I Recognize Jealousy When It Rears It's Ugly Head

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    Is There The Opposite To This Group

    ...because I only recognize it AFTER I've gone batshit...then there was the whole fact of actually HAVING something to be jealous ABOUT....Paranoia REALLY IS just a heightened state of awareness... listen to the voices.... they tell the trrrruuuuuuttthhhhhhh
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    41-45, F
    Jun 7, 2011

    I Hate People That Are Jealous

        I think that there are people that are jealous of me. When I know that I can't work at all. Its not my problem. Its kind of hard to be a friend of someone that is jealous. For there is nothing that I can do about that. We have some neighbors that are jealous of my parents...
    acjf acjf
    22-25, F
    Jan 9, 2011

    Green Dragon

    oh, you foul beast why must you toy with me this way release me from the foul stench of your darkened cave let the light of truth shine upon me let my eyes see clearly and my soul breathe freely let me know that the shadows in the darkness those hideous beasts they lie and rob me...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 20, 2011

    That Eye Is So Cool.

    Yes, I recognize jealousy, then the petty things people do when they get jealous.  Verbal jabs aren't gonna break me, else I'd already be dead.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    Mar 6, 2010

    One Step Beyond ...

    I really thought I was above it.  I've never been a jealous person. Never had cause to be.  No, not me.   Recently something happened which made me feel really jealous and I was amazed at how it affected me.  I am not going to share what happened, it was...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    15 Responses Mar 8, 2010

    And I Hate It When There Is A Damned Good Reason

    Found this song by Ellis Paul. Good music... check it out.http://www.ellispaul.com/index.php?p...gs&display=195You said, "Don't wait up, don't count the minutes."So here I am watching paint fade from the walls.On the TV, planes are dancing to the national anthem,So the whole...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    41-45, F
    Jun 27, 2011

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