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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    His name is Ethan. He was smart, sexy, talented, funny, charming, and nice. He was the first guy I ever loved... Until he tried to kill me. It's been about 3 or 4 years since I...
    KittyWagon KittyWagon 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old The part hard is waiting for the right woman to come in to my life. I want a lover who is also my best friend
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    I have so many regrets, that haunted me from 6 years before. I regret what i've done in the past 6-8years before. I was too immature and naive, there was nobody to guide me about...
    rainyrainsky rainyrainsky 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    So this week I unfriended a few people to move on completely as their still friends with my ex. Thing is I don't regret it. I've removed a lot of toxic people from my life and the...
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Like it was yesterday .I remember when I first saw her . I didn't believe she would ever have anything to do with me . I would see her almost everyday on a bus and I would get a...
    irishdaddy59 irishdaddy59 61-65, M 2 days ago

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    Part II Sometime after what happened with Scott at my house, Andy showed up at my door with his friend Mike. This was a different Mike than the one that was there at the house...
    justnicky justnicky 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My wife had her first black man 12 years ago...detail below
    cucked4ever cucked4ever 61-65, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A lover who can equally give the love I give to him. A lover who understands and can go with the flow with me. A lover who is not just my lover, but can also be ny bestfriend.
    sweetoats sweetoats 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    well...basically i have been with my boyfriend for 5 1/2 months ish and a couple weeks ago we said i love you for the first time . know one has ever said that to me so I've never...
    leopard25080303 leopard25080303 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    To 'Love' yourself, may sound idiotically stuck up and stupid, especially as it reeks with a range of different implications. To love yourself can be ugly when you are treating...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I will never be anyones first choice....
    Nina10011 Nina10011 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    The Girl At The Bus Stop. It happened on a tuesday. The day my life changed forever. It was tuesday the 1st of september 2015. I had just come back from enrolling into another...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    Oh God my life is boring. I have everything except a lover. So many guys crave for me. But i want one to be calld lover. To roam around with him, holding hands, dancing, drinking...
    Sweetsana6969 Sweetsana6969 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I was 15 and had been dating the guy for like 4 months and he was a bit pushy. so being the people-pleaser that i am, i said yes and he didn't seem to show much love and care when...
    lilahwillowoak lilahwillowoak 16-17, F Feb 1

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    OK well to start off I'm dating this guy.we have been dating going on 8 months.he's in the army so we don't get to see each other all the time..that's OK keeps are relationship new...
    lilfish lilfish 26-30, F Jan 31

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    People come and go throughout one's life. It happens to all of us. Letting go isn't easy. It's a process. I've had to succumb to this process many times. I was able t let go of all...
    Whirlwind5 Whirlwind5 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    not sure if its regret over the person, or that it was ****. probably both. it was a few days ago with a guy thats 9 years older than me, also my friends brother. i just wish i...
    jesusfuck jesusfuck 16-17, F Jan 31

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    There is no point in regretting what you can't change, move on learn and don't repeat your mistakes.
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Many times I have made friends on here that I got really close to. But sometimes, the friendships went really wrong. Sometimes I messed up. Sometimes they messed up. Sometimes it...
    AngelAmongClouds AngelAmongClouds 13-15, F Jan 30

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    What do you hate the most about yourself? - I hate the fact that when I get overwhelmed and/or stressed I tend to shut people out, I even shut the people that I care about the...
    PartyKitty90 PartyKitty90 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I have regrets, although not many especially when it comes to romance. I think my biggest regret is not taking a chance with a guy I met a couple months after a pretty serious...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Jan 30

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    I have that. I have someone in my life who loves me flaws and all. Loves me on my good days and my bad days. I can tell my fears, hopes and dreams to without fear. We read each...
    solostance solostance 31-35, T 1 Response Jan 28

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    I want a lover that can be emotionally connected to me, to have a amazing chemistry with me, but to be able to be goofy and laugh. someone that doesn't take themselves too serious...
    looking4chemistry looking4chemistry 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    It's been 20 years since we parted ways. I've been married for 19 years. I spent the first 7 years of my marriage not even realizing how much I loved my husband until he came...
    ADixie4You2Know ADixie4You2Know 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Hello, I am 20 years old, I got pregnant sometime in August and was around 4 and half weeks when I had my abortion. When I first found out I was pregnant, I was so happy, I kept...
    Maire268 Maire268 18-21, F Jan 28

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    Well chatted with ex lover tonight and there's no animosity. I'm going through phases of grief and I'm at the acceptance stage. He's actually having a harder time tthinking of...
    v0lition v0lition 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I was driving home today, and everything's the same mundane, usual stuffs I'd encounter hundreds of times before; driving alone, traffic's bad (it wasn't this bad in December when...
    bellabong bellabong 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I've Found It Once,The Perfect Girl Made Especially For Me..She Was My Best Friend and Lover.This Girl Would Tell Me,That Every Moment We Were Together,She'd Have Butterflies In...
    BiggBeautifulBri BiggBeautifulBri 46-50, M Jan 27

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    Even though I am no longer with the girl I was dating at the time, I do not regret losing my virginity to her, because we both loved each other at the time, and it was special to...
    NeonAshes NeonAshes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Another day, another person soon to leave my life. As I am sure you have experienced, people come and go into ones life. I struggle with letting people in, close to my heart...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    My first serious girlfriend. Saved my life way back then, more than 30 years ago. She gave me a choice - either her or the drugs, and I chose her and cleaned up. We were together...
    egbertnosh egbertnosh 51-55, M Jan 26

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    I need people's opinion here... I went on a date. It went well I believe because we met for drinks, sat for 3 hours and talked. It was supposed to be all innocent and I did have...
    Stella517 Stella517 26-30, F Jan 26

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    I am careful about letting people close because once I care about you, I care about you. I have a hell of a time trying to uncare about some one. It just doesn't work like that for...
    QueenVen QueenVen 16-17, F Jan 25

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    I lost my virginity about 3 days ago to a friend that I've known for 9 years. He's my best friends biggest enemy and I haven't even told her I'm speaking to him since she...
    longdarkhair longdarkhair 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Dumbest regret ever: a cute guy came into my work and asked for my number in the cheesiest way. I was flustered, as this had never happened to me before, and told him "sorry, no" 1...
    inkypen inkypen 16-17, F Jan 24

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