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I Regret Letting My First Lover Go

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    First Love

    Well at first i thought it was bullshit that you will always remember your first love but its true. She was perfect in every way she never did anything to hurt out relationship. I was happy she was happy her parents liked me from the start they would invite me on there little...
    guillsanch guillsanch 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Biggest Regret

    Becky and I grew up together back in the 70's and early 80's.I knew that I loved her  when we were about eight years old. Even then I thought she was the most beautiful girl ever.Still do , but only from memory since I haven't seen her in years. She had dark hair and...
    flight401 flight401 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2008

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    Why Did I Have To Be Stupid? - Daniel 15, Norway (sorry For Bad English)

    I threw my first love out the door when we were so happy. I dont know why i did it, but now i regret ... She was perfect. I destroyd her, but now i just want it to be the way it was before, when we talked all night, and hugged and kissed... i miss her. We were togheter for 9...
    NorwegianSoul NorwegianSoul 13-15, M Dec 28, 2012

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    FIRE

    CHAPTER ONE   After Easter Sunday of 1965 I realized the love of my life was gone forever. I was just back from two months in Key West, via Panama.  Sonar "A" School wasn't all that hard but I had some lonely times there longing for a love to the South. For...
    steamer621 steamer621 61-65, M Sep 13, 2008

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    No I Am Happy She Fukkkked Out Of My Life

    If she did not f....... out of my life I would have never known what life is really about or what real love is. I guess I should thank her for letting me go and getting to live my life. Imagine being stuck with a 50 year old lesbo woman in denial of who she is and who cannot sort...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    My first kiss was with a drunk man outside. I was like 5 and he litteraly tried to make out with me. My mom was so pissed off, she brushed my teeth for like an hour.
    EmoAngelOfLight EmoAngelOfLight 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    can't stop regretting letting him go. at first I didn't care as much, I don't know what it is that keeps triggering the memories of him. I don't know how to get over this..I know...
    xxMidx xxMidx 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I thought found the girl id looked for all my life , you know you see couples sitting in a bar , gazing into each others eyes you can just tell they are totally in love, well I...
    kx06zaw kx06zaw 36-40, M Nov 22

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    I'm going to tell a story, so prepare for a lengthy read. Read it if you like, or not, I just need to write it down. I'm going to start at a very important part of my experience...
    soulrebel78 soulrebel78 36-40, F Nov 30

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    In 1996, my first boyfriend presented me with an engagement ring. I just graduated high school. I accepted and we began our long life of knowing each other. We were engaged and...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 8 Responses Dec 4

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    So me and my boyfriend have been thinking about getting pregnant again.. I know it's because we regret the abortion but we're going to wait until after we graduate. I know it's...
    simplyme1996 simplyme1996 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Thoughts of what ifs and maybes weigh in me like chains, doubt and regret block My mind from happier thoughts. I have to accept she was not the one,and that I should avoid...
    YohKomori YohKomori 22-25, M Dec 2

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    Recently, our first girlfriend came back to us and told us she still loved us and we made her happy. We (naively) gave her another chance. Again, she only wanted the convenience...
    JandAlove JandAlove 22-25 Dec 8

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    you broke my heart and used me for money and lied about it...you took my baby while it was still developing because you caused me so much emotional stress even though I told you I...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm in a one way to a dead end relationship! I'm not happy but I let him stay because I really don't wanna deal with the debt I have.. Pardon that he's part of the reason I have...
    Jeshayna Jeshayna 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Ok I know it says I regret breaking up as the topic but that's the thing I don't know if I do, and this is more of a question. So I started dating this guy cause he seemed really...
    Nicolegirl14 Nicolegirl14 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I was burned by many friends -the fallout of standing for what was right. I didn't expect the circumstances and it hurt bad. It took me a year to get over it but I either am, or am...
    commonloon commonloon 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I've been holding on to anger towards my ex for far too long now. I've had time to think on it and we were definitely becoming toxic for one another, so splitting up was probably...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My first music since I was only a kid were Metal and Punk music. Before, my dad was a member of band and he always practice using his guitar whilst listening to his music, and I...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F Nov 25

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    I want a lover, a beloved, a sweet heart. I want a lover who is my best friend, a lover who i can trust, a lover who will always be there through thick and thin. I want a lover who...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I only do things because if I don't I might regret it and people say that I will have regrets based of off their experiences and its a part of life that I should be...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Tired of getting the short end on the stick.....me being more committed, welling to work on thing/ letting them go. But being the first one dropped when I **** up!
    cricket56 cricket56 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    About a week ago, I reached 300 lbs for the first time in my life. I had been thinking of just letting my weight run its course, what with the coming holidays and all the food...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, T 1 Response Nov 28

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    I get so uncomfortable when people I don't really know hug me or pat my back or touch me in any way!!! And I will absolutely not tell someone that I love them unless I mean it-even...
    screaminginside81 screaminginside81 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 28

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    Never believed in regret until recently. You make decisions based on how you feel at the time, and that should be enough to see you through it. Right or wrong, it builds your...
    Shiningstar26 Shiningstar26 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I moved away from my hometown in 2008 after graduating college. I moved from a small city which is pretty much a big town in Oklahoma to a major city in North Carolina, roughly 12...
    beedubaya beedubaya 22-25 5 days ago

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    I regret having an abortion.. I was 17 just starting my senior year in high school a couple months ago when I found out I was pregnant, I was scared I told my friends and it ended...
    simplyme1996 simplyme1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Honestly, I don't regret all of the things I have done, because I know in order to learn, I have to make mistakes. But if I have anything to regret, it's what I didn't do, what I...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M Dec 12

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    Over time I've noticed, especially in times where I'm around friends, Sometimes I will be happy to help and some times I'm hesitant, but all the same I put others first. I'm...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Here is a part of an article excerpted from “The Secret of Letting Go” by GUY FINLEY. Self-Correction is Self-Elevation We are a peculiar race of beings. On one hand, each...
    lightislove lightislove 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Oh man, Every morning. I wake up and go straight to the coffee maker, set to brew at 5:45, I get that first cup of joe and go to town! I work from home, so getting that first...
    PatrickMoosePants PatrickMoosePants 22-25, M Nov 21

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    Since as far back as I can remember, there has always been a cat in the house. One of my earliest memories involves my mum’s old cat, Kipper, the single, surviving kitten of...
    morea morea 22-25, F Nov 23

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    Im having my first NSA this weekend. I meet a person on here and have been texting for a year now and also meet before as a friendly hello/introduction anyway were finally gunna...
    Str8MaleCD Str8MaleCD 26-30, M Nov 25

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    I regret a lot of things but thing I regret the most is calling him the mistake when it was just me .... :(
    Javier09 Javier09 13-15, M Dec 3

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    Last Friday, December 5th, was my 57th birthday. I was pretty darned happy because of the direction my life has taken. It wasn’t going to be any different than any other Friday...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I'm a passionate lover.. I'm looking for that woman that wants to enjoy being my lover :)
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M Dec 2

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    Are you a screen lover?The same ppl in real life aren't even looked at twice till they have a lot of viewers on youtube or become success or famous, then you're sharing their...
    m33lad m33lad 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I have been thinking a lot about where I am in life now. On the verge of a divorce, charging through school and on a great graduation trajectory, and I realize I'll soon have a job...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    That first hot sip in the morning...mmmm.
    bobbwil63 bobbwil63 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    It looks like they're coming back at it again! Taverncraft, a extra of 3 Aspect Entertainment, just announced that they have just engaged some new "Legendary Collection" Steins to...
    zhuanghan zhuanghan 22-25, F Nov 25

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    Call me paranoid, but u don't trust people. People are mean. People are two faced. People will hurt you. People will most likely try to rob you of money, happiness and dignity. I...
    Passionfruit101 Passionfruit101 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    First thing I'm grateful for is that Angus let me sleep till 8:30! Lol! As a reward for such a blissful night's rest, I let him walk me extra long this morning. We went on a...
    Harley53 Harley53 56-60, F Nov 27

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    First holiday we don't spend together.....
    J021408 J021408 22-25, F Nov 27

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    He was a thousand miles away. We never met in person. Never had the chance to do anything couples would do together other than talk sweetly. I ended it. I regretted it immediately...
    SylverCoyote SylverCoyote 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    First cup in a couple of days. Just a simple cup of instant. Black, no accessories.
    thoughtsthatstray thoughtsthatstray 41-45, M 9 Responses Nov 30

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    Watching Ellen Show clips online, thinking I could have been there. But it would have been irresponsible. I'm just too busy. It's a decision I had to make, and I don't regret it.
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 13-15, F Dec 1