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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 24 People

    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    I was alone and bullied all the time but one of the things I know about me is that I'm afraid I reality and I choose to create a story in my head and I pretend to be someone else...
    mehdiamiri mehdiamiri 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm somwhat apathetic, atleast I believe so. I don't really feel any obligation or emotion when something happens. For example, my good friend has been having a really terrible...
    Bonkerzz Bonkerzz 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I pretend to be a guy online, I've done this for about 6 years or so. I hate it a lot and I feel so guilty for lying to everyone but I can't seem to come clean. It's became to be...
    bree16 bree16 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    So for the past year or so I have been pretending to be someone I know. I did it because I hate the way I look and the girl I am pretending to be is really beautiful. So for the...
    pretendingx pretendingx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I am so sick of how superficial everything is and how much I have to pretend. Stop trying to start conversations with me about things that I do not consider interesting or...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    First Moon Party for a young girl who pretend's she is having her period. FUNNY 
    susancd4f susancd4f 46-50, M Jun 26

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    Well, pretty much I've been looking for somewhere to share my odd story, so I hope some people can relate in some way. So when I was in middle school the iPhone was all the rage...
    imanoddone imanoddone 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Well, pretty much I've been looking for somewhere to share my odd story, so I hope some people can relate in some way. So when I was in middle school the iPhone was all the rage...
    imanoddone imanoddone 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    For a while now I've been pretending to be a girl on the internet whenever I play online games or just talking with people and it's come to the point where I feel kinda awkward not...
    Somerandomguy3636 Somerandomguy3636 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    Sugar coat? For what? If you knew I wasn't being honest, you're going to get angry, right? But if I didn't pretend that I liked yoi, it would be the same thing. So why not stick to...
    flyoffsomewhere flyoffsomewhere 16-17, F Jun 28

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    I'd love to chat with some girls that pretend to be pregnant
    Lovethembig Lovethembig 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    Last night I dressed up as a male tramp just to see if I could get away with it . I had been preparing for a week by ripping jeans rubbing mud on them and peeing in them numerous...
    kymmy2012 kymmy2012 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I am 15 years old and have pretended to be pregnant twice. I love stuffing things like shirts up my tight tops, it makes me feel so good. But I never want to be really pregnant as...
    CatalinaPetrova CatalinaPetrova 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Alright, it just started off as an alternate account on a site. I thought I clarified that it was me on both accounts, but for some reason, people seem to think I am two people...
    Splashtail Splashtail 13-15 Jul 14

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    I pretend to be an extrovert so people wont ask me why I also quiet or ask me if I am ok.
    Shizuka000 Shizuka000 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I'm almost 16 years old, and I've been pretending to be several people for over 5/6 years. I don't do it for fun, I don't do it to hurt others, I don't like that I do it. I've had...
    everydayregret everydayregret 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yep they pretend to care when really there just like everyone else they hate me so much that they tell people every secret I've shared thinking they cared shows how smart I am ..I...
    noolybabe14 noolybabe14 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am 19 years old. And I've been pretending to be other people online off and on since I was 14. I honestly feel like I can't stop. I'm so ashamed of doing it and ashamed of myself...
    Knope77 Knope77 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I pretend I'm okay but in reality I wish I could fix what's broken but I know if I do that I will tear my house apart, my children, my home, everything. Why is it so hard to...
    devilseye1996 devilseye1996 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    50% of guys on here pretend to be girls just so they can get pictures. How sad is that?
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 72 Responses 4 days ago

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    I tried to kill myself so they put me in a facility. In patient scars you more than the world. A girl tried to kill me with dull @$$ scissors and they said it was my fault because...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My whole life I've been pretending/ faking it. When I close my door and turn out the lights i'm left with just me and idk who I am. I'm hiding from everyone, including myself.
    PrettyGirlDarkSecerts PrettyGirlDarkSecerts 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I pretend to be happy for everyone except ep. No one cares really, but it usually makes people happy when you're happy and smiling. That's all I want, for everyone to be happy.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I am 15 years old, and I hate to admit it, but pretending to be someone else online & hiding behind someone else's looks kind of comfort me. It sounds horrible, I know. But I'm so...
    bekoveranything bekoveranything 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi guys this may be embarrassing but I pretend to be someone else in my mind creating a story in my mind but I'm the hero or the evil person but I'm always daydreams. Thank you for...
    mehdiamiri mehdiamiri 16-17, M 15 hrs ago

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    But it is lol everyone for themselves.
    Naty14 Naty14 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I honestly just can't bring myself to care about most things in life.
    Alyss22 Alyss22 18-21, F Jul 3

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    If you asked me how I'm doing I would say," I'm doing just fine." I'd lie and say you're not on my mind. - Gavin DeGraw Not Over You I lie to prevent others from worrying about...
    MyNameIsDeath MyNameIsDeath 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    When my parents ask if I'm ok I tell them I'm fine and I smile but the truth is I'm not. I'm always sad and angry I keep my emotions and feelings in. I sometimes wish I would get...
    awsomedude13 awsomedude13 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    This smile you see, is not what it seems to be. This smile I fake, hides my body which aches. I am happy. My heart is scrambled, my mind is rambled. But my smile is strong...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    I act strong, it's not that I'm not weak But if I cry, who would wipe my tears? I act like I can be alone, it's not that I'm not exhausted is there anyone who knows the truth...
    keikeikeikeikei keikeikeikeikei 18-21, F Jun 28

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    If you irritate me it would be in your best interest to GO AWAY because I can be a real monster worse than the one you dreamt about when you were 5
    birdroks birdroks 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I need to move out of my parents house so bad, but I can't find a job, let alone a way to pay for school, a house, food, and everything else that comes with moving out. I can't do...
    PrettyEyesBrokenSmile PrettyEyesBrokenSmile 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I've gone into a packed walmart while fully dressed pregnant, it was an extremely nerve wrecking experience but the same time it felt awesome to be able to walk in public with my...
    Lovethembig Lovethembig 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    Here is an update on my latest fun times. The first one was out of town at my usual hotel and two were in my home town at a local hotel. Each time I rented a suite. It is well...
    Rmetruck Rmetruck 51-55, M Jun 28

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    I'm exhausted. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. It's hard enough to open my eyes in the morning but now it's getting almost too hard to breathe this making want to stop...
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F Jun 29

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    I met a friend here on ep a couple weeks ago. We started talking and after a couple of days he became the closest friend I ever had . He knew all my secrets and I knew his. We both...
    bahirro bahirro 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Finally a place 2 chat wit strangers , tired of nosy friends n perps . F/b boring & so is twitter !
    123blubird 123blubird 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I am writing this because I want to get it out there. Now, I won't go into much detail, but I'll give enough so that there's a story. The act of creating an account on said sight...
    Thisisanaccountusee Thisisanaccountusee 31-35 Jul 2

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    Honestly what has the world come to? Both guys and girls lie about their gender on apps like EP. Just be honest! Who am I kidding-.- * sighs* People will continue to do this...
    FunnyandNerdy FunnyandNerdy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I'm slowly falling back into the hole where all i want to do is disappear
    jojo82897 jojo82897 16-17, F Jul 2

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    I don't really feel i can tell people anything when I'm annoyed. I just keep it to myself and stay quiet.
    samdavis3 samdavis3 16-17, M Jul 3

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