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I Poured My Heart Out Now Where Do I Get a Refill

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    For Lease: Beside Frayed And Jagged Heart

      I have this space beside my heart that’s up for rent it seems.      The contents are tossed around a bit and out go all my dreams. The embers all, but, slumber the ashes mount not burn; At thirty- five and counting I was sure this...
    LilBuddy LilBuddy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2010

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    No Refills Maybe a New Cup of Java

    Well I have poured my heart to you. I have given you my all. I have tried time and time again to understand why you lied to me. It hurts so bad to know that you can lie about something that is so precious to me, US. I sometimes wonder if this relationship matters to you as much...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    I'Ll Be Your Honey Bee

    Isn't it funny how certain songs hit home and that which you may not have listened to initially, but now has some sort of meaning that speaks to the heart of whatever exists or what we want to exist. Blake Shelton's Honey Bee kind of speaks to this concept. Nothing like the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Self Re-filling

    I've poured my heart out on quite a few occasions ... I did it again recently in a blog I wrote at the weekend. But my heart isn't empty as a result ... it's full ... full to bursting with love and appreciation for all those friends who were so kind and supportive.  I am...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    You Dont Get a Refill

    sorry if that sounds bitter, believe me i am far from bitter. i remember when i first found out my husband was cheating on me. and like a complete moron, as if i had done something wrong, i immediately poured my heart out to him. he said nothing. he gave me no answers. and...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    Empty...

    I don’t really know how to express what I am feeling – how can I possibly release this pain without it tearing at my soul and leaving me in pieces…I have held onto it very tightly believing that no-one wanted to know…I don’t think anyone really...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    Cant Say I Didnt "Try"

    I poured my heart out to him-- I probably even boosted his ego cause I needed to tell him how I felt about him & all he can do was just pretty much ignore what I had to say. It hurt that he couldn't give a damn & was in such a hurry to hang up with me. I just couldn't...
    AdviceFromLizzie AdviceFromLizzie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    Empty

    have given my best to all that i wanted now what fought for a dream and lost now what gave all my energy to what i loved am empty handed believed the lies of possibility now what tried to be a functional human being and failed now what loved the ones who should have loved...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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    I Was the Original Founder of This Group Way Back When

    it's so funny i came across this.  i thought it sounded familiar.  and now i know why; because i made it up.  it still applies, you know, i'd still love to know where to get a refill for this empty hole in my chest.  has anyone got any answers?
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Getting Tired of It

    I try really hard to be open with people & let them know the real me.  I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing this anymore.  When people don't trust you back or care enough to tell you what is in their heart, what's the point? I feel I let myself hang out...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    When Your All Cried Out

    just gotta trust Jesus. thats all there is.
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 Oct 9, 2008

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    Does It Come In Bulk?

    I've poured my heart out so many times over the years that I couldn't even begin to count them.  I think it goes beyond empty sometimes, it creates a vacuum that tries to suck the life right out of a person. I've done this over and over, until finally there just isn't...
    darknight darknight 46-50, M Sep 15, 2008

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    my big stupid mouth :( I should of never opened it.
    MrsIndependent86 MrsIndependent86 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    i definitely will , but just that one special woman in my life right now :) and forever if she wants :) my heart right now is so filled with her love and she knows it :) i'm truly...
    ddanny80 ddanny80 31-35, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    grrrr, after spending 30 minutes of pouring my heart out she removed it or didn't let me post -_-
    pinktaffy pinktaffy 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I'd like to share my story. I'm 24, he's 19. I'm already working, he's still a student. I'm a Muslim, he's Catholic. It was very wrong from the very beginning yet I still pushed...
    Jojane Jojane 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I'd like to share my story. I'm 24, he's 19. I'm already working, he's still a student. I'm a Muslim, he's Catholic. It was very wrong from the very beginning yet I still pushed...
    Jojane Jojane 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    There is a thing in me that dreamed of trees, A quiet house, some green and modest acres A little way from every troubling town, A little way from factories, schools, laments...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    It's not a constant thing alright, sometimes distractions and escapism through being here helps and the supportive friends and people who tried to understand. But I realize right...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    if he put his hand into my chest and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    lobe singing out loud. sometimes I get the words right. lol well in hotel. singimg my heart out. I didn't think I was loud, but apparently the neighbor heard. He said it was nice...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    So I haven't worked since November due to a knee injury. I've been waiting on an appointment with the specialist to look at my MRI results and last Thursday I finally got in to see...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 23 hrs ago

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    heartbreaking soul aching no relief for this. Stuck in a world of darkness surrounded by emptiness. Filled with agony rage frustration too much too bare alone. Breaking falling...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    The love of my life. We were together three years and some months. It was love at first sight. We spoke and we just connected on a whole different level. I saw him for who we was...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I received a letter from the Calgary City police about 2 days after I returned home from my over night stay at the hospital. They said they were now in possession of all my...
    paganknight72 paganknight72 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    There are times when I feel like I am not of this world. Everywhere I turn there is dishonesty that out weighs integrity. Selfishness that clouds heartfelt giving. Is it because I...
    complex7 complex7 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I have hundreds of experiences I haven't written stories for. But this one I need to even if brief. I agreed with this experience because I know that when I was growing up I was...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    We live life everyday and we are constantly surrounded by different types of individuals. But one thing that I've noticed is that I absolutely love and adore a person with a pure...
    SweetT246 SweetT246 22-25 3 hrs ago

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    torn between my sons and my love he does so much for us yet they dont recognize this I dont think either party really cares that this is killing me inside we have so many other...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Burning Up by the Jonas Brothers followed by: 1. Not A Love Song by Ross Lynch 2. Who Will I Be by Demi Lovato 3. Bring Me To Life by Evanescence 4. Complicated by Avril Lavigne 5...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 11 hrs ago

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    My story's not very exciting. About three and a half years ago, I went into the living room where my parents were and I said, "I'm dating someone, and it's not a girl." I remember...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, T 5 hrs ago

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    You Have a Content Heart Your heart doesn't crave much. It doesn't take much to make your heart happy. You may or may not have found love, but either way, your heart is at peace...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I just want to move to another state and start all over. I hate where i live now. Too many bad memories..
    chellou06 chellou06 26-30, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I let my heart and my mind integrate and work as a team. When you follow your heart more, and your mind sees the results, the intgration will naturally occur. However, you have to...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 10 hrs ago

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    I can't see. It looks like my life is crashing down around me. Sliver shards of a perfect life Now cut like daggers in the night. I can never go back to who I was. That ship...
    AwkwardTurtle46 AwkwardTurtle46 16-17, F 19 mins ago

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    "C, am I still bootylicious?" This is how my bff and I picture ourselves in the near future. He promised to come back for good to the countryside to be near me. We both are done...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    At times I wonder what it would be like after I live this life. It used to be because I had no hope of continuing my life and I dint think I had any potential to grow as a...
    EmptyBlack EmptyBlack 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend, or should I say long distance boyfriend, lives on the other side of the world. A 26 hour plane ride away. I just came back in January from seeing him. When I left, it...
    inevitablebliss inevitablebliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    OMG! There is some justice in this world I'm telling you! I don't even know where to start! Yesterday HER husband found out about her and my J's affair! He read their messages on...
    robin1001 robin1001 26-30, F Mar 15

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    It's probably not really a broken heart but more of a broken ego. I'm not sure. I met a guy whom I started knowing through an online dating website. (At that time, I was nursing...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I started high school this year, a high school in a different town. Making friends has always been hard for me; people would always pick on me because I was the small kid until I...
    Kassings Kassings 16-17, F Mar 2

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    I come from a broken home. One where one of the main problems was the lack of communication. I've been dealing with this guy off and on now for 3 years. He has communication issues...
    BlackBuddafly88 BlackBuddafly88 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 8

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    This song has been on my mind for awhile now because it so clearly speaks to my heart, my wishes, hopes and dreams. "Good Mother" by Jann Arden I've got money in my pocket I...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago