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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 131 People

    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    An Emplty Heart Just Needs Refilling

    When you tell someone all your hopes, dreams, fears and they just sit there without an answer, perhaps because there is none, you feel empty and want someone to open your heart, pour in at least a little love so that you can share it again sometime.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 12 Responses Jul 3, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    I cant digest the fact that my best friend fell in love with my bf.. I'm feeling backstabbed, heartbroken, sad, upset, angry, disappointed right now.. I really cant handle this...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    That really shattered my heart.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm tired of putting my happiness into the hands of others and getting nothing but hurt in return. I'm the only one I can trust to make me happy and it will be like that my whole...
    Bubbles0329 Bubbles0329 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Farewell ;_______;
    Riemann Riemann 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I started speaking to this guy, he is in upper sixth form and im in year 11 and straight away we clicked and i have never met anyone like him, we spoke everyday for two months...
    izzlebizzle izzlebizzle 13-15, F Dec 2

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    FOR THOSE WHO SERVE THEIR HEART.AFTER FEELING PITY FOR ONE WHO SEEMED TO HAVE BEEN DEALT A NASTY LIFE. I TOOK THIS INDIVIDUAL UNDER MY WING...THE KING I SERVE WARNED ME"WHEN YOU...
    VALLEYANT VALLEYANT 36-40, M Nov 25

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    I honestly am probably going to get annoying with everything I am writing or will write but I don't know what else to do. Everything else I want to do is not healthy and I don't...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I said I wouldn't let it happen...but I did...I opened my heart up to you...I gave you all of me....endless hours...only to find out I don't mean that much to you! I am crushed...
    redlissa redlissa 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I was gorgeous and he wasn't attractive . Thats what everyone said , but to me he was the most attractive guy I've ever seen because of his heart. We promised so much , he broke...
    MichelleSmith9898 MichelleSmith9898 16-17, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Midterm exams are over. I nearly collapsed from lack of sleep and food from my hardcore studying sessions. BUT NOW JENAE NAE HAS RETURNED!!! :D YAY YUHHH!!! :D I'm just so...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I hate feelings.. I wish I could go back to when I had no heart, and didn't care about anything. I wouldn't be so stressed out now..... Uggghhhh
    Chipperme21 Chipperme21 22-25, M Dec 11

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    I can't even make a quick trip to stores to buy just some fruit anymore! And don't get me started on the part that I work in a store and have to ring up young men's items. I...
    goagainsttheflow goagainsttheflow 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i want to talk some one , some friendly talk with some one right now .. where i can express some thing . i am feeling pressure now , it's of exams , i have two paper tomorrow...
    rst190 rst190 22-25, M Dec 2

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    Ok so about about 1 year ago today I had long hair and In a pony tail which I grew previously for 2 years straight to a point where one female said it was my trade mark lol for a...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I sing my heart out when no one is around lol but I also sing when people are around, you just can't help it when its a good song.
    Lai96 Lai96 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    So horny right now. Where are you naughty ladies
    johnsmith4u johnsmith4u 36-40, M Dec 7

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    So horny right now. Where are you naughty females
    johnsmith4u johnsmith4u 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    My belly sticks out now but not as much as I want it to , any advice from a fellow gainer ?
    mirapio09 mirapio09 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    So why don't she love me? That's the question I've been asking for most of her 20 years on Earth. Especially the last 10 or so. She's been living in Iran since she was 5 and that's...
    NDChoc NDChoc 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    *ARROW SPOILER ALERT* Oh god, I feel sick. I thought the ending to the mid season finale was somehow all gonna work out in the return. But now I think about it, and after I've...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    First of, Like many out there i have a learning disability. Way back when there were not the resources there are today. I tried hard to do well in school. I was put in resource...
    willowofthewoods willowofthewoods 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I get into certain moods where I'll feel like a little kid. One time I walked outside and it was snowing and I started laughing hysterically because I thought it was so pretty. I...
    thewritestuff27 thewritestuff27 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Damn! I'm nearing 27 years old and I've still yet to get my GED. I had it almost complete last year but I failed the math portion of it and could not retake it due to everyone...
    GreenPixie420 GreenPixie420 26-30, F 12 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Those words you said "I want to remain as friends" and "I knew you liked me for a while" took me by surprise. I didn't know what they until a couple of hours later when I finally...
    Evoriya Evoriya 16-17, F Dec 1

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    I didn't mean to fall in love with him--I just did. He was just a schoolmate back in College. But ever since one of my classmates said that we looked good together, my suffering...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    its broken in pieces like that Chinese vase your grandmother keeps even though it was dropped by the nieces. picked up all the parts, one by one, held it in my hand and looked down...
    xxbrokenlinkxx xxbrokenlinkxx 22-25, M 22 hrs ago

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    I don't want to sit here and have people think I'm feeling sorry for myself. It's time to let out this pain. So, I met a man seven months ago. He was practically everything I liked...
    ChellyRocker ChellyRocker 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I have been married to my wonderful, amazing husband for almost two years now and we have been together for 5. I love him with all my heart and divorce is not an option with us...
    cowinapartyhat cowinapartyhat 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    They're pregnant, one of the final stabs. My heart can't take much more. I've cried more tears today than in all my life combined. The marriage will be the next stab and the birth...
    mmarno mmarno 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have found where I belong. I am searching for new and better ways to make it work for the long run. This year I expanded my work and now work for two companies, not just one. If...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 21 hrs ago

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    I had been out with my horse for about two hours, when all of a sudden, out of no where, I had the awfullest chest pain! It felt like something was crushing my entire chest, a...
    Willa91 Willa91 22-25, F Nov 22

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    I am feeling extremely heart broke... Yesterday was me and my loves 9th month anniversary and I we haven't gotten to see each other in I think 5 month now almost 6 minus the time...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Nov 23

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    I have to give the background its my therapy, but I will try my best to keep it short. I have known this girl and her family, as friends of my family for over 20 years. about 8...
    EnConTroll EnConTroll 26-30, M 1 day ago