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I Relive Horrible Moments In My Imgination

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 254 People

    Weird, Odd Moments That Still Creep Me Out

    Maybe nothing even happened, but I would imagine something worse. I can still hear the nuns screaming at me. Heck, I still can't draw a dog very well. They should have known I wasn't an artist, or that I had attention deficit, which wasn't even diagnosed until I was an adult. No...
    rickie53 rickie53 41-45, M Feb 23, 2013

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    I'll Not Sing You A Lullaby

    I know you cant hear me, it's just therapy for myself, unwritten words on blank pages, dusty books upon the shelf. I know that you can't see me, eyes loiter beyond the veil, a memory is like a photograph, your face has now turned pale. I can no longer hold you, the warm...
    alwaysfightingmyemotions alwaysfightingmyemotions 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2012

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    Burn In My Soul

    In my room feeling trapped;a prison without bars.Stay dreaming of escape in my get-a-way car,or a ship from outer space-maybe Venus, maybe Mars,I just want another place: this one seems too hard.Maybe another state; this one seems to large,for me to navigate. Man, my compass...
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 31-35, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Done To Others

    Horrors imposed upon me don't live as long as the horrible things I believe I've done to others. Forgiving myself is usually harder than forgiving others. And forget about forgetting. Usually, my horribleness is overrated and overdone; speaking with the persons I've felt I've...
    auroramaru auroramaru 46-50, F Jul 6, 2013

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    I'm going through a tough breakup, which is a new experience for me. The pain is excruciating. I've only been in one other relationship (lasted on and off for five years), which I...
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    I made the mistake of dating my best friend on and off for four years. I knew his feelings weren't as strong as mine (he always leaned more towards friends while I leaned more...
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    My moments of weakness. The moments I wish to drowned out. The moments the rest of the world is sleeping and my mind will not be silent. Those words that echo through my mind...
    nipplelover43 nipplelover43 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    I have had a few of these. Moments that are so special but you can't take a photo or keep a souvenir. You are just left with secret memories that only one other person will ever...
    Littlemissshy7 Littlemissshy7 46-50, F 16 hrs ago

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    My life has been pretty amazing. And I've had some moments I'll always cherish. Like movie-fantasy-romantic type ****. I've been so completely in love that I lost myself in him...
    PraiseBeToYevon PraiseBeToYevon 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm not "horrible" at math ... It just falls toward the bottom of my list of concepts I enjoy ;) I've studied and passed advanced math classes ... Not much of it stuck to me. I'm...
    bleubyrd bleubyrd 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I'm horrible at a lot of things. But if I can name a number one bad thing, it's math. Numbers confuse me.
    rosycindy101 rosycindy101 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I just found out one of my roommates has been saying horrible things about me behind my back. We had a bit of a falling out when we first moved but she hasn't let it go and had...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    Having to do maths for chemistry with all the equations and for physics was horrible i hated doing that... I decided not to pursue a science career because of that! I very nearly...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I had a terrible nightmare last night, and I can't get over it. I was raped, and I didn't know by whom and I was suddenly like four months pregnant. Everyone at school was laughing...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Apr 11

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    I grew up in the Upper Penn. of Mich. my whole life. It's a beautiful area full of lakes and forests. There is a bounty of animal life every where you turn. During the last part...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F Mar 28

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    After having sex I like to be held, for my lover to examine me and explore me, in a more relaxed way than in the passions we've enjoyed. It always elongates the joy of the...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 10 Responses Mar 29

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    During the early 1980's you didn't have car seats for the kids. Most people never put on seat belts. Of course the old cars were built of metal not the plastic they use now-a-days...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F Mar 29

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    I worked in a prison most of my life. One of the worst job positions was front desk on visiting days. You had to man the prison switchboard for all calls plus process visitors...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Back in 2007 I was living in Milwaukee Wis. I had been injured working in a prison and had several of my operations down there. My daughter ran a large apt. complex and I was...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I worked at a male prison most of my life. There were approximately 100 of us that would go in each day on shift. You formed strong bonds with the people you worked with. If you...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Make every moment count.
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F Apr 3

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    I'd go in for my shift at the prison at 3pm. everyday. My sister-in-law ran a group home for handicapped adults. Prior to going to work I'd stop and have coffee with her and her...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Back in the day , when I was about 6yrs old, my mom still used the old type wringer washing machine. It was a big fantastic machine to a 6 yr old. The big open tub would "swish...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    they are what make or break a relationship...
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I've been getting bouts of sadness lately. its scaring me, because even though I do have things that have been causing me a lot of stress, they seem to be coming out of nowhere...
    crystalballer27 crystalballer27 22-25, F Apr 8

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    It's like I can't be happy. I even wake up out of sleep, with my face and pillow soaked from tears. I'm so miserable..it scares me.
    beyondalone beyondalone 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    It sucks when this happens during school 😔😔
    justinbartolome justinbartolome 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    This always happens to me every night and sometimes during the day. I get really depressed and start to get paranoid and worried about things and that just hurts me emotionally
    KidNova45 KidNova45 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I have been in counseling since I was 8 for these problems, I like to call them episodes where all of a sudden extreme emotion and sadness comes over me almost like a physical pain...
    goldfishcrackers123 goldfishcrackers123 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I had a dream tonight, instead of a nightmare. Except I doubted whether or not my boyfriend really loved me. It's missing with my head in the real world now. FML
    barelysurviving95 barelysurviving95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I live in New York City and nothing turns me on more than watching my boyfriend give pleasure to other women and then making love to me. I think sex is a beautiful act and there...
    mrsbrittany mrsbrittany 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Being in the great white North of the Upper Penn. of Mich you have to learn to have fun in the snow. Pretty much everyone has a snow machine or two. On this day the snow was deep...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I just smile all the time, it's my facial expression :-)
    caliwhiteboy2k15 caliwhiteboy2k15 13-15, M Apr 11

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    Yesss! I end up exploding at someone. I get extremely sad when I dont get mych attention. Then I get paranoid maybe im not good enough. may I did something wrong. I try to push...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    It was the 4th of July week in the Upper Penn. of Mich. Most of us went into Wis. to get the good fireworks which were illegal in Mich. at the time. All around the area many...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    The. Sound of your soothing voice ....the encouraging and uplifting words ... The beauty of amazing friendships ... They are a true gift. Thank you.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Titanfall. I'm playing in a party with my best friend and we're fighting on attrition. He and I are doing fine, pretty much top of our team. About half way through the fight, I...
    OmegaJ OmegaJ 16-17, T Apr 14

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    For most of my life I worked in prisons in the Upper Penn. of Mich. Most prisons utilize the prisoners to keep up the prison grounds. It was a nice summers day and the Yard Sgt...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F Apr 14

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    NEEEEEEEERRRRRRDDDDDDSSSSSSSSS!!!!! Haha yes that's what we are:p
    JazzyBaby321 JazzyBaby321 18-21, F Apr 14

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    I had a real embarrassing moment when I was 6 I was in school and had to go potty and was to shy to ask and I I ended up wetting my pants
    moonlightbedwetter2001 moonlightbedwetter2001 13-15, F Apr 14

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    The Eastern end of the Upper Penn. of Mich. is full of iron ore mines. The land is very rocky and full of many fresh water lakes. Many people have gravel pits on their land. My...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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