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I Pretend to Be Apathetic

because not caring is so much easier. Right. 24 People

    "The difference between ignorance

    and apathy is.....I don't know and I really don't care.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    Oh, She's So Good At Pretending!

    Oh, I've always been so wonderful at pretending. Pretending I'm happy, pretending I'm okay. Pretending that life is so ******* fantastic. I've discovered lately that more than anything, I pretend to be apathetic. I care so intensely about so many things, my heart is so damned...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    Sometimes

    I have found that through the years looking back and currently I tend to use apathy as a defense mechanism when really I feel the opposite entirely.  I'm sure this is pretty common though the extent to which I have sometimes used this is a little rediculous.  For...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    I Can Do It, But It Hurts So Badly.

    I totally have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve.  When I love someone, I pour it all out, I answer their calls and texts and really never leave them guessing about how I feel about them.   Well, one day a guy I was TOTALLY into blew me off for about the...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Feb 18, 2010

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    As well as girls pretending to be guys. Jeez, just be honest!
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    Sorry, I can't pretend. Even my words say otherwise, I just can't, you can tell by my body language it's just a mask, a thinly veiled one at that.
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    Since my job requires me to always be smiling and looking good ... No one really notices that im sad or angry or uncomfortable or even if i have been crying for days ... Ill always...
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    micoloco1989 micoloco1989 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm too good at pretending, and when I say that I mean I'm too deep in all of this pretending thing. I think that started in the past when my 'best friend' told me after a huge...
    Myself1myself2 Myself1myself2 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    actually pretending is already a habit and when i say habit it means Im really good at it. idk why. one day i just found myself being there. and idk how to get out but honestly i...
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    internalpuppetshow internalpuppetshow 18-21, M Jul 19

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    It makes everyone happier since I know people don't like to deal with me in general, so it makes me easier to ignore which helps people be happier. I may be worthless, but I'm not...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M Jul 19

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    What do you think? I am pretending now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 17

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    I've been pretending for a couple years now
    xXVendettaXx xXVendettaXx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    VirtualGinger VirtualGinger 16-17 2 Responses Jul 16

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    This has become my life story.. Happy face on for everyone.
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I constantly say I'm fine but deep down I'm drowning in my own tears
    anamontanez anamontanez 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    having a horrible evening and.. you don't care
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    I'm pregnant with dozens of babies. Who wants to talk to me?
    Countrygirl695 Countrygirl695 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I always have to put a straight and happy face. The strong one. 'Cause he'll break and can't help me. He doesn't understand. I am slowly dying inside. I have been for years and it...
    LoneDolll LoneDolll 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Yet if a girl pretends to be a guy that's ok? But what if the dude honestly wants to be a girl, and a pervert, but can't afford the sex change?
    ProudfulAmerican ProudfulAmerican 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I'm fourteen and I constantly act as if I'm living in my favourite TV show the originals. It makes me happy, and it's an escape from my normal life. I think I'm strange for doing...
    Anonabi Anonabi 13-15, F Jul 12

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    I mean it's easy to tell who is fake most of the time but some people are good at it and I don't get why guys do this we are the lucky ones we don't get hit on everytime he get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm becoming a master at it. If only people knew how false that smile is...
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    I love rubbing a big swollen belly. Imagining I'm carrying one, two, or three babies. It makes me feel so good.
    anegative10 anegative10 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I would add I don't fake smile but pretend everything is okay. The reason why I don't fake smile is because if I did people might catch on. As long as a don't smile no one will...
    Vicecream Vicecream 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I want this secretly with someone about this. online only please.
    Pregaholic Pregaholic 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    So here I am, sat my heavily padded and weighted butt down on the bench outside mothercare. Catching my breath and the confidence to walk in, and rubbing my large heavy belly.
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Hello, I am looking for someone to chat/roleplay pregnant women! Either pretend or real, I just want to meet new people to share my interest with. I do enjoy being a bit...
    AndyManto AndyManto 22-25, M Jul 8

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    AndyManto AndyManto 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    tobyyr tobyyr 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I want to kill myself so badly. I want to cut. I hate myself more than anything. I ******* suck. I hate myself
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