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I Only See What's Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 235 People

    Flaws

    - I'm fat - I'm ugly - I'm not feminine enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I can be selfish - I can be clingy - I am horribly insecure - I can be wishy-washy I could go on but seriously, I'd be here all night.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2010

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    I don't recognise myself

    so much anymore. I was thinking even on here, E.P , most of my past freinds have disappeared and I'm not like I used to be. It has been making me feel like I want to delete my account and go:( Abit like life. When you get so low and confused you just want to give up. I am...
    Bonnienz Bonnienz 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Clouded Vision?

    I know it's a problem that some people have tried to get me to address, but I can't help it. If I had some exceptional quality about me that really REALLY stood out, maybe, just maybe, I could see it enough to feel like there was some hope in seeing other things. But right now...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    I didn't actually believe this till one day my

    therapist asked me to compliment myself... And I couldn't do it.
    AlyseJay AlyseJay 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2014

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    I know why I don't like

    who I am because everyday I can hear the ones I love telling me what's wrong with me telling me how wrong I am from my parents to friends to lovers so yes all I see is what's wrong yes all I think is what's wrong for me...happiness is just an illusion it lasts so short...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F Nov 22, 2014

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    Only The Bad Things

    i cant think of one good thing about me. Only the wrong things. Like my apreance which is all messed up nothing good. My personatly is ****** up. no good qualites. when people tell me i think there crazy.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I Have Bouts Of Extreme Negativity About Myself

    I seen myself belonging to the black swamp after years of abuse with joyce poorter and my sister hurting me... I seen myself as so low and worthless - I put myself down so much cuz they put me down... I cried in silence and heart broken as a 28 year old virgin when they were...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    I missed my tram stop

    while reading someone's story on EP, now I have to take the long walk home, sigh!!!
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Jan 29

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    I Am So Flawed....

    Here are all the things that are wrong with me and which I can prove: 1. I am flat chested with no boobs 2. I have a big, pointy nose 3. I have bad teeth for my age (5 fillings and 2 root canals) 4. I am the eternal singleton 5. I have no friends 6. I still live at home 7. I am...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    MommysLittleMonsterGirl MommysLittleMonsterGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    Those nights when you're laying in bed, heart pounding, tears in your eyes, mind racing, not being able to breathe. Those are the absolute worst nights, especially when you feel so...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Seems like whenever I'm single no one wants me but as soon as I start talking to someone ppl want to talk to me and **** everything up and I loose that person like fml what's wrong...
    longboarder22 longboarder22 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    What's wrong with me?!!! Well done, Ursula. You've just broken your diet plan. What the h*ll were you thinking? Ugh, you won't very be fit this way! Stop eating! Ahhhh.
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    This feeling... I hate it. I feel so angry and depressed. For some reason I feel empty even though I'm not alone. My friends are angry at me because I didn't hang... Hahaha they're...
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I hate being single. What is wrong with me? Am I not likeable? I lost a girl now a guy. I dont think I would be in a relationship. I am going to be someone raising cats in my house...
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I don't see anything wrong with swearing i think that it releaves tension, as long as you don't take Christ'as name in vain, other words are just adjectives used to get your point...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was having medical issues with my IUD for awhile, it was causing me a lot of pain and I had to have it removed. On the drive home my boyfriend tells me he doesn't think we'll be...
    loveisaloosinggame loveisaloosinggame 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I very rarely talk openly about what's bothering me to people and even when I do talk, I usually keep it pretty vague. I guess I just don't want to be a burden on anyone, I'd...
    TheNarratorGrim TheNarratorGrim 18-21, M Mar 14

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    What's on y'all's mind but I would love to know! I'm all ears and open minded so it doesn't matter what topic or whatever, were all human so as my cousin always says, "wth." Lol...
    Keanureaves Keanureaves 16-17, M Mar 12

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    One day I love him so much with everything in me . The next , I despise him & even his presence angers me . I really don't know what to do with my alternating feelings .
    momo335 momo335 13-15, F Mar 15

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    Everyone does, more or less and in different ways. We need validation, especially when we're young and trying to figure out who we are in the world. We're only human, and I find it...
    faeriepool faeriepool 18-21 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Only after reaching the age of 70, I have started to be able to distinguish clearly, between right and wrong. Why did I not have this awareness when I was 28?
    Henry23569 Henry23569 70+, M Mar 11

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    My best friends both eat their boogers! I have never done this even as a child.. They are both almost 30 and eat their boogers after picking their noses... They think it's fine...
    loveisaloosinggame loveisaloosinggame 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I don't to a degree. But I don't want to associate with any of them. Every time I think I'm getting over this prejudice or discomfort, something comes up that pushes me back. They...
    RationalCutie RationalCutie 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 10

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    So I'm a sucker for sweet words and get tempted in only to be used. Cuz that's all I'm good for...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I have been single for nearly 2 years (after 15 years). I have had a few guys show some interest but it seems the romance is gone. Everyone seems to be in a rush and are far too...
    kelbase kelbase 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    A common theme of tonight is everyone telling me I'm a failure. First it started out with my mom telling me my communication skills suck and that I can't ever get the message...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Hi. I'm 25 years old, and I think I would consider myself a bit of a romantic. I really don't like being single and it genuinely gets me down I'm not with anyone. I'm busy studying...
    elliecara elliecara 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Seriously !? I don't get why some people think it's nice to be rude and bully people. you have no right to say stuff about people when you have no idea what is going on in their...
    bonyknees bonyknees 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    It's been awfully quiet around here. How's everyone doing?
    milkysecret milkysecret 36-40, F 9 Responses Mar 11

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    Boyfriend and I had sex last night, about 5 minutes in, condom broke we took a minute and then got another one. He hadn't finished or anything so we kept going. He woke up and...
    loveisaloosinggame loveisaloosinggame 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Have you ever wondered what people do to your vehicle when you're not there? Yesterday night a man whom got out of his car next to my dad's truck walked over to and kicked one of...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    But relationships suck also :/ it's a loose no matter what
    TheGoddessFather TheGoddessFather 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    let's have a vote. what is better, being single or being in a relationship?
    zakarmo14 zakarmo14 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    Anytime I want to see how valuable of a person I really am....I get on a dating site to take in all of the rejection possible. ....I must really be hideous
    lizardking187 lizardking187 31-35, M Mar 8

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    I had an appointment last week with a psychologist regarding my depression and medication while I'm pregnant. It didn't really go that well in fairness. I sat for an hour and...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F Mar 12

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    This whole month I have been so stressed out. I just started drivers Ed, I work 25 hours a week, I'm trying to manage my money, and my 3 year anniversary is next week and I haven't...
    JJsGirl19 JJsGirl19 16-17, F Mar 12

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    how dumb do you have to be to fuel your vehicle with gas with your engine running ? really are you trying to blow up the gas station and anything in about 150yrds of it.
    Rock162 Rock162 41-45, M Mar 4

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    Lately in the past year I have been feeling really down and I barely smile anymore. Nothing significant has happened but I have had fights with friends, including things where they...
    xxlaniexx xxlaniexx 13-15 Mar 14

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    Everyone is perfect the way they are. As long as you are happy with yourself and are living life the way you want you should see no reason to change. In the end, all you will have...
    Retro5NAF Retro5NAF 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 18

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