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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    It was with my friend and I was starting to crush on her really bad. She kissed me and I loved it until she leaned out of it. The girl told me instantly that she would of rather...
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    But I figure I better get the first punch in, and I better make it count.... or I'm in a heap of trouble! :/
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    I don't like saying "oh no we're friends, or I like you as just a friend,"I would want my husband to be my friend first and let it turn into something more..
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    I am almost eighteen now, and I have regrets so strong that they can kill. I am in love with someone I can't have, because ___ is put together, is ready to go to college. But I am...
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    If you are reading this story then i assume that you are also the victim of this matter (more victims compared to the victims of politician's promises :)). I accept "LOVE is great...
    Dhanasri94 Dhanasri94 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Hiiyyaa, Kayle here :D The reason I loved it was because I had no regrets about it, I see every day more and more people who complain because they wasted their first time and...
    Kaayyllee Kaayyllee 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I figured it out. It's simply. The reason why my marriage didn't survive. Why may husband didn't care for me the way I needed and why he cared less and less everyday. It's because...
    carpediem2 carpediem2 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    There have been a lot of species lost since Noah packed them into the Ark. I regret the stupidity of fear that resulted in this loss. I guess mankind will always be stupid and...
    Mstroig Mstroig 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I have to take one of my babies to the vet tomorrow :/ One of my cats has been shaking his head, scratching at his ear, and "mrowing" agitatedly for the last week or so. I think he...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Lover, Here is a few things you need to know about me. First, I have a very bad tamper. Genetic links plus environmental spoiled. How's that sound. Second, I'm inexperience, which...
    RainSword RainSword 18-21, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    This happened at my 16th birthday party back in early march. I remember how excited I was, turning 16 finally!!! My party was on the Saturday after my birthday, a Friday. I talked...
    Animecrazyluv Animecrazyluv 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    It's hard to put my regret in words. But it's been bothering me for so long. When I was new in college, I thought it was really hard to graduate with honors. But it turns out in my...
    arielledeschanel arielledeschanel 18-21, F Sep 6

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    It's hard to put my regret in words. But it's been bothering me for so long. When I was new in college, I thought it was really hard to graduate with honors. But it turns out in my...
    arielledeschanel arielledeschanel 18-21, F Sep 6

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    My creatures are getting Angry!If the personalities of dogs reflect that of their owners then I am certainly not a very well balanced individual. At all!I swear they have mental...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I did something I regret more than once...two different things I regret and I'll take them to the grave. Only God knows.
    ItsAbleedingPegasi ItsAbleedingPegasi 22-25, M Aug 24

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    PLEASE DON'T OFFER ME SEX OR HIT ON ME THROUGH MESSAGES. EP IS SOLELY USED AS AN ONLINE DIARY FOR ME. I had my very first one night stand this year. I went on a trip up to...
    billabonggirl27 billabonggirl27 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I was in a car accident yesterday, my first car accident. I was driving with my friend in the seat next to me and I turned left without a green arrow and I got hit. No one was hurt...
    nicolewalters nicolewalters 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I am currently 26 years old and have a 2 year old child. I had an abortion when I was 18 years old and a senior in high school. At the time I was so terrified of anyone besides my...
    Paige6 Paige6 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    i have many regrets in life and i think everyone who says they don't, are lying to themselves. Maybe those people just know how to deal with those regrets a little better.
    pricilagudi pricilagudi 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I remember my first painful brake up, I was dating a guy for a few years and he said that I'd gotten too old for him and he found another guy. We met when I was 9 and by 16 my...
    2gnillort 2gnillort 70+, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I'm sadly still letting my ex who tore me into pieces get to me. We've reconnected, after him treating me horribly and showing time and time again he doesn't care about me. Not...
    GabbyCot GabbyCot 18-21, F Sep 7

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    It started after I fell in love with the love of my life at least k thought that before. He'd leave me in the dark for months and come back saying he's sorry. He claimed that he...
    Niinnaa Niinnaa 16-17, F Sep 7

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    To shin, mayonaka 9-10-2014 Waking up at an odd hour of the night, I realize I just want to look at your face. Wish I could stare into your bottomless eyes, or even just glance...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F Sep 8

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    A TRIBUTE TO ENCHANTINGDREAM Most my friends will know I am not one to advertise sexual stuffs freely for others to see. But ever since I met my girlfriend here EchantingDream...
    AcousticAnne AcousticAnne 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For the first time I sucked off my friend
    cocolol cocolol 18-21, M 44 mins ago

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    Nutcase38 Nutcase38 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Aug 25

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    My philosophy: No regrets, only "learning experiences"
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F Aug 27

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    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    Third grade to be precise,... I remember she was going around letting all her favorites give her a kiss on her cheek. Her name was Tonya,.. It was sweet looking back on that in my...
    DaddyDouglas DaddyDouglas 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm going to try to make this story short if I can. I'm now 26 years old I met my boyfriend two years ago at my job. 4 months after starting there him and I started dating on our...
    lifeisnotasiexpected lifeisnotasiexpected 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    So... I ALWAYS get excited when my cats meow at me... Seriously, it's been two years already and it still makes me so happy like the first day <3 ^_^
    Joojo3 Joojo3 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3