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I Relapsed

A group for those who have gone back to addictive behaviors that we thought we had left behind 82 People

    What Else Is New? - Well once again i've relapsed after i've told myself a number of countless times that I would do my best to stay focused, and remain sober...so tired, and so...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    ive been doing okay but ive completely relapsed. i havent self harmed in a while now, probably a month and everything just got all bottled up inside me and i just cant deal with...
    mariie97 mariie97 16-17, F Jan 29

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    **** - Argghhhhhh....I have relapsed and spent the last 24 hours smoking crack.  After 8 months of sobriety.  There were various triggers that contributed to my relapse...
    ReformedAutomaton ReformedAutomaton 36-40, M 27 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    I Relapsed For The First Time - I stopped cutting for 2 weeks, not very long but it's a start, and i cut a few minutes ago, i don't know why i even try im only going to fail, i...
    Myscarsofselfhate Myscarsofselfhate 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Again And Again - Last night I relapsed back into self harm and purging. But it seems like the self injury is something that I relapsed back into every other month. It's getting...
    JustForTheStories JustForTheStories 18-21, F Jul 4, 2013

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    Should I Feel Bad!? - Long story short, I first tried crystal Meth with my two older brothers and my sister-in-law. That was about 5 years ago. We used to tweak every day. Thought...
    M060110M M060110M 18-21, F Aug 15, 2012

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    Relapse - I've been battling these feelings off and on for eight years now. Sometimes it's months in between them, but the longer in between, the worse it feels when it returns...
    PaigePerry PaigePerry 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I haven't cut since before Christmas, I go on these long brakes without it and I think I have it all under control but everything just comes back harder. I tried to resist, but I...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F Jan 31

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    I Hate This **** - I relapsed after 11 months clean.  ******* crack, what an evil drug itr is,  I thought I was done with it, was doing all the right things, went to...
    LanBobway LanBobway 51-55 10 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    You knew I’d fall in love with you the from the very first day when you eliminated my sadness and numbed all my pain. You gave me the confidence that before you I lacked but...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Feb 13

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    Better Now -  Coming up to six months clean, feel great, went to treatment and it was a great help, feel confident in my recovery and myself.  My spirit is growing strong...
    LanBobway LanBobway 51-55 1 Response Aug 10, 2008

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    The Stuggle of An Artist - I relapsed, my drug of choice was crack cocaine, and alcohol.  I entered a rehab group a few weeks ago and Ive been learning alot.  At first I...
    reichofthedead reichofthedead 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    Insanity -    Here I am after a relapse,  hating myself for it but wanting to go out and pick-up again,  I am really sick and need help but think I am one of...
    LanBobway LanBobway 51-55 2 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    Recovery Vs. Relapse - I have been an addict to self harm and a victim to bulimia since 7th grade but it had gotten progressively worse throughout high school. After a bunch of...
    FarrahSpada FarrahSpada 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2013

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    My Sweet Prince.. - I could never feel this good sober..here I am, I admit it.. The human mind is a great sophisticated thing.. And i agree that the power of the mind overcomes it...
    Rauw Rauw 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2012

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    I Am The Definition Of Relapse - Whether its cutting, throwing up, not eating, or getting high. I relapse. Time and time again. I don't know why and I don't know how I just know...
    southernbelle864 southernbelle864 18-21, F Apr 17, 2012

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    Yesterday I Cut - i cut yesterday during church....not the best place to do it...long story short i cut because i felt fat so i tried to cut away at my ugliness and my fattiness...
    bellamajors bellamajors 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    Orrale Pues - I fuck1n relapsed god dang it life is a ***** was set up to fail since birth ..plus god is toying with my emotions ....its like COME ON f uCK ............IT LIKE A...
    AngelTrey AngelTrey 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2012

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    I relapsed again Saturday night, I was thinking about doing it for so long. I craved it, and it just kind of happened. I feel much better now after I did it, hopefully I'll make it...
    trippyprincess trippyprincess 13-15, F Mar 17

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    Legalizing Pot - I've convinced myself that marajiuana is a safe, medicinal and harmless plant that actually trumps the pharmacucdical drugs that are synthetic and unsafe. I am an...
    gcaiken gcaiken 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 15, 2012

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    the worst part of relapse is all the work that you've done before was for nothing and you have to do it all over again. it's exhausting and disappointing.
    maggieee5086 maggieee5086 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Where to begin... I had amazing boyfriend but he had really bad past - being in jail 4 times, he is still a drug addict... Few days ago he was missing for three days... I was...
    Aerdnamed Aerdnamed 18-21, F Mar 21

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    My girlfriend relapsed. She has become a completely different person. We were working on building a life together. I've always been a strong hearted person, not letting a lot of...
    lefttomyself lefttomyself 26-30, M Mar 22

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    I met my now bf our freshmen year of college. I didn’t gain the courage to talk to him until the last day of class because I just thought he was so cool and cute, but I talked to...
    MDS88 MDS88 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    It seems that my pills don't work anymore... The first day I took them after a while I was fine. It was the day after my breakdown. But they slowly started to creep back into my...
    ThatOneWeirdGirl ThatOneWeirdGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I tried several times to quit using on my own. I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 19

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    My sister completed a 60 day stint in rehab and was just released this past Monday. She has had a long history with prescription pills but has never had the right treatment to deal...
    Anec233 Anec233 26-30, F Mar 21

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    Anyone else like me? I relapsed earlier this year and regret it. I just hope I'm not alone on this
    palant palant 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    Okay so to start off I am 17 years old. My mother passed away from an overdose when I was 10 and my father is still an avid cocaine addict. When my mom passed away my sister who...
    coolbeansdani coolbeansdani 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    My boyfriend has been trying to get sober for almost a year now. We have been together for 2 and a half, I started dating him right after he'd gotten out of rehab. I much later...
    mwarre3 mwarre3 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I relapsed..................
    g0ne g0ne 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Well I relapsed. Shocker. I haven't seen my therapist in 2 weeks going on 3 so that may contribute to it. I cut deeper than I've ever cut before. The bleeding took awhile to stop...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Me and my bf have been dating for 3 years. In february 2013, we broke up and he was so outta his mind, he relapsed and started smoking meth until he got a dirty UA with his...
    roxysurfergurl02 roxysurfergurl02 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I miscarried this morning and then I relapsed. I'm super depressed and I don't know what to do. I was super happy when I found out I was pregnant but then I lost it.
    icewitch3 icewitch3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I lost my son, 30 years old, just before the holidays, Dec. 18th, 2013. He and I were very close, he was successful, but had this feeling of no self-worth. He had been on and off...
    donnalittlekitty donnalittlekitty 51-55, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    After 41 days clean I've relapsed with self harm. Disappointed in myself but also worried that I'm going to become bad again. It looks like I need stitches but honestly I'm too...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 2

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    I am a meth addict. I've been to rehab twice. This second time was only a week ago. I am 30 days sober today. Before I relapsed I was clean for 8 months. I have been on dope since...
    morgannmckenna morgannmckenna 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    I relapsed tonight, haven't cut in months. I just wana die. I'm never gonna get better.
    HighYellaKoolChris HighYellaKoolChris 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Relapsed. It was only 3 days but it was something.
    traemorgan traemorgan 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I relapsed and cut on my legs and wrist so many times . Why did it have to be like this ?
    teenprobs66 teenprobs66 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    ^^Random logo for my chemical romance Kay not from everyone. I tell people online so does that count?.... Probably not. But anyway. I was free of it for a while but I have...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I again got relapsed on nicotine after 11 hours of abstinence. Sick and tired of being sick and tired of quitting again and again.
    Invinciblehuman Invinciblehuman 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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