I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 24 People

    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    Feb 18, 2010

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    Okay, I get it, you're just making yourself look good. Kinda like those ******** who say that they care about people in poverty, yet they actually don't give a ****.
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    Because I believe that if I keep on pretending long enough, I might forget the fact that I'm even pretending and just be okay someday :)
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    what's the best thing to use when you pretend in public
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    Unfortunately. I am holding it pretty good this time.
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    any pretends to have one leg with no arms
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    who knows a good way to pretend like one arm with one leg I would live to know
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    does any one knows the best way to start pretending in public for the first time cause I want to try it in public but shy to do it
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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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