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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    I hate that I let you go!

    I hate myself everyday for it and I just wish there was something I could do about it. But it's too late and I'm too sick for you.
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    Today is a hard day. The 21st of every month

    will always be hard. I don't want to be in this situation anymore. I'm so sorry.
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Related Experiences

    So i'm 19 and a freshman in college and I had never kissed anyone before last week. I grew up in a really conservative family and wasn't allowed to date and I had two close almost...
    fenestrarachel fenestrarachel 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I thought she get I want bout the msg. I gave her.. but she didn't get it.. I cry hard. Now I don't know if I can talkvto her. I'm afraid and ashamed of myself.. im jealous. Im...
    emily036 emily036 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I dont know. Regret is a heavy loaded word. I try not ti regret the decisions i make because at the time it was exactly what i wanted (and yes i got that quote from the internet...
    cypressjon cypressjon 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    During my sophomore year in highschool, when I was 15,I met this guy. He was one year older, and a junior. I thought he was a really great guy; he was funny and smart, he had big...
    kaitlynnicole98 kaitlynnicole98 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    If you are reading this story then i assume that you are also the victim of this matter (more victims compared to the victims of politician's promises :)). I accept "LOVE is great...
    Dhanasri94 Dhanasri94 18-21, F Sep 22

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    I've been learning a lot lately that I lm missing out on so much. By holding on to the past regrets, pain, shame, and fear- I'm holding myself back. I am my own worst enemy and...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    I'll hand it to you. You've got me confused. I'm so lost with you that I'm in a sphere trying to find a corner. You've got me not just lost in my mind but lost in my heart. I don't...
    Nanders01 Nanders01 18-21, M Sep 23

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    Yeah.... this might not be a big deal but I used to be a pretty good baseball and softball player while playing as an adult up until my mid 30s in some pretty good leagues. However...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Honestly, I'm still contemplating if I regret it or not. About 6 months ago I met a guy who I was interested in, and I'm still dating him now. The third time I met him it was my...
    Ronih03 Ronih03 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I have to take one of my babies to the vet tomorrow :/ One of my cats has been shaking his head, scratching at his ear, and "mrowing" agitatedly for the last week or so. I think he...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 21

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    Stevie Nicks Imaginary Lover Imaginary lovers never turn you down when all the others turn you away they're around it's my private pleasure midnight fantasy someone to share my...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Sitting in silence Drowning in despair Quietly mocked By the world's chilling stare Judged by those Who can't understand Forgotten by people Like washed away sand Saddened by...
    SkullRoseInsignia SkullRoseInsignia 16-17, T Oct 2

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    Holding on to what’s no longer there holds too many of us back. Some of us spend the vast majority of our lives recounting the past and letting it steer the course of the...
    SocialmediaSeductress SocialmediaSeductress 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lover, Here is a few things you need to know about me. First, I have a very bad tamper. Genetic links plus environmental spoiled. How's that sound. Second, I'm inexperience, which...
    RainSword RainSword 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I become like one big questionmark after the first, second or third date. It feels like hard work, is it suppose to be hard work?. Whos going to take the next step?. And the...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    Her name was Amanda. We came together under unusual circumstances. A few years back I moved out to a small town. I knew no one there, and for the first year or so I was pretty much...
    SatantheHornyBeast SatantheHornyBeast 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    A couple of months back I was offered a promotion at my job and I took it. At the time I was working 2 part time jobs so I was relieved to find out that I can quit one and just...
    MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    Went from being all they home to going out drinking, kissing. I've had fun, but my regrets come from kisses going too far. Those are the ones I regret, the ones that made other...
    Claire212 Claire212 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    One day I arrived at my lovers she was on the couch in a sexy nighty. She told me to go to the bedroom and change! I got to the bedroom and found a Fredericks package on the bed. I...
    marshall24 marshall24 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Since I was with my lover 5x a week and my wife only 2-3x a month I had my lover autograph my rod with a black marker! My wife never discovered my mistress's name on my rod! My...
    marshall24 marshall24 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    If I had regrets then I wouldn't be the person I am today. No matter what I've done I've never regretted anything not for one minute and never will.
    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I am 46 years old. I was married for 16 years. My boys are 15 and 17. I have primary custody. I have never missed my ex husband for one day. But I regret having broken our...
    Monicas2boys Monicas2boys 46-50, F Oct 6

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    Yesterday was a huge surprise. I didn't wake up thinking that it would be the day I'd not only get my first kiss but lose my virginity. No regrets though, it was great. All the...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F a week ago

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    Living in a house with 3 sisters two older, one younger, sealed my cross dressing fate. The odds of me being curious about all of their clothing were stacked against me and I never...
    nyloncrush nyloncrush 41-45, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    20 regrets I can think of on hand 1: Caring about and loving people who didn't care about me back. 2: Not trusting my instincts. 3: Making fun of people (secretly) who are mental...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F a week ago

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    I'm a volunteer at my local animal shelter, and today I was socializing dogs, which involves taking them out for a walk and teaching them some behavioral basics. I work with a lot...
    d0vahkiin d0vahkiin 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 25

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    I am lover...true lover...
    gautamkeshu1989 gautamkeshu1989 22-25, M Sep 27

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    I miss having someone who I could feel safe and open with. Someone who my gestures and affections are not always seen as sexual. When I was in my late 20's I found the love of my...
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 27

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    I am craving a lover. Someone who will not only make love to me but who is also a amazing friend in the process. Someone who is caring and a shoulder I can lean on. I want to be...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 27

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    I've written this story before, but rewriting it makes me feel like I'm reliving the moment again. This happened about 6 years ago. I've been kissed before that but this was the...
    lorsive lorsive 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    I sit back and think about him, not very often, but sometimes. I think about the progression of everything and how it flows smoothly. How hard he tries to understand me and how...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Oct 9

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    I didn't used to be...but life has taught me to be more cautious. I have let too many people get close to me when I was younger & I ended up getting hurt. So I have been more...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I have trouble letting go of things, sometimes i feel like i need answers or i like to be the last one to say something. Im an emotional person letting go is not something i can do...
    Syydnee Syydnee 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was fourteen, and it was the middle of winter. I was at my friends house having a movie night. I was so excited because my parents were actually letting me spend the night...
    Pharmalady Pharmalady 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Im 17, loves crossdressing and diapers. Very submissive and slutty. Want to live with my lover, i live in Pennsylvania. Hoping to find my lover and please him. <3
    AlexBunnyBoy AlexBunnyBoy 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Well this is my situation my ex girlfriend which I loved so much dumped me a week ago by text message. I told her that I would like to talk about this in person and she agreed, but...
    jose285 jose285 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ok heres the story my sister just recently decided to pursue exhibitionism. so she has been recently exposing her naked body in Public in a way that looks like it was an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I sit here 3 days later sore.... healing from my devastating experience. I think about where would my baby things go in my room, what gender will it be and how I will spoil it. It...
    jassypopout jassypopout 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    But I figure I better get the first punch in, and I better make it count.... or I'm in a heap of trouble! :/
    emerald emerald 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I am almost eighteen now, and I have regrets so strong that they can kill. I am in love with someone I can't have, because ___ is p