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I Regret Who I Became In the Past

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    I Was Young and Stupid

    Make that VERY young and stupid. Believe it or not, I regret the kind of person I was in fourth, fifth, and sixth grade. The mean but popular girls in school seemed to have been around at that time (not so much when I was in high school), and for some reason, I wanted to be just...
    midnightowl midnightowl 26-30, F Aug 31, 2008

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    "Is Cheating Ok With God If It's True Love?" I Ask Myself...

    "It wasn't supposed to be like this." He said to me, as he looked at me with broken eyes.  I shuttered at his words and I exhaled.  I knew what he meant.  he pulled me into his arms and held me.  I could feel his heart beating so fast... I touched my...
    Mizilla Mizilla 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2007

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    The *****..

    after my first kiss.. things went downhill, every one i worked with found out what i did with the one guy i dated for about 1 or 2 weeks... everyone found out wat happend in the back of that theatre.. im lucky it only went so far.. but.. the reputation i earned... was dreadful...
    iGotMine8 iGotMine8 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 9, 2007

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    Desire Takes Its Toll

    When I was younger, I'd say in my late teens/early tweenties I dated lots of guys.  But the desire was to much.  I had so much desire within myself.  And if it wasn't desire for myself it was desire for my ex's.  I went out of control.  Drinking and...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2008

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    I used to be around 140-150 and was in great shape. I was toned, had a defined jawline, and was wearing size 6-8 pants. Now I've eaten myself to 200 pounds and I'm all fat now...
    alwaysyourstruly2 alwaysyourstruly2 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When I was 13 I bet a boy who soon became my best friend. I thought we had something special and then we eventually started dating when I was 14. We became close and he told me how...
    katie3401 katie3401 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    2011 was the year of my two abortions. We're now in 2015 and I regret having it as part of my history. Today I'm particularly teary about it even though I should be ecstatic at the...
    beano1st beano1st 31-35, F Apr 5

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    i cut myself, at the age 16 ...three times. I regret it because I love myself, and often wonder why I did such a thing. it was stupid, and I often cry about it. I wish I hadn't...
    Tistoskii Tistoskii 16-17, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    so i am a 19 year old girl and as you will read my past experiences haven't been so great. when I was 16 I met my first boyfriend who I grew to love very much we were together for...
    barbie95 barbie95 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Is there anyone with depression ?? Who knows the feeling ??? Who can listen ???
    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    (Past Experience) If you don't know, I write that when talking about my past experience so people don't think this is recent. I have been bullied, I have been almost kill five...
    AllTheEmotions AllTheEmotions 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I'm just a guy. Just a normal, everyday guy that wakes up, does everyday things, never flies too high, never too low, makes a fair living, deals with work, home, and life in...
    justsomeohioguy justsomeohioguy 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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    No Regrets. The key to happiness is to always be looking forward while moving forward. It is important to pause and look back once in a while to learn from our mistakes or...
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo 46-50, M 6 Responses Mar 20

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    Hey, I know we have not talked in a while and honestly I do not really care to. I am not here to complain about how you ruined my life or shattered my world. At first, I really...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F Apr 5

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    This happened about three years ago. For some reason, it is only this past year that I have began to regret it. I was young, I really didn't have a healthy or stable family life...
    Choosingmyconfession Choosingmyconfession 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I hate how I love you... I hate it how much I trusted you I hate all that is you I hate how easily I came back to you.... I hate you for what you did I hate how much you hurt me...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I had an abortion and honestly it turned out to be the worst experience of my life. At first, when I made an appointment a couple days before the abortion I felt so sure and ready...
    MyElasticHeart MyElasticHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    It's funny how people share their deeper secrets on this app. But since I came here for a reason I guess I should do the same (I'm glad I didn't put my name here). Let's see, how...
    noneofyourbussines noneofyourbussines 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Such a catchy song that I thank Wes Anderson for knowing, it being featured in his Fantastic Mr. Fox film, danke schoen Wes :) https://youtu.be/sYZ40lDrqb0 Well there she goes...
    Demosteen Demosteen 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    I hate my past and I blame it for who I am. I grew up too fast and ended up trying to fill a void my parents left in my heart, it led me to lot of bad decisions I regret and its a...
    RawrrItsAlexa RawrrItsAlexa 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Each low I experienced, and there have been some really deep, taught me some of the most valuable lessons which have helped me become a better and stronger person. Regretting the...
    SoulHealer9221 SoulHealer9221 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I'd never want to fully forget my past. Because those bad experiences shaped me into who I am today. Showed me a strength that I wouldn't have otherwise known existed in me. Yes...
    ShesSimplyKenny ShesSimplyKenny 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So after an almost successful suicide attempt I felt extremely guilty and regretful. I couldn't take my mind off the actions I took and the people I've affected, it seemed to pain...
    driftingalone driftingalone 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I have hundreds of experiences I haven't written stories for. But this one I need to even if brief. I agreed with this experience because I know that when I was growing up I was...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I received a lot of messages after my post of regretting to loose my virginity. Many boosting up my self-steem, some asking for advices but mostly people who are in the same...
    softkitty15 softkitty15 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I received full custody of my two children at the ages of eight and five years old.I raised them alone,through many turbulent years dealing with an alcoholic deadbeat ex-wife...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    my name is Chloe i am 17 years old now and had an abortion when i was 15 the pregnancy was not planned and i had only been with my boyfriend at the time for a few months. although...
    chloeblake1997 chloeblake1997 16-17, F Apr 6

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    No matter how many things I want to change in my past I wouldn't because of my love ones. i still carry a few regrets bug i have learned these harsh lessons.
    Awesomegal81 Awesomegal81 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    seeing that line in the past...the line crossed when the future was wide open and the time now when most is regrets of missed opportunity. what hurts most is seeing things that...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I regret not reading the moment and holding her hand. I regret not reading her face and kissing her lips. I regret that when she left her heart open and bare before me I was too...
    mar3sword mar3sword 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    To Soft And Gullible I was brought up to never judge others ,unfortunately this has left me open to abuse by others I made friends with and tried to help .Its taken me many years...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I used to have ambitions. Dreams. That was 3-4 years ago. I had big plans for my life, I was going to go to Law School, I was going to qualify as a solicitor and I was going to...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I was 19 when I lost my virginity to my coworker. I didn't tell anyone except one person where I was going that night. I honestly expected to just hang out with him, like normal...
    bgriffi817 bgriffi817 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I regret that I never told this girl that I went to elementary school with a long time ago, Victoria "Vivi" Jamison that I had a huge crush on her.The best part was that I had a...
    Baileymill Baileymill 18-21 1 Response Mar 26

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    When we first met, I looked into your eyes, you held me hand and captured my heart when you said hello. Never thought loving you would be wrong. You were a man in need of a woman...
    Hunniebae Hunniebae 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I was just thinking about my regrets. I think the best thing I can do is to continue to live a good life and stick with people who will treat me in a somewhat normal and...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    My first real kiss was with a guy and I regret that because I'm way more into girls ... especially this one girl I have in mind at the moment who is absolutely amazing and I care...
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Even if your successful in doing something there is always that feeling of regret... maybe I am too proud, I should have stayed humble, you hear what they say to people... I wish...
    MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Everything from letting my parents down, smoking and screwing up in high school, tossing the best friend ships I ever had, to this point in 18 and about to start college...
    sunkil sunkil 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    You'll regret the things you don't do more than the things you do do. I'm a relatively young person, but I've already had regrets. And all of them come from the things I didn't do...
    chilldude82 chilldude82 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 27

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