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I Punish And Hurt Myself More Than You Ever Can

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    Urges . I Need To Cut !

    Hi . Basically i have reall bad urges to cut and cant controll them iv jad to have stirches 9 times and im i one of thoes moods right now but i do t want to cut however i cant help it !!! Soneone told me to cut my neck and wear a scarf but i dont see how that could help Could...
    invisiblekid invisiblekid 13-15 May 24, 2012

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    My Beating Session

    "uhhhhh so bored" I said. So I then remembered that I went shopping yesterday and bought new clothes: a pink crop top with a silver star! I then decided to try them on with my short shorts! I put both items on along with some make up and the new brown heels I bought and went to...
    Pie11644 Pie11644 18-21, F Sep 28, 2012

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    I hate myself so freaking much!!! I tell myself i'm going to runaway and i tell my friends and i say goodbye but then i freaking go sickeningly weak! I just had to read those old...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I am not going to run after you every second just because you are in my mind 24/7 especially since you do not care. I can not change my mind but i can change my actions.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M Mar 21

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    I'm sitting here drinking beer listening to oldies ...my heart is hurting soo bad! I had promised myself I wouldn't let no man hurt me the first time you broke me.. and now 12...
    justhere25 justhere25 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    You were my first kiss. You were my first love. We would meet in a park after work and we would talk for hours, interrupted by kisses. We would laugh and I always thought that I...
    JohnnysAngel JohnnysAngel 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Wat do i do if i miss u too much? the more i think about you the more i want to get over you so that i never have to think about u.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M Mar 14

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    I miss you way too much. That is not fair.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Would you please say something. anything or just get angry i dont care but say something because i really really miss you.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I don't think he ever truly loved her if he never misses her. He goes on living life as if he never knew her. She was her and he was him, but she wasn't enough for him.
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I stopped checking clock around 10AM. I would get a message "go out", For my best time in the morning, While walking, Having your beauty on the screen, Having your beautiful voice...
    SensualRomantic SensualRomantic 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    As long as I get to be around you and talk to you, the rest it doesn't matter what you do to me.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Every single day I miss you. Even if I don't say it that doesn't mean I don't :P Same goes for "I love you" I really really do Emily and I always will. Even if I don't say it even...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Not even 12 hour later..., I miss you already. All of a sudden every love song reminded me of you. You're such a gentleman. Such a sweetheart. I'm truly blessed to have you in...
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm afraid that I am going to feel this lonely forever
    Blueskybird Blueskybird 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Anyone or anything you love more than you love yourself? Mine is Harry Styles and One Direction No kidding.
    eriloves1D eriloves1D 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Ever since I was younger, I don't react to disappointing others very well. I had always been wary about how they see me and how I should act around them because I feel like no one...
    JalynArr JalynArr 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    When my friend asked me what do I hold most dear to me, I answered, 'Happy' almost instinctively. Happy's the name of my 14 year old Cavalier King Charles' Spaniel. Isn't if...
    ihatemydad666 ihatemydad666 22-25, F Mar 8

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    I'd choose you every time! If I had every guy I've ever liked in my entire life lined up in front of me and they all felt the same way back right then I'd choose you every time! No...
    NRF25 NRF25 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wonder if I revealing you're really in anyone would really understand. Sometimes a Simone just to make sure no one is going to really feel and I show other emotions it...
    Sarahissad Sarahissad 22-25, F Mar 3

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    You left me without saying goodbye. I wished you would have said it. But then again you were blocked by me. But still even though I did that, I wish we had a chance to say goodbye...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    When I have a bad day or I'm upset, I look around the room at all the things that I could use to hurt myself. A straightener, tweezers. I'm a strong believer in god and am too...
    BrokenW1ng BrokenW1ng 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    It's 12:30 in the am. It's a cold evening but in a tolerable and comfy kinda way, so I decided to forego wearing a jacket and just went outside wearing old, ripped, denim shorts...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I need to believe this, more than ever. I have lost the one who believed in me even when I had abandoned all hope; one of the guiding lights of my life, but her legacy will live on...
    GracefullyFaceless GracefullyFaceless 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My life has typically brought me in contact with folks from many other cultures; college, career, my faith group. I decided I would try to learn the most basic phrases in the...
    dan13732 dan13732 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    If you really think you love your dog more than anyone else, think again. THINK AGAIN. I LOVE THIS DOG SO MUCH this little child of mine.
    Forestofwonders Forestofwonders 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    recovering sucks more than I thought it would ??
    recoveringteen00 recoveringteen00 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    You guys will probably not read this. I thank god every morning for letting me live and let me be where I'm at. Six years ago i was sleeping on the greyhound bus benches without a...
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    personally, I think it is only good and proper etiquette to thank someone who is providing a service to me. I do not like the new 'no problem' replacement for 'you're welcome...
    billytex1 billytex1 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    Dear Lord, Thank you so much for sour green mangoes and piri piri peppers!!!
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    when your best friend has a boyfriend, I feel like she is having another best friend who is closer than you. Don't get me wrong. I am happy for them but I just feel like being...
    PearisPear PearisPear 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    yes please and thank you is a must here or your in trouble
    btiny13 btiny13 70+ 2 Responses Mar 6

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    There is so much sharing of UN-happy, problems, sad and bad on this site. I want to thank those of you that share happy and good things. I really enjoy reading the writer work and...
    TheOldMountianMan TheOldMountianMan 61-65, M 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I was always taught as a child when growing up to say thank you and please. I was told that you do that when being polite and to show you appreciate what is being done. I have...
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Dominican Republic Four Canadians accept been bedfast in the Dominican Republic and are accused of demography allotment in a affray that asleep an Ontario teen. Badge say 19-year...
    fifacoinsarc fifacoinsarc 26-30, F Mar 8

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Mar 5

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    God gives us things that He knows we can get though! Me and my Marine have been together for 3 years. A lot has happened in that time but each time we get over it and become...
    MarineGirlfriendMary MarineGirlfriendMary 18-21, F Mar 6

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    I've been quite good at making people believe that I have control. Most of them know I'm a bit, as they would say, sad and down sometimes. But I kept my real feelings to myself. I...
    StEaMa StEaMa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I've been dealing with this for over 10 years now, most of this time I have been in a dark hole. It went as far as me losing all hope and even forgetting who I am, who I used to be...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 6

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    I put my feelings a side or just hide them to sort out or try and help with peoples problems. I do this for my friends, my family and even strangers who need support. I just don't...
    gabii354 gabii354 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I understand most of people in the world as I am able to think and feel keeping myself into their shoes.. And when I do that I realize that whatever someone has gone through, it's...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 15

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