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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F Apr 7

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    So back when i was in 5th grade i had no one until i met a girl and we became Bff (i'm a dude) we laughed we had fun we talked day and night and the whole year it was just PERFECT...
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    I was with the ex for almost 3 years. We were each other's first and very much in love. We talked about marriage and kids. He constantly told me he was never gonna leave me unless...
    ccarol9073 ccarol9073 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I'm in the position right now where I have growing feelings for someone but know we are going different places in life and it won't work. Part of me wants to say screw it and just...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 2 Responses Apr 2

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    There is a thing in me that dreamed of trees, A quiet house, some green and modest acres A little way from every troubling town, A little way from factories, schools, laments...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 19

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    i definitely will , but just that one special woman in my life right now :) and forever if she wants :) my heart right now is so filled with her love and she knows it :) i'm truly...
    ddanny80 ddanny80 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 26

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    Once again..... Shoutout to the ******* who broke my heart. We've known each other for several years and have been "talking" for the past several months. We've tried to plan dates...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    so a guy i liked very much just rejected me because we live far from each other and he said that it wont work for the both of us. i am so heartbroken right now.
    meganpox meganpox 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Man, I've never known true heartbreak until now.. i can't eat.. i'm always cold.. i my chest literally hurts.. i feel like I'm going to puke 24/7 and I don't even want to recover...
    Foreverlucia Foreverlucia 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    if he put his hand into my chest and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    I suppose in a lot of ways I had a great child hood . I was born in Africa where the outdoors was where everyone played .All the schools had large grass playing fields ,sport was...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M Apr 6

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    A little over four months ago I weighed 150 pounds. I'm a shy person as it is but I didn't want my body to be just another thing added to my list of insecurities. So far I've...
    samipee samipee 18-21, F 27 Responses 2 days ago

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    lobe singing out loud. sometimes I get the words right. lol well in hotel. singimg my heart out. I didn't think I was loud, but apparently the neighbor heard. He said it was nice...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18

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    If I knew then what I knew now, how would I ever learn and grow? How would I be taught the lessons life has to offer? I am here now where I am because of my past life experiences...
    Orchidspetals Orchidspetals 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    grrrr, after spending 30 minutes of pouring my heart out she removed it or didn't let me post -_-
    pinktaffy pinktaffy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Sometimes you have to let go of your love :( I did & it's not a good thing it hurts a lot :'( like someone decided to take my heart out :'(
    royallover royallover 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I...I...came out of the closet but not the way I'd like it to. My mom hear my brother and I talking about a girl I liked but she thought I was talking about a girl my brother like...
    OrangeCaramel OrangeCaramel 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    So I haven't worked since November due to a knee injury. I've been waiting on an appointment with the specialist to look at my MRI results and last Thursday I finally got in to see...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Mar 26

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    By summoning all my courage, I texted you. I knew things are not the same when I had to do that. Something that used to be so easy now takes a lot of bravery. A simple hi. Just...
    afyfa afyfa 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I received a letter from the Calgary City police about 2 days after I returned home from my over night stay at the hospital. They said they were now in possession of all my...
    paganknight72 paganknight72 41-45, M Mar 23

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    Jesus has set me free from all addictions that I have been struggling with, all my life. Jesus made my broken heart into a brand new heart and He filled my heart with His love, joy...
    ai208234 ai208234 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    i really dont know where im going in my life, i used to think i will find something in my college but right now im so lost. im an average student in college plus my family wants me...
    deeptastic deeptastic 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    But then I would not be where I am now. :-)
    SoulHealer9221 SoulHealer9221 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    It was horrible. When I was between the ages of 16 to 17 in 2011 in my first year of sixth form I had a crush on this girl. I liked her because she actually seemed interested in me...
    ZemaLDFM ZemaLDFM 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Not intentionally or consensually. It was when I was 15 and the game first became popular. I went to visit three of my good friends (all three of them are brothers). I was with two...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    It's probably not really a broken heart but more of a broken ego. I'm not sure. I met a guy whom I started knowing through an online dating website. (At that time, I was nursing...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    This song has been on my mind for awhile now because it so clearly speaks to my heart, my wishes, hopes and dreams. "Good Mother" by Jann Arden I've got money in my pocket I...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    This might be my last job to live my life, I've worked for 5 different jobs in 5years, after graduating college. Now I am 27, I've dated 4 different wonderful man in a serious...
    27girl 27girl 26-30, F Mar 31

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    My heart has always wanted to be in love. In love with one woman who will love me back as much as I will love her.I'm loyal to the core.All I need is one woman.I gave it a try when...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Mar 31

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