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I Only See What's Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 212 People

    Flaws

    - I'm fat - I'm ugly - I'm not feminine enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I can be selfish - I can be clingy - I am horribly insecure - I can be wishy-washy I could go on but seriously, I'd be here all night.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2010

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    Clouded Vision?

    I know it's a problem that some people have tried to get me to address, but I can't help it. If I had some exceptional quality about me that really REALLY stood out, maybe, just maybe, I could see it enough to feel like there was some hope in seeing other things. But right now...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    I Have Bouts Of Extreme Negativity About Myself

    I seen myself belonging to the black swamp after years of abuse with joyce poorter and my sister hurting me... I seen myself as so low and worthless - I put myself down so much cuz they put me down... I cried in silence and heart broken as a 28 year old virgin when they were...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    I know why I don't like

    who I am because everyday I can hear the ones I love telling me what's wrong with me telling me how wrong I am from my parents to friends to lovers so yes all I see is what's wrong yes all I think is what's wrong for me...happiness is just an illusion it lasts so short...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F Nov 22, 2014

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    I missed my tram stop

    while reading someone's story on EP, now I have to take the long walk home, sigh!!!
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Jan 29

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    Only The Bad Things

    i cant think of one good thing about me. Only the wrong things. Like my apreance which is all messed up nothing good. My personatly is ****** up. no good qualites. when people tell me i think there crazy.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I didn't actually believe this till one day my

    therapist asked me to compliment myself... And I couldn't do it.
    AlyseJay AlyseJay 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2014

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    I Am So Flawed....

    Here are all the things that are wrong with me and which I can prove: 1. I am flat chested with no boobs 2. I have a big, pointy nose 3. I have bad teeth for my age (5 fillings and 2 root canals) 4. I am the eternal singleton 5. I have no friends 6. I still live at home 7. I am...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I'm almost 28 years old and have never been in a relationship. I've never had a man tell me he loves me. Never really been on a date. I can be shy, but people tell me I'm funny and...
    CaliLove1387 CaliLove1387 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Here I am, 6 in the morning, joining this site for no apparent reason other than the fact I want to vent, I suppose. Or is it I want to find comfort in typing all this out? I haven...
    LoZtMe LoZtMe 18-21, F Feb 9

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    I don't understand what my problem is. I'm so socially awkward and uncoordinated and self conscious and I wish it would stop. I feel so terrified of what people think of me that I...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Those nights when you're laying in bed, heart pounding, tears in your eyes, mind racing, not being able to breathe. Those are the absolute worst nights, especially when you feel so...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Seems like whenever I'm single no one wants me but as soon as I start talking to someone ppl want to talk to me and **** everything up and I loose that person like fml what's wrong...
    longboarder22 longboarder22 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    What's wrong with me?!!! Well done, Ursula. You've just broken your diet plan. What the h*ll were you thinking? Ugh, you won't very be fit this way! Stop eating! Ahhhh.
    MissPeruvian MissPeruvian 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my son to cancer in 2007. Ever since then I feel like I'm slowly going crazy. In 2014 I've tried 2 different medications. No help. I've tried to keep busy by learning...
    ClickCloser ClickCloser 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Whenever I met a cute guy, i mess it up. What'a wrong with me?
    MissPeruvian MissPeruvian 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    There's this girl, she works at the local bar. Her name is, Grace. Shez 25, Korean and pretty. I like her accent. She came to Canada in August. I think she wanted to talk to me...
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F Feb 10

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    Life seems so different since we drifted apart ...I only want to be happy with you
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Feb 16

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    I graduated highschool in 2011 and have changed my mind so many times about what i want to do. Theres not a whole lot of options out there anymore. It seems like everyone just...
    MKxoxo MKxoxo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    (TRIGGER WARNING) I'm a female in my late 20s and I have had an extremely low sex drive for the past few years. I am surprised at the amount of "solutions" I find on Google for low...
    youareme33 youareme33 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    You did something wrong, you know "you screwed up". Well what the hell have you got to say for yourself when you "accidentally" do it again? Does knowing "you screwed up" entitle...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Ive been on this smokers binge since the the beginning of January and it's honestly the only way I can function. If I'm not high I think too much and tend to have break downs A LOT...
    spicegirlsfan808 spicegirlsfan808 18-21, F Feb 11

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    So I'm a sucker for sweet words and get tempted in only to be used. Cuz that's all I'm good for...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Everytime i see a knife i think to myself "i could stab myself with that"....in my way home from school ...i look for a high speed car so i could step in front of it....almost...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Feb 12

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    here is what i think of trans people. A person born biologically a gender but they act a lot like the opposite gender. well if people didn't define what males are suppose to act...
    daniel147 daniel147 13-15, M Feb 13

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    Hi. I'm 25 years old, and I think I would consider myself a bit of a romantic. I really don't like being single and it genuinely gets me down I'm not with anyone. I'm busy studying...
    elliecara elliecara 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hate how at night I feel like I see things in the shadows. I get angry at myself because I know they're not real, it's just my brain freaking myself out. still scares me to death...
    katalina22 katalina22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I remember when I was young, trying to lift my moms purse was like lifting a cement block off the floor. I remember thinking my purse will never be that heavy. Well was I wrong...
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I used to think seeing the static/white spots was normal until recently when it started getting worse, today in games (like pe) at school I could see the "static" everywhere and it...
    LaughingStorm LaughingStorm 13-15 3 Responses Feb 17

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    SINGLE AND LOOKING IM 26 I HAVE A JOB HOUSE VEHICLE DISTANCE IS NO ISSUE MUST BE 18 AND OLDER IN THE USA WANNA TEXT?LADIES ONLY IM NO PERVE
    Sexytexan18 Sexytexan18 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    But relationships suck also :/ it's a loose no matter what
    TheGoddessFather TheGoddessFather 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    let's have a vote. what is better, being single or being in a relationship?
    zakarmo14 zakarmo14 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I left my bf 2 days ago, my sister was staying with us. He kept starting arguments while she stayed. So 2 nights ago we went out, after we got home we started arguing. He told me...
    Susy86 Susy86 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I am a shy quiet good kind hearted guy which is what the girls are looking for so they say, yet whenever I meet a girl after a short while of us talking and getting on really well...
    rodwood rodwood 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    You are a Crow! (your score: 27) 27 Characters: Rhia, Coranna, Damen in the Aspect of Crow trilogy; John in "The Wild's Call" Powers: foreseeing death, communicating with the...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Feb 12

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    I don't like being single. I hate coming home with no one to look foreword to seeing me or vice versa. I hate going to bed alone and I hate taking care of my own "needs"
    myshell91 myshell91 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    how dumb do you have to be to fuel your vehicle with gas with your engine running ? really are you trying to blow up the gas station and anything in about 150yrds of it.
    Rock162 Rock162 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    Okay, so in the past month or two, I've been having these really vivid dreams. This has happened before too, when I was 15. I'm really scared because I think that I might be going...
    lovelydeaths lovelydeaths 18-21, F Feb 7

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    i hate this ok sure i'm not like them, i don't talk like them, i don't act like them, i don't dress like them, i'm not as skinny as them so what. does it matter that i'm fat, does...
    trueregret880 trueregret880 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    I don't have a future plan, and even if it did I don't think I would be so enthusiastic about it. Everyone seems ready for the future and can't wait for it to come sooner. But my...
    LeviKururugi LeviKururugi 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 11

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    It's always the people I care and worry about the most who don't give a crap about me. They just don't see it or maybe they don't care. Im not appreciated at all and everything I...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    So just wanna share something's that I have been thinking about lately. At this point of my life, what I have figured out is that its not as difficult as I thought its gonna be to...
    apersonlikeme apersonlikeme 18-21, M Feb 15