I Recently Had a Misscarrige

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    I'm Not Ok...

    I recently had a misscarrige ... It was my first pregnancy and I failed. I guess that sounds pretty broken, but honestly I am broken now. I have alot of friends and family who I know would support me through this, but I can't seem to talk to them honestly. I just force a smile...
    MentalGypsy91 MentalGypsy91
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2012

    I Feel So Alone

    today i found out iv had a miscarriage, i was so shocked as i didn't even know i was pregnant. i haven't told anyone and my boyfriends on holiday so he doesn't know either i don't even know how im going to tell him. it hasn't even sunk in yet i feel so hopeless like its all my...
    tiffy077 tiffy077
    16-17, F
    Jul 2, 2012

    18 Weeks Pegnant N Just Found Out There Was No Heartbeat

    i am 18weeks pregnant and two days ago i went n for my monthly baby check up only to find there was no heart beat with the heart doppler so he did a u-s at his office and u couldn c no heart beat there either now by this point i was currently numb n thinking to my self please...
    mama0521 mama0521
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2012

    My Little Guardian Angel

    I recently had a miscarriage on november 25th, I'm trying to cope with it, i have serious anxiety & i act like everything is okay, but it still hurts me. god works in mysterious ways & i wish some things just wouldn't happen to me, idk how much more pain i can take..
    sixela93 sixela93
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2013

    God's Arms

    I had a miscarriage on January 15, 2011. I was about 8 weeks along. This was my third pregnancy. But I am at peace knowing that the baby is in Heaven and ok. I no longer hurt when I think of that. I will always love that baby. It was a part of me and my husband. But now that baby...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 1, 2011

    My Angel I Never Got To Meet :( I Miss You

    when i found out that i was pregnant i was in the 6th week..i was so happy when i found out it was the happiest day of my live :) 2 weeks later i went to my first scan and the doctors told me there was no heart beat my howl world broke down so i went to the hospital at night...
    lilly90 lilly90
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2012
    drawingboo drawingboo
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    My Angel I Miss U

      hi i recently experianced a misscarrige this is my story   YEARS OF HOPE AND PRAYING AND ONE DAY THE DREAM CAME TRUE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS BECAUSE OF YOU.   THE HAPPINESS WAS SHORT AND IM TRYING TO MOVE ON AND IM A DIFFRENT PERSON SINCE I KNEW...
    missingumyangel missingumyangel
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 8, 2009

    I Lost My Baby

    i found out i lost my baby at my 12 wk scan my 1st misscarrige (i have 2 children all ready) next day had a op .im trying so hard to get my head round it all my partner is blaming himself because he thinks it was a boy because he lost a boy at 5 mths (with his ex partner) even...
    rakdorn rakdorn
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2008

    I Lost My Twin Babies

    One  I was in terible pain I didnt know wat was gfoing on I told my fiance that I had pain that kept comming and going and I had been spotting  I didnt know what it was from he said to try t get some rest and he went to bed. I felt like maybe I just needed to maybe go to the...
    mandylyn9 mandylyn9
    16-17, F
    9 Responses Dec 2, 2011

    Gutted

    on the 22 of august i went to a scan i should have been 14 weeks but waas informed that our bbys heart wasnt beating andhd did at last two wks previous,we wer devestated.
    donnaleedz donnaleedz
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2007

    I have one son who had just turned a year old.

    I found out I was pregnant a day before his first birthday. I lost that baby on my husbands birthday.
    mbcakes mbcakes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    God How Do You Miss Someone You Never Got to Know?

    I lost my baby on July 19th 2007. I was 17 weeks along.  I went in for a ultrasound and he wasn't moving there was no heart beat.  I heard a lot of I'm sorry. These things happen. Things happened fast and slow at the same time. They gave me some pill's to start labor...
    Darkslayer Darkslayer
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2007

    Second Time

    I lost my baby on the 8th of September after having an incomplete miscarriage I had to have an operation and felt that it was all my fault, I feel so angry and hurt inside along with feeling empty and numb I'm not sure how to cope anymore as this is the second miscarriage Ive had...
    sadmum sadmum
    22-25
    Sep 29, 2008

    I Cant Believe This Happened

    Hi. Im 16. I lost my baby 5 months ago. I didnt even know I was pregnant until the doctor told me I had miscarried. I had passed a big clot on June 2 this summer. After that I bled pretty heavy so I told my mom and she made me an appointment with my OBGYN doctor. She examined me...
    MooMoo1996 MooMoo1996
    16-17, F
    Oct 9, 2012

    I Didnt't Write This But Have Found Comfort In It

    What Makes A Mother I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked, "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard him say A Mother has a baby This we know is true But, God, can you be a mother When your baby's not with you? Yes, you can he replied With...
    ktosello ktosello
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2012

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