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I Regret Who I Became In the Past

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    Desire Takes Its Toll

    When I was younger, I'd say in my late teens/early tweenties I dated lots of guys.  But the desire was to much.  I had so much desire within myself.  And if it wasn't desire for myself it was desire for my ex's.  I went out of control.  Drinking and...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2008

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    I Was Young and Stupid

    Make that VERY young and stupid. Believe it or not, I regret the kind of person I was in fourth, fifth, and sixth grade. The mean but popular girls in school seemed to have been around at that time (not so much when I was in high school), and for some reason, I wanted to be just...
    midnightowl midnightowl 26-30, F Aug 31, 2008

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    "Is Cheating Ok With God If It's True Love?" I Ask Myself...

    "It wasn't supposed to be like this." He said to me, as he looked at me with broken eyes.  I shuttered at his words and I exhaled.  I knew what he meant.  he pulled me into his arms and held me.  I could feel his heart beating so fast... I touched my...
    Mizilla Mizilla 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2007

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    The *****..

    after my first kiss.. things went downhill, every one i worked with found out what i did with the one guy i dated for about 1 or 2 weeks... everyone found out wat happend in the back of that theatre.. im lucky it only went so far.. but.. the reputation i earned... was dreadful...
    iGotMine8 iGotMine8 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 9, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I used to thin and extremely fit. But I completely let go and gained 70 lbs up to my current high weight of 240 lbs. Check out the before and after pic I just posted! I like it...
    person12670 person12670 31-35, M Feb 4

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    ...and the reasons why being fat is awesome! - fat is very fun to play with and jiggle - even your friends with less fat than you are amused by your chubby and jiggling belly...
    ilovefatforsomereason ilovefatforsomereason 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    I broke up with a very special woman about a year and a half ago only due to our relationship being long distance. It wasn't fair to either of us and at the time had to be done. I...
    FreeSpirit1972 FreeSpirit1972 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    When I was a kid, I wouldn't do my homework if I wasn't sitting in front of a TV, and I wouldn't listen to my mom and my handwriting was terrible. So my mom set me up with a lady...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    You know, everyone has their stories to tell. Mine just so happen to be... not the best stories in the world. I'm sure that many people have had it way harder than I did. But, it...
    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I did things I shouldn't have with some people.. But at least it made me realize I'm a lesbian. But still I regret a lot from my past..
    GayLittleFlower GayLittleFlower 13-15, F Feb 20

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    I kind of regret getting married. *The crazy thing is one of the most disturbing nightmares I ever had was while I was in my teens, and it was about me marrying a decent man who...
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I have a hard time believing people who say they have no regrets at all in their lives. I feel that most of us have things we regret. I have words unspoken I wish I had said aloud...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F Feb 12

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    I'm a 24 year old female. My story started a long time ago. I was a sophmore in high school, I think I was 15. I was in chemistry and my teacher made me partner up with a boy. I...
    Fantasybird Fantasybird 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I have regrets but none more so than not dressing more when I was younger! I can not properly express how much I regret this. It seems like it is with me all the time. So many...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I feel regretful in a way, for being myself. Old relationships and how i could have changed them, being alive instead of being a loner/depressed, seeing more things versus not much...
    Frenchgal11 Frenchgal11 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Last night I went to my daughter's house to spend some time with her and my granddaughter. She is almost two and a bundle of giggles and running around. I was playing with her on...
    sundancesoul sundancesoul 46-50, F Feb 19

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    I grew up very sheltered and used to make many insensitive jokes. As I got older I learned that many people actually are LGBT, and that people do get raped in real life. I don't...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    It happened last October. I became best friends with this girl that two grades lower then me. We would talk everyday after school and I started to grow strong feelings for her...
    supernovacomet supernovacomet 16-17, M Feb 20

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    Hi, guys! I am back! And in action, to share the most confusing, traumatic or regret part of my life with you all!!! A few weeks ago, something bad happened to me... We'll I did...
    sweetlove2014 sweetlove2014 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Hopefully or ideally.. Maybe learning to live would be better. I regret ALOT.. Where is the reset button or time machine?. Id wish everything or me would be different. I have...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Seriously, keep it in your cyber pants. You don't love those guys and they don't love you. In fact, just ask the questions you want to ask, instead of letting yourself be used. I...
    cillasavage cillasavage 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    I have been with my boyfriend for about 5 months. Yesterday (valentines) we hung out the entire day and had such an amazing time. But, I had also made plans for when I got home to...
    averose averose 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I lost my virginity when I was 19 and totally regreted it , the worst experience of my life was together for six months and i thought i loved him , my first boyfriend my first kiss...
    JazzyHun24 JazzyHun24 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I've had 3. I dont really regret having them because me and the children would have been miserable, but I regret putting myself in a position to feel the need to do something like...
    Evri1nNo1 Evri1nNo1 26-30, F Feb 3

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Wednesday, I did something really awful. Something that could potentially get me disowned if my family found out. I slept with my stepsister's ex boyfriend. A man who she was and...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 21

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    My only regret is not truly seeking after God a whole lot sooner.
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I am sorry for all the negativity I brought to your life. I respected you to challenge my thinking and help me hear to what I needed to understand. i ignored all the signs you were...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F Feb 5

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    My ex boyfriend told me that I would never be beautiful as my sister, men would never choose me over any other girls and that I wasn't worth being a friend. Those harsh words...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 9

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    Okay, well... I don't know how to start this... Okay........... I... uh I have a past. A bad, bad past. It all started when my Mum died of Cancer...... everything changed once she...
    akfrancheska akfrancheska 16-17, F Feb 20

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    Reposting here to make it more public and we're getting married soon. About two years ago, at work, I met an attractive girl who was around 350 lbs and 5"8. We fell in love and...
    Miteu Miteu 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm 33 and I had an abortion due to my health. I was always pro choice but never did I think I would ever have an abortion its against everything I believe in. I have never passed...
    PaleoGirl PaleoGirl 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Just before New Years I had an abortion. I regret this a lot as since then my partner has changed got a job and well been more understanding touch wood don't want to jinx this. I...
    Butterflyfairy23 Butterflyfairy23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Letter to my Pastor, Dear Pastor, This is going to be a very difficult email to write. First the background. My family and I are al regular attenders at x church and have been...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 13 Responses Feb 9

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    I'm so sad. I'm trying to keep it together but I'm so sad. I won't tell my husband how sad I really am I just let him believe I'm ok. I regret everyday my abortion. I have asked...
    PaleoGirl PaleoGirl 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Ever woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and regretted turning the light on? I did last night. Right in front of me as i sat on the toilet was a big...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Hi, this will be a fairly long story but it would be much appreciated if you could read and leave any advice if you can. Thank you. I'm 18 years old and have been with my...
    CEdwards96 CEdwards96 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I lost my virginity about a week and a half ago. On the day after Valentine's Day. It was with the cousin of my bestfriends boyfriend, and I had barely met him. We were just...
    chekeez chekeez 13-15, F Feb 21

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    If I would to die tomorrow I would be full of regrets cause I never did anything I wanted and never stood up for what I wanted. I want to start to soon live my life do fun things...
    malu1835 malu1835 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    The Story of Life Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you...
    NerdGirl213 NerdGirl213 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Do what you can, when you can. Most people regret what they have NOT done than what they have done.
    BUalways BUalways 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I 100% regret losing my virginity when i did. The guy told me he loved me ... Called me beautiful everyday ... Then convinced me to have sex with him ... And he dumped me a week...
    dyinginside4 dyinginside4 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    The past has always been a pretty hard burden on me, considering I have made countless mistakes and counting, they almost seemed like they were going to haunt me for the rest of my...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M Feb 3

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    There was a girl in high school that I had a crush on aince middle school, she was the onlyn person who can put a smile on my face just about every day. Sadly, on the last day...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    I don't know abt how others treat this feeling but I seriously hate it and the worst part is I cant pretend and hide it. ...cause I hate pretention...!!! Caution:- just don't add...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 2

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    I grew up in a American Baptist and I ended up marrying a wonderful African man. Eleven years ago we joined this African based ministry. Six years ago my husband was ordained and...
    africanpw africanpw 36-40, F Feb 2