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A place to leave drunken ramblings... 100 People

    If more movies were made about sex being simply

    a primal instinct and not an act of love, less women would be strung up about sexual issues, more confident sexually, less hung up on associating sex with love and go easier on their men when they "cheat"!!!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 9 Responses Jan 17

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    Taste me. Drink deeply.

    Revel in my lusciousness.....
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 23

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    It's so weird to meet people

    and be so desired.... Never knew I could be that girl... It's really nice. :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    It's interesting how one can keep learning new

    emotions. I was watching a movie today about two people who have a very physical affair that could throw their hard-earned jobs into jeopardy should the relationship go sour (which it did). It was interesting to me because before three months ago, I couldn't relate to that sort...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Bizarre conversation with a Facebook friend

    from a working group. He's telling me he has sinned because he has had thoughts about someone else, specifically a God-incarnate. I admit I am arrogant enough to believe this boy is talking about me, judging from his last few emails. I'm laughing my *** off because he thinks...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Need you so much! I miss feeling your hard body

    against me, your strong arms around me, you pushing into me, deeper and deeper, your mouth swallowing every moan, every scream that escapes my lips...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jan 8

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    So many things inundating my mind today.

    Someone saw a doodle of mine yesterday and asked why I didn't pursue art. Someone else found an old recording of mine and asked why didn't I take up singing. Another person saw my degree and asked why am I working the menial job I am. What do I say to them? I never want to...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Working too much, drinking too much,

    thinking too much, obsessing too much. I have to get a handle on things.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response May 1

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    Note to my circle : I am getting drunk

    and am not responsible for my words. Or any bursts of mirth emanated from you based in my follies.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I'm living out my teenage fantasies

    and I don't care what anyone thinks. Acting one's age in certain matters is stupid.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    What the **** am I doing?

    ?!! Am I really right back to square one? Am I seriously into someone because he represents the All Knowing or because he might be another version of another person, four years ago, who was the version of truth to me? The personality similarities between the two are alarming. Am...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    His tall frame, his firm body,

    his easy manner... And her dimples, her complexion, her smile.... Both of them twirling, dancing, enjoying the music... People wonder how one can be in love with two people at once need to be in my shoes.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Nov 9, 2014

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 23

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 8 Responses Nov 10, 2014

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    Tomorrow night will be the true test.

    How far are we willing to go to hide our feelings for each other and if we fail, can we move on?
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses May 18

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    It sounds like the it would have been the most

    bizarre evening ever: having dinner with a lover and his wife. But of course, women being women, we did the inevitable: we ganged up on his long winded stories and other deficiencies. :-D
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 21

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    The things guys think women are turned on by

    when they're pretending to be women online... Smh.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 9 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Someday, I just know it,

    it's all gonna come back and bite me on my juicy ***.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    Since I can't tell him,

    you guys are gonna have to put up with my sappy mood today, dammit! I miss you! You've made me look at the world differently. You inspire me. You are so kind! Sometimes the words I say to others are actually yours: your positivity, your humor, your unrelentingly giving nature...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Feeling really *****y today.

    Think I'll get drunk tonight.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses May 25

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    "I love you in a non-possessive way.

    " I don't think I have heard such beautiful words said to me before.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 19

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    Going completely mentally naked here: I seem to

    enjoy flirting with people, making them think I'm sexually available. I seem to do that to older men especially. I don't get why I do this. It's a recent thing. I need thought I was attractive in general but some of these older men literally hang around me with their tongues...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    What's going on in that beautiful mind of yours.

    .. Coz... all of me... Loves all of you... You ridiculous, insufferable, dashing, irritatingly emotional man! How I hate what you do to me!!!!!!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Apr 12

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    What the hell happened last night

    and why are my knuckles red??!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 29

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    Too tired to think. A nice bottle of Cabernet

    with a straw in it to make it go straight to my head would be great right about now.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 17

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    I do not have a drinking problem.

    I have a Churchillian relationship with alcohol: I can crack jokes and govern England and do anything I want. Except not drink.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    Him: Hey beautiful! Hope you had a restful night

    after our evening at the pub! What's going on in your world today? Want to meet for lunch? Me: uh.. Yeah, I'm free till 2. I'm in a bit of a fog this morning, thinking I must have imagined some of the things that happened last night. Hoping your mind is clear enough to think...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Apr 19

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    Ahh! My kind of evening.

    A crisp breeze, a bottle of red, Chopin playing on my speakers, and no work tomorrow..
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 7 Responses Jan 20

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Everyone needs an anchor.

    Perhaps that is why some of us are distraught when a promising relationship goes bad: we were expecting/hoping for an anchor but instead find ourselves afloat and wandering again.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 8

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    Man.... What a great night.

    I never knew a human sandwich could be so much fun. :-D
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    It's been 16 years. Are we roommates?

    I think we are. It's not that he's a bad person. He's a really good guy. He's my best friend, has been for a while. Except for the parts he doesn't want to know about, or want me to know about. Maybe I should have expected it from when we were engaged and he couldn't bear...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Mar 28

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    Don't judge someone, is all I'm saying.

    We're here under assumed names because people have judged us far too harshly without knowing what brought us to this point in time and so we hide in a place like this and struggle to make sense of who we are. Yes, i may be an alcoholic, but you are not flawless either. Either...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    The good thing about being me is I have a good

    time no matter where I go, with people or without.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Nov 14, 2014

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    Having a need fulfilled.

    ... His niceness, his thoughtfulness, his command of chivalry and the English language..... And then his strong, taut body atop me... Me reaching those heights over and over as he holds me tight, so tight in his arms, as I buck beneath him... Him moaning my name over and over as...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    My mind and my body miss you.

    My heart probably does too but there's no way I'm letting you know that.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I know that if I wait long enough,

    you'll come back up me. What worries me is how I'll react when you do. If I tear up, you'll see how much power you have to hurt me again. I made mistakes too.. I wore my heart out in the open, you learned things about me you weren't ready for. I should have known better. It's...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I grew up singing Whitney Houston's "Saving All

    My Love For You". Never thought I'd be living it. :-/
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Apr 26

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    A few minutes before I was to leave to meet a

    couple for drinks I got a call that an acquaintance/friend had suddenly passed away. I could have sat home stunned and shocked. Instead I decided to meet the couple and things went well and we went back to their place and had some some of the best naked fun I'd ever had well...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response May 16

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Will you ever come back to me?

    I feel it in my bones, the days or moments you're thinking if me, knowing you can't call or write like you used to, and you shouldn't. Your life is good now, you shouldn't have complications because of me, shouldn't have to explain what I mean to you to your new bride. But I...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 4

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    Just sitting here listening to Billboards top

    40, enjoying being with my favorite companion: Me. :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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