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I Realized I Have Serious Issues

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    Use 2 Want 2 Kill

    yeah,im use to be real low in life that i thought tomorrow would never come,but of course it did.mom would blame me 4 everything and say that i was a ****(****?i dont know how to spell it)i had messed up ideas to how to kill her,drowning,stabbing and even posioning.but i couldnt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 26, 2011

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    I Know I Rant And Have Confusion Around Me

    I know I would baffle a psychologist. I know I have deep trust issues and issues over who to trust. I am sick of being abused and sexually molestered at and sexually controled. I am sick of being a play thing for twisted people. I want to know the truth. I want to know why? My...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 24, 2011

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    I Have Issues

               UP DATE  on this blog first written back in 2010 yeah I have money issues , last week things were going on about my husbands ssd well i had a panic atack so bad i had to call my doctor , see back in 2001 my life changed i lefted a 20 year relationship...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    "Weakness is living in denial.

    Only the strongest people ask for help."
    KaylenG2121 KaylenG2121 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    Fellows, I decided to get an appointment with

    the resident psychologist at my university. It's tough, breaking the facade and revealing you need help.
    Gestalt Gestalt 18-21 Aug 24, 2014

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    I have anger management issues,

    which I have been working on since I've noticed them. However, no matter how long and hard someone has been working on controlling their anger, there's always a limit before they just snap, and I think that everyone makes it their personal goal to find that limit or that one...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    One minute I can be super happy

    and the next I'm just like depressed. It's a good thing I don't make rash decisions when I'm feeling like this. I would probably up and move to a different state and not talk to anyone for a while. I'm sure doctors would say I have some kind of disorder. Well, I do have OCD, but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I Need Advi Ce

    I used to be friends with this girl named katie* she started to backstab me and make fun of me she had to get the numbers of guys that i knew and text them and she had to talk to people on facebook that she does not know. I knew her facebook password and i went on it to read her...
    clarebearDRail clarebearDRail 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2009

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    I've Realized

    I've realized,Serious issues,'Ave 'em,Like most others,Sad,But true.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 10, 2012

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    That moment when you're speaking to three other

    girls in your age group and all three can't seem to understand why you're so "uptight" about life and sex. As if I wanted to be like this. As if I at all understand why I don't have a single experimenting bone in my body.
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    Okay try to figure this out.

    I have issues about the issues I am having that are giving me more issues that are making me have feelings that may be big that are now making me have judgments about those orignal issues that now make me judge my judging about those original issues that started all this.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    Oh I So Know I Do

    Yesterday I sat in bed, which at the time was turned into a bed, ( I have a tiny studio apartment I am trying to safe space).  I sat there feeling numb and alone really alone not just alone because I was, but because I feel like there a void in my life. I sat there just...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2010

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    See this is how I know I know I have trust issues, because I've been hurt so much, I'm so easily mislead that it hurts so much to find out the other persons intention wasn't the...