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I Regret That I Enjoyed My Sexual Abuse

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 153 People

    I Don't "Regret" It - I Just Wish Other People Saw It As I Did

    I was raped outside school when I was eight years old. This creep who'd been seen hanging around dragged me into a "dry ditch" with vine-type plants in the ditch. It was only just out of sight of the world, but somehow no-one noticed! I was so shocked I could hardly make a sound...
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    3 Responses Apr 9, 2013

    My Step Brother

    i dont really share this with anyone but close friends but this is the internet and well i dont think a lot of people know me on here. my step brother came into my life when i was seven years old. he was three years older than me. he was always really nice to me and would...
    ScarletDrops ScarletDrops
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 15, 2013

    It Hurt When U Made Me A Woman When I Was Just A Little Girl

    Ok so my story is a bit odd and i have not found anyone who has been through the same situation witch for me can be hard Well i was 12 when this realy attractive man came into my life well i fancyd the pants off him and it didentvtake long before he new it and i startd dreesing...
    carlymctigue carlymctigue
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2013

    Enjoyed Child Sexuality

    I presume that's a matter of opinion. The minds relationship to the body are inseparable. Age or progression of maturity only fuddle our conceptions of true life. We are bled by the barbers of society into a one-thought process of law and morality. Actuality shows us if sexual...
    cvrco cvrco
    4 Responses Mar 18, 2012

    When i was 14 years old I was sexually abuse by

    my friends close friend he was about 28 and he got me drunk and took me back to his place and it was my 1st time but I like it and i regret it and i feel guilty and I've been depress ever since I need help!
    brisy brisy
    26-30, F
    Jan 17, 2014

    Molested By My Step-brother

    When I was 9 I was molested by him. I hate to say that I enjoyed it. I told my counciler that I don't think it was molesting because I enjoyed it. She told me that at my age I didn't know what I was doing but he (13 yo) did. She told me that the reason I enjoyed it was not...
    ImAMonster93 ImAMonster93
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Nov 1, 2010

    Dream A Little Dream...

    I suppose I realise now why this dream was always considered a good one for me. I started having this dream when I was five years old. It was a recurring dream and strangely enough, it was a dream...not a nightmare. I had it every so often at least for the next two to four years...
    FantasiaRealms FantasiaRealms
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Nov 22, 2010

    Regrets? Abuse?

    Let me begin by saying that I am not sure I regret it or that it was even abuse , but this is the only thread that suits my experiences.                When I was 10 years old, I was befriended by a boy who lived near me, he was 16 and like an adult really.  I...
    mikefromliverpool mikefromliverpool
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2013

    I Think My Father-in-law Might Be Sexually Abusing My Niece.

    I have no idea what to do! I went to my father-in-laws house to get some paperwork for my husband, and when I got there, my father-in-law and niece were outside in the pool. She is 6, and was just in swim trunks and no shirt; and they were cuddled up in a corner of the pool. When...
    noideawhattodo13 noideawhattodo13
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2012

    Did It Make Me Gay?

    I was 12 years old when I was molested (or was it a trick?) by my brother. I walked in on him ************ and I was scared. He offered to let me read his **** magazines (which I did). We looked for about an hour then he started playing a game of "Would you give a guy ******* for...
    GayFruita GayFruita
    41-45, M
    6 Responses Jun 24, 2012

    I Am Confused

    I Enjoyed My Sexual Abuse because it is so exciting but the fear and paranoia that comes with it is some thing i hate
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    Jun 15, 2013

    But I Liked It.

    When I was 9 years old I nervously asked my Mother if I could have a private talk with her. I confessed to her that I had sex with the neighbor. I could hardly tell her, I felt so guilty. My mom was I'll suited for the situation. She couldn't even say anything. I thought she was...
    jckrvrs2 jckrvrs2
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Sep 15, 2011

    Raped By A High School Girl At 8

    When I was 8 yrs old a high school girl lured me into her house by promising to show me some new born kittens. After she showed me the kittens she made me take all of my clothes off and she ******** completely nude too. I was really innocent and had never seen pubic hair I was...
    Littlebittyteeny Littlebittyteeny
    36-40, M
    Apr 6, 2012

    Enjoying Rape

    I was about 13 and i was leaving for a meeting with my club i went walking, alone. it was as if some people had been watching me and i was just about 4 houses away from my house and these people gagged me, and closed my eyes and grabbed me and took me in their car. we ended up in...
    iknowhowitfeelsdontworry iknowhowitfeelsdontworry
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2013

    Being Passive And Abused

    I'm not sure if this is a confession or a story, you be the judge. When I was about 9 or 10 I lived in rural Fla. The family that lived closest to us was about 1/4 mile away. It was a large family having 4 boys ans 3 girls. I hug out with the guys. Tommy was 16 and had a big...
    theFox4u theFox4u
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Nov 6, 2010

    I Loved My Uncle

    As for what i remember i always felt attracted to my uncle. He was a soldier and later for some time a cop. He was very muscular and had an awesome body when i was 6 i remember i always wanted to be with him , he was my hero and i liked so much when he hugged me. The problem...
    NadalAdal NadalAdal
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 20, 2012

    It's Time To Tell You Guys...

    I really care for all you guys here on EP The reason I am what I have become is because of my mother... I think thats understood... At the time, I was about 10, she had mental problems as some of you know... Anyways I'm not going into detail, but it was over by the time I was 12...
    bommer537 bommer537
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

    Stop Judging Me And What I Did !

    At 13, I was pretty much focused on sex and sexuality partly because of hormones, partly because it was so heavy and emotionally prohibited in my home. Tell me no, and then that's ALL I want to do ! My parents had no sex life and sex was a heavy topic in the family just as I...
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    1 Response May 24, 2012

    Fantasies And Reality - Having Breasts

    Morning time... I love the feel of my breasts filling the bra cups. I take my hands and feel my bra cups and all full of me! OMG the feel is so erotic... I always wanted to fill a bra, even an A cup. About 6 years ago I decided I would see if I could "grow" my own because...
    theFox4u theFox4u
    61-65, M
    5 Responses Nov 24, 2010

    It Hurt Soo Bad

    when i was a 5 year old girl my father one day took me in my room locked the door pulled down his and mine pants and put me on the bed . i didnt know what was going on , i asked him what he was doing and he said shutup dont talk. then he put his **** in my butt (without lube) and...
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    2 Responses Apr 3, 2013

    I Am Ashamed Of Myself..

    this happened when i was about 16..i was staying at one of my aunt's place for a evening, my uncle called me to his room to check out some new CDs he had bought..suddenly, he advanced towards me and molested me..i was in shock for atleast 2 days..but after that,though i...
    mol123 mol123
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 6, 2011
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