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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 132 People

    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Maybe it'll get better. Guess I shouldn't put myself out there.
    Xman75rock Xman75rock 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 21

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    my big stupid mouth :( I should of never opened it.
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's been two weeks now, and the snow is now reaching eighty feet ... the worst snowstorm in the history of Boston. It's been two weeks since I have last seen you, held your hand...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I had my heart broken a month ago, it's got to the point now where I don't know where to turn, he left me for someone else , I just keep questioning myself "is she better " is he...
    KJG101 KJG101 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I really don't know how to feel . I keep pouring my heart out to him only to get a smack in the face , it's like he is ignoring the fact that I love him with all my heart and I...
    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Feb 4

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    My boyfriend, who I knew from day one was the one, broke up with me after we had made plans to move in together and someday get married. He said he still loved me but for the...
    heatherhb03 heatherhb03 22-25, F Feb 22

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    What is hope when everyday gets worse? What is life when everything is atrocious? I feel like I'm drowning in a sea filled with dread, glum and darkness. So dark that no rays of...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I first found out I was gay in 6th grade. I went to the kind of school that doesn't care about people who are actually out of the closet, but will call you gay for crossing your...
    TightyWhitiesAtomicWedgie TightyWhitiesAtomicWedgie 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    Day three of him last texted. The reality is settling in and I still feel numb with the occasional sparks of pain in my entire soul. I feel my heart is actually breaking and I...
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    A few weeks ago I came out to my mother. She was fine with it. I've known for a year and the school knows now and so far so good! Next step is the father! Just when and where is...
    16Clgillilan 16Clgillilan 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    One month after the breakup...I am now far away, the sun is out, I went from being cold to being extremely hot. I am in the tropics, I hear the cicadas ringing . I am mostly ok. I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    My mom asked me to search for someone in Italy that she knew for a short time. She gave me very few details. I had a full name and occupation and where he lived but I couldn't...
    jcat2370 jcat2370 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    i am still moving forward with getting back into housing at my school but i feel like it is taking forever and soon the semester will be mostly over and i am losing hope as a...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Me and this girl went to Disney together because our band goes to disney every year, so my best friend asks me to set him up with her (knew it wouldn't happen) well as it happened...
    Bigwillyk Bigwillyk 13-15, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    In my country, there is a song that said "toothache better than heartache".. When i was a boy, i never feel the heartache(broken heart).. I think the song is totaly wrong.. But...
    WayangPanda WayangPanda 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    Oh joy...the only reason I ever joined this site, and I'm at it again. Let's keep this short and sweet: When they say she's not worth it, think about it. Loving someone who doesn't...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 16 hrs ago

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    So its been an entire week and one day since my hubby left, but whose counting. He's manage to find a job in all but one week. Now thats a world record for him. I firmly believe...
    Unsatisfiedwoman74 Unsatisfiedwoman74 36-40, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have had this question for a long time. So before the big bang, the universe or lack there of was made of moving particles and gases and such. And yes scientists say space is...
    littljay littljay 18-21, F 41 mins ago

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    I’m Gay!.................Wow, okay that was easy. If only coming out were really easy. I wonder how straight people come out. Oh wait, they are just born that way. So are the...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    My whole life I read books. All kinds of books, lots of books.. I would get lost in them. I love books! I've always wanted to write one that would help people but I never had a...
    sartur sartur 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I met what I think is/was the love of my life when I was 16. We had a wonderful friendship in the 5 years prior to our relationship. But even though it was just a friendship back...
    skullyme skullyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I love the feel of pushing myself past my limits. Wether it be running or in the gym. I may not feel like it before I start but once the blood starts flowing and the muscles start...
    Mercedesdriver Mercedesdriver 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    He broke up with me two days ago out of nowhere. One minute we were making Indian food , he was telling me how happy he was and grateful that I was cooking for him and the next he...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    My wife is out with her female friend right now and I cant stop thinking about them together
    needledickk needledickk 22-25, M 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I've been applying at different jobs like crazy after graduating college. Finally, my hopes increases after I get a phone interview. I made it to the 4th and final interview with...
    eperc002 eperc002 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I've met someone. Nice guy, good person, nice looking, stable, etc. here's the issue: where he has I guess a normal or low sex drive, mine is above normal. I don't know how this...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 4 hrs ago

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    My ******* so wet mmmm I wish someone could eat me out right now
    Nadiamariee Nadiamariee 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    While we're on the subject Could we change the subject now? I was knocking on your ear's door but you were always out Looking towards the future We were begging for the past Well...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 47 mins ago