why? like i could have done it better? i mean i even regret things i say in a text message.. even on this post iam.posting now and il think ov more ways i could have said it better and it will annoy me till i go back and do so. i never drink. alcohol these days because i REGRET...
I regret ever choosing my bf over my bestfriend because when i did that i lost every single one of my so called friends. I chose him because it was something new and exciting and i was infatuated with him. I now live in Seattle with him and his aunt, uncle, and their three kids...
I regret being born.
I regret being weird.
I regret not being able to face molesting. Not realizing it for years, actually, because I'm dumb.
Right, I regret being dumb, too.
I regret developing a bad attitude towards eating.
I regret not being able to accept my sick family...
I regret all the decisions I've made and I regret the decisions I haven't made. I regret the risks I've taken and those that I will always be too scared to take. It's not supposed to be this way, people say, so why is it with me?
I regret going to university,
I regret trying to better myself,
I regret the chances of just being normal that I threw away in my youth,
I regret my youth,
I regret not bunking off school,
Trying to be something I am not,
And losing everything in the process,