I Realized Something About Myself Today

I don't know why it took me this long to realize it... but I need someone in my life who is always happy to build me up when I am feeling like the most worthless creature on the planet. I need someone who will never get tired of...

I have been thinking a lot about surrender lately because of a question someone asked me here. I love the struggle I go through to surrender.  It's kind of a funny thing that I would though because I know I am not going to really win...

Today, December 13, 2011 I realized why I hurt a man close to me like I do...
My whole life I had gotten hurt by men that I loved, starting with my father.
I spent years going from one boy to the next, giving all of myself to them.
Then...

I ended a relationship that was holding me back from everything I ever wanted for myself.
I ended it by repeating 3 things after everything he said, everything he asked...
"I don't love you anymore.
I don't want to be with you anymore...

“At issue here is the question: 'To whom do I belong? God or to the world?'Many of my daily preoccupations suggest that I belong more to the world than to God.A little criticism makes me angry, and a little rejection makes me...

Methinks I need better, stronger, pierce-resistant, extra heavy duty armour...... Peace out.

Remember the question 'If you could go back and change what you've done, change your life, would you?'.

It's not a question that comes up often- especially as we get out of grade school and the only time we look at ourselves is when we...

I'm sitting here at my computer trying to type and ignore the tears RUNNING down my face! It's 100% OVER NOW! No! It's not a MAN!!!!!!! It's my L-I-F-E! I have been for the past 8yrs trying to find my place in this world! I TRUELY...

Lost in a labyrinth, for weeks on end
I live and learn from my mistakes, then forget them again
Got a feeling in my stomach and it just won't quit
It's subtle as a shotgun, heavy as a brick
Because I'm staring at the devil and the truth...