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I Pray Every Night That He's Not Playing With Me

Praying that the one you love isn't just playin' ya..... 19 People

    My Insecurities Are Frustrating....

      With everything I've been through, & all that I know I still need to work through. I just don't think I'll survive another person using me & throwing me away. I don't think I'll be able to come back from it again with anything remotely whole. I always seem to fall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    This Is For My Sister!!!

    Not only is she my best friend, but she is also my sister. I couldn't find one that said sister, but the same quote goes both ways, and I swear, whoever you are, you better know, that if you hurt her, you will pay.... She is my sister and I Love her to death, so if you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2009

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    Where Did You Sleep Last Night? [fictional Story]

      Where did you sleep last night? i already know that it was in the wrong bed, tangled in sheets that could suffocate the living dolls you invite in. the china ones with russian lips. whispering you poison secrets in swedish. they're the beautiful girls the world refers to...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F Jul 23, 2009

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