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I Post Here When I'm Drunk

A place to leave drunken ramblings... 35 People

    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    30 minutes to my birthday.

    Getting drunk on a bottle of Merlot and reflecting on the past couple of years. I think, for the first time in many years, I like myself. I'm not perfect, but... I'm pretty alright, all things considered. And the outer me seems to give off a positive, sunshiny attitude, which...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Seeing EP on a laptop is SOOOO different from

    doing it from a phone. And very weird.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Whoa. I am so drunk and I wonder

    if he who has captured my dreams, my imagination, my lust will remember what day it is today.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    A man who can handle a conversation in public

    with dignity is a man worth knowing.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Is it any wonder I drink?

    My mom lives with me and is constantly, and i mean CONSTANTLY on my case about how I dress, how late I stay up (it's only 11 and I just got home an hour ago from work, so give me some space to chill for Pete's sake!), how I eat, WHAT I eat, what am I doing right now (she...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 7

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    Ramblings

    If something has existed, it has always been and will forever be. That defining box of what is and what isn't doesn't really exist. We are only observing the emergence of a certain pattern that our brain chooses to recognize as it comes into view and disappears back into the...
    llednev llednev 22-25, M Sep 20, 2012

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    In the middle of a family reunion

    and all I want is to be alone.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 12

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    Bored

    It's kind of sad that this is what I'm doing right now. Got drunk, took a bath, got on the internet, and now am posting what will most likely be some pathetic self-pitying and self-righteous post about myself and how I feel. None of you ***** really wanna hear about this crap...
    thisisashittyusername thisisashittyusername 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    I'm running out of places to vent.

    Stupidly introduced my two besties to the other. What was I thinking? At least this time I ain't trying to pick anyone up.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 7

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    Tippin' And Sippin' And Yeahhhh.

    And I'm drunk now as a matter of fact. Yeah, maybe I drink a bit much, but regardless, it helps me pour my heart and soul and secrets without feeling the anxiety and paranoia of being discovered by those close to me. Plus I just love to drink, even if it means alone and in...
    wtfwolf wtfwolf 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 22, 2010

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    Feeling completely disillusioned right now.

    Finding out things... I don't know what to make of them. Bottom line is I will never have the rapport with my two friends that I once did. They accused me of not sharing.. But at the time, I didn't want to encourage the negativity that was emanating from them. I figured I'd let...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 7

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    When I'm Drunk

    When I'm drunk,Pissed as a fart,Start wobbling,As time goes on,The wobbles increase,In the end,I fall over,End of problem,I'm in the Land of Nod!
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 May 11, 2012

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    It's so easy for you .

    . Say what you want when you're drunk, and not care for the consequences.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm So Drunk

    When I'm drunk I just remember you and how sweet you are but it's time to face the truth tha ill never be with you. You don't love me but I know you are about me but I love you so much. It's so painful and I can't see you with someone else but I have to be strong how I don't know...
    Lonleyguy12 Lonleyguy12 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm a 21 years old girl and though I'm okay only when I'm drunk. So I pour alcohol in my throat every night, alone. Wine most of the time, but also vodka and beer, depending on my...
    Payinghug Payinghug 18-21, F Jul 14

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    This was in grade 8. I came back to school after a dentist appointment. It's funny how I can remember it very clearly in my head. There were these stairs that you went down to go...
    maigreamour maigreamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    When I allow the liquor to do the thinking, stupid/bad things sometimes happen: Like when I was camping 3 years ago. I decided to go chop some wood, after I had around 11 beers...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Got pretty drunk last night and did some things I'm not comfortable with while sober.. Dammit I can't control myself.
    Maq98 Maq98 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    When I was a teenager I had got into my fathers alcohol and got drunk while home alone. I guess my shirt was wrinkled and I decided to iron it while wearing it. I burned my side...
    IamMell IamMell 31-35, M Jul 19

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    I trip over a lot and fall on people
    Lucy185 Lucy185 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    Apparently I texted my ex. Who started looking for me because he thought I was in trouble. I don't think my husband approved. Can't wait for that conversation! 👍
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    It's impossible to write my story, because I know that no one will ever believe me... When you're in love, it's hard not to do anything for the person you care about... No one...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Saying I'm okay when I'm not has became a habit for me. I refuse to show people my weak side. I have become a pro at hiding how I really feel and it's to the point that I don't...
    XxMarxX XxMarxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I always say I'm okay when I'm not, but it's completely pointless because my face says everything. Screw it! I guess that's what life it lol. :)
    Bhavika18 Bhavika18 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I just went on about how I use tampons and how pads are gross and how I use super plus tampons and they don't hurt me anymore so you shouldn't be scared to used them or whatever. I...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I sometimes say I'm ok even when I'm not ok at all or should I ssy I always say im ok or im fine
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Kodaline,Ben Howard, secondhand serenade, framing hanley.. Etc etc Musics always a good release for me, especially when I'm sad, which is every ******* day tbh. But in them 3-4...
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F Jul 13

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    I hate this so much about myself. I am usually very outgoing and bubbly. Well that's not true but that's what I act when I'm not being me which is most of the time. The problem is...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F Jul 21

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    "D" has a unique way of knowing when I'm not okay..he is 1,000s of km away from me, yet can sense my mood without seeing or talking to me... For as much as it drives me crazy, I...
    ASubsNeed ASubsNeed 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Lol! I work night shift & if it's my last day, when I'm off the next morning, I usually stay up until evening bedtime... I begin to see cats from the corner of my eye. I also may...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have a problem where when I drink too much sometimes I get aggressive. I've done it to my parents and an ex before but nothing like I do to my current love. In the year we've...
    laurendimitra laurendimitra 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    All the time. Someone asks "How are you?" and I immediately respond "Okay." or "Good." simply because it's what I'm used to saying even if I'm not having a good day.
    StarDragonShant StarDragonShant 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    Tonight was the worst, having to fake smiles to everyone at this wedding, I hated it, I'm not ok and lately I've been crying a load at night, I can't take this much longer.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Okay. I'm a bit embarrassed by the fact that I vehemently defended Hobby Lobby and their right to protest the birth control mandate for religious reasons. I still believe this...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 1

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    Whenever we are together and you spend half of your time texting, I feel alone. When I ask for something because I need it and you don't give it to me I feel unheard and alone. I...
    bestofme85 bestofme85 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Everyone has emotions, ranging from IMA SO OPTIMISTIC to I hate everything. Well I'm sure everyone has a petpeeves. But If you make me angry, YOU BETTER BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL NEVER...
    HarmonicArtist HarmonicArtist 13-15, M Jul 20

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    So many people want their own page in the history books. I don't. I just want to be loved while I'm here.
    reelman4372 reelman4372 31-35, M Jul 9

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    I'm at the edge of the world.. Where do I go from here? Do I disappear? Edge of the world.. Should I sink or swim? Or simply disappear..
    EnigmaSings EnigmaSings 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I mean people without depression don't know how it is to live with it I hate how my mother comes up to me and says "I know how you feel" and then I say to her "do you have...
    Meeppeep Meeppeep 16-17, M Jul 23

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    Whenever I get a full belly, you can bet I'm drowsy and ready for a nap. Right now is one of th... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M Jul 2

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    Sometimes, often times, it's really hard for me to do this. And I'm working really hard to not be so stubborn.
    yellowbelly23 yellowbelly23 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    ♫ I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
    LeelMx LeelMx 26-30, F Jul 9

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    so when one person ask me are you ok? I start to cry and tell him/her yes I'm ok.. crazy?!"@&$)(;:/-;,?! just don't want to be another burden
    gelaibeam gelaibeam 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Ya I'm listening to musics in my bed!! 😞
    kaiovinicius kaiovinicius 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I say always say I'm ok even this I'm not
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    The most horrible feeling ever! You have those nights where you got so much things on your mind and as soon as you put your head on the pillow the thoughts keep swimming around...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9