I Really Want To Say This

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    I'm supposed to be the girl

    who never falls for a guy. I'm supposed to be the girl who has no feelings for anyone. And he knows that. He's my best friend. He know that i hate having feelings for others. And now we're falling for each other. And I don't want to be in a relationship. But God I want him. I...
    mo7lamb7 mo7lamb7
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    All of us have made a poor choice at one some

    time in our lives. The important thing is to learn from it, put it behind you and move on. Fool Me once shame on you fool Me twice shame on Me.
    LadyAmy LadyAmy
    41-45, F
    May 24, 2015

    I really love being ignored by someone

    who I dont need in my life!
    KLiamDe KLiamDe
    16-17, M
    Jul 29, 2015
    itsmecrazyUCme itsmecrazyUCme
    16-17, F
    Apr 21, 2016

    My dad is very proud of me,

    I have no Fs. Got a 460 on my State test (100 more points than I needed) I turned down drugs, and I actually want to get a job. He says it shows I am my own person and I have a strong will power and even my friends tell me I'm a strong person and it makes me feel good about...
    Lilred17 Lilred17
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    I have just watched a protest in London against

    our government. I watched police officers pull young girls out of the crowd and pin them to the floor. I watched protesters sit. I watched riot police arrive. I saw fear. Not from the protesters though the young girl was frightened. It was in the eyes of the officers...
    grommit3 grommit3
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    in the evening while i watched Grey Anatomy.

    ..i was just amazed at so many things which are happening lately....!!! the surgeon before a very tough and important tumour surgery said, 'the only way to fail is not to fight, so we fight and fight until we cannt fight any more'. this is what its all about.........never saying...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    Aug 27, 2015

    I never knew my own strength

    until i came face to face with a darkness i'd never met. I realized that only you can save yourself. There are people that claim to love you and there are good hearts that want to believe this intentions are true but it's funny how there's always someone playing you. As a young...
    Jhayz Jhayz
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2015

    I won't write to him anymore

    so I will write this here. It's been a year since I left you in that garage in Houston. You paid my parking and gave me the chocolate chip cookie. You walked me to my car and kissed me goodbye. I had no idea it would be the last time. I was so certain that I would see you in a...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2016

    What really is the point to life?

    I mean, we're born, live a certain amount of years, and to what? We die in the end. There's the lucky ones that make an impact or are remembered and put into books and have things remembered about them. But what about the rest? We're just forgotten memories in the end. Sure...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

    if i want to know what i am feeling right

    now i won't be able to say or understand my prime emotion! i dont know if i want to talk about what happen with me today or if i want to just let my self get sad and drown in the pool of depression...! no matter how hard i try i can not understand why people are like this.....a...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    New job... New adjustment

    but still not finding happiness... I know it's an internal matter but I want to be happy and sometimes wish this life was different than what I came to know and the reality saddens me
    deleted deleted
    Mar 31, 2016

    I love the smell of gas

    for the car. I cannot be the only one
    papersoup papersoup
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jun 26, 2014


    Don’t worry, go ahead and experience all that because later on in your life, you'll meet me, and I'll be there for you to help bring you out of the muck and help you clean it all up. I'm going to learn to do some amazing things to help humanity in a beautiful, nurturing way. We...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

    to all the ppl I don't like.

    ..: i'll nevr say tht I hate u..i just wanna tell u tht if u evr get hit by a bus, i'd b driving tht bus...
    itsmecrazyUCme itsmecrazyUCme
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2016

    really wish you were at home

    when I drove all the way to see you. Hoping you'll return my heart to me when I see you again.
    willowAnn2434 willowAnn2434
    26-30, F
    Jul 31, 2015

    I stopped believing in God (mostly Jesus) like

    5 years ago and can't tell anyone. It's SO challenging to go on without being able to open up. It's even more challenging to play the part. I love elements of going to church- the connections, the quality people, making music- but I sit through teachings that I don't believe...
    ThirtyandCurious ThirtyandCurious
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    "this" ok there! I said it!

    !! I really wanted to say THAT
    deleted deleted
    Aug 20, 2015

    don't you ever just get sick

    and tired of everybody else's drama BS? I want to go up to every one of them and shake the crap out of them what are you doing? backstabbing lying gossip it's so high school we're adults I don't find it appealing to be a part of that. I wants to them all to shut the hell up...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 19, 2015

    Sorry to all my friends I haven't messaged back.

    I've been pretty busy and I tend to become obsessed when I read a good book.
    elissamay33 elissamay33
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    When you fully trust someone without any doubt,

    you finally get one of two results; a person for life or a lesson for life.
    ishqelahasil ishqelahasil
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2015

    It seems like she expects to be treated like a

    goddess while she doesn't know how treat me like more than a lap dog...
    JoeMarvel JoeMarvel
    22-25, M
    Nov 22, 2015

    The words should and ought need banning.

    Please be you. Stop trying to be someone you think you would be more loved or more accepted if you were.
    grommit3 grommit3
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    Had a dream you left me.

    . I cried out for you.. Woke up with tears going down my eyes onto my pillow. Hanging on.. with faith we can make it out of this rough patch.
    willowAnn2434 willowAnn2434
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    I would love a blossoming relationship with

    long texts, and goodnight/goodmorning messages. And sweet nothings, and hours of just laying around playing around. I want a relationship where I can actually be comfortable and fall in love with someone but I can't seem to ever find that, the term "**** boy" tends to float...
    beautifulcatastrophie beautifulcatastrophie
    22-25, F
    Jul 31, 2015

    You are perfect the way you are.

    Don't ever settle for less than you deserve. Embrace the things you can't change, your supposed faults and flaws, because they are the things that make you unique.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Nov 3, 2015

    Nothing is worth loosing sleep over,

    unless sleep means death.
    AmusedBunny AmusedBunny
    4 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    I wish more people on EP put up pictures of

    theirselves. I'm curious and it also makes me more comfortable chatting with you. Just food for thought
    elissamay33 elissamay33
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

    khayal-e-yaar nay to atay hi gum kar dia mujh

    ko yehi hai ibtada tu inteha us ki kahan tuk hai With the very first thought of the Beloved i was lost to the world if this be the begining what would be its finale
    ishqelahasil ishqelahasil
    26-30, M
    Oct 13, 2015

    This is just a little something I want to throw

    out there. Gray hair is incredibly attractive. My wife's hair is starting to turn gray in some places, and I told her how much I like it. To avoid any confusion, my wife is 20 years older than me. Again, gray hair is beautiful and very desirable.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 28, 2015

    its going to be my 300th story here on EP,

    i dont say all of them had been hopeful aur even happy! some way back in my life i was a depressed and self beaten individual who actually was clueless about what she wants and what life can be apart from being depressing!!! but somewhere i always wanted to be happy.......wanted...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    So many of you have had terrible days today.

    I am strong today but if we didn't all drink different water I would tell you there was something in the water today. I have been surrounded today by people struggling. People I can touch and people I can't. I say this. Don't be afraid to reach for my hand. I will pull you...
    grommit3 grommit3
    41-45, F
    Apr 15, 2015

    Okay anyone know how many hours of holding the

    door, collecting tips, selling pies and havin to talk I can take? 7 gosh darn hours-.- Man all I wanna do is sleep, but no I gotta help clean the house
    ShyGirl105 ShyGirl105
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2015

    I see so many dysfunctional relationships.

    why would anybody try to stay in such horrible situations. I mean how can a person say they live a person and then try to run them over. maybe my idea of love is completely messed up, but I'm proud to say, that I'd be single for the rest of my life before I'd stay around for...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    I just want to say that I really wish all

    people would just learn to love and except each other flaws and all. All people are beautiful, worthy, and deserve respect no matter what they believe or where they come from! World peace is attainable one person at a time :)
    kristin8227 kristin8227
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 25, 2014

    meri sada... maine har roz sajaye hain khwaab

    teri khatir, karke apni hasrato ko tujh pe fana....maine kitnay hi aiwaan (palace) sajaye hai teri khatir.....!!! jab bhi sar-i-gaam meri taraf palti hai naa-umeedi.. maine apne khun se roshan kiye chiraag teri khatir...! ek tujhe sahar-i-deed rakhne ko... maine apne zakhmo ko...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    Jun 7, 2014

    I think my man is still not

    yet over the ex he went behind my back to call her and text her didn't tell me . He hid it and says he didn't want to make me mad and all he wanted was to see or speak to his son
    nicolemylove86 nicolemylove86
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2015

    Dear Gemma, I am not the most articulate of

    people in person. I feel so much but am not good at expressing it. Please let me try here? When your beautiful baby was stillborn, I broke my heart for you. You and I have been colleagues for years but when you became pregnant, we got closer. I was the first person at work you...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015

    Dear teenage girls, Why do you think it is fun

    to lose your virginity at 12? What has influenced you to do such? Its not going to get you anywhere. Sooner or later, you will regret losing it to a boy in the playground. You wish it was special and had some sort of meaning behind it. Too bad. That is gone now and you can only...
    InnerEgo InnerEgo
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jul 11, 2014

    If I had known what I was doing ,

    would I have done it anyways? probably not. I just want to go back to when I didn't know. I seemed at least some what happy. I am some what better now. ****, my life seems to ****** up. This is really tough to say. I am not smart enough to express myself properly. Why can't I...
    ashless ashless
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2014

    I want my best friend to stop ******* girls in

    my basement when he's supposed to be hanging out with me
    HijackedMind HijackedMind
    22-25, M
    Oct 1, 2015

    you are amazingly wonderful.

    yes! you! so chin up, buttercup. things will go your way. so stay strong, and I promise you. will. be. fine :)
    emmakate10 emmakate10
    41-45, F
    Sep 30, 2015

    Just wanted to write it to my soulmate barisho

    ki bunde jo ajj chehre par mere jo padi, beshak mujhe tere saanso ki khushboo mehsoon hoi; woh tere geele baalo ka chehre par mere padna tha, ya bundo se sani mitti ke mere ruh ki chuhan; tere ankhein jab bhi mere ankhon ko bheeddti hoyi mujhe andar tak mehsus hoti hai, mein...
    Sankhya Sankhya
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    Dont message me if you wanna talk d**** with me.

    I wont reply it. Dont lower your pride. So just stop. I feel so upset, dissapointed, sad and depressed now, so i really need someone who can cheer me up, accompany or comforted me as well. That's all :(
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

    Sometimes the hardest

    and most painful choices are what's best for all involved !!
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    I wanna say this 2 EP.

    ..-hey EP, I will never forget u, u will always b in my heart , from the day tht I ws here, I knew tht I wud luv u till the day I die,... n I will luv u till the day I die :)
    itsmecrazyUCme itsmecrazyUCme
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2016

    i feel after ages a lump of burden.

    .........why at the first place you let me in this world........i just cannt help but feel so useless! every person i was associated with has experienced pain.........i am capable of nothing better than weighting down those who hope to get me out of my misery............all i am...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    I have no clue what I want to do in life.

    I want to do so many things, but I give up on them. ppl think I have a lot going for me. but where, I cant see anything. im the girl, that acts tough on the outside, but on the inside, im dying. always, been the ppl pleaser, but no the go doer. I feel like im a failure, im 19...
    meliena meliena
    22-25, F
    May 24, 2015

    To all of those 'people' out there on EP

    who have targeted younger members to send sexual pictures to, or who have requested similar... I don't believe that you choose what excites you...or their age... but you DO choose whether you act. If you act then you become an abuser. It's not ok. It's never ok, whatever you...
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014
    46-50, M
    Apr 20, 2016
    BreakingTheRules BreakingTheRules
    36-40, F
    Apr 14, 2016
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