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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

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    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    I have done many things in life that I regret doing. Some of those choices have made me stronger, but some of them have made me weaker. The day I decided to cut myself was one of...
    HopelessRomanticNerd HopelessRomanticNerd 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    What's the point of holding on to something that's in the past and can never be changed. Best to look ahead, have blind faith that things will turn out the way you want them to...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I have some regrets but its because of what I been through. I just want to live it up :)
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    This would be the third time coming back into each others lives. The first two times I was the one who asked him to leave me alone. He's so convincing and it drives me crazy. It's...
    ayoitsrayray ayoitsrayray 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    tried my first Cuban Coffee yesterday at The Cuban Cafe in Dothan, Al. It was fierce but so good.
    Alahiker Alahiker 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I regret everything I did this year.
    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I think the worst things you could possibly do to someone is leave them without an explanation. It happened to me not to long ago, i lost the one I thought I was going to love...
    lina96 lina96 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    From so much... Childhood abuse, date rape, an abusive marriage, an affair with a married man who used and lied to me, a divorce, a bankruptcy, a cross-country move, loss of my...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My divorce from Mark became final in 2014 and I married hiss former boss, my lover and best friend Greg. Mark was devastated when he learned of my relationship with Greg and had a...
    tiamaman tiamaman 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    September 2014 I found out I was pregnant... With Twins. I struggled to keep it a secret. It had gone all over the school and back again and eventually word got my my mom and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Hey, if you're reading this and you have an advice or an opinion I'll be glad to read it because I'm looking for that one advice or quote that will get me through this. Where to...
    American19 American19 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    The thing about regret is, regret it a useless emotion. What we all need to realize is that we live in the moment. In that said moment, we made a decision. At that time it was the...
    yolo19 yolo19 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am letting you go... You let go along time ago..and I realize that it is time for me to do the same thing
    itssjose18 itssjose18 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I've decided to let go of my past as much as possible. things holding me back back frombeing happy. especially with my hubby. he is trying so hard to change his bad ways and make...
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    .....long long time ago. I'd had a crush on him for such a long time. We'd pass in the street and i'd get that fluttery feeling....he would occasionally smile at me.....but....I...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    It's been 3 days now and I feel amazing. It's incredible the way closure feels. I'm no longer fantasizing about what he thinks or the possibility of us being together. No more...
    stella517 stella517 26-30, F a week ago

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    i regret most of my life........
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Who doesn't ? I regret thinking that petty little things were important when they really weren't. If I could do things over I would not have said some of the things I have. I can...
    amazingdream amazingdream 46-50, F a week ago

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    It was REALLY nasty. I was at a disco and was sort of pressured into it. I thought to myself its just french kissing, just a kiss. I regret it so damn much, every time i think...
    imme163 imme163 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    150821 I had my first kiss from my first lover.. It was so sudden that the only thing I did was freeze. He kissed me at lunch room in the office. He suddenly grabed my face and...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Aug 21

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    Being in love with my best friend is the best thing that ever happened to me. In 15 years of my existence, I've spent 2 years loving him. And now, my love goes on. So does his. We...
    geeeeeeeesica08 geeeeeeeesica08 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    to explain my story I gotta go back to my Sr year of high school. we had a new history teacher that year. I thought she would be some old lady but dang I was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay off...
    stardust108 stardust108 18-21, M Aug 21

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    Letting go doesn't mean you stopped caring, it means you stopped trying to force someone else to.
    TheWordsOfDeadGirl TheWordsOfDeadGirl 13-15, F Aug 21

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    She is not a good person, she knows, because if she were a good person then she would not be leaning into this boy. If she were a good person, she wouldn’t let him wrap his arm...
    calimaki123 calimaki123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Tingly and toe curling, it made me regret waiting for so long.
    Mrskatearch Mrskatearch 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Well it's more along the fist two experiences of doing it, as i rolled a few days after my first time (I understand it being a risky thing to do.) So towards the end of May of...
    dweenietodd dweenietodd 18-21, M Aug 19

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    Anybody over the age of 12 years, who says they NEVER done anything that they regret, and the reason for their regret isn't that the activity was against some rule/ law, they were...
    gingershuman gingershuman 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I had sex with my crush who I have been dying to kiss for 2 years. No regrets. Now, I know how it looks like. Ehehehe ;) You Only Live Once.
    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F Aug 19

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    I jumped off the stairs yesterday and sprained my ankle really badly and now I'm in a splint and I have crutches and I have to go to physical therapy but I don't regret it cause at...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010 13-15, F Aug 19

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    So this is me I'm sat in Brittany in the house my father died in last week it's the first time I visited it's quite sad but I also understand why my dad chose to live so far off...
    breton1234 breton1234 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I struggle with bad anxiety, and I always find myself regretting everything I have said to people, or embarrassing moments at the end of the day. It gets so bad, I often have to...
    Lavenderwingless Lavenderwingless 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was 18 and he was 38. I was at work and flirting with him, the bartender. We were closing and he told me to tell him goodbye before I left. I clocked out and went back to the bar...
    sunsetdreamer sunsetdreamer 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm plagued in equal measure by opportunities missed and desires destined to be forever unfulfilled. Sometimes I think these torturous thoughts will drive me insane. I'm sure that...
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I may of been over dramatic about it. I literally eliminated so many people from my life. I'd was like one giant friendship douche. keeping only those who do not bring bs and of...
    Fuzzybear79 Fuzzybear79 36-40, F Aug 15

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    I met my (ex)girlfriend in High School, she was so beautiful, I didn't know what I did to deserve her. We talked for hours when we became friends, we were inseparable, always...
    JessRaxx JessRaxx 18-21, M Aug 14

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    Its almost two years I still don't have peace of mind of what I did to my ladyboy gf. I do cheated her. Idk what happened to meh I'm so stupid! Were know each other online. At the...
    Stuffhend Stuffhend 26-30, M Aug 13

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