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I Regret Who I Became In the Past

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    The *****..

    after my first kiss.. things went downhill, every one i worked with found out what i did with the one guy i dated for about 1 or 2 weeks... everyone found out wat happend in the back of that theatre.. im lucky it only went so far.. but.. the reputation i earned... was dreadful...
    iGotMine8 iGotMine8 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 9, 2007

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    I Was Young and Stupid

    Make that VERY young and stupid. Believe it or not, I regret the kind of person I was in fourth, fifth, and sixth grade. The mean but popular girls in school seemed to have been around at that time (not so much when I was in high school), and for some reason, I wanted to be just...
    midnightowl midnightowl 26-30, F Aug 31, 2008

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    Desire Takes Its Toll

    When I was younger, I'd say in my late teens/early tweenties I dated lots of guys.  But the desire was to much.  I had so much desire within myself.  And if it wasn't desire for myself it was desire for my ex's.  I went out of control.  Drinking and...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2008

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    "Is Cheating Ok With God If It's True Love?" I Ask Myself...

    "It wasn't supposed to be like this." He said to me, as he looked at me with broken eyes.  I shuttered at his words and I exhaled.  I knew what he meant.  he pulled me into his arms and held me.  I could feel his heart beating so fast... I touched my...
    Mizilla Mizilla 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2007

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