I Randomly Get Depressed

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    Blitzkrieg Of The Heart & Soul

    So i was reading part of this book online, supposed to be a memoir of some Anorexic/Bulimic chic. & strangleuy enough im reading this thing & its not the weight loss or gain or behaviors or obsessions that get me.. its the bluntness of the narrarators language, idk she just seems...
    sewXmyselfXshut sewXmyselfXshut
    18-21, F
    Aug 18, 2011

    Why?

    i really dont know why. but at the weridest moments i feel so depressed. Nothing could happen and i still feel like everything sucks. and sometimes i feel like crying. i just wish i could be happy like when i was younger.
    cantstop4 cantstop4
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 5, 2009

    Always Combating

    It's getting too much of a hassle to deal with.  It interferes with my relationships with people.  The sheer amount of negativity I dish out on myself in front of people makes those around me feel ****** because they can't help.And if they're not feeling ****** from it, they...
    ThePeryton ThePeryton
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2011

    Yeah Pretty Much

    One minute ill be fine and pretty normal then idk i would just get drepressed out of no where. Its very random.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

    how is it that one night you can be

    so close to disappearing and then, the next morning, the sun rises and you get out of bed and put a smile on your face and talk and laugh and it’s as though nothing happened…deep down it’s there, but it stays stuffed away…inappropriate for reality....
    marthabenzis marthabenzis
    26-30, F
    May 18, 2014

    I have my good days and my bad days.

    One day I'll wake up super happy and I'll curl my hair, pick out a cute outfit, and smile all day. Other days I won't shower, throw on random clothes, and pout because no one texted me all day and I don't feel loved.
    namedashley namedashley
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2015

    I'm not pretty I'm not beautiful,

    I was told although middle school that I was ugly even fugly sometimes, and all through out middle school and high school I'm friends with some one who keeps telling me about all the guys that like her and how a lot of guys tell her that she pretty, beautiful and how they cheer...
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2014

    And when I do get depressed,

    I just want to be alone. I push everyone away for fear that I'll just bother or annoy them. Or perhaps it's because I just don't want to talk about it.. I'm not sure. All I know is that I push people away. My heart just goes cold, and I lose the ability to see things as they...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2015

    Your own people are useless

    who to blame ... Don't have a space for stress .. Will take it easy ... Atleast I m alive
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    Apr 5

    I just wish I could be the hilarious & fun

    person I am with my friends. I have little friends now and even though that's a good thing, I do get lonely still. I have very loyal people by my side and it took a lot of pain & experience to get & keep them. That's why I'm here. I'm out the city (again) I'm in a new high...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 26, 2014

    :) :(

    i can be really happy one second then i get depressed really fast and i stay depressed for the rest of the day. it sucks cuz sometimes i will start to cry randomly
    ladonna14 ladonna14
    13-15, F
    Aug 22, 2011

    Some times I can be as happy

    as can be but then I think about all of the scars and battles I've been through and I get so down and depressed sometimes it last for days some times it
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid
    18-21, F
    Dec 28, 2013

    I don't think I have depression

    but its the easiest way to sum up today. It is just "meh" lack of emotion is pretty soul crushing, which is what seems to have happened as soon as it hit noon a few hours back. Just feels like a waste of a perfectly good day off, oh well hopefully things pick up soon!
    Sportser Sportser
    26-30, M
    Mar 17, 2015

    I am naturally a very happy

    and contained person, but sometimes with no reason at all I feel really down and feel depressed and I wont seem to get out of it easily. The thing is, I don't get sad I either am happy or depressed and that's the bad part.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 14, 2014

    In the darkest reaches of my heart sits a small

    girl. She doesn't know me, yet she affects me every day. She's anxious. She's sad. She cries all the time. The poor girl is so desperate. I can handle her. She only wants a friend. I've been her friend for a very long time. You see, she may not know me, but I know her very...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    Apr 8

    Sometimes I just get depressed

    for no reason at all. I don't understand why. It's so strange. Sometimes I just feel like disappearing. It has just started and it is confusing me. I just feel stuck sometimes. :/
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2014

    Active

    Yeah it happens to us all. I just gotta stay active so i can't think about it then i will be just fine.
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    11 Responses Mar 26, 2010

    Left Without A Thing

    you looked at me as ur slave you stowed me away in your darkest closet. and yet i let you do everything to me. you grabbed me by the heart and took my soul. now all that is left is a hole. a hole so deep that thing go in and never come back out. a whole so deep you cant find ur...
    cantbreakfree cantbreakfree
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2011

    Like today. It's pretty dangerous to be alone,

    cuz you get absorbed in your own thoughts and they turn out to be really insane and psychotic. You have those thoughts running in your head, but you still feel emotionally empty and physically weak.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone
    13-15, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    I feel very lonely right now.

    ..my life is going great, I'm still in school, I have an amazing job, and I have a lot of friends and family, but for some reason, I feel unimportant, like the world can go on perfectly without me, I feel very lonely, and I'm single.... i don't know what's going on I feel bad...
    Anil96 Anil96
    18-21, M
    Oct 25, 2014

    Those niggling feelings you get,

    that hang over you like web, you just can't get that sensation off your skin...trying to smile and it only lasts so long before it falls and I go back to being inside my husk
    sillyduck28 sillyduck28
    22-25, F
    Dec 1, 2015

    The sky was cloudy when I drove back with my boy

    after his haircut. It was 4.30 pm. Suddenly, my mind went into rewind mode. It is the same road I drive my boy for his badminton training every week more than a year ago. What else could a woman do at 4.30 pm on a Sunday afternoon to mend a broken heart? I remember those days...
    novembermoon novembermoon
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 20

    Like one moment I'm perfectly fine

    and the next I want to slit me wrists? Am I going crazy
    Bonjovi11 Bonjovi11
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    I sometimes get randomly depressed,

    to where I don't even know why. and then my friends ask what's wrong and I tell them that I'm not sure but they end up getting mad at me for not telling them the truth when I really am :
    ILoveMeBands ILoveMeBands
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    I've been randomly feeling depressed

    since I was in the third grade. At least that's the earliest that I can remember, and remember vividly. I locked myself in my room and put a bag over my head. That's the closest I've ever gotten to attempting... This feeling would come to me randomly, or something would just...
    Jaivous Jaivous
    22-25, F
    Feb 27, 2015

    Meh

    This dude that cheated on me is going to the lake with one of my best friends over spring break and it ****** me off cuz he's gonna get her in bed then go cheat on her and be a bytch then slap her. And yeah.... And thinking of this makes me sad cuz yeah. He just makes me sad cuz...
    Julienne4wonder Julienne4wonder
    13-15, F
    Mar 29, 2012

    I will get randomly depressed.

    I don't know why. I just get really sad. If something bad happens, I get panic attacks. It feels like someone is taking the air away from me. It can last for a day or months. it depends.it just randomly happens.
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    Depressed right now. Feel like crap,

    tears and thinking too much!
    staceyx2016 staceyx2016
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 18

    Ok. So I secretly had a boyfriend once,

    and when I broke up with him, I got so sad. Wait not sad, depressed. I didn't even like him, and yet, I got like super depressed. I thought suicidaly and seriously injured other people's feelings, because if they said something I didn't like, I would explode in rage at them. I...
    Jossy7899 Jossy7899
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2015
    Alaska127 Alaska127
    13-15, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    It's not really random though.

    With my thought process i start thinking then it leads to thoughts of What I could do to mess things up. I don't want to do those things but with my luck....I could screw everything up.
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    Sep 12, 2014

    Sometimes I think so much

    that it's my mind is my own worst enemy. Usually when it's my girly time of the month, (sorry) I get super emotional and start thinking about everything at once. My family, friends, school, work, my relationship, my health, my apartment, money, etc. I just think about what is...
    lydianneverly lydianneverly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2014

    I do and I don't even know

    why sometimes. I'll be having a perfect conversation then out of no where I want to cry or I just have something hit me hard and I don't know what it is then I start shutting down. I don't know why.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    the crazy in me keeps visiting my world like a

    bad house guest that won't leave. the person I truly am is afraid to fight and regain power over the crazy and so I find myself walking through the thick and painful darkness.
    tsnuggles tsnuggles
    36-40, F
    Jan 15, 2015

    I'm not a depressed person.

    I just have my moments. Thankfully they don't last long.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    It's Weird.

    I was quite happy for most of today.... not completely happy but happier than normal... and now I'm depressed. I always just randomly get into a really bad mood. Small things always set it off, I can't help it. Especially at night times.. I'm happy one moment and then the next I...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 7, 2009

    Yeah...well..

    I do get depressed randomly. Not a lot. It just happens. :/ Just does...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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