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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 23 People

    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    I'm apathetic, but i do care I care about people and i try to help people apathetic is only lack of emotion and that basically is what i am when it comes to certain things and...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I don't pretend to be people from movies or celebrities, I pretend that the characters from a movie, for example Thranduil, are real and live with me,(with me as my regular self...
    LittleWren93 LittleWren93 22-25, F Apr 29

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    So i pretended to be guy ! Thought im a girl :( My story started in the month of april where i was so bored and created a fake account of a guy "i dont know why i did that"but to...
    Chateu10 Chateu10 18-21, F Apr 30

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    I have to pretend i'm okay. No one wants to listen to whats on my mind or how my day really was. No one wants the full story. I just have to keep pushing myself through these...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M May 1

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    I was talking to a friend, and he never thought I was. Until I told him, well what do I have to do? Mope around every time I am? I'd rather pretend fine and not bother the people...
    grrrey grrrey 22-25, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I'd love to spend a day with a girl while she pretends to be pregnant :) Something I've always wanted to do
    Pushingtriplets Pushingtriplets 22-25, M May 3

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    I want to tell my sister that I pretend that I'm pregnant like we used to as kids, but I don't know how to bring it up
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 1 Response May 8

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    I'm like everyone else here then.. All started with an online game (ourWorld)and fb i just randomly create a dude account for fun.. Then girls started to talk to mi and love the...
    Rekawa Rekawa 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    I used to train sales to new and those not hitting targets salespeople. Pretending or rather choosing to see things as it helped identify the client needs became so much the norm I...
    tabbycat72 tabbycat72 41-45, F May 14

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    I love my wife and I'm pretending it's OK, I know there's still something out there even though it makes no sense why it happen or how it happen but I live with it every day...
    68bear 68bear 46-50, M 1 Response May 15

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    I am more than good at pretending.. my whole life is one giant act.. do I even know who I truly am anymore
    svencerr svencerr 22-25, F 1 Response May 18

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    I pretend I'm okay. What other choice is there? When you are surrounded by absurdity and then are greeted by people that have never experienced absurdity in their lives and give...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses May 18

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    Any one want to chat on omegle? If you also like to pretend you're pregnant you can put your belly on too, we don't have to show faces
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 6 days ago

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    I was able to pretend today, but instead of a large belly I did a smaller one. I know the breasts are a little too big for this belly, but I like the weight up top and it also...
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 3 days ago

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    It's a little sad- and blindingly obvious too!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    Almost couldn't drive....but it was a great day!!
    babybump71 babybump71 41-45, F Apr 30

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    "Keep fighting. Don't give up. You can do this." No I can't. I need help.
    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 18-21, F 5 Responses May 1

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    So some girl in my neighborhood just walked down the street with a huge fake belly. It started to slip out and she had to cradle it with one arm to keep it in her shirt. She took a...
    roundbellyplease roundbellyplease 26-30, M 1 Response May 2

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    anyone wanna skype? I could show you my belly :P (like the ones on my pics)
    nightwolf2350 nightwolf2350 18-21, M May 2

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    I just can't breathe anymore
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3

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    Does anyone have yahoo messenger? My username is the same here
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 May 3

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    Why act down all the time when it will only cause people to worry, and unnecessarily at that? I feel terrible when I burden people with my problems, and this is one I'll fight...
    Lunasnight Lunasnight 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    It happens, almost like a record player or a level on a game I cannot pass. You get hurt so much that it just starts to be a everyday thing. You laugh sarcastically and say "I knew...
    Latiaaaa Latiaaaa 16-17, F May 3

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    no one understands how dead inside I am I smile put on a show and act fine when I get home I cry and cry until my daughter is home from day care even though she is just a baby and...
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 4 Responses May 4

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    My view for the rest of the day
    BlueDelta BlueDelta 18-21, M 4 Responses May 4

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    in front of many people . But seriously am i okay ? NO !!!!! I AM NOT OK AT ALL..
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response May 4

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    Im 25 now and still waiting for that adult feeling to kick in. Kind of get the feeling it never will unless an adult feeling is feeling like a kid who is tired, bored and worn out...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 5 Responses May 4

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    I have lost my mother who was my everything in life, as I became a single first time mother. a few years later realizing that I needed to flee from my child's abusive father, I...
    MizzKitty32 MizzKitty32 31-35, F 4 Responses May 5

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    I hide behind a mask I keep all of my feelings concealed I hide away From everything From the things that bother me From the things that hurt I stay behind my mask On my mask...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I can't cope no more. Anybody care for a chat?
    ianh33 ianh33 26-30, M 2 Responses May 5

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    when i'm still w/ my ex, he have gf already...as you know, she is is a disney star so i need to go like yea what ever
    xaviergauthierbluhenharmon xaviergauthierbluhenharmon 13-15, F May 6

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    I'm 35 going on 17 LOL ^_^
    foxness foxness 31-35, F 11 Responses May 7

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    everyday is sad or full of stress. I feel I'm so behind in life that I might as well give up. I don't see an end to this except death
    mel982 mel982 31-35, M 3 Responses May 8

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    I think this picture sums up my adult life :p
    emyleejane emyleejane 26-30, T 2 Responses May 8

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    ... every day. It's called "being an adult." It's also why we're allowed to buy booze.
    SayLowMan SayLowMan 46-50, M May 9

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    when I see him with another girl and my friends ask me are u ok sure I say but inside I just died a little
    anshaw anshaw 13-15, F May 9

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    Fake it till you make it. That's life
    acoustic212 acoustic212 16-17, M May 10

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    experience is nothing but i m board with gay life. in india no future and no personal life for a gay man. someone is here to be my friend who love a gay man
    pankajpandit pankajpandit 31-35, M May 14