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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 132 People

    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    An Emplty Heart Just Needs Refilling

    When you tell someone all your hopes, dreams, fears and they just sit there without an answer, perhaps because there is none, you feel empty and want someone to open your heart, pour in at least a little love so that you can share it again sometime.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 12 Responses Jul 3, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    My text sent to my unfaithful husband: "I don't ever remember feeling so betrayed. I've never been so angry and matter of fact like today. It's like a switch that turned my love...
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    My heart has been broken again... by my MM. I never imagined this would happen. I must say this is has come as a huge shock to me as I didn't expect it. Am left with a huge hole in...
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    I sit here wondering how her life is if she's ok or if she misses me.people right now are happy filled with love and with their true love while I sit here wishing my life was like...
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    And I know you won't my dear. Did it take 10,372 tries to find me? I don't think so, I must have met you before. I love you baby. I wish I was there with you now. Wherever you are...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I only have little experience with guy once. It all because I am not honest with myself for fcking 20 years. I been hiding in the closet. And start dating girls but all didnt work...
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    You were always there for me. You inspired me deeply with your words of wisdom and your faith in me. You have never let me down or fall, you were there to support me and guide me...
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    so she tells me she will not make a decision before 6 months...that he really has to take at least that long to prove himself before she will go back to him. I mean after all. he...
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    I sing my heart out when no one is around lol but I also sing when people are around, you just can't help it when its a good song.
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    andoni13 andoni13 22-25, M Oct 28

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    This was my first time, I've kissed before but this...was AMAZING! So I was planning on going to the movies with my friend, but he bailed for a family reunion, so I asked this girl...
    Gage03 Gage03 13-15, M Oct 30

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    nytro44 nytro44 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    Gawd, I wish I could just get out now. I've been here too long, it's starting to bring me further down than I am heading anyway...
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    ....and now it's haunting my life to a staggering degree. I was just turning 21 and living in hell due to a mistake I made involving dropping out of college to pursue the girl I...
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