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I Only See What's Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 238 People

    Clouded Vision?

    I know it's a problem that some people have tried to get me to address, but I can't help it. If I had some exceptional quality about me that really REALLY stood out, maybe, just maybe, I could see it enough to feel like there was some hope in seeing other things. But right now...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    I Have Bouts Of Extreme Negativity About Myself

    I seen myself belonging to the black swamp after years of abuse with joyce poorter and my sister hurting me... I seen myself as so low and worthless - I put myself down so much cuz they put me down... I cried in silence and heart broken as a 28 year old virgin when they were...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    Only The Bad Things

    i cant think of one good thing about me. Only the wrong things. Like my apreance which is all messed up nothing good. My personatly is ****** up. no good qualites. when people tell me i think there crazy.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I Am So Flawed....

    Here are all the things that are wrong with me and which I can prove: 1. I am flat chested with no boobs 2. I have a big, pointy nose 3. I have bad teeth for my age (5 fillings and 2 root canals) 4. I am the eternal singleton 5. I have no friends 6. I still live at home 7. I am...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    I know why I don't like

    who I am because everyday I can hear the ones I love telling me what's wrong with me telling me how wrong I am from my parents to friends to lovers so yes all I see is what's wrong yes all I think is what's wrong for me...happiness is just an illusion it lasts so short...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F Nov 22, 2014

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    Flaws

    - I'm fat - I'm ugly - I'm not feminine enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I can be selfish - I can be clingy - I am horribly insecure - I can be wishy-washy I could go on but seriously, I'd be here all night.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2010

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    I didn't actually believe this till one day my

    therapist asked me to compliment myself... And I couldn't do it.
    AlyseJay AlyseJay 18-21, F Oct 23, 2014

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    I missed my tram stop

    while reading someone's story on EP, now I have to take the long walk home, sigh!!!
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Jan 29, 2015

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