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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 26 People

    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 61-65, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    I don't care what you have, what you could do, what you do or anything else..if I do not like you. I don't like you,and I'm not the kind of person to pretend I do.. First...
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    http://s3.amazonaws.com/ep_albums/9286560/449514/a6zcy-9286560-i.jpg the next day after the outing I was fast asleep with my big head resting on asheoakseeds' huge belly and we...
    ninetales666 ninetales666 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    pretending right now, anyone wanna chat? skype maybe?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    anyone want yo pretend over skype? add me: dashwolfbelly
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    It's Easy to say I'm okay when I'm not. Perhaps it's even easier to fake a smile, but at the end of the day the mask comes off. There is no point in pretending, when the only one...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I pretend that nothing is wrong. I am living with the coldest man on earth. I am just putting up with this co parenting crap, because of my daughter. I want her to be happy. She...
    mabuhayka mabuhayka 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 28

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    My big sister always told me to but on a smile and pretend to be okay so that's what I've been doing but lately it's been really hard. I try my best to stay cheerful and smile but...
    Lillyisawesome Lillyisawesome 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I feel so lost, alone, and confused right now. I thought I had the love of my life, but then I find out that he thinks he no longer loves me. And just when I thought we were...
    sensia sensia 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    However, every once in a while I just get tired. Tired of smiling, tired of fighting, tired of juggling all of the crap. So, sometimes I have to stop pretending and just let it...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 27

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    I've become quite the pro at pretending I'm ok. I've been doing for so long now. Life seems a lot easier that way.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 27

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    i'm always pretending that im okay in front of many people because it feels like nobody cares for me. it's like even if i told them that i have some problem they will just ignore...
    jeonnade jeonnade 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    I'm tired of pretending to be okay around people
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I don't give a **** about apathy.
    DepressiveDementor DepressiveDementor 18-21, F Jan 23

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    I do hope to pretend to be pregnant like this one day http://s3.amazonaws.com/ep_albums/88329604/449514/kua52-88329604-i.jpeg
    ninetales666 ninetales666 26-30, M Jan 21

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    i wrote on this website, I believe on this thread, several years ago, under a fake identity, which I cant remember. I would like to share an update and hopefully inspire someone to...
    olsenandolsen92 olsenandolsen92 18-21, F Jan 21

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    Well, I think I am becoming more and more indifferent. I remember when I used ponder and ponder all these things and cared for people and developing true friendships and whatnot. I...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jan 20

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    I just love my baby bump! What does everyone else think?
    ClairePritchett ClairePritchett 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I love pretending to be pregnant I even use to make videos for YouTube. I'm looking for friends to chat with about pregnancy if you are interested let me know please?
    XxRavenofDeathxX XxRavenofDeathxX 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 16

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    I feel huugeee today lol. Maybe it's the shirt?
    xXVendettaXx xXVendettaXx 18-21, F 18 Responses Jan 16

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    used to do this a lot with my family
    sibyll sibyll 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I'm tired of being alone. I have a difficult time making connections, and keeping them once the connection is made. I long for someone I can confide my fears and doubts in. I make...
    mislisa mislisa 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    http://s3.amazonaws.com/ep_albums/10453771/486397/epwvr-10453771-i.jpg Well, look what happened to me...
    pxthing pxthing 18-21, M Jan 14

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    Here's another from today.
    xXVendettaXx xXVendettaXx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    I know this might seem petty, but i hate my mother. Yes she does so much great things for me and i know there are so many people out there that pray to have a mother that loves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 14

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    Right before all my New Year’s Resolutions kicked in, I was at my local fast foodery. There was a new cashier. He was a young big Asian guy with a round doughy face. When I came...
    CatalinaVanilla CatalinaVanilla 26-30, F Jan 13

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    I remember once in 10th grade our class had this assignment where people described who they were and what experiences shaped their life. And everyone had a sad story and after that...
    CreepyBabyHead CreepyBabyHead 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Does anyone want to help me deliver these huge black twins? Message me now.
    pregoglitter pregoglitter 22-25, F Jan 12

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    and then i watch them walk down the driveway and get in their car and drive away.
    misssuppression misssuppression 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    How far do I look here? This belly is smaller than usually for me, but much heavier because I'm finally using a water balloon. The weight and pressure is incredible and I can't...
    LemonFairy LemonFairy 18-21, T 7 Responses Jan 11

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    I always do this. And if I'm walking into a social event where I'm not sure I will know anyone I do the same thing - so I don't look lost. :/
    amacgill amacgill 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I don't own a phone, but if I did, this is what I'd do.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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