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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 24 People

    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    or the other way around.... girls pretending to be dudes! what's the world come to people? C'mon now!!!! Lol
    Fated2be Fated2be 36-40, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    would anyone like to pretend to be in labor for me? :)
    bellylove232 bellylove232 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    one day I was curled up on the bed with my owner Asheoakseed, I was a huge pregnant Japanese Nekomata Sabertooth demon cat named kilala, I was 8 weeks pregnant and was almost ready...
    ninetales666 ninetales666 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The new trend in middle school each month is weird... People pretend to be the "nerdy, insecure girl" or the "rich beautiful girl who hates the nerdy insecure girl" example: Dork...
    WeirdAlyank WeirdAlyank 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay. I'm NOT okay
    IAmSuicidalEmma IAmSuicidalEmma 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can't pretend anymore.. I'm not
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    not only good i m an expert now in pretending
    mannankaur3 mannankaur3 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I used to be. I'm not so good at it any more. I think I'm just tired of pretending. I've explored my options of being honest, upfront. Living a life, out in the open. it gets a...
    fortheloveofmyleftshoe fortheloveofmyleftshoe 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It really saddens me to think you can know so many people in your lifetime, but not everyone of them is your friend or can be trusted. The people that you thought would make time...
    Sutten Sutten 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a mom I hide crying myself asleep the scars on my thigh from the many blades I hide how much I truly hate myself I hide my eating problems I hide it all and fake a smile I don...
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Today and maybe tomorrow I will be home alone with my sister and I want to tell her that I pretend I'm pregnant like we used to when we were kids before she leaves for college in a...
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I might be sick, not sure. I slept a really long time last night and am about to sleep again (im basically nocturnal). Bff said hi to me today unprompted, so that made me feel good...
    iacob iacob 26-30, T 6 days ago

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    Pretending is how I cope with BIID. Ever since I was about eleven, I have tucked my legs fully inside my pants and walk on my knees when I am home by myself.
    asd1324 asd1324 18-21, M Aug 22

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    I always do this. I'll be on my bed, rubbing my bloated belly and then I'll start feeling some pain. I breathe through it and grit my teeth, until it gets so bad that I need to...
    BigBellyMama BigBellyMama 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I pretend that everything is okay, that I am a happy and cheerful person when deep down, it is killing me. Every time, I feel sad. Everybody thinks that I am happy, that I am...
    asiangirll asiangirll 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I tried to pretend that everything was okay... That that hadn't hurt me at all... That somehow you didn't have to say you were sorry, repeatedly, like you did... That if you wanted...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 Aug 16

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    I'd like to think things happen for a reason and they are supposed to help shape who you become in life
    gabbieceleste gabbieceleste 18-21 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I'm trying to figure out how to make a heavy fake pregnant belly... Suggestions?
    hootiewhat hootiewhat 26-30, F Aug 14

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    I'm trying to figure out how to make a fake belly heavy.... Suggestions??
    hootiewhat hootiewhat 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I plead the 5th and I do not drink but I always serve it up. What can I get you?
    IPleadthe5th IPleadthe5th 41-45 27 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm a writer, artist, and musician. All of which have to come up with believable stories in their head. So naturally faking things just came to me. My dad left when I was 5, but...
    CrimsonBloodPack CrimsonBloodPack 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I'm no actor; I don't play roles although no one is willing to accept the unmasked me.
    TheForgottenBloke TheForgottenBloke 18-21, M Aug 13

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    Anyone up for pregnancy rp right now?
    Pregnantprincess32 Pregnantprincess32 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F Aug 12

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    I'm wanting someone to roleplay an entire pregnancy with me. Any takers?
    Pregnantprincess32 Pregnantprincess32 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 12

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    Because Id rather see the pain destroy me than anyone I care about. Negativety is toxic and contagious; to involve others is no different than being sick and coughing in your...
    Disobey247 Disobey247 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    I get so bloated and have "food babies" that it looks like I have a small baby bump at times and I love it. I will poke it out and walk around holding it and rubbing it. I even...
    Pregnantprincess32 Pregnantprincess32 22-25, F Aug 11

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    No, I'm not okay. I haven't been for a while.
    glassbonespaperskin glassbonespaperskin 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    My mask is always on....to pretend there is happiness, and to hide who I am...
    AlliesWorld AlliesWorld 22-25, F Aug 10

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    lol so that accounts for about 75% of EP, lmao
    waxfootback waxfootback 46-50, M 7 Responses Aug 10

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    Yes I have a lot of practice of pretending I am ok. People don't really feel your pain they only need something to gossip do I keep things to myself.
    littlestars littlestars 26-30, F Aug 9

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    This is my story about how I pretended to be someone else for 3 years, and now I have become so hurt and heartbroken. 3 years ago I met this girl online and we started talking. I...
    livingaliehelp livingaliehelp 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Please people don't show that tender care when it means nothing. Don't say I love you unless you really mean it. Don't mess with someone until they can't take anymore. Can't fix...
    angelloves angelloves 13-15, F Aug 9

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    This is where the girls have been growing in. They are making my belly so big!
    Petukis Petukis 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    You know when you take the time to always be there for your friends, but forget about you? I am there. I am very sad and feel like all of my friends have to much going on in the...
    Smilinfrown Smilinfrown 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Part of me is just sick of being "on". Fake smiles, fake enthusiasm, fake perkiness, and a bunch of other fake stuff. Being studious. I'm unhappy. Sometimes I just wanna relax as...
    lovelymaskedbeauty lovelymaskedbeauty 31-35, F Aug 6

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    People just hang around me because im the guy who smiles and acts kindly to everyone. Most of the time I'm just seeing how I can make people happy by making them laugh because I...