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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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