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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

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    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I was taken advantage of. It was at a party. I was drunk and I had just recently learned that the guy I had a sort of "thing" with had just snogged another girl. It all happened so...
    LiveLaughLove3179 LiveLaughLove3179 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I was taken advantage of. It was at a party. I was drunk and I had just recently learned that the guy I had a sort of "thing" with had just kissed another girl. It all happened so...
    LiveLaughLove3179 LiveLaughLove3179 13-15, F Feb 14

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    It was an awful experience i had and I'll regret it all my life. I was 17 wen i fall in love with this guy who was 4yrs elder. He made ne felt really good and made me had sex with...
    sexyshivani sexyshivani 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    im looking for a future husband or a boyfiend...i am a lesbian lover before..
    loulady loulady 22-25, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    It took me a long time to finally understand what I've always known. It really is true that knowing and understanding is quite different. I realized that it's time to let go. I can...
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    ok...so i was just asked about the continuation of my post so i tot y not?? since m stuck in a cab in a horrible traffic anyway...so here goes So my dear mom passed very quickly...
    AyahyaMma AyahyaMma 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    Different people awaken different beasts in you.. These beasts destroyed different walls of yours.. But beasts know no boundaries.. The destruction didn't stop at the walls.. The...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 6 Responses Feb 12

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    Last night I went to my daughter's house to spend some time with her and my granddaughter. She is almost two and a bundle of giggles and running around. I was playing with her on...
    sundancesoul sundancesoul 46-50, F Feb 19

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    If I were to offer you a smile Would you smile back? If I should fail to greet you first Would you excuse the manners that I lack? If I were to reach out to you Would you take me...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have regrets but none more so than not dressing more when I was younger! I can not properly express how much I regret this. It seems like it is with me all the time. So many...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Wow so I am regretting turning on the news this morning. I hear that some blonde I never heard of is going to try to create jobs for terrvorists. I was like oh great! Kill people...
    maryshouldofaborted maryshouldofaborted 26-30, F Feb 21

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    It is extremely difficult for me to open up to someone, and is quite rare that I ever really do. I am usually a very naturally trusting person, perhaps a bit naive, always giving...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 15 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I have a hard time believing people who say they have no regrets at all in their lives. I feel that most of us have things we regret. I have words unspoken I wish I had said aloud...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F Feb 12

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    My mind wanders through my 17th year and the two happy ones that followed when we were together. You taught me what it was to love, you were my first flame that's never been...
    GoddessBluefox GoddessBluefox 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    My biggest regret dates back to early 2009,I was 14 and my first ever suicide attempt failed . How I wish it had been successful .. "hang in there,it'll get better" they said. Life...
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So, I've never had a real life boyfriend before, maybe because I'm not pretty enough or smart enough idk. I've had crushes, I talk to boys, I've had guys interested in me, it's all...
    slowme97 slowme97 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Hopefully or ideally.. Maybe learning to live would be better. I regret ALOT.. Where is the reset button or time machine?. Id wish everything or me would be different. I have...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Feb 24

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    I like this! After many years of holding on to relationships with people (boyfriends) who weren't good for me, I'm finally letting go of the need, the desire, and the wanting of a...
    HonorTheTrickster HonorTheTrickster 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    My first job when I was 12-16 was at a riding academy. I worked cleaning stalls, grooming horses and feeding them, I made $6 an hour after the first 8 hours (which I worked for...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high...
    straytian straytian 41-45, M Feb 13

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    it's been almost a year since we've broken up and consciously thinking about it, it still almost feels fresh. I'm not sure if I miss him, but there is this feeling that I can't get...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    Hi, guys! I am back! And in action, to share the most confusing, traumatic or regret part of my life with you all!!! A few weeks ago, something bad happened to me... We'll I did...
    sweetlove2014 sweetlove2014 16-17, F Feb 25

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    Sometimes, I can't help but remember how my life was after R. Simple tasks, outing and other activities that we had always enjoyed, suddenly seemed self-serving. Oftentimes, I...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    (I want a Lover who is also my best friend) Is more about Sex then Love ( I want a best friend who is also my lover ) Is love in both parts of the relationship Pick the one you...
    TheOldMountianMan TheOldMountianMan 61-65, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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    this is a news story that would make any cat lover cry, in Vietnam 3 tons of cats were killed after being illegally imported from China to be eaten. some of the cats were already...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    It’s time… Letting go and moving on is always scary. I’m moving on because holding on has gotten me nowhere. I’m going to accept what is, let go of what...
    ifoundhim ifoundhim 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 15

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    I've been on and off about getting a tattoo over the last year, debating if I'd end up regretting it. I think I've official made my choice that I want one meaningful tattoo, but...
    babyye87 babyye87 16-17, F Feb 9

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    I grew up very sheltered and used to make many insensitive jokes. As I got older I learned that many people actually are LGBT, and that people do get raped in real life. I don't...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    At first, I felt really bad about it, then I realized that how I handle my errs is what defines me, not the acts themselves. Then, I have to laugh about how petty I am being...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I have been with my boyfriend for about 5 months. Yesterday (valentines) we hung out the entire day and had such an amazing time. But, I had also made plans for when I got home to...
    averose averose 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Hi, this will be a fairly long story but it would be much appreciated if you could read and leave any advice if you can. Thank you. I'm 18 years old and have been with my...
    CEdwards96 CEdwards96 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I had been working with this guy at work for almost a year we got along very well and always had fun together. As time went on we began hanging out after work, now I knew it was a...
    sadone234 sadone234 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I love the way music can bring.people together, whether outside, inside, at a party etc. a good tune comes on, often nostalgic to people and you sing along or talk about where you...
    mysmugcat mysmugcat 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Many of my EP experiences are about my lack of experiencing romantic love, but I think friendship is so much more powerful than romantic love. Romantic love often dies out but...
    LanaKane101 LanaKane101 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Just before New Years I had an abortion. I regret this a lot as since then my partner has changed got a job and well been more understanding touch wood don't want to jinx this. I...
    Butterflyfairy23 Butterflyfairy23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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