I Push Everyone Away From Me

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    I value my alone time.

    ...a lot! It seems whenever I get close to someone they need to live in my pocket. I find it oppressive and a complete turn off. I have lived with others for short periods of time and hated it. I would never be able to get married. When someone gets really close I start being a...
    LolaPlum74 LolaPlum74
    41-45, F
    May 28, 2014

    I feel like I'm going to mess up anyways.

    . So I just need not to talk.. I just need them to go away, no matter how much I love them, no matter how much I cry for giving them up... I just don't want them to leave because I'm stupid and say/do the worst things to people ... 😢😢
    callmejo4 callmejo4
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    Im a kind of a loner.

    ...... :( I noticed that i push everyone that loves me away. I refuse to talk to my mom about my true feelings, i hide things from my therapist i avoid my friends i have this one really good friend but at all times i avoid her texts and her desperate attempts to see me i also...
    Dsanders13 Dsanders13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2014

    What Can I Say?

    I've been screwed over too many times by people I was supposed to be able to trust. It's done. I don't trust anyone now, and I don't get too close. It saves me the trouble of getting stabbed in the back again.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2010

    I recently pushed a friend away

    and he made me feel really guilty about it. I did not do it on purpose...i can't help but push people who i care the most about away from me. I tried explaining this to him but he did not understand. Nothing is the same between me and him anymore...He even told me he wouldn't...
    nellag7 nellag7
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015
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