I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I really feel like my chest is going to burst open. I want it to hurt less. I miss you Federico especially when someone hurts me because I want to hide in your chest and cry hard but you are not here with me. Please come back and hold me once. I am broken into pieces.
I don't think I can contact him, we were seeing each other for a while and it was natural easy and fun.
Unfortunately I have children and he wants his own.
We kept getting close but he would pull away citing this obvious reason we couldn't continue.
I know we can't be together...
friend than as a boyfriend. Just the way he noticed smallest change in me without saying a word, making fun of the same stuff or of each other, cuddle exactly when you need it or gentle whisper to make you feel warm and loved..as a friend.. and that way we should have stayed...
maybe that’s a silly thing, but what can I say? I like to see people run into each other, I like the kissing and the crying. I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of that...