I Really Thought I Could Change Lives For The Better On Here

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    RebornStar RebornStar
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    FriendlyBryan FriendlyBryan
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    I really could. Lately everything is just kinda... bad. Me and my best friend haven't talked to eachother in a week (which is a long time for us cause even wen we fight we make up...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I am an old broken man who fell in love with a beautiful young woman. I have written so much about how she has changed me with just talking here and thru texts. Thing is I havent...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 19
    I'm gonna really miss ep. It’s helped me a lot and I wouldn’t have transformed into who I am today if I hadn’t found this site. I was in a toxic, emotionally abusive...
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I wasn't planning on it on here, but now that i've met so many people here i guess i could go for it. I don't really care if its with a girl or a trans. but I mean if you are...
    drrjr drrjr
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I'm still extremely young, but when I first joined EP I was even younger. I came here first when I was barely 12, just a little over two years ago. I had been self harming for over...
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    You came into my life in EP purely by chance. I remember the morning well. Your princess was posting and I could not stop reading about the love she felt for this special man in...
    Lee124 Lee124
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I really want to love you. I want to feel every inch of my body crying out for you. I want to have eyes just for you, I want to love you with my soul and heart. I wish I could...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    just wondering in general. what did i get from this site? the positive is meeting some people who were certainly worth finding. the down side is ive learned that sometimes you...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Well I came on here throughout the years but ended up giving up on it due to life not going the way I needed. When I should have stayed for support and reaped the benefits of...
    purplepurplepurplelove purplepurplepurplelove
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I haven't written anything since last year July/August but I find I should write one last post. I thank EP for what I have learnt and for giving me the chance to help others too...
    multiplexed multiplexed
    22-25, M
    Apr 17
    Still looking for that one person... you know, the one who likes to talk about nothing, the one who likes to flirt, the one who lives life on the edge, pushing boundaries I know...
    misterbobby803 misterbobby803
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Hey there, I'm new to Ep and before I get started I want to thank you for reading . My name is Lukas DeFranco and for awhile now I've been in a constant cycle of the same boring...
    LukasDeFranco LukasDeFranco
    22-25, M
    Apr 16
    Many girls think that what is most important is to get a boyfriend and their teen lives will be amazing. But, I'm not gonna lie, I thought that way for someone time. UNTIL I...
    thaisykm thaisykm
    18-21, F
    Apr 16
    been many months now and all I can see is society's further spiral into madness. the WiFi is weak here and I have plenty of food. but if I could do it again I would. society has...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    There was a girl a bit older than me on the bus, she was writing. I didn't want to disrespect her privacy, but she dropped her journal, so I picked it up for her. I ended up...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 14
    Fight - Icon For Hire https://youtu.be/ixwc5LCmL-g?list=PLarPurFgxeHUtJy2LQkgYCqcxB_KlAntN I don’t know how I got here but I refuse to stay I betrayed myself when I let...
    Redstar86 Redstar86
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Everyone just wanted to let you know , Just change my name it suits me better my old username was Sonrisa89
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Apr 14
    It's true , everyone has a purpose in life, some become astronauts, some join the navy, some do banking, some move to a better country, some make a family, yet many give up on life...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 14
    Yeah probably would have had a more enriching life. Though I try to make the best of things now. but yes there would be that one thing i'd change. But...... For now, life...
    atticusimoes atticusimoes
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    I had a best friend and he hired me to work for him. I did and when I did he started hitting on me. I felt sorry for him bc I knew his marriage sucked so I let it roll off my...
    ceg333 ceg333
    36-40, F
    Apr 13
    I'm ready to make a change weather it be going to the gym more often to kill some time (I like busy work) or trying to cease my procrastination habits. Some kind of big change...
    GabbyWoodBerry GabbyWoodBerry
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Sometimes you lose yourself trying to be somebody that everybody else wants you to be. Remember, you only have one life, how about you live it for yourself for once, huh? Doesn't...
    Ro5e Ro5e
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    this will probably be my last post on EP. I have enjoyed all of the friends that I have made, had some laughs in the last 5 months and it is ending far too soon for me to really...
    subGinger subGinger
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    My Father-in-Law passed away recently. I hold myself responsible. He had a heart bypass 8 years back and was used to a sedentary and laid back lifestyle. I wanted him to become...
    borabora17 borabora17
    36-40, M
    Apr 13
    I am a women that lives in the Persian Gulf. I have a very religious strict family and see no way of living my life if i stay here. Does anyone else feel the same?
    winterblogs winterblogs
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    For one, I was always bullied by people on here, mostly for my appearance or apparently I'm because I'm an a-hole. Which makes no sense when I haven't done anything anyone else has...
    SalvationArmy SalvationArmy
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I was friends with these two other girls, A and B. One would say we were the bestest of friends since form 1 to 3. However, during our form three years, there was another addition...
    lunamcmxcix lunamcmxcix
    16-17, F
    Apr 11
    I often wish I was better. Just as often, I have to wonder what that really means. But if intentions matter most, understand that I never would hurt another soul... maybe you can...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    If I could I'd fly away. I'd morph myself and change my name. To find the one, my heart desires, Someone who really knows me. We'd be friends-- maybe more than friends. And we...
    ProxyVox ProxyVox
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    Internet in general is not the kindest place. EP is. I joined it many, many years ago when I was young physically and very young mentally, and in a difficult place. I'm glad I...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
    I feel that even here people start passing their judgments based on your thoughts, apprehensions, feelings and questions you post here. Their behavior suddenly changes as if they...
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    "Dark Paradise" http://youtu.be/aazb8Rt31nk All my friends tell me I should move on I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahh That's how...
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    Apr 10
    since it's been a few days since my last update, i may as well post something to let everyone know i'm still alive. i've arrived back in CA, Kaito and i are still engaged. i...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    So with my unexpected happiness lately, I've been remembering things. Things that were supposed to die so long ago. But why am I so happy and remembering things that I've...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    I'm empty, numb, aching. Lonely not a soul to talk too. I have no motivation to do anything. The past constantly replays in my head. Its so easy to let my emotions run, loose...
    pre125 pre125
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Ever since I was a little kid, I dreamed about not being human. Not even being like a super hero or saving lives, but the fact that I was different and that it was something I...
    Iamwhatswrongwithme Iamwhatswrongwithme
    18-21, M
    Apr 9
    Simple really. One in five women over the age of fifty - menopause - lose their libido, and I happen to be in that one fifth. The hormones drop and there is simply no desire. One...
    hartfire hartfire
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    It's sad really. You're so use to something, you're so comfortable and it feel like there's no other way, nothing could ever change it. Then all of a sudden the unexpected happens...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    Everything gets better. I wanted to put an experience out there as my life has changed indeed in the last couple of years. A few years back I posted an experience about how lonely...
    BunnyObsession BunnyObsession
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    It's funny that the people who slandered me all my life who said I would never get anywhere have now come begging at my feet once they saw how well I was doing they are not loyal...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    (I posted this as a comment earlier but ready need some help!!) As a 17 year old girl soon to begin the university application process, in which I will be interviewed a great deal...
    Pheeeb Pheeeb
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 7
    My wife and I would like to say thank you to EP and all the people who it took to run this site . I was not always happy with some of my things that were deleted , but still I...
    fairgame123 fairgame123
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I got 'beef' with Vegans, to be honest.I just got done debating with this really stupid YouTuber, did everything he/she could do to severly judge me, condemn me of such horrible...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 6
    Call you up in the middle of the nightlike a firefly without a lightyou were there like a blowtorch burningI was a key that could use a little turningso tired that I couldn't even...
    LiquidSunshine1 LiquidSunshine1
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    For you I would if I could..... Build a time machine, so I could go back and change it. Understand what you said when you said it the first time. Show you I mean every word I'm...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    Apr 6
    SonOfPaddy121 is my best friend and basically almost like a older brother to me!! =) I feel like I could tell him anything and I could trust him. I really do hope that one day we...
    HELLONWHEELZZ HELLONWHEELZZ
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    The best teacher you could ever have is Life. You're learning every second of every day, sleeping or awake. How you interpret those instances in life that shape your inner core...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Don't change yourself for someone to love you. BE YOURSELF and let the right one fall for you. ;) ?????
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 5
    Don't change yourself for someone to love you. BE YOURSELF and let the right one fall for you. ;) ?????
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 5
    This title just says it all really.. I hit a real low point recently due to a bad relationship and then bad break up too.. and some days I feel like fighting and getting back up...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    I am Alice. I fell down the rabbit hole and into a different world, a world that I could instantly recognise. And more importantly a world that recognised me as me. As who I am...
    Iamsasha Iamsasha
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I want to make the world a better place by sharing this link. It's a petition you can sign to try and keep EP open. So many people depend on this website. Share this with your...
    EternalVines EternalVines
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    I finally found my strength to keep on living as happy as I can. I am in the middle of getting better. I know it's a bit hard for me to do it, but it's better to try it rather than...
    val7117 val7117
    16-17, F
    Apr 4
    I did it. Not like before, this time I left for good. I left my alcoholic husband for the 3rd time and as they say third time lucky and I am. I am filing for a divorce and I am...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION THE NEW CREATION IS THE VERY CHILD OF GOD John 1:12-13 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    Apr 3
    If only I could really feel whatever i wrote for years truly. if only i could really understand why i did what i did. if only i could alter my honest feelings and wrong timing much...
    winterfall winterfall
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    Apr 3
    Hello!! I am new on this social site. I am in a business but now days i am feeling too low My craziness, my happiness, my cheering life my affection to my love ones suddenly lost...
    amansoei amansoei
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    5 Responses Apr 3
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