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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 23 People

    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    Because I have to.. I pretend Im okay because there is no other choice for me right now.. I pretend Im okay because its easier for me to smile and be with the people.. I pretend Im...
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    im done pretending everything is okay. because if i try to talk to someone what is really going on in my life nobody will understand. this is not just some "stage of depression...
    NoraCipriano NoraCipriano 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    I know they're not. It's just a façade. Sooo many people pretend to have perfect lives. Why do they settle for pretend? Don't rush into a relationship because you feel you're...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 Apr 6

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    I pretend I'm okay to make everyone else think I'm strong that I can do it for me and my baby. But I can't always have my head up high without shedding a tear, my life isn't or has...
    ox97 ox97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    i got used to it. i learnt that showing your feelings to others and making yourself "weak" in front of them doesn't always turn out good. you'd be surprised of how others are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 18

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    I dont pretend or fake anything about my self - some ppl may hide their certain sides - but I pour everything I am about openly - some ppl may misunderstand , some may not like my...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 31-35, M Apr 18

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    I never want to put my problems on my friends or family so I fake a smile and pretend everything is going just great when inside I'm dying. People already have their own problems...
    bieverything bieverything 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    i hate pretending i give a **** about living each and everyday. I'm so heartbroken, stressed, confused, anxious about life that i feel myself falling apart. I know where i want to...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 22-25, F Mar 29

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    he keeps giving what's mine to others...when he is caught I still stay with him... pretending it doesn't hurt telling him how much I forgive him... and we can make it work... deep...
    synexus synexus 31-35, F Apr 7

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    Yeah, I pretend to be the confident me that I would like to be elsewhere.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 1 Response Apr 10

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    I just keep f**king up and im sick of it. I hate pretending to be okay when I'm really not, im broke. I'm not the same person I used to be. you've changed me. I've changed. and...
    chlojjs chlojjs 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I love pretending to be pregnant I dream to wish I was really pregnant
    fotobug86 fotobug86 22-25 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I'm so heartbroken. Ex of 3years dumped me cause I couldn't make him happy. I miss him so much and I'm trying to move on but I can't. I've never felt this way before about anyone...
    ccarol9073 ccarol9073 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    This is so true right now. Pretending is my favorite thing.
    cmt334 cmt334 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I got really good in hiding my feelings over the past years. People around me say that I am always looking so happy even though I am fighting depression. And when people I like lie...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could be alone in my house for a few days and just pretend that I'm pregnant the whole time without taking off my belly.
    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm past the point of being okay with pretending. I want to finally be able to say that I'm okay & mean it. I don't want to think about cutting anymore; nor do I want to have these...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is the only place I talk about my problems. I don't talk to other people about what's bothering me in real life, so I put on a face and pretend nothing is wrong and that I'm...
    Becky555 Becky555 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was watching a movie clip and it was a woman pretty much in public being displayed as she gave birth. I was thinking that it would be an interesting role-play. PM me if your...
    alienpowerkid alienpowerkid 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I'm haunted by the past, dissapointed with the present, and afraid of the future. Day in, and day out, I have vivid flashbacks of my youth, of the fun I had, memories I relish...
    Eclipse993 Eclipse993 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I frowned so much yesterday, when i try to smile today, my face hurts
    Aaaashton Aaaashton 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I smile all the time so everyone is used to it. So when I don't smile one day everyone asks me if I am ok I always so "Yes" so that means I am mostly always lying!!! 😌
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    You have moments where you think you're over it, and then you have others where you cry on the bathroom floor wondering why you weren't good enough.
    angela9817 angela9817 16-17, F Mar 28

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    probably down by now...but samantha54321 is using pics from a net model...compare them..... http://ink361.com/app/users/ig-211043485/yoventura/photos
    calibrav6 calibrav6 56-60, M Mar 29

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    I hope you enjoy this - could soon be real :)
    Preggo11111111 Preggo11111111 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    So good at it...I should be an actress.
    UNDecodable UNDecodable 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    Fake smile, fake happiness, fake person. I try to hide the fact that I'm a loser. Now you know.
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    I'm so ugly and unless I'd rather slit my wrist and end all this for good......
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I miss home so badly. It's been a year since a moved and I've tried to get over it.it is not all bad, but the bad surely does seem to out weigh the good. My Adam is slowly getting...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Yep......I'm "ok". Perfectly fine.. :(
    kenna760 kenna760 13-15, F Mar 31

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    Because when everything seems so perfect, I can't lose my composure and be sad, knowing that it will ruin the mood.
    TheMisanthropeOtaku TheMisanthropeOtaku 18-21, M Mar 31

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    My kick - BeautyWihin86. I plan on wearing my belly today. Message me if you know how to treat me pregnant.
    WomanOfBeauty WomanOfBeauty 26-30, F Apr 1

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    Is anyone good with iPhones and the ICloud and website data
    kayloulou kayloulou 22-25, F Apr 3

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    Ima llama lol I'm weird af
    heyfellowllama heyfellowllama 13-15, M Apr 3

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    Today will be one of those days, lets just hope I can pull it off because right now its not looking good
    lightswitch12 lightswitch12 41-45, F 9 Responses Apr 3

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