24 years old man who practice martial arts and he is very strong and has huge...
    emilythethe emilythethe 16-17, F Jul 18

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    Hi my name is Preston and I have lived a long and sad 16 years of life. For so long I have wondered why am I so different, why do I care about others more than myself, why do I...
    myfriendscallmeDePreston myfriendscallmeDePreston 16-17, M Jul 16

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    I am single 33 yo and in South Carolina. I have been alone most of my life. I lost so many things and people I loved and cared about it isn't funny. I havettried to be nice to...
    wanttobeusedup wanttobeusedup 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    Omfg. How do you talk to people who doesn't talk back? We can be on the phone or in person and this person doesn't talk back to me. They only say 1 word at a time. Then it's...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 16

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    Your blog is more about cool links than thoughtful posts. Better to be entertaining and brief than longwinded and boring! If a new meme or crazy story is making the rounds, you're...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F Jul 16

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    Yeah! What's up with that?
    KrisKrosSk8 KrisKrosSk8 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I feel so empty and isolated. I don't belong here and I don't feel like I have a purpose in life. My confidence level has dropped instantly because when something goes right it...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M Jul 15

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