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I Relive Horrible Moments In My Imgination

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    Burn In My Soul

    In my room feeling trapped;a prison without bars.Stay dreaming of escape in my get-a-way car,or a ship from outer space-maybe Venus, maybe Mars,I just want another place: this one seems too hard.Maybe another state; this one seems to large,for me to navigate. Man, my compass...
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 31-35, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Weird, Odd Moments That Still Creep Me Out

    Maybe nothing even happened, but I would imagine something worse. I can still hear the nuns screaming at me. Heck, I still can't draw a dog very well. They should have known I wasn't an artist, or that I had attention deficit, which wasn't even diagnosed until I was an adult. No...
    rickie53 rickie53 41-45, M Feb 23, 2013

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    Done To Others

    Horrors imposed upon me don't live as long as the horrible things I believe I've done to others. Forgiving myself is usually harder than forgiving others. And forget about forgetting. Usually, my horribleness is overrated and overdone; speaking with the persons I've felt I've...
    auroramaru auroramaru 46-50, F Jul 6, 2013

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    I'll Not Sing You A Lullaby

    I know you cant hear me, it's just therapy for myself, unwritten words on blank pages, dusty books upon the shelf. I know that you can't see me, eyes loiter beyond the veil, a memory is like a photograph, your face has now turned pale. I can no longer hold you, the warm...
    alwaysfightingmyemotions alwaysfightingmyemotions 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2012

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    Mine isn't even that horrible, compared to breakups i've been through before. It just hurts. I waited in this relationship for a year, waiting for him to make a tiny bit of effort...
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    I swear I block about 20 people in one day.
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    I worked as a Supervisor in a prison most of my life. I was assaulted and had to retire due to the injuries. During my many surgeries I bought a hobby farm. I figured this would...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    So I will leave Ep and come leave for 5 minutes and BAM! My inbox is exploding, like 50 notifications! Then I will leave Ep for the night. And come back in the morning with maybe...
    tinytinyone tinytinyone 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Wtf am I doing with my life? (I have that moment all the time).
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    Ever since I joined EP. (smh)
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