I Pill Pop

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    I Pop Pain Pills

    I pop pain pills. I just sometimes feel really depressed and sometimes feel the need to self destruct a little. I hate my body, so I damage it. The reason I hate my body is because I am a woman trapped in a guy's body, so I hate this male body! Thus, I feel the need to damage it...
    carriewolf12 carriewolf12
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2011

    Rough Morning No Motivation Just A High

    so its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2011

    So what's your poison?

    What gets u through this life? alcohol? drugs? pills? sex? food? Mine is everything but drugs. I was recently talking to this guy he asked me that question. I said nothing other sex food and sometimes when I can booze. He said ahh OK. The conversation continued. We started...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 14

    Energy

    I've never admitted this to anyone, ever. But I have an addiction to my Vyvanse. Several years ago I was in a relationship with someone who took Adderall, and he got me hooked. I have moved on from that relationship (except for the child we have together) and now I'm happily...
    eve78 eve78
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2011

    We Used Our Lunch Money For Pills.

    Me and my girls were preps and we had our whole group of Me, Aisha, Peyton, Savannah, Haley&Kelsey(twins), Ashley, and Alyssa. Eventually it became the Fab 4 with me, savannah, peyton and aisha. We the only freshmen to party. And we became very popular by that. Savannah then...
    courtneyrena courtneyrena
    13-15, F
    Mar 30, 2011

    Sleeping Pills...

    I relay on sleeping pills to help me sleep. I won't sleep without them. I eat them like candy at night, on any given night, even if i have to be awaky in 2 hours, i will take like four or five.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 24, 2010

    Addiction I Cant Lose

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2011

    This Is Kinda Weird.

    The pills i take are Tramadol, Rivotril, Rohypnol, 8B (eight ball -amphetamine-) and a couple more but the most i am hooked on is Tramadol. What is so weird is sometimes i can't imagine going through a day without taking a pill! To a point where if i don't take anything i wake up...
    drugsb0nes drugsb0nes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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