I Pretend It Doesnt Hurt Me Even Though Its Killing Me

can someone tell me how to kill myself. WHAT CAN KILL MEEE? NOW! would be great

Happy Mask. A must have for those with depression to hide the pain.

Hi all,

I m kinda new to this place. Recently i moved to this new city, where i m terribly lonli, i hav no one here, i m loosing my mind. Sinkin into the depth and someone just walks into my lyf holds my hand, for a couple of weeks we...

Ten years, 120 months, 520 weeks, 3640 days, 87360 hours, 5259490 minutes, 315569260 seconds. That’s how long I’ve loved you. I’ve adored you despite 10090 miles between us because it always seemed like there was not a breath...

I told myself after the last heartbreak to NOT fall in love anymore for my own good. Because I'll get in so deep that I won't be able to let go anymore. The result is always the same, they don't want to be with me and another piece of...

Hi I have to say I'm very relieved to know that I'm not alone in this. Untill recently I thought that there was no one else like me. I read some of the stories on here and I'm exactly the same as some of you. I hate when my boyfriend...

Fake it till you make it. Thats my motto because if I really said and showed how I feel, I would be considered unstable and crazy. Crazy is so taboo. You cant ever say "I want to kill myself", or admit to having a mental illness or let...

i a lot of he time i act like it does not hurt when it really does like when my aunt said she would not care if i died right now and i just when to my room and cried for a long time when the kids at my school call me names i just walk...

Most times I'd love to be able to do it even more, and better. I wish I were the best actress ever. Because I know that 90% of times I'm going to pay my weaknesses and my words are going to be used against me.

I'd love to be stronger...

It hurts and I know it
Still I pretend not to acknowledge it
Its always in my head
Every week Im gettin' thinner
Sometimes I get better
Sometimes I enjoy eating
I'd say "Im fine" " I feel so good"
But Im crying inside
And It's killing...

26 years of marriage. both are at fault for our drifting apart so much. there is still hope asGod is transforming me I asked Him to wow thats a tough but positive thing to endure i dont believe in divorce. I just want to be...

My wife,and the time yet..................Does not heal my missing her....................................the fact,she is gone forever.. no more can I kiss her good night!Share a pot of coffee...laugh..cry...just be us...love...

i met a man he was so kind, we were so good together. but people was saying a lot but he was showing other. but now i reach to the point that im pregnant and hating him with all my heart because he is a liar, and abusive person. we was...

Dear Diary ~
"I am fine." That's what I'll say to people. If they ask, "How are you?" I'll say, "I'm well, thanks for asking. Things are going great!." I'll smile. My eyes will twinkles. I'll have a glowing silhouette. No hints of pain...

I don't like people to know my weaknesses. If they hurt me, I shut them off and act like I don't care. Hence, people take advantage of this. They think something they say isn't offending me, when it really does. I appear to brush them...

The flow of blood slows
Tide becomes drips, and then stops.
A drowned, silent mote

I have things that hurt me inside that I don't talk about. I think we all do.

My relationship with my parents has never been good and that continues to bother me because I would try and get nowhere.

Now that my dad is in a nursing...

my hubby and i quarrel again...we were at the hyper mart window shopping, and i actually wanted to get a new pants cos mine was torn..( he promised that he will get me a new pants,but it is already weeks, and i find it difficult to wear...