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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    Xman75rock Xman75rock 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 21

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    my big stupid mouth :( I should of never opened it.
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I had my heart broken a month ago, it's got to the point now where I don't know where to turn, he left me for someone else , I just keep questioning myself "is she better " is he...
    KJG101 KJG101 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I really don't know how to feel . I keep pouring my heart out to him only to get a smack in the face , it's like he is ignoring the fact that I love him with all my heart and I...
    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Feb 4

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    My boyfriend, who I knew from day one was the one, broke up with me after we had made plans to move in together and someday get married. He said he still loved me but for the...
    heatherhb03 heatherhb03 22-25, F a week ago

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    I don't even know where to begin. My husband was my first relationship, I never felt such connection with anybody. We clicked instantly it was almost too cheesy. We both turned our...
    theeverewhereist theeverewhereist 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 4 hrs ago

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    Really getting tired of getting my heart broken. And just when I get my heart broken you get dived in on by cam girls, african dating scams, liars, etc. It really can make you...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Introduction.These four polyhedron models comprise a model of a projection of the six-dimensional cube into three-dimensional space. There are several ways to define the n...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 hrs ago

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    i m left with no heart now. i gave mine to her and she left with it
    mannankaur3 mannankaur3 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    i feel like the nicer people (and or more fun people) listen to country. i relate to country music and i love its fun beat. i love fun country people. sadley i cant find any...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    the problem is now I don't know where I want to be. lol
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 1 Response 39 mins ago

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    As a very young child I grew up in a very loving home. My father and mother both showed my sister and I so much love. My father drove a truck cross country and was gone a lot and...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 12 Responses Feb 1

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    I’m Gay!.................Wow, okay that was easy. If only coming out were really easy. I wonder how straight people come out. Oh wait, they are just born that way. So are the...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    iam happy because I finally knows what I really want from life. I I want the love of my life I hope that will happen after month from now too month and half wish me good luck guys...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I met what I think is/was the love of my life when I was 16. We had a wonderful friendship in the 5 years prior to our relationship. But even though it was just a friendship back...
    skullyme skullyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    He broke up with me two days ago out of nowhere. One minute we were making Indian food , he was telling me how happy he was and grateful that I was cooking for him and the next he...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Hi everyone, I am new to this site. Well, I wasn't before, but this is a new account because I deleted my old one. So I guess I want to share my story. Sort of to connect with...
    brokengirlx brokengirlx 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    My brother had his two girls very close to around the time I was born. The oldest is four years younger than me and the second one is six years younger. They always lived near, or...
    j1494 j1494 18-21, F Feb 15

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    I had to break up with my boyfriend. He was so good to me, but he ignored my kids. After 15 months I had to decide if I wanted to keep just dating him, knowing it would never...
    Marcibella Marcibella 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Haven't heard these guys for years! I guess this song fits the situation... Boulevard of broken dreams - Green Day http://youtu.be/Soa3gO7tL-c I walk a lonely road The only one...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Ever since my first heart break in 2012 I've been making everyone else suffer for what that idiot has done to me. Pushing everyone away , not trusting , thinking everyone's going...
    timav timav 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    That gnash that runs down his blind eye says he means business. He is the most dangerous animal in the forest. He is the one eyed tigerMy grandfather turned the soils and dug out...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Living out of memories...just about it. I can relate... BY Delta Goodrem. If it's okay I'll leave the bed light on And place your water glass where it belongs And if it's...
    ninja5593 ninja5593 18-21, F Feb 17

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    Who understands my story? Not long ago I was at a library I always go to. After having sat in the library for yrs and read all the Books within my range, I still felt dissatisfied...
    RavenS45 RavenS45 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I worked with a guy who I ended up falling for. We worked a overnight shift together,than always had breakfast together. I saw life in a whole new way with him. I was truly happy...
    Oceaninique Oceaninique 36-40, F Feb 2

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    Dear World, Dear God, Dear Buddha, Dear whoever or whatever you are out there, I am listening as of now. I applied for a fast food job and got an interview - and hired. That was...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M Feb 11

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    I can't disguise the pounding of my heart It beats so strong It's in your eyes what can I say They turn me on I don't care where we go I don't care what we do I don't care pretty...
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    djleezs djleezs 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20

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