no matter what i always pick myself up and brush myself of trying not to look back only forward but my dreams are haunted and little things remind me of the bad. sometimes i feel the more that happens the stronger i am but other times i feel like screaming. enough.i wonder how...
I want to scream out , but the echo would awake to many dreams best left sleeping
I want to pull down the walls brick by brick but then there would be no walls to protect me
I want to cry until there is no more tears , until I am blinded and burnt , but then I wont be able to see...
I am more than my past
I am more than my future
I am more than my education
I am more than my occupation
I am more than my biology
I am more than my upbringing
I am more than my hang ups
I am more than my passions
I am more than my addictions
I am more than my self...
It can be sickening or challenging..fun or routine. Point is, life never stops when you're in it, to win it. That's what coping is sometimes.We've all wanted to just lay down & give up..rest. Take a long break & maybe someone will do a nice rescue? Don't count...
but life fixes it for me one by one. People make holes in your soul but life is trying to make you see why that hole is there for a start, then you swallow the truth until you gain new insights from it.
The hole might not be there anymore but what's left is a scar.
Hey let's face it, life can be tough as anything some days.
I get knocked down, sometimes I fall, other times I feel like life is pushing my face in the dirt, but I get up every morning and do it all again and would not miss a day of this for anything!
Whenever I fall down I manage to pick myself up no matter how hard it is, no matte how much it hurts, no matter how much I just want to lie there and die I make myself get up and get on with things. Hopefully this is the last time I will have to do this.