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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 132 People

    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Yeah i am so heartbroken right now, but it's not as bad as what I expected before. I just want to move on and I guess thinking of good reasons to forget him is good to finally kick...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F May 4

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    why does the son of man have to be so selfish?why does he have to fail his woman all the time why does he have to step on her heart and soul,to stab her again n again to humiliate...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    why does the son of man have to be so selfish?why does he have to fail his woman all the time why does he have to step on her heart and soul,to stab her again n again to humiliate...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Lilacs are out now where I live... What do they remind you of, and what do they smell like to you? I think they are intoxicating. It depends on how hot or cool the day is, and...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 6 Responses May 14

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    If you want to know where your heart is, look where your your mind goes when it wanders.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 10

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    The hurt began with you...I always liked to tell the story from the positive angle but the truth is ... I was shattered when we broke up...it appeared as if I took it so well...
    Toomuchsoul Toomuchsoul 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    Have you ever been in a situation where you go out of your way to do something nice for someone and its like there is no appreciation for it. To them its like nothing and you...
    jassy3 jassy3 22-25 2 Responses May 3

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    Home every single day. Spend my life in my bed. Have for many years. Since I left high school years ago. I did go out once a week just to get shopping but since my health has...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    More like my heart is broken. There is a girl I fell for, and I expressed my feelings to her. We fought a lot about it. Our friendship was up and down for months. Until today she...
    AaliyahRobinson AaliyahRobinson 18-21 6 hrs ago

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    My mom washed my mouth out with soap when she caught me saying a swear word. She was a hypocrite because she swore like a sailor. That's probably where I heard that word to begin...
    Cleancut Cleancut 41-45 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    the guy i like...he likes her girl bestfriend and ask me for tips on how he can win her and ask her out...;( it hurt so bad
    maryabcd06 maryabcd06 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I dropped out of college Pour yourself a cup of coffee or tea to prepare yourself for my past experience. Honestly I had no other choice nor any help. I guess you may say that I...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 1 Response May 5

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    My heart has been teaching me lots of lessons lately. He's been in the spot light for awhile now by going through the roller coaster journey of his own. A while ago, exactly a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Apr 28

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F May 4

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    Many nights I dreamt of you not knowing who you were Waiting for the one my heart truly ever desired Many times sitting in bed alone in those cold nights Slowly falling in love...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    there is a place in my heart where you live. where your perfect smile outshines the sun. a place where i can reach out and brush the hair from your warm brown eyes. where i can...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M May 9

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    She moved out in November, stopped making love with me in January, and now gives me an occasional deep hug and long, tongueless kiss. If I try to check in with her, see where she...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M May 12

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    We are doing a project on hearts and we had to listen to someone's heart. we went in this room where we we're private. the speaker told us to do things. I was up first. the told me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26

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    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad. He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I admit this without it lingering over my head but I just wanted to share a thought with some fellow EPers my age and older even those close to my age that actually "know" what I...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 3 Responses May 6

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    Wherever you are I am thinking of you yet don’t want to bother you much so silently I recall you in my heart, I place my hand upon you, close my eyes and see you, I pray you be...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 Responses May 11

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    After a failed marriage and going through a lot in life. I longed for a second chance. A second chance at life and a second chance for love. It’s tough being alone in this world...
    brokenant brokenant 26-30, M May 14

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    When I first had my heart truly broken, the thing I remember the most is how the area in my chest where I thought my heart was... hurt. It physically hurt. Not pain. But an ache...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 25

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    True story.... I came from school, I'm not sure if I was having a good day or not. Or why exactly I drank. It could have been because I had a bad day or because of my break up or I...
    LeahLoveeU LeahLoveeU 13-15, F 2 Responses May 9

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    I was with a guy for 8 months. He was 17 and I was 13. His name is Aiden and I fell in love with him. He was my first love. I had a committed and intimate relationship for the...
    chloeb12 chloeb12 13-15, F May 14

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    I was with a guy for 8 months. He was 17 and I was 13. His name is Aiden and I fell in love with him. He was my first love. I had a committed and intimate relationship for the...
    chloeb12 chloeb12 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    When your Heart brocks, no-one can hear the sound. But only one can feel it, yeah that's you. A broken heart is one of those experiences that all of us as humans can share, yet...
    Riyaan8 Riyaan8 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    i dont have many friends in ny university because i'm.extremely shy and dont have anything unique or special and so on. i thought my friends also think me as important as i think...
    akemin akemin 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    HEART HELP Vitamin B-5 lowers cholesterol, and so does walnuts and almonds. I think almonds are the best. ORGANIC Apple Cider Vinegar with "mother" is so great for the heart. I...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 1 Response May 11

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    Feeling so terrible. I was terribly in love with my bf. He was 10 years older. He was very handsome, hard working and intelligent. Unfortunately he had just broken up with his ex...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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