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I Punish And Hurt Myself More Than You Ever Can

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    Urges . I Need To Cut !

    Hi . Basically i have reall bad urges to cut and cant controll them iv jad to have stirches 9 times and im i one of thoes moods right now but i do t want to cut however i cant help it !!! Soneone told me to cut my neck and wear a scarf but i dont see how that could help Could...
    invisiblekid invisiblekid 13-15 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    My Beating Session

    "uhhhhh so bored" I said. So I then remembered that I went shopping yesterday and bought new clothes: a pink crop top with a silver star! I then decided to try them on with my short shorts! I put both items on along with some make up and the new brown heels I bought and went to...
    Pie11644 Pie11644 18-21, F Sep 28, 2012

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    You will always be my hero, my role model, my mentor, my inspiration, my best friend, and my reason to smile. It was a foreign yet amazing feeling to finally have someone who truly...
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    Jake, It's been a while. And for some ungodly reason, I don't feel you anymore. It's been very tough and I sometimes feel numb at how lonely and dark I feel. I tried to hear your...
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    This is very true to me. I can be with a guy who is wonderful but I still find myself missing you at the end of the day. The love I have for you and your kids is so strong and I...
    hugsandkisses26 hugsandkisses26 22-25, F Sep 10

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    These past four months have been one hell of a roller coaster ride without you by my side. Your gone for a little while but not forever and your worth every minute of the wait But...
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    I would rather be with you than here.
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    It's seriously only been like 4 hours and I just want to be in her arms .. I miss her
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F Sep 1

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    i love you more than you will ever love me.
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    What is with all the girls posting pictures of themselves on this site, waiting for someone to confirm that they are pretty? Seriously ladies, be confident in your own skin, true...
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    From my journal, October 8, 2012 I was taking a walk this morning, and was enjoying how warm and toasty the sun felt on my shirt despite the cool temperatures. I was coming to a...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Its night once again... During the day I can pass off as if I'm okay... but I'm not... My mind just wants to shut down and not reawaken. I can smile, joke, and give advice... but...
    MysticallyForbidden MysticallyForbidden 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    On the safe haven of the internet, if someone has a different opinion than you then it will be war
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    (:') um.. using google translate) :') um, I know i never felt like this before, I love him so so much that I don't know how to think, and I don't know it just this is the first...
    Blazingdragon Blazingdragon 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I survived a depression thanks to my dog, it began in 2005, i was only 15, i didn't know what i was going to do, i was not myself, from being a happy always laughing type of girl...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    When I get frustrated or extremely upset or argue with someone I want to hurt myself. Its mainly when I argue with my close friends and mother. I feel so bad about things I said or...
    kleox7x kleox7x 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I hurt myself because it feels good to me and me and my best friend Alpha will continue to hurt other people see I like to make people feel my pain and my hurt that's why I hurt...
    dangerousperson dangerousperson 26-30, M Sep 1

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    I use razorblades to hurt myself, 'cause, sometimes, I'm so sad I'm in real pain. I have scars all over my wrists, so I'm always wearing a hoodie or jacket. I live in one of the...
    mymasochismtango mymasochismtango 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have started doing risky things - mainly meeting strangers for sex - to hurt myself. And it's working. I've been lucky so far that the men have been safe. But I keep pushing...
    chumiloons chumiloons 41-45, F Sep 4

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    I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything...
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    hey Sophie/Jenny/Inkheart i just had to say this again i love you and although chances are everyone on EP already knows that i just had to say it again i love you so so so so so so...
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    My granddad was rushed into hospital this week. No one told me. My mum decided to text me to let me know and 7pm. Meaning he'd been in the hospital for 13hours. "She claimed she...
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    I mean we all have more than one personality. My temper is changing. I am one person with my family, another with my friends and another with my lovers. I cannot be the same with...
    vailetking vailetking 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hey my name is Sophie and i joined this group because i love my boyfriend Ben more than anything he is my amazing angel he is my strength when i need it my happiness when i lose it...
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    I hate being ordinary but I guess I am. I look out into the world and think, omg, some people have such wonderful opurtunities and are so amazing in and out. But why? why am I so...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I read this as I believe everyone has more than one soul and I was so interested to see what you guys thought :(
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    I have to share this with y'all. I've been on experience project for almost 2 years or so(been off for a whole) and I can't thank the people that have supported me through thick...
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    Thank you for giving me more live than anyone, thank you for being the best, thank you for give me happyness (yes, happyness, f*@k orthography and sorry for that word) thank you...
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    I just want to say thank you to all the people on ep who listen and legitimately care about being there for others and needing someone to be there for us. There are millions of us...
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