I Recently Lost My Best Friend

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    I Lost Anna

    Anna committed suicide. She had been depressed since I met her. I know it is my fault she is gone. I should have been there for her and I wasn't. Now I feel empty. I don't know how to enjoy things anymore. I can't sleep. I can't eat. My grades are dropping. I don't know what to...
    ScarlettTheFrog ScarlettTheFrog
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Sep 24, 2013

    She jus showed up at my house to get clothes

    she left over at my house she was actin weird and squeamish I was tryin to talk to her she said she was n a hurry I look outside she's with my ex boyfriend she said he tried gettin with her while we were together n at a party n that they had did the deed together she has done it...
    Redgirljanine Redgirljanine
    26-30, F
    Mar 15, 2014

    Today morning when I just randomly happened to

    look at her she gave me this monstrous, ugly glare. I'm laughing my *** off right now becuz a girl really shouldn't have this much of anger inside her.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone
    16-17, F
    Sep 22, 2014

    We had an awesome relationship.

    ..but then it all crumbled when she met this guy Joshua. She completely changed. She used to be so sweet now she's pure mean. So I told her we can't be friends anymore and she said she didn't care. And I'm still hurt to see her laughing without a care in the world while I cry...
    AGreenDayToRemember AGreenDayToRemember
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2014

    She totally screwed me over

    and I've been acting so tough about it but it really hurts.
    hopeandlovex hopeandlovex
    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2014

    On April fools day we had a conversation

    that ended it all. I thought she was kidding. She wasn't.
    beyondthebreakingpoint beyondthebreakingpoint
    18-21, F
    Apr 4, 2014

    I feel like I need my best friend to talk to me.

    However, we are no longer friends. Nights like these I need him.
    believe201427 believe201427
    26-30, F
    Jun 20, 2014

    Back Stabbing Best-friend.

    Okay want a story ? Get this. NEVER trust anyone !! My "bestfriend" was dating my older brother, one day she got mad at him and started flirting with other guys, than bragged about it too him !!! WHAT THE **** ***** !!??? Than she dumped him the day before there 3rd month...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2012

    I had a dream about my best friend

    and there was a gun and a flock of birds. the gun went off and I woke up. I could still here the gunshot but only for a few seconds....my friend Russel woke up too. I asked him did you kill me? Which was a stupid question cause I was obviously alive. This happened at some camp...
    ElijahX314 ElijahX314
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

    We had something special.

    I love her I really do but when you choose to have a friendship with someone you never think it will get to a point her someone has to choose between you and their blood. We basically had lost our friendship months ago and I knew it but she couldn't see. All we would do is fight...
    Ablebodied Ablebodied
    18-21, F
    Oct 6, 2014

    My best friend.......

    ...He felt trapped...... He lost himself.... He felt only one way to find his way out..... But that way he chose made him lost to us forever........ R.I.P Adam.... You will and forever mean the world to me.... I'll see you soon boo, I won't leave you..... Ever......... I'm coming...
    taureanMay taureanMay
    18-21, F
    Apr 24, 2014

    I loved him like I've never loved anyone else.

    He knew me better than anyone else. That's how he hurt me more than anyone else.
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Jan 26, 2016
    ItsSim ItsSim
    26-30, F
    Nov 11, 2014

    Lost My Second Half

    I had the greatest friend i probably will ever have. She was my best friend for four years. We spent more time together then apart. She is the only person i could 100% myself around, i told her things i thought i would never tell anyone. Every phase i went through she was there...
    muse151 muse151
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2009

    Rest In Peace Cherry<3

    I met Cherry online back when I was 13 years old. Yes, we never actually met but we would talk ALL THE TIME sometimes with microphones and webcams. Cherry went through a very difficult childhood. She was molested for several years by her step father. One day, her sister walked in...
    RoastofRump RoastofRump
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2011

    So I introduced her to a girl 5 months ago

    and then they start dating 1 month later. And we have known each other for about a year. I was told by others that her girlfriend was seen cheating. And I asked the girlfriend if it was true. And she got pissed and told my best friend something else. She trusted her girlfriend...
    Punklee321 Punklee321
    16-17, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    My Best Friend

    My best friends name is Anna. She is everything to me. The only person in the world i can tell anything to. She was the most God given person on the earth. I last saw her on November 3rd ( a friday) telling her that i loved her and would she her later. That night she was killed...
    Kirstie33 Kirstie33
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Jul 28, 2007

    Uncle Potato

    People come in ur life. Make u believe as if u r important to them and then leave. One such is my facebook bff. Yes he is a boy. I call him Potato. We fight n argue a lot but ultimately i am used to him. Its my weakness dat i get used to people. And like everyday we fought again...
    ExperiencesAndNotMistakes ExperiencesAndNotMistakes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2013

    I actually recently lost my only friend I

    trusted & could confide in. Over the past year I lost every single person I thought was my best friend. No reason given by most. :-(
    deleted deleted
    Jan 24, 2016

    Now I'll Never Know

    I met my friend Chris our freshman year in high school and it wasn't long before he became my best friend and pretty much my brother. After we graduated we got even closer and hung out almost every single day. I was kicked out 2 weeks after graduation and was living in my own...
    guitarplayinghippie7 guitarplayinghippie7
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    My Best Friend Is Gone

    We were best friends since i was about 3 years old, and now he's gone and it's still so hard. I feel like by now I should have stopped crying every day. I just want someone to tell me my pain is ok. I feel like everyone around me is sick of hearing about it. I just...it...
    mandi2590 mandi2590
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2009

    She is my best friend

    and she has been depressed for a while I tried to get her help and now she hates me! She changed my life and was one of the only people who made me happy, and now she is gone!
    reneeswims reneeswims
    18-21, F
    Apr 27, 2014

    She was my best friend

    and I felt really close to her but then we started becoming less and less close. I wanted to talk to her about it and ended up telling her I liked her. Now we're even less close and I feel like we both probably hate each other. I've dealt with loss my entire life so I'll be able...
    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    Melody, Always In My Mind. . .

    It's been a few months now, but I'm still struggling with the loss of my best friend. I still think about her constantly. When something new happens, I automatically think that I have to tell her about this. It still takes my breath away to realize that she's not...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 16, 2009

    I Lost My Best Friend.

    So one day my bestfriend Jake told me we can't hang out cause he might hit me. I asked what I did and he won't even tell me what I did. Later in the week we started texting and he told me he would never have fun with me again. And he still won't tell me what I did. But the worst...
    MitchieCookie123 MitchieCookie123
    1 Response Jun 14, 2011

    This last Friday, i lost the only person I

    truly ever connected with. There was so much we had in common. Here's a guy I've known since we were in elementary school and we became friends in high school and stayed friends up until now. Last week he had a very awful fall down the stairs in his basement and fractured his...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014

    last night my best friend died from brain

    cancer. she was diagnosed in December but managed to survive for 5 months. she was only 13 though... so it was hard for me.... but I know she's in a better place....
    songwriterandsinger songwriterandsinger
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    Not a Day Goes By

    In a a less-complicated straight to the point sentence...   My best friend since I can remember stopped speaking to me after I decided I didn't want to date one of her guy-friends. It seems so clean typed out like that but the emotional blow I took was worse. I'd never...
    HotDiggoryDamn HotDiggoryDamn
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 18, 2008

    My friend Kathryn Mauke was murdered by her ex

    boyfriend. He stabbed her multiple times on February 11, 2015. She was only 17 years old, she would have turned 18 on May 11, 2015. She had stayed home from school sick and when her younger sister got home from school she found her sister dead in their home.
    Lazzer13 Lazzer13
    18-21, F
    Mar 4, 2015

    Dear Best Friend, I'm here writing to you

    and I miss you. We have been bestfriends since the age of 4, you were my bestfriend then, you are my bestfriend now and you always will be. i miss your scent, i miss your night time hair when you put it into plaits and sat in your night time dress. i miss camping with you and...
    RedSneakers RedSneakers
    18-21, F
    May 28, 2015

    Her brothers baby mama hates me

    and doesn't believe me. She doesn't see how rude she is to me and how she's manipulating their entire family. She doesn't see that it hurts me to be near that baby mama because her brother cheated on me with her. She just doesn't see that I can't sacrifice feeling my emotions...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 31, 2014

    I lost my best friend

    when I told her I was bisexual. She accepted me at first but later said. She doesn't feel comfortable around me. I have been bi this whole time and never once made a move on her. She's so damn self centered. Ugh. That was in November and I haven't talked to her since. And tbh I...
    meganayyye21 meganayyye21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014

    A Falling Out With My Best Friend

    Last spring I was in the hospital because I attempted suicide. I texted my best friend from CA. We started talking about a reunion. We haven't seen eachother since 1995. She agreed and would have to find a few days off from work. (my hands are shaking as I type this) But our...
    noaht43 noaht43
    46-50, T
    Aug 26, 2012

    It really sucks when someone changes your life

    and makes it so, perfect.... Then changes it and makes it miserable, by leaving you and everyone else. Forever
    taureanMay taureanMay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    My Best Friend Ditched Me

    Has this ever happened to you? I was so excited for my best friend to come and work with me this year. We lived 5 hours away from each other but still talked practically every day about anything and everything. And just to be clear, we're not 13 year old girls. I'm 20 and she's...
    Taynut Taynut
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2013

    We always shared everything about each other

    and we knew everything about each other. She was always at my house for sleepovers and visits, bit then after she got her knew phone she started not talking to me as much and she started slightly ignoring me. And than after a while of that she started hanging out with her other...
    MarieAug MarieAug
    13-15, F
    Aug 12, 2015

    I Truly Felt Abandoned!

    That same friend from CA I tried emailing over the weekend last week...she finally answered my email! But not until last Tuesday. She continued making a mess of her life, and still no apology. I decided to let it go. It made my heart feel empty. She doesn't care. I knew she...
    noaht43 noaht43
    46-50, T
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2012

    It Hurts More An More Each Day.

    Its been a couple weeks since my best friend died.. It feels like it was just yesterday I was talking to her about her birthday and our party we were planning.. Today she would be 16. Its just all... So unreal.. Like this isn't happening. I haven't stopped crying. I can't sleep...
    SaraC09 SaraC09
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Sep 3, 2012


    I had to go to the viewing today for my best friend. We grew up together and he was recently killed. Poor kid was only in his 20's and had a daughter. I just don't understand why some people can live to their 90's and never give anything to the world and great souls like my...
    Nicca5300 Nicca5300
    26-30, F
    Mar 21, 2013

    I lost my best friend of 15 years today.

    I decided I couldn't be friends with her anymore because she's still friends with a guy who I'd dated for over a year who she saw slap me in the face and she was fully apathetic about it.
    cookiecutter345 cookiecutter345
    22-25, F
    Mar 15, 2014

    Times like these I really wish you still were

    my best friend. I need someone to talk to about what is going on with me and I have no one to tell.
    believe201427 believe201427
    26-30, F
    Apr 3, 2015

    She Insulted My Husband One Too Many Times

    This was actually six years ago, but it still feels like yesterday.  I miss her.  I wish she wouldn't have done that, or that it didn't bother me.  She doesn't even know I have a 5 year old son.  We were friends for 20 years.  No friendship is the same...
    lefteyeomine lefteyeomine
    36-40, F
    Apr 24, 2010

    she was my besty....i shared every single bit

    of mine with her...trusted her..loved her...but she changed for another girl a newcomer..she left me alone in the whole of everything...i felt betrayed...now i hate her...don't trust her ...ignore her stupidity which i adored...i know she'll never understand...she knows that...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    My Best Friend Turned Out To Not Be A Friend At All

    I had a very close friend for over 30 years. After we knew each other for ten years, she married this jerk from CA (I am in NY) and she moved to CA. . The marriage was bad from the get go, but she got pregnant and stayed in CA for the next 20 years. Her son was a disaster with...
    SupernaturalLady SupernaturalLady
    61-65, F
    Mar 17, 2013

    It all started with gossip…she was mad at me

    and I said that I didn't care right now and wanted to have fun. Someone told her I said that I was talking smack behind her back and she came up to me and was like I can't so this anymore…now that I think about she wasn't a true best friend because if she was she would let me...
    Iwillloveyou4ever Iwillloveyou4ever
    16-17, F
    Apr 4, 2014

    She Moved On Without Me.

    We had been friends since we were 10 years old. Were now both 17. We were the best of friends, more like sisters. Our parents called us twins we were so much alike. Until recently this year. She left school when we only had 4 months to go. She moved 2 hours away but still works...
    KW24 KW24
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2012

    My Best friend (Or So I thought)

    I met my Bestfriend in the begening of 3rd grade. At first we didn't talk but we soon became very good buddies. This friendship continued on in fourth grade and we soon became even better friends. She was like my missing twin or the sister I wish I had. She became very open to me...
    Peanut18 Peanut18
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2013

    I Thought We'll Be Close Forever

     First I want to tell about all my best friends until now: In the past I had 2 best friends, since the first class, one of them moved to another school in the third class, in another city, but we've kept in touch, but he changed, in the present he's my closest friend...
    FlorinS FlorinS
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2011

    I Also Lost...

    It was on December 29th when I met her. She was fantastic, a real catch. In the first few hours, we hit it off great. We learned so much about each other and it honestly felt meant to be. We started dating the next day. Within the first few hours, she was introducing me to all...
    Andersfall Andersfall
    18-21, M
    Jan 3, 2013

    I wish it never happened,

    but I guess everything happens for a reason. I never thought it would happen, maybe someday just not today. Well, there goes me sleeping tonight :(
    BornInTheWrongEra72 BornInTheWrongEra72
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

    It hurts me so much my best friend hates me no

    and idk why we talk for years and he just recently on his last day of vacation since Monday he has been very mean and rude to me and now he block me. I want to cry but the pain hurts to much for me to cry
    tjwolfe tjwolfe
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    my (ex)best friend and i were friends

    for over 10 years. this year i have had a lot of problems and she doesn't understand me. we also follow other classes so i don't see her that often.. her new friends don't like me that much and i don't want to make her chose between me and them. thats why in the break i stopped...
    i2will2die i2will2die
    13-15, F
    Mar 29, 2016

    She Wasnt Killed But I Lost Her Nontheless

    she moved schools. i'll never see or talk to her again.
    ForeverAutumn ForeverAutumn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2008
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