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I Randomly Get Depressed

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    Yeah...well..

    I do get depressed randomly. Not a lot. It just happens. :/ Just does...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    I will get randomly depressed.

    I don't know why. I just get really sad. If something bad happens, I get panic attacks. It feels like someone is taking the air away from me. It can last for a day or months. it depends.it just randomly happens.
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2014

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    I have my good days and my bad days.

    One day I'll wake up super happy and I'll curl my hair, pick out a cute outfit, and smile all day. Other days I won't shower, throw on random clothes, and pout because no one texted me all day and I don't feel loved.
    namedashley namedashley 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I'm not a depressed person.

    I just have my moments. Thankfully they don't last long.
    1forHIM 1forHIM 22-25, F Jan 14

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    Always Combating

    It's getting too much of a hassle to deal with.  It interferes with my relationships with people.  The sheer amount of negativity I dish out on myself in front of people makes those around me feel ****** because they can't help.And if they're not feeling ****** from it, they...
    ThePeryton ThePeryton 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2011

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    It's Weird.

    I was quite happy for most of today.... not completely happy but happier than normal... and now I'm depressed. I always just randomly get into a really bad mood. Small things always set it off, I can't help it. Especially at night times.. I'm happy one moment and then the next I...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    :) :(

    i can be really happy one second then i get depressed really fast and i stay depressed for the rest of the day. it sucks cuz sometimes i will start to cry randomly
    ladonna14 ladonna14 13-15, F Aug 22, 2011

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    I feel very lonely right now.

    ..my life is going great, I'm still in school, I have an amazing job, and I have a lot of friends and family, but for some reason, I feel unimportant, like the world can go on perfectly without me, I feel very lonely, and I'm single.... i don't know what's going on I feel bad...
    Anil96 Anil96 18-21, M Oct 25, 2014

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    I'm not pretty I'm not beautiful,

    I was told although middle school that I was ugly even fugly sometimes, and all through out middle school and high school I'm friends with some one who keeps telling me about all the guys that like her and how a lot of guys tell her that she pretty, beautiful and how they cheer...
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Blitzkrieg Of The Heart & Soul

    So i was reading part of this book online, supposed to be a memoir of some Anorexic/Bulimic chic. & strangleuy enough im reading this thing & its not the weight loss or gain or behaviors or obsessions that get me.. its the bluntness of the narrarators language, idk she just seems...
    sewXmyselfXshut sewXmyselfXshut 18-21, F Aug 18, 2011

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    I'm having one of those weeks

    where nothing just seems to make me truly happy and laugh. True, there's been a lot of stress lately, but that's never knew to me. I have lots of things to be happy about otherwise. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me for who I am and is committed to this relationship and...
    akane94 akane94 18-21, F Sep 25, 2014

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    Like one moment I'm perfectly fine

    and the next I want to slit me wrists? Am I going crazy
    Bonjovi11 Bonjovi11 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Meh

    This dude that cheated on me is going to the lake with one of my best friends over spring break and it ****** me off cuz he's gonna get her in bed then go cheat on her and be a bytch then slap her. And yeah.... And thinking of this makes me sad cuz yeah. He just makes me sad cuz...
    Julienne4wonder Julienne4wonder 13-15, F Mar 29, 2012

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    I just wish I could be the hilarious & fun

    person I am with my friends. I have little friends now and even though that's a good thing, I do get lonely still. I have very loyal people by my side and it took a lot of pain & experience to get & keep them. That's why I'm here. I'm out the city (again) I'm in a new high...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 18-21, F Jul 26, 2014

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    It's not really random though.

    With my thought process i start thinking then it leads to thoughts of What I could do to mess things up. I don't want to do those things but with my luck....I could screw everything up.
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 12, 2014

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    I am naturally a very happy

    and contained person, but sometimes with no reason at all I feel really down and feel depressed and I wont seem to get out of it easily. The thing is, I don't get sad I either am happy or depressed and that's the bad part.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 14, 2014

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    Left Without A Thing

    you looked at me as ur slave you stowed me away in your darkest closet. and yet i let you do everything to me. you grabbed me by the heart and took my soul. now all that is left is a hole. a hole so deep that thing go in and never come back out. a whole so deep you cant find ur...
    cantbreakfree cantbreakfree 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    Some times I can be as happy

    as can be but then I think about all of the scars and battles I've been through and I get so down and depressed sometimes it last for days some times it
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F Dec 28, 2013

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    Why?

    i really dont know why. but at the weridest moments i feel so depressed. Nothing could happen and i still feel like everything sucks. and sometimes i feel like crying. i just wish i could be happy like when i was younger.
    cantstop4 cantstop4 16-17 1 Response Apr 5, 2009

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    Sometimes I just get depressed

    for no reason at all. I don't understand why. It's so strange. Sometimes I just feel like disappearing. It has just started and it is confusing me. I just feel stuck sometimes. :/
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 13-15, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Active

    Yeah it happens to us all. I just gotta stay active so i can't think about it then i will be just fine.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 11 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    Sometimes I think so much

    that it's my mind is my own worst enemy. Usually when it's my girly time of the month, (sorry) I get super emotional and start thinking about everything at once. My family, friends, school, work, my relationship, my health, my apartment, money, etc. I just think about what is...
    lydianneverly lydianneverly 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I do and I don't even know

    why sometimes. I'll be having a perfect conversation then out of no where I want to cry or I just have something hit me hard and I don't know what it is then I start shutting down. I don't know why.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    how is it that one night you can be

    so close to disappearing and then, the next morning, the sun rises and you get out of bed and put a smile on your face and talk and laugh and it’s as though nothing happened…deep down it’s there, but it stays stuffed away…inappropriate for reality....
    marthabenzis marthabenzis 22-25, F May 18, 2014

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    the crazy in me keeps visiting my world like a

    bad house guest that won't leave. the person I truly am is afraid to fight and regain power over the crazy and so I find myself walking through the thick and painful darkness.
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F Jan 15

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    Yeah Pretty Much

    One minute ill be fine and pretty normal then idk i would just get drepressed out of no where. Its very random.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
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    It's weird to admit that. Actually it's almost scary to admit being depressed. Until recently I couldn't even form the words 'I'm depressed', and honestly I still have trouble...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    So, I'm a 16 y/o who's depressed, big deal... That's what I want to be believe. Anyway, I've been depressed for over 2 years, it affected me so much that it got to the point that...
    freedeer freedeer 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I do not know what to ******* do right now!!! I have been depressed these days!!! I feel lonely, I feel like no cares for me and it is like everyday !!! I feel ugly !!! I am so...
    Katt007 Katt007 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I have been feeling depressed for so many years now I'd rather not count, but I am really starting to question will ever get any bettet for me. As every time I allow myself to...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    When I feel depressed the thought of eating sickens me. If I am severely depressed I could starve myself for days on end up to a week, instead I drink up to 4 V cans a day (a drink...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I won't lie, I have suicidal thoughts.. I constantly have a battle with my thoughts and I'm very depressed. I can't even find someone who is loyal enough for me, I am bullied, I...
    YoyoDuckyMomo YoyoDuckyMomo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    At first I did not know I am depressed. I was just...sad, and completely lack motivation in everything. My chest always feels heavy?not literally?and it is like having a dark and...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I haven't been on here in a really long time. But I'm getting really desperate. I've been in so much physical pain I can't even watch tv anymore. I just wandered around my house...
    Invisibleninja12 Invisibleninja12 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Everywhere I go I don't belong Everywhere I go I am lonely Everywhere I go I am ignored Everywhere I go I am talked about Everywhere I go I am depressed All I want to do is die...
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Depression sucks it is something hat cannot be removed easily , when u tell someone not to be depressed it is like telling a blind man to see clearly . Getting depressed cannot be...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I hate it that I don't know what to say when I see a depressed person's story on here. I am an albino with weak eyesight and I hate the sun. My father passed away when I was nine...
    anonymousmuslimteen anonymousmuslimteen 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I'm depressed, very depressed I could use a trustworthy person to talk to ...
    blondiebieber17 blondiebieber17 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Just depressed... Wanna cry kinda depressed.
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Feeling depressed lately. Not really sure why. Wishing I felt motivated and happy. But instead I seem to be tired and in pain, and just unhappy. My husband seems to be happy, he's...
    st4rshine st4rshine 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Been depressed lately, just shook it off now finally. Now get my sh-t back on track, new year resolution drink more water, dehydration can lead to depression.
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight 18-21 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I just can't shake this feeling. I've been depressed for a very long time. it just keeps getting worse and worse. it physically hurts. No matter what i do, the pain won't go away...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I Hate being at parties or around people when I feel depressed. I feel like I will cry at any moment and that would be a disaster. Everyone asking what's wrong when I don't know...
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    so frigging depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It's one of those mornings. I feel beyond depressed, and I don't want to die at the moment... but that constantly changes. I feel like there is no hope and nothing in my life will...
    ally109 ally109 22-25, F Jan 1

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    really depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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