and I'm noticing cigarettes more and more often. That, coupled with how a quarter of my family smoke, has kind of got me thinking about starting. Also, all the attractive women I see in the streets usually have a ciggy in their hands.
I've always thought smoking was a horrible habit until recently, and now I desperately want to smoke. None of my close family or friends smoke, I have no acsess to cigarettes, but I am so desperate and don't know what to do :(