I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul
    13-15, M
    Dec 28, 2012

    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621
    61-65, M
    Sep 13, 2008

    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 25, 2013

    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch
    18-21, M
    Jun 30, 2013

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