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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Yeah i am so heartbroken right now, but it's not as bad as what I expected before. I just want to move on and I guess thinking of good reasons to forget him is good to finally kick...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F May 4

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    why does the son of man have to be so selfish?why does he have to fail his woman all the time why does he have to step on her heart and soul,to stab her again n again to humiliate...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    why does the son of man have to be so selfish?why does he have to fail his woman all the time why does he have to step on her heart and soul,to stab her again n again to humiliate...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Lilacs are out now where I live... What do they remind you of, and what do they smell like to you? I think they are intoxicating. It depends on how hot or cool the day is, and...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    If you want to know where your heart is, look where your your mind goes when it wanders.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 10

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    The hurt began with you...I always liked to tell the story from the positive angle but the truth is ... I was shattered when we broke up...it appeared as if I took it so well...
    Toomuchsoul Toomuchsoul 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    Have you ever been in a situation where you go out of your way to do something nice for someone and its like there is no appreciation for it. To them its like nothing and you...
    jassy3 jassy3 22-25 2 Responses May 3

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    I've been throu so much first I wanted to enjoy life and I thought about killing others I belived I was going to do it as I suffer from paranioa I could not have a good time I...
    eForEcho eForEcho 22-25, M Apr 22

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    I met this guy online. we almost connected instantly. we started sharing our experiences and talking all the time. to a point where said he was in love with me. a few months past...
    braveheart30 braveheart30 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I love my niece dearly and of course I love my sister, but I need to move out. Soon. Preferably before this lease is up. My sister's fiance has been here for months now. My...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    to be honest i really dont know if i can love anymore i just dont feel like before perhaps my heart is way too scared i am not coward just telling you people who are reading it...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    okay so... I didn't knew where to put this so I'm gonna post it here! so, this is just a guide into my mind when I text someone :) so, here it goes.. 1. if I use a lotta words = I...
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 10 mins ago

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    I dropped out of college Pour yourself a cup of coffee or tea to prepare yourself for my past experience. Honestly I had no other choice nor any help. I guess you may say that I...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 1 Response May 5

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    hey laiqa many will say they love you but i wonder how many will actually mean it many will make you laugh but i wonder how many will keep you happy forever many will look in...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    i fell in love with girl i will write her name laiqa worst thing is waiting for someone that some day a miracle will happen that person will love you back come to you each day...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    My heart has been teaching me lots of lessons lately. He's been in the spot light for awhile now by going through the roller coaster journey of his own. A while ago, exactly a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Apr 28

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F May 4

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    Many nights I dreamt of you not knowing who you were Waiting for the one my heart truly ever desired Many times sitting in bed alone in those cold nights Slowly falling in love...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    Well.. It has been 3 years studying in my college, but somehow it feels hollow. I feel as if I am living someone else's life. I do not feel any passion in what I am doing right now...
    sandpapar sandpapar 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Even though I feel hurt... Even though I feel broken... Even though I feel sad & despair... Even though I feel stuck & alone... Even though it all seems uncertain... I still...
    TouchaSoul TouchaSoul 31-35, F 10 mins ago

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    there is a place in my heart where you live. where your perfect smile outshines the sun. a place where i can reach out and brush the hair from your warm brown eyes. where i can...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M May 9

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    She moved out in November, stopped making love with me in January, and now gives me an occasional deep hug and long, tongueless kiss. If I try to check in with her, see where she...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M May 12

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    I think I am too lazy and my mind is too deep within a fog to complete my dreams. I want to make a cartoon, but I'm doing terribly in college, missing deadlines and homework, and I...
    KingLaserDestroyer KingLaserDestroyer 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    We are doing a project on hearts and we had to listen to someone's heart. we went in this room where we we're private. the speaker told us to do things. I was up first. the told me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26

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    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad. He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I admit this without it lingering over my head but I just wanted to share a thought with some fellow EPers my age and older even those close to my age that actually "know" what I...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 3 Responses May 6

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    Wherever you are I am thinking of you yet don’t want to bother you much so silently I recall you in my heart, I place my hand upon you, close my eyes and see you, I pray you be...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 Responses May 11

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    After a failed marriage and going through a lot in life. I longed for a second chance. A second chance at life and a second chance for love. It’s tough being alone in this world...
    brokenant brokenant 26-30, M a week ago

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    My friend is in the other room making out with someone. Life is handed to her on a silver platter and all she does is complain. It's harder for some people and now I kind of just...
    Katieboho97 Katieboho97 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hahaha school can kiss my ***. Not its a good place if type don't screw around now I'm done till I go back on August 15th as a junior and of course I will make better decisions...
    Miki828 Miki828 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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