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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    Just met this nice guy off of Tinder. I have no problems with having fun if I feel like it, even on the first date. He's not my type, but we talked about random things and one...
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    Its been four years ago but the smile of these woman still dominates my mind. She's my English teacher during my senior years in high school. We became friends and I became her...
    Shine26 Shine26 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Cost A Child Her Life-The biggest regret is that I ever returned to the United States with a little girl I had raised ,initially as a baby sitter then semi permanently since age...
    GitiSinhala GitiSinhala 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    boy, do i regret it. i would do anything to do it over again....hopefully, i can one day find the right person to do it with and re do it that way I can forget my first kiss ever...
    mxtxc mxtxc 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I regret losing my virginity. Let's just say it was too young too dumb. I knew the guy for three years before we started dating. We ended up rushing things and I immediately...
    ashs998 ashs998 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's funny how one little mistake, can impact the rest of your life. It's even more funny, when that so called, "mistake", shouldn't even have been a mistake in the first place...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'll probably regret writing this as well. I regret a lot of things I've done. While I regret putting myself in this currently uncomfortable position, I'm learning to accept who I...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    “One of my main regrets in life is giving considerable thought to inconsiderate people.” ― Jarod Kintz
    Jzzmine Jzzmine 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    lost my virginity about a few days ago and I regret it so much. My boyfriend is very attached to me he sees a future with me he's two years older so he's 20 . He made me promise I...
    sweetheart300 sweetheart300 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Husband leaves in a week for his first deployment. He was first told about 6 months ago & since then, I have basically just been his roommate. Due to circumstances in my...
    AFWife96 AFWife96 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't regret anything I've done or anything I let myself be involved in. At the end of the day, I wanted it. I'm glad I can look back on those things and smile and appreciate it...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Any takers ? I swear you won't regret giving me a chance
    kylee19 kylee19 18-21, M Jun 27

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    As the title suggests, I have made many mistakes in life and have many regrets in life. It may be too young for me to make such a statement because I am a senior in high school...
    euroforce euroforce 18-21, M Jun 27

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    Well I can say that having your lover as your best friend is the ideal but in my experience if you start as best friends it's not always a good idea to change it into a lover...
    roes55 roes55 56-60, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I met him while in training. My mind was set on finishing training and not finding love. I made that clear to him.... I actually told him I had a significant other back at home and...
    inhouston832 inhouston832 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Sadly for me, I like my brother-in-law's baby sister. It's not that I like her appearance but just for her personality; a chill easy talking girl that you can have a great...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M Jun 26

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    I still believe that you will end up living in the world that you will create, where 1. your dominance should only reach up to 75%, and the rest 25% be the results of your...
    lovegentle lovegentle 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    My biggest regret is that I moved in with my father and stepmother. I am literally blamed for everything. Recently, I had a wisdom tooth extracted and the medicines I was given...
    bananadogeli bananadogeli 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    my best friend had broken up with her boyfriend while she was feeling particularly self destructive. she immediately regretted it and tried to take it back. the damage had already...
    lvyrusl lvyrusl 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    My lover is my best friend, but it is a mess. Where to begin, and it will be a bit lengthy. I will call him D and we met when we were 11. It has been the same bond since we first...
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    While with my ex I threw away letters from a guy I've loved for 4 yrs cus my ex wanted me to. How do I get over the regret of throwing them away?
    papayalyn papayalyn 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I'm a teenager who has been overweight all my life. No guy had ever asked me out. until I met this guy online and asked me out. we met and we had fun, we were walking around and...
    Christine99 Christine99 13-15, F Jun 23

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    There are a few reasons to this. I'm rather shy and find it difficult to start a conversation. Also I'm afraid that I'll bother someone by starting to talk uninvited. Furthermore I...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M Jun 22

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    I'am a kind of person who doesn't let small small things affect me and i try and move on in life by leaving my past behind and stay focused on my present. If you keep on cribbing...
    Gladtobehere55 Gladtobehere55 22-25, M Jun 22

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    I regret not being more involved and just taking chances. Like putting myself out there more, gaining more exposure whether good or bad. Sometimes the best time to be brave is when...
    XeiraN XeiraN 22-25, F Jun 21

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    i have tried to sleep with my step sis. when i was at school someone showed me sleeping por n and the next thing you know i tried it on my step sis, i regret what i saw and what i...
    christophzzzs christophzzzs 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I'm so much more content when he is home lying nxt to me, I love the feeling of rolling over and snuggling up to him, even though he hates my cold hands first thing at night lol...
    ajayne23 ajayne23 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I am letting go of how he made me feel worthless instead of a lover and I'm moving on because i was existing fine before him. I am letting go of how he made me feel irrelevant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 20

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    My day does not start until I have a smoke and a cup of coffee, like seriously.. If I do not have my coffee it's like.. a disaster waiting to happen. My day will go to complete...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I have a difficult time believing somebody can just fall madly in love with someone at first sight. I just can't. But- However, the only way I could fully wrap my head around this...
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    When I was 23, I had the love of my life. He was everything a girl could want. He was forever loving, faithful, kind, generous, sweet and strong inside. We were together for 3...
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