I never wrote in english before:
The place I want to be,
It's far away from me,
Pain is flying in my mind,
Nobody can see or find,
I don't know what I should do,
Should I tell or...
I need to feel the breeze on my skin. I am feeling joyful in anticipation of the freedom.
Nothing seems to go right.
Tonight was horrible. I thought I had my monsters at bay. Nope. One phone call and all of those memories come flooding back like a tidal wave. It made me...
My parents are threatening to send me to a mental hospital again, I just really need someone to talk to before I break down again.. I can't.. I just really need someone..
Kind of jealous everyone has plans for the 4th but me... Ugh I need friends!!