I Purge Everything I Eat

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    I can't hold back anymore.

    No one close to me knows I have this urge and if they do...that don't take it seriously. No one cares. I want to stay skinny and the pains I'm getting from eating are too much. I have give into these urges. I can't hold back anymore. I'm trying to recover from anorexia, but now...
    Sicklygirl1 Sicklygirl1
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2015

    I cant help it but i purge everything.

    If i eat just one thing, it instantly comes up. That is probably why I no longer eat. I dont eat any meat (im vegan) or junk food or anything bad anymore but i still purge because of guilt. Im a little afraid to tell my therapist because she will tell my mother and that will not...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 8, 2014

    Used To

    I never wanted to stop! Everything I ate I'd purge, my nose would bleed, I'd weigh myself before I ate, before I purged and after, to try and calculate how much I got rid of, if it wasn't enough I'd purge by laxatives. Something clicked, that I wanted health, not puking my guts...
    MissMadz MissMadz
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2011

    I Purge All The Time

    I've been doing it for years. I say I'm going to stop, but I never do.  I don't know how to stop.  It's almost like an addiction. Can you get addicted to something like this? I want to stop so badly. I try.
    CuteandTwisted CuteandTwisted
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2010

    Eh.

    I do that some days.I do that most days actually.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    2 Responses Jul 19, 2011
    Bungholio55 Bungholio55
    16-17, F
    Mar 31, 2015
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