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I Realized I Have Serious Issues

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 182 People

    I Know I Rant And Have Confusion Around Me

    I know I would baffle a psychologist. I know I have deep trust issues and issues over who to trust. I am sick of being abused and sexually molestered at and sexually controled. I am sick of being a play thing for twisted people. I want to know the truth. I want to know why? My...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 24, 2011

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    I Have Issues

               UP DATE  on this blog first written back in 2010 yeah I have money issues , last week things were going on about my husbands ssd well i had a panic atack so bad i had to call my doctor , see back in 2001 my life changed i lefted a 20 year relationship...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    I have anger management issues,

    which I have been working on since I've noticed them. However, no matter how long and hard someone has been working on controlling their anger, there's always a limit before they just snap, and I think that everyone makes it their personal goal to find that limit or that one...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    "Weakness is living in denial.

    Only the strongest people ask for help."
    KaylenG2121 KaylenG2121 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    Fellows, I decided to get an appointment with

    the resident psychologist at my university. It's tough, breaking the facade and revealing you need help.
    Gestalt Gestalt 18-21 Aug 24, 2014

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    One minute I can be super happy

    and the next I'm just like depressed. It's a good thing I don't make rash decisions when I'm feeling like this. I would probably up and move to a different state and not talk to anyone for a while. I'm sure doctors would say I have some kind of disorder. Well, I do have OCD, but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    That moment when you're speaking to three other

    girls in your age group and all three can't seem to understand why you're so "uptight" about life and sex. As if I wanted to be like this. As if I at all understand why I don't have a single experimenting bone in my body.
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    Okay try to figure this out.

    I have issues about the issues I am having that are giving me more issues that are making me have feelings that may be big that are now making me have judgments about those orignal issues that now make me judge my judging about those original issues that started all this.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    Use 2 Want 2 Kill

    yeah,im use to be real low in life that i thought tomorrow would never come,but of course it did.mom would blame me 4 everything and say that i was a ****(****?i dont know how to spell it)i had messed up ideas to how to kill her,drowning,stabbing and even posioning.but i couldnt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 26, 2011

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    Oh I So Know I Do

    Yesterday I sat in bed, which at the time was turned into a bed, ( I have a tiny studio apartment I am trying to safe space).  I sat there feeling numb and alone really alone not just alone because I was, but because I feel like there a void in my life. I sat there just...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2010

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    I Need Advi Ce

    I used to be friends with this girl named katie* she started to backstab me and make fun of me she had to get the numbers of guys that i knew and text them and she had to talk to people on facebook that she does not know. I knew her facebook password and i went on it to read her...
    clarebearDRail clarebearDRail 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2009

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    I've Realized

    I've realized,Serious issues,'Ave 'em,Like most others,Sad,But true.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 10, 2012

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    I have really bad trust issues. I always feel like people are just messing with me and are trying to hurt me. this causes me to push people out of my life. I hate this about myself...
    jessical6 jessical6 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Too many. Way too many. People, a lot of those I've come across, lie, make false promises, make you believe in them and then show you the the other side of the picture, the reality...
    FallingApart33 FallingApart33 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wouldn't exactly say I had anger issues, because I am that quiet one, but I feel like when people treat me like sh*t, I'll just let it go for that moment and go on with my day. I...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    My Mom left my dad and I when I was 18 mo.old, my Grandmother tried to get me adopted at about 4 years old. My stepmother abused me physically,emotionally,sexually and any other...
    whiplash22 whiplash22 61-65, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I have totally given up on hoping to ever trust anyone. I cannot even trust my own mother. That bond broke today just a little bit more and I don't know if I have much more...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm super ******* lonely and all I want is a boyfriend, but every guy who shows an interest in me I just brush them off. As soon as I find out that they like me it makes me super...
    rainbro rainbro 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been with him on and off for about a year and a half. We've got back together and have been with one another for about 6 months now. Things have taken a bit of a turn...
    HaightStreet HaightStreet 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really dont trust and it ruins my relationships with people. . . its toxic to my life and i wish i could change it. . . . but people keep abusing my trust. . this has happened...
    212panda 212panda 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know what to say about this. All I know is that I swear far too much and get into too many arguments. I have done things in the past that I'm not proud of. I've shouted at...
    skeletoncliquetop skeletoncliquetop 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    this boy named nick, he's like super into me and I told him I can't be near him only because I'm scared... I'm scared to get close to someone like him...I've been threw some...
    SinfulSkin SinfulSkin 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    A few days ago, I felt some twitching in my face. I've dealt with twitching for a while now, so I wasn't too surprised by it. But this time it lasted for about an hour. My twitches...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    There is no one that I can tell everything to. I tell a few people a lot, and a lot of people a little. However, I tell no one everything.
    DreamRiver DreamRiver 70+, F 8 Responses Feb 4

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    Neglected, lonely child. Married a women with borderline personality disorder. Divorced her. Lots more betrayals as an adult. Some personal tragedies all linked to attachment...
    Onewithone Onewithone 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    My anger makes me lash out on the wrong people. I wish I knew how to vent my frustration sometimes. :(
    Reserved4 Reserved4 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    And if you can't accept that then please warn me before commencing communication... I have willingly given the fruits of my soul too often, in the hope for what? An imaginary...
    Listening80 Listening80 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I don't have trust issues. People have lying issues. I'm so over having to label myself this way as if I've never trusted anyone before. Every time I put my trust in someone they...
    BeverlyPills BeverlyPills 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    I hate when girls say "don't worry, he's just a friend." Uhh I remember not to long ago when I was your "friend" and wanted to get with you the entire time!
    navywill navywill 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I find it difficult to be close to anybody.. To make or keep friends, "loving" my family, sometimes I even feel my intimacy issues with my dog, who I am trying to form emotions for...
    LilVixen17 LilVixen17 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 1

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    I'm always waiting for the other person to turn their back on me, betray me or just leave me. I don't believe anyone will ever (want to) stay. Yes, I know I'm insecure. Yes, it's...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    but not in relationships. usually just with simple things like small favors and what not. I'm so motivated to get things done, I'd rather do them myself then attempt to trust...
    justtttt justtttt 18-21, F Jan 31

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    The world ive seen is full of lies. Ever since i was a little girl, i knew that my father was telling so many lies. I think it really made me the person i am today, someone who can...
    reddddddddd reddddddddd 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I have never been in a relationship because of the simple fact that I don't trust anyone, with anything. In fact, I am still a virgin because I don't trust anyone enough to put a...
    anonyme23 anonyme23 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    My mom always likes to borrow my Facebook to look up people she knows but I don't like it and she always says she does not like Facebook but I want her to get one so she doesn't...
    megos21 megos21 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    Me and my dad use to be really close, but he has changed the older he has gotten. He's having affairs, gambling all the time and is very antisocial. When my mom finally decided to...
    kewlchicc kewlchicc 36-40, F Jan 28

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    I have been abused before. It wasn't nice, he moved away before the police could get him. My mother knew.
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I have always had trust issues, I always assume others are going to screw me over and honestly when I ask myself why I feel that way I become instantly tired, I realized it's my...
    John2526 John2526 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    There was this moment, with my mentor. His eyes are blue but they looked jet black. It was late, nighttime. We were at a client' meeting trying to explain the mess they were in...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    This last year has really opened my eyes. I trusted someone, helped them regain their footing. In return, I was put through experiences that left me traumatized and afraid to...
    Bored2016 Bored2016 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I have major trust issues with people so i often shut myself off...never really let anyone on bc the times i have, i always ended up hurt.
    BrittBratz BrittBratz 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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