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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    KellyTaramaschi KellyTaramaschi 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I learned that sometimes you have to let go,so that you can move on with your life Even if that memories will hurt you God will always be there for you <3
    areejswn areejswn 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    You will always be in my heart even though there is no more you and me.
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    I was 8 .… worst event that ever happened to me ... I was playing truth or dare with a boy my age and a boy my brothers age. The boy my brothers age dared the boy my age to kiss...
    rachelmu22 rachelmu22 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I am selective about letting people get close to me. I have come to realize that it probably doesn't matter how selective you are or not. Most people do what they want in the end...
    NerdyGirl78 NerdyGirl78 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I took a huge step last night, and it's something that i never thought i would be able to do. After holding on for so long, i finally let him go. I've proven to myself that i'm...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 1

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    I absolutely love dogs~! Puppies more because they are so kawaiii!!! I have a pet dog name Diesel :3 do you see a picture? That's him ^_^ That was the day I came back from the City...
    TigerTheBaka TigerTheBaka 16-17, F Jul 2

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday. My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Sensual indulgence of placing a lovely creamy chlorate on my tongue and letting it melt is delicious.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 13

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    I was in a perfect relationship but accepted the fact that I was bi during it. I was so curious it was hard to not give up. But she wouldn't let me. Things were going pretty well...
    WhyDoesLifeSuck WhyDoesLifeSuck 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I regret not tell a girl how I feel, I regret not singing her, her favorite song she asked me to do, I regret not forgiving my ex, I regret not being able to stand up for the...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jul 16

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    But I'm starting to take things one step at a time. I'm the type who is easily gets attached to people yet having a hard time letting go of something or to someone. I've decided...
    raldy raldy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I promised myself my first time would be with a virgin and it wasn't... I feel so lost... And regretful...
    emileexoxo12 emileexoxo12 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I know a lot of people say that they don't have any regrets because all of their past experiences, choices, etc. has made them who they are today. I don't feel that way though; I...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I had an abortion 20 years ago and have always regretted it. My story is this. I got married at 19 and was very happy had my first son at 23 and he is beautiful now 21. Six months...
    keelina01 keelina01 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I lost my virginity at age 12. I was not raped, I could've said no, but I didn't. He was 14, and he sorta pushed it on me. At first he just wanted me to give him head. I refused. I...
    WhatIsLifeWithoutPizza WhatIsLifeWithoutPizza 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I think it's crazy how some say they live life without regrets . I said it one day and couldn't seem to believe myself I regret everything about my life. It's the little things I...
    dezy2be dezy2be 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    She was the suite-mate of my girlfriend in college. She was always my friend, and very nice to me. When my girlfriend broke up with me, she expressed an interest in being more...
    LostInTheWoulds LostInTheWoulds 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    So this is going to be a long one, just warning you. No, I mean it...a really long one! So I started a new job recently and I was very excited about this new prospect because I...
    Plumbalina Plumbalina 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    This might sound silly to some people but I regret going to college. I went to a private college and racked up some serious debt. I graduated last fall and just received my first...
    LF87 LF87 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I had finally move and by this time I moved I figured I had a grasp on relationships/love so I told my self I wasn't going to get into relationships till the time was right, I...
    Jitsallgood Jitsallgood 18-21, M Jul 4

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    I would love for him to be my best friend first and then slowly overtime we fall madly in love. He would be my homie, my bestie, my lover. Our relationship would be far from boring...
    CheyenneScott CheyenneScott 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 6

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    My Dearest Virginia, I realize that as I write this that the possibility of your ever reading it is virtually non-existent. Though I only knew you for a few short years when we...
    memdump memdump 70+, M Jul 11

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    I fell in LOVE at first sight, we didn't actually met i just watched his vlogs and then we started talking like every couple days every time he text me or call me i just OMG can't...
    Yara555 Yara555 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    It was last April 2014 when I first fell in love... at first sight. I never thought that it would change my whole being. It was a 4 day summer camp in the province and I had a...
    depressedbibliophile depressedbibliophile 13-15, F Jul 1

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    My story started from here, it’s hard to choose a good person as a husband. One day I throw this question to unrecognized person “How to be a good husband and what criteria you...
    neha79 neha79 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have already experienced my first kiss but I (somewhat) regret it as it was with someone that I did not really love in a romantic sense.
    DamoiseauDynavolt DamoiseauDynavolt 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    I feel like every post I write is pathetic but here goes...have you ever just craved for companionship but just wouldn't settle for just anyone? It can be very lonely and you...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 7

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    I don't regret you. I regret not sleeping with your best friend though.
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I am a female-to-male transsexual. I transitioned almost ten years ago. I've been on hormones for about six years, and I've had surgery. I often regret ever transitioning. My...
    jacobaf20 jacobaf20 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 17

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    I regret for not having the courage to sign up for the competition, now theres no more vacancies left, argh i hate myself. I really want to join the competition. I wish somebody...
    wildthoughts33 wildthoughts33 13-15 Jul 19

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    As of right now, I finally have no more regrets :) why maintain them when you can be free of them! Like grudges, fear, and doubt... regrets hold you back!
    Cozy01 Cozy01 18-21, F Jul 23

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    I'm not usually one to have massive regrets about choices I have made. I usually come to the conclusion that the choices I made were the right ones for me at that time, and just...
    jemimalonglegs jemimalonglegs 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Ok, so ive been in an on and off relationship with someone for almost 10 years. the biggest issue was that he is a pathological liar. he lied to me for years on end and i kept...
    Myah29 Myah29 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My creatures are getting Angry!If the personalities of dogs reflect that of their owners then I am certainly not very well balanced individual. At all!I swear they have mental...
    DarkestTrance DarkestTrance 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am sure lots of people can relate to this but I grew up in an emotionally abusive environment. My parents fought every single bloody day, screaming at each other, screaming at me...
    thiswatermelonlovesme thiswatermelonlovesme 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 2

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    Personally from past relationships, the relationship ends as lovers but we are still great friends. I always go into a relationship with a great friendship because a relationship...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    Well, I was in first grade... And this boy really had a thing for me lol he always asked for my phone number and I didn't like him so I actually gave him a fake number.... Hahaha...
    ThisGirlCyndi ThisGirlCyndi 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    So I have a dilemma. It's a little nsfw though. I met this guy and we hit it off. He's my best friend in this tiny town that I live in. We joke all day and can spend hours nonstop...
    sylbi sylbi 18-21, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    Every time I let someone get close to me which rarely happens they always end up disappointing me. Now I'm done letting people get close to me. I'm going to push everyone out now...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Lately I have felt so lonely that all I can think about is all the things I regret from my past I feel like it is consuming me
    ryanw93 ryanw93 18-21, M Jul 3

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    I døn't regret anything that I've døne tø survive. I'll miss all my HØMIES and my HØØD. TØ ALL THE 505 HØMIES DØNT WØRRY I MIGHT BE CAGED BUT NEVER LØCKED UP ALL THE...
    dillonwatson dillonwatson 18-21, M Jul 3

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