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I Punish And Hurt Myself More Than You Ever Can

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    Urges . I Need To Cut !

    Hi . Basically i have reall bad urges to cut and cant controll them iv jad to have stirches 9 times and im i one of thoes moods right now but i do t want to cut however i cant help it !!! Soneone told me to cut my neck and wear a scarf but i dont see how that could help Could...
    invisiblekid invisiblekid 13-15 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    My Beating Session

    "uhhhhh so bored" I said. So I then remembered that I went shopping yesterday and bought new clothes: a pink crop top with a silver star! I then decided to try them on with my short shorts! I put both items on along with some make up and the new brown heels I bought and went to...
    Pie11644 Pie11644 18-21, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Eight years ago, I lost the most important person in my life. Someone I truly loved and didn't want to let go. And, that wonderful person was my best friend ever. There is not a...
    mysteriousluna mysteriousluna 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Oh how we go back and forth on this topic, how I express all I can with my limited vocabulary, how I wish I was a poet. You never thought I loved you in the beginning, you couldn...
    LoveMyFox LoveMyFox 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    sometimes my memories of our conversations keep u close by. they make me feel like ur right here, but sometimes even thats not enough. sometimes I wish I could hear ur voice, see...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F Nov 7

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    It's getting close to that day...That horrible day, I held you in my arms 5 years ago...You died, you took your own life, i watched the life slowly fade from your blue eyes. Eyes...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Today's the day....the 5 year anniversary of the last day you were on this earth. You were my best friend, brother, love, my first love, my first kiss, my first friend. The only...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F Nov 7

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    I guess you've finally decided to close the door... I don't blame you in the slightest. You have a lot of good things going on for you and from an outside, objective standpoint, it...
    Chimera1019 Chimera1019 26-30, F Nov 12

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 23 hrs ago

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    Today we spent the morning together just talking and cuddling and what you gave me today I will never ever forget you do truly trust me and that means so much but then the time...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M Nov 12

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    Thinking about you and the memories we made together can be so bittersweet....remembering the moments we shared always brings a smile to my face. It's the realization that you aren...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Wish I could be there with you superman, I would stay there every day and night holding your hand. I would try to make you happy because I love you. I miss you and love you...
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    http://youtu.be/XwUNolo8GKE
    Divine82 Divine82 26-30, F Oct 27

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    It was a summer I will never forget. Both of us far from home - meeting due to necessity - brought together by fate. Those four months are a blur of wonderful memories/moments...
    JadedRomantic JadedRomantic 22-25, F Oct 27

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    I don't know why, but for some reason I miss you a lot tonight. I haven't thought about you in months and then all of a sudden, you're the only thing on my mind. I haven't even...
    modernmuse modernmuse 18-21, F Nov 8

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    Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love you now and forever, do you realize I never stopped ?
    FeistyFox FeistyFox 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Rob. Julie. Shaggy. Bryce. Larry. Donella. And family.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    I'm making my loudest cry for help, but no ones seems to hear it... I hate myself for everything I do... I just need to die before I hurt someone else or even myself more than I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I find myself really hating the things that I do, the feelings that I have, or the inadequacies that I feel. I envy sometimes people who are bold and fearless in trying new things...
    liveurbestlifenow liveurbestlifenow 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    Made some new friends so some New Thank you's are in order! Also a few updated stuff. Thank You Part II: The Thanks for giving Amago: Thanks for being sooooo nice and cute for...
    LuckyGuy001 LuckyGuy001 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    It never hurts to say thank you. It's a form of appreciation and it's part of having proper manners :)
    Lewis47 Lewis47 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 16

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    it's a windy hot afternoon i feel so tired from daily struggles sadness, regrets and pain.. i'm not a religious type of person but the minute i stepped in inside the church i...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai 26-30, F Nov 6

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    I don't want to. I never meant to. It hurts every day. You love her more than me. She doesn't see it. She gets to hold you, to kiss you, to be with you yet she chooses not to...
    nikolasmom nikolasmom 36-40 Nov 4

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    I love to give people advice about life, to give them hope and strength, more positivity. I often get a lot of "thank you"'s from people here, as well in replies, but also in...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F Nov 9

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    I’ve seen it suggested in things I’ve read that possibly no one can really genuinely know anyone else, as no one but you (the individual) can be present for and...
    crescendo282 crescendo282 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I try to be anyway. And I do have lots of things to be thankful for. Never on Thanksgiving though. Never on the day that is so dedicated to giving thanks. I just can't. I don't...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    That's a real and powerful statement. I am madly, deeply, in love with a beautiful woman. We talk in some way each and every day. The wee hours of this morning were very special...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 31

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    Well, basic is over! It's an incredible feeling to be able to talk to him every day. For those of you still on the long journey of basic training, hang in there. I know it's hard...
    bayleejoelle bayleejoelle 18-21, F Nov 18

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    Powerful lady of the crossroads, lady of all roads, owner of the streets and the red roses. Beautiful lady that your beauty be the beauty of our roads, that your strength be the...
    rspratley rspratley 36-40, F Oct 27

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    Powerful lady of the crossroads, lady of all roads, owner of the streets and the red roses. Beautiful lady that your beauty be the beauty of our roads, that your strength be the...
    rspratley rspratley 36-40, F Oct 27

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    I managed to get my brother Ben back with the ultimate embarrassing moment and I didn't even plan it. On Xmas day here in Australia (summer time) it's a family affair and this...
    katiedawn00 katiedawn00 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    All the things i do for woman. Notice hair changes new clothes and perfume after all the things u do n after a certain amount of these cheaters or unappreciative woman i find it...
    Time4kush Time4kush 26-30, M Nov 14

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    Let my pre-Thanksgiving stuffing begin! I'm going to eat basically non stop until Wednesday night. Then on Thursday my stomach will be nice and stretched for thanksgiving dinner...
    fatgenie fatgenie 18-21, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11

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    I hurt someone and I know I can't fix it because they don't care but the truth is I don't only care for the person but started to like him. I hate to say I hurt him because I was...
    herealways2017 herealways2017 13-15, F Nov 5

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    Today all of our songs are running though my mind. How many seemed to be written specifically for the two of us, best friends who realized too late how incredibly compatible we...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F Nov 8

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    You can catch more flies with honey, than with vinegar.. Saying means a whole lot. Its easy to take and take and take selfishly.. Gratitude says a lot about people. I have...
    ChefBri3030 ChefBri3030 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    I like the movie "the other sister". I don't know if you ever seen it. I can't watch it anymore because I cry. I can't believe people actually treat others like that. The other...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Nov 18

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    I knew more than I should've when I was younger, and in some ways I'm proud
    metalchick18 metalchick18 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Pop went to Vietnam. His brother went to Korea. Their father fought in WWI. All three believed in what they fought for. Pop had nightmares for 20 years, and he was still the...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I am the person who gives more than receiving......that's me in a nutshell.......why cant people understand me?
    spicycook spicycook 36-40, M Nov 18

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    I loved my dog more than I liked humans. He was my baby. He was so sneaky too lol. He'd wait until my bf left for work and then jump into bed with me. My bf didn't allow him on the...
    kissmissnikki kissmissnikki 26-30, F Nov 6

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    So I haven't been on this app in over 4 months and that's because I met someone on this app who's totally amazing.. We were in love and it was great. But the distance tore him from...
    savmcken savmcken 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 10

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