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I Pray That I Would Wake Up and Be a Woman

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 395 People

    Childhood Retrospect

    I was cleaning and moving stuff around the other day, found lots of my old stuff from happier or dumber times. In the mess, I found an old computer game called "Rockett's World Adventure Maker", it's a generic kid's game for girls ages 8-13. It was for my sister who at the time...
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    Oct 8, 2010

    But Wait...

    I am a woman. I may not be able to conceive a child, but that does not make me any lessĀ of a woman. It is just an option that I do not have, besides the fact that the pregnancy risks are a whole lot higher for someone in there forties. Yes, I have always prayed for this. Then...
    lizagirl69 lizagirl69
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 5, 2011

    I Wish That I Would Wake Up And Be A Female

    im 38 now and im on my way to being female , I have full custody of my four kids and I have been on hrt for about 6 months . I still wish and pray , but im taking the right steps to being what I want and I know im not ever going to look as good as those younger trans girls , but...
    transgendermom transgendermom
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

    I Wish

    i wish i could wake up in the morning and see a nice pair of breasts filling out my nightee, instead of a flat chest. i wouldn't have to put a bra on and put my false breasts in every morning. life would be absolute bliss.
    manda1 manda1
    56-60, M
    Oct 27, 2010

    One Are A Different You

    It is sad how many times I thought of this but one thing that sadly kept me going & dragged me out of a depressed rut & even from suicide is the idea of one morning I get up & I don't see my ugly dude mug in the mirror. It would make me feel better about my Outer -self. Inside I...
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    1 Response Jul 30, 2010

    I remember when I was very young I would pray

    over and over again for GOD to chage me into a woman. but his plan was different from mine.but all things are for good in God's hands.
    pattyannmcclure pattyannmcclure
    66-70, T
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    To Wake Up And Be A Woman!

             To go to bed me and to wake up as a woman, would be the most wonderful,beautiful thing that could ever happen to me. To have a feminine body is the greatest thing that I could ever imagine.It makes me shiver just to thik...
    beckyanne1 beckyanne1
    61-65, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2010

    Deer Jesus

    Deer Jesus please make me a girl when i wake up i rember saying this every night before bed when i was little i allways new that i wanted to be a girl but i couldn't tell any one for fear of not being acepeted by my family and friends i prayed every night that i would wake up a...
    stacyhopes stacyhopes
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2013

    Sadly It Was Only A Dream

    Few weeks ago, I had an accident, and sadly my knee got the shortest from the bunch. So, I wasn't able to walk only for sit or lie, and since my my knee was hurt, and the size was 150% bigger, than should be, so I can't sleep well, I had a dream. In my dream I woke up, and found...
    VivienXX VivienXX
    26-30, T
    1 Response May 26, 2011

    To Be The True Me

    I cant tell you how many times I have wished and dream't I was born a woman. I knew from an early age that I was a girl trapped in a mans body. Its hard to live this way knowing you should be somebody else. I am very jealous of woman knowing I should have been one myself. I guess...
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    1 Response Nov 12, 2009

    I Wish This Every Second Of Every Day

    I pray every single second to myself that I wake up a girl. I never wanted to be a boy. I never asked to be a boy. In my heart I am 110% female. If I woke up one morning and was a woman I would literally cry for an hour I would be so happy.  I've always known I was a girl...
    lillygal8880 lillygal8880
    22-25, T
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2010

    So Wish It Could Happen

    So many times as a kid did I wish at night that in the morning I would wake up as a cute girl.  I guess it was silly for me to hope for that but it just seemed like it should happen because somehow a mistake was made and it would be caught and fixed.  Then as a teen, I...
    CaraJ CaraJ
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2010

    A T-girls Dream

    i almost believe this is the dream of all in the transgender community . i just wish i knew how to make it true
    sissygurlmaidannabelle sissygurlmaidannabelle
    36-40, T
    1 Response Nov 13, 2009

    Wake Up As a Woman

    When I was still in junior high school (11 years old) I would lie in my room and cry because I was so confused on who I was and why did I feel the way I did. My problem was I was born a boy ,I know because I have 5 sisters and my body didn't look like theirs. MY brain was...
    maidkimmy4u maidkimmy4u
    41-45, T
    5 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    Jessica's Return

    It's been almost 10 years since Jessica purged all her femme clothes, shoes, jewelry, wigs, and pics. Just a couple of years ago the urges came back progressively stronger until here I am in 2010 wanting to bring Jessica back to life. I thought I was done with it but I guess I...
    51-55, T
    Nov 8, 2010

    Wishes That Do Not Come True

    I have wished and prayed that I would become a girl. Sometimes when I am driving I think, what would happen if I got in a car accident and my **** and balls got crushed and torn off, would they (ER Staff) make me a girl? When I was young I would lay in the tub and dream that...
    tinacd51 tinacd51
    56-60, T
    Oct 27, 2010

    Always! Always!

    When I was young and I still go to bed every night and pray to God that I would wake up inthe morning and be a girl, a woman. Always. Always.   Every day I become more secure in my identity even when I am not 'whole' in every sense of the word. My drive toward...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2010

    Most Of My Life

    I have dreamed of being female since I was about seven. I always envied the little girls with their dresses and long hair. Mostly during that time I hung around a girl named Linda. It was not boyfriend/girlfriend but I suppose like 2 girls together. Mostly sat around listening to...
    tempkill tempkill
    56-60, F
    Sep 28, 2010

    The Feeling Of Wearing All Female Clothes

    I've been having these dreams latly that my breast have devloped and I'm becoming more feminine now. I just wish that they would and I could feel more like a girl. I'm buying more female clothes to wear including jeans and hoodies and just makes me feel better about myself as I...
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    1 Response Nov 11, 2011

    Started Hrt Today

    OK well I couldn't hold back. I placed the order a week ago and they came yesterday. Three month supply of Estrofem and Spiro. So I took my first dose today and I am hopeful I will feel some relief in my life. My therapist, when I was seeing one said, you'll know if they are...
    DebbieAlecia DebbieAlecia
    61-65, T
    10 Responses May 11, 2012


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Dec 16, 2012

    I Did, A Long Time Ago...

    Even when I was very young this is something that I always had wished for! The feeling of a mistake being made nagged me constantly and I would go to sleep every night hoping that when I awoke I would be the girl I always felt I was. Only in my dreams could I feel at ease, and...
    brendausa brendausa
    46-50, T
    Aug 18, 2011
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