I Quit Searching

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    Part 2 Second year is an interesting story. So much happened and yet so little. It started well, I returned to Uni and thanks to that final night out we’d all become friends...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    afraid i'll spend my life throwing sheets over beds trying to make the silhouette you left on the right side of the mattress disappear i still see your smile every day i lie...
    lovelyss lovelyss
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    I first joined Experience Project in late 2009. For some time, I had thought there ought to be some kind of website where people can anonymously share thoughts that they don't...
    AnarchyRules AnarchyRules
    36-40, M
    Apr 20
    Did it and doing it!!! I've quit smokin' and am currently getting in shape! Best way, I think, is to pick something that is more about, say, prowess than 'getting in shape.' The...
    Cabria Cabria
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    Do I quit or toughen the **** up? I am a 22 year old college student. I got a job as a personal banker about a month ago. Before this, I worked as a cashier at a fast food place...
    harleyquinn16 harleyquinn16
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    It's funny. So many want to be your friend and add you but as soon as you tell them you don't send pictures it's 'good bye' and the females are as bad as the males
    Cupcakestoy Cupcakestoy
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    i wish my life would be full of happiness but it's opposite of that no happiness 😔 I'm turning 19 in 2 months. From the childhood till now i never experienced what is happiness...
    alwaysthereforY0u alwaysthereforY0u
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    I don't usually care about what people think of me, but this person, I do care. I care very much and he hates me because he thinks I'm a slag. When I never lied, nor cheated...
    LittleLover19 LittleLover19
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    Yeah I'm here searching for something, though I know it's going to be gone soon - but hey, I can say I tried, right? Another night, another strange numbing sensation that I can't...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 17
    I PRAY THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS SEARCH FOR ME The irony of life is that the things that are easily found are seldom the most rewarding. A corollary to that might be that the thing...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 17
    With the end near and seeing some of the negativity that has been presented about EP, I wanted to take a few moments and tell everyone about the positive that EP brought to my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Apr 16
    There is an alternative for teens to post their experiences and to comment on the experiences and concerns of others once EP closes its doors in a few days. Go to http://www.teen...
    Humanist321 Humanist321
    70+, M
    Apr 16
    Well, I believe in angels, by experience. Sometimes they whisper, sometimes they act subtly, and a few times they have to act with effort and nearly openly. I remember one I...
    santiago7649 santiago7649
    46-50, M
    Apr 15
    I'm an ambivert, which means I'm neither a true extrovert, nor a true introvert. Some times I'm outgoing, other times I don't have three words to say because I feel shy suddenly...
    PeanutsauntieP1982 PeanutsauntieP1982
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    Yes I want a mistress and yes I want to find friends on here but I'm not going to send pictures of myself, respect that and I'll respect you! It's just how I work, just wanted to...
    0FallingSky0 0FallingSky0
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    I am a beta-male, introverted, nearly friendless, 20 year-old. That entire sentence will be read as a negative. Pity will have seeped into your opinion of me before you even...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 12
    This is it. I'm done. Don't worry, I'm not killing myself. Just leaving this website. I need to get outside and live life, not stay in talking to strangers that I've got nothing in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 12
    This is it. I'm done. Don't worry, I'm not killing myself. Just leaving this website. I need to get outside and live life, not stay in talking to strangers that I've got nothing in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    How did I do it. I wasn't in love with you for first few months but the way you loved me and care for me I fall in love with you. As I start falling in love with you. You was...
    rosecr rosecr
    36-40, F
    Apr 12
    Oh sad, I like this site so much, i enjoyed reading experiences from other members here especially those i can relate much. Advices from such problems posted here help a lot. It...
    cutifyedz cutifyedz
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    I don't like the word "Quit" I prefer the term "leave" I have been using this site on multiple accounts for nearly 2-3 years, I'm not sure how long but I've been a pretty dedicated...
    JessDollio JessDollio
    16-17, F
    Apr 10
    Chubs and Nubs were supposed to stay in our garage, to control the mouse population. Then we decided to move, but they didn't like their new surroundings, so they became house cats...
    Boshie Boshie
    66-70, F
    Apr 10
    I kinda just want someone to be with, you know? Someone to love. Someone to love me. My whole life I've never had anyone to connect to in a way that's meaningful and sincere for me...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 10
    The winds of change! They are blowing and continuing! What a wonderous fate befalls me, and oh how eager I am to receive it! Enough of that, but seriously, WOW! I'm super...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    Like many, I came across Experience Project when I needed it most. It was a time in my life when everything had been going wrong and I felt completely alienated from everyone in my...
    KnightBlade KnightBlade
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    Had To Fall In Love by The Moody Blues https://youtu.be/1cO-g6orYGI What mattered to me was the right to be free Like I'll be someday I'm waiting for my heart to lead the way...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7
    I expected to feel differently when I saw the girl who gave me her heart post a picture with her new boyfriend. I expected to feel jealous. I expected to watch the seams burst...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 7
    I think i made the right choice that i quit my job! ;D I didnt regret that. i will never regret that! ;D I quit my job last December 2015. I have been working my *** off since 2011...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 7
    Part Three. My life story. June 2005 So much had happened in this short amount of time, and I couldn't figure out how to deal with it. My mom had finally taken the time to...
    pastelstars pastelstars
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    Back to searching for a job. My current company has filed bankruptcy and not hiring new people. Its to the point where hardly anyone is here. You could fit everyone on one side of...
    meleternal meleternal
    26-30, F
    Apr 5
    DESPERATELY SEARCHING FOR A GOODBYE SONG .. ...and I found it... The 21 st of April will arrive too soon and my childhood fears of goodbyes will haunt me. I never learnt how to...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    I saw this today and thought it was fitting...... Life becomes a lot easier when you learn to accept the apology you never got....... Sometimes you won't get any answers or an...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 4
    I am still searching for my soulmate. Sigh!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4
    I could use help as a child I had vison dreams that usually always came true in one way or another, and young teen I was able to read someone and tell a bit about them by picture...
    Strivexwolf Strivexwolf
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    So I have a Tennessee to cut myself as I shave my legs and decided to try and find an alternative. I found searching a combination of him for oil a white round pepper equal parts...
    lovelylady51 lovelylady51
    51-55, T
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I am Nada, a 22 year old Saudi girl and a senior at the College of Languages and Translation. I feel I am living the life of a robot , programmed to do specific set of actions...
    saudifemale saudifemale
    22-25, F
    Apr 3
    Yes, I'm an 'early' or 'scout' Crystal and BlueRay Child. Having always known that I was very different and a lightworker, (as I used to call myself decades before this term was...
    artsparkle111 artsparkle111
    31-35, F
    Apr 3
    I've smoked marijuana twice, both for sh'its and giggles. First time didn't do sh'it to me, and the second one was only a buzz. So, I thought I'd try it a third time. During a...
    jasonBK1 jasonBK1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    I can't recall exactly how I found EP. I may have been searching for information on some kind of kinky sexual activity, and when it came up, I was intrigued and explored further...
    HazelMotes HazelMotes
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Apr 2
    Like many of you, I found EP by accident. Heart hurting, broken, emotionally drained - I wasn't even sure what I was searching for. I only knew I needed help, answers. I came...
    Blissfullybeautiful Blissfullybeautiful
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 2
    I always had troubles scocialy, in school and out. I never quite fit into any sort of sterotype, so I was constantly bullied. I was bullied so much that in 3rd grade, my mom pulled...
    DropsOfSadness DropsOfSadness
    13-15, F
    Apr 2
    I'm a sexy Indian gay 29 years old but searching a good friend to maintain and sharing in my life to enjoy I am very to join this group and please anyone in Bangalore please...
    PATTNAIK PATTNAIK
    26-30, M
    Apr 2
    This will be one of the last things that I will be posting here. I just want to thank everyone that I came in contact with via EP. I've met some very amazing people on here. I...
    Pilotbob75 Pilotbob75
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
    Bringin' on The Heartache by Def Leppard https://youtu.be/TiR71VvCYks Gypsy, sittin' lookin' pretty The broken rose with laughin' eyes You're a mystery, always runnin' wild...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 1
    right now, trying to sleep but to frustratef
    JimMorrisonsGhost JimMorrisonsGhost
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Apr 1
    "I am getting tired of my boyfriend's ways" not so accurate. Something along the line with... that kind of topic. Lewis was my classmate that I never really cared for. In fact, I...
    verzhen verzhen
    26-30, F
    Apr 1
    I came across this song randomly and i love the lyrics, songs kinda cheesy tho. <3 I know I make mistakes and I can let you down don't always find the words to say for all this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 1
    i want that kind of love where when it ends... which it eventually will. I'm not sad but happy that I got to experience that kind of love. I long for that kind of love.... i'll be...
    powerStorm powerStorm
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 1
    i became an alcohol addict 2 years ago since my divorce now am having a health n mental problems am quitting this is my second day hope it will work this time n return to my normal...
    Alicedreams Alicedreams
    31-35, F
    Mar 31
    I'm quite pleased with this little creation haha. Got bored at work so started typing. As I sat in my chair watching everyone dance across the dance floor in such wonder, I...
    wonderland63893 wonderland63893
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 31
    Four and a half years ago I met someone who wound up changing my life forever. I'll call her M. I had known OF her for years, as she was three grades behind me in school, but I had...
    UnpolishedGemini UnpolishedGemini
    36-40, M
    Mar 31
    I just want to start off by saying that I haven't been diagnosed with Hyperhydrosis but to me its obvious that I have it because I sweat excessively to the extent that it ruins my...
    wanttobehappy123 wanttobehappy123
    18-21, F
    Mar 30
    I love doing it at the library, because then you have to keep quiet about it. I always do it secretly under the table, and I don't think anyone has caught me yet.
    cherry41 cherry41
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 30
    Was writing to an ep friend today, and wanted to try something new. Thought I might share it. -------------------------------------------- Blue sky, black heart. Yellow sun, I...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Mar 30
    this is just the beginning but i planed on posting it in parts. i know im not gana be able to post any more because ep is leaving but here it is. an if ep ever returns ill add...
    robotredneck robotredneck
    18-21, M
    Mar 30
    I'm looking for someone interested in ANR/ABF in the Charlotte NC area. Had this experience before with someone but they moved away. After I was recently hospitalized I came out...
    Iamseron Iamseron
    31-35, M
    Mar 30
    I Know You're Out There Somewhere by The Moody Blues https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjImFYf2Vzc I know you're out there somewhere Somewhere, somewhere I know I'll find you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 30
    Why do we feel so deeply about things that tear us apart? Is my life always going to be this way? Will I ever be able to find inner peace and meaning in my life, or are am I...
    Jessicahash Jessicahash
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 30
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