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I Punish And Hurt Myself More Than You Ever Can

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    My Beating Session

    "uhhhhh so bored" I said. So I then remembered that I went shopping yesterday and bought new clothes: a pink crop top with a silver star! I then decided to try them on with my short shorts! I put both items on along with some make up and the new brown heels I bought and went to...
    Pie11644 Pie11644 18-21, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Urges . I Need To Cut !

    Hi . Basically i have reall bad urges to cut and cant controll them iv jad to have stirches 9 times and im i one of thoes moods right now but i do t want to cut however i cant help it !!! Soneone told me to cut my neck and wear a scarf but i dont see how that could help Could...
    invisiblekid invisiblekid 13-15 May 24, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Maybe because the way I was raised ... But I always say please and thank you. When you thank people now, they look at you like you have two heads sometimes! But I think it's rude...
    formulaoneut formulaoneut 41-45, M 59 mins ago

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    Thank you all.... X
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    If anyone wants to have a clean decent conversation I am all ears I will listen more than anything. Just don't be afraid to inbox me even if it's just to say hey.
    Janea21 Janea21 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    animals are the only beings that are pure of heart... humans are so curupt. I don't trust them all they do is use and hurt people and it sickens me. I will stick to nature and...
    fairymeg fairymeg 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    From a true submissive.... Master, I am ever so grateful for all of the experiences I have had with you so far. All of them have given me some of the most intense ******* I have...
    0000Master 0000Master 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    I miss you more than I thought is possible.. Please come back soon.. :(
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    By the time I figured out the conversations I could have with you, you were gone. You didn't wait for me to get there and now our opportunity is gone. Worst, I was far too slow...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    f you were falling, then I would catch you You need a light, I'd find a match 'Cause I love the way you say good morning And you take me the way I am If you are chilly, here take...
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 4 days ago

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    Just received today: The word MORE has never sent a chill down my spine, like it had when we spoke. Every single instance it was written the feeling became more intense. I became...
    0000Master 0000Master 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I feel that good manners cost nothing and can make someone's day a small gesture can go a long way you lose nothing by saying please and thank you have a positive outlook and that...
    Vickinlondon Vickinlondon 46-50, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always say "Please" and I always say "Thank You" it's such a simple thing to do and sometimes it makes a difference to the person you are thanking. I also try very hard to be as...
    Tp8z Tp8z 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Thank you to everyone who have helped me through my struggles, you guys are truly amazing people!
    Searchingforanswers5789 Searchingforanswers5789 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Closing my account as I think this has helped as much as it can, thank you to the kind (and special) people that have allowed me to let off steam, and thank you for your advice x x...
    Whinny00 Whinny00 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So I was eager to know how to appreciates myself more. I started out by using my picture as my wallpaper. I hope that it's an effective kickstarter! :-)
    fuwhat fuwhat 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    God, Thank you for the closed doors. Thank you for not allowing me to settle for second best. God, Everytime i thought i was rejected from something good, You were re-directing...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was one year ago yesterday that you first walked into my door, but I knew before that very moment that you would leave a mark that would forever be etched upon my heart, but I...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    For me it´s an act of politeness always to say thank you. I also educated my son to say always thank you. But many, many kids (and also adults!) in today´s time don´t know how...
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    cuz I was raised right with a huge dose of southern hospitality! so, I always say please and thank you!
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm polite ... I say please stfu and thank you for stfu
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Many reasons to thank Him. I just forgot to whisper so and am so bad to neglect all His goodness. Life may not always be up coz trials makes us down but I know that His grace is...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Thank You God for waking be up this morning and allowing me to sleep last night. I thank You God for everything that You have done. I thank You for what You are doing. I thank You...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 20

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    "She buried her ears into the calm of his heartbeat, and in a matter of seconds fell terribly in love with the way her loneliness fell softly and suddenly asleep in his chest...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Who knows what will be maybe God will send me a miracle. That miracle is us together again. You know I'm here, I love you always. Miss you more then you ever know. Don't be afraid...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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      when u suffer from BPD, your mood can change before you are done posting!
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I like ep more than Facebook cuz you can actually be yourself without having someone judging you. regardless of what you think or like.
    peppit peppit 36-40, M Aug 16

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    I love everybody, and you are not in exception. I am a positive person and love is the greatest positive feeling. I love you since my birth and I will love you till my death
    PlatonicLover PlatonicLover 22-25, M Aug 15

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    My mom today asked me to clean at least one room in the house and I was reluctant and the subject ‘marriage’ came up. I told her that, no one can ever love me more than my...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    You are so used to hurting me. I guess i like you too much to even hang around every hurt and pain you will cause me, just patiently waiting and hoping one day that you will give...
    EternallyEphemeral EternallyEphemeral 26-30, F Aug 14

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    I search for parts of you in everyone I meet. I try to find something, anything that reminds me of you in each person, because while you may have made my head spin, my face blush...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I want to say thank you for setting me free. I never knew that I could breathe a fresh breath of air. If I knew three years ago what I know now I would have never picked you up...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    School starts for me on Monday the 17th and I am more than ready to go back. I will be starting 8th grade and this will be my last year of middle school before I make the big move...
    brianna747 brianna747 13-15, F Aug 13

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    Internal scream when you open the door and a hoarde of people walk past without a 'thank you'
    rylhce rylhce 16-17, F Aug 12

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    Yup this is very true ... Very very very true
    pangeaa pangeaa 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    My way of expressing gratitude towards someone is actually made through writing. Writing letters of Thank you. The same I do when it comes to making an apology. I find this way...
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Yesterday I posted about my feelings. My problems aren't new & won't just disappear. But it warmed my heart that there was concern, validation & kind words of support. So many of...
    deejustdee6969 deejustdee6969 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Received from one of my EP friends.... Dear Master, Thank you does not express how truly grateful I am to you for finding me. You have shown me there are good and worthy Doms...
    0000Master 0000Master 41-45, M Aug 10

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    I'm not sure which is worse... Missing you, or the fact that there's nothing I can do about it. :(
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I will never hurt you, but I will always be there for you. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here. I may only be 17 buy I have witnessed many experiences
    BlazeSeth BlazeSeth 16-17, M Aug 8