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I Relive My Sexual Abuse

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 89 People

    Music Is Great

    I will never forgte the day my mother had to work late and i stayed at hme with my steopfarther one who she loved and trusted and also thought that he loved her to! i was 11 years old and had just got out of the tub, he came in my room i covered bck up very quickly. he started...
    shanreka81 shanreka81
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2009

    Deep Well

    I used to truly believe I was forever broken. I didn't even feel like a person. I have been seeing a counselor for about 6 months now. Only just a couple months ago, I had a "break through" where I started seeing my 3-4 year old self (the ages of the abuse) as an innocent child...
    sage321 sage321
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2011

    IT Never Ends.

    It has been nearly ten years since i left the home where my life was altered. Abused in my sleep/awake for 8 years. My healing has taken for what seems to be for ever. As soon as i left home i began having what others told me what sounded like night terrors. Screaming for someone...
    LOST27 LOST27
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 29, 2007


    I just relived the whole experience of the child abuse... feeling dirty and hanging around a group hoping they would like me and they never would have liked me .... all they ever did was abuse me kick me and bash me threaten me then in 2000 I was raped by a dirty fat married man...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Feb 17, 2011

    Many Things Has Happend To Me.

    First my father did WW2 and Korea so that kind of made him mean and not one to be close with. He was an angry man.  With age he was becoming a kinder person. At the age of 46 he had a heart attack and died just when he was a cool dad and working with me on school stuff. We...
    crispymack crispymack
    56-60, M
    Oct 9, 2010

    Prisoner of Abuse

    I've always lived with this trouble... I'd rather just be quick about this, so I'm gonna get straight to the point. When I was 5 years old, I was sexually abused. I was staying at my cousins' house, and had had a really fun day.  I got along with my cousins really well...
    shoopdawhoop shoopdawhoop
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2007

    Wow...did That Actually Happen To Me?

    Yea.....i was molested when i was about 4 or 5 years old by a mentally challenged uncle. i don't know if that makes it, not so bad? I never thought of it again until one random day in 8th grade. i had recently transferred to a new school and i don't know exactly what my friend...
    mizzladi91 mizzladi91
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2011

    Was I Really Molested???

    hi =) im not shure if it was really abuse and i dont think it hurt me but i gess some people would call it abuse cus i was only 7 when i finally went all the way.  it was kinda my idea and my cousins helped too. daddy would drop me off at there house sometimes for the day and...
    littlholly91090 littlholly91090
    22-25, F
    22 Responses Apr 10, 2013

    This Happend Last Night And I Cant Explain It But I Was Awake N Physicaly Felt This

    Physical hallucination under deep breathing is all i can think of to describe it, maybe some would suggest an entity of some kind... something forcfully pushed down my throat, could feel my lips opening regardless how much i tried to stoo-eyes shook violantly breathing through...
    dbreif dbreif
    Feb 14, 2012

    When I Forgave Him, I Was Able to Let Go of the Pain, For Both of Our Sakes

    when we were little girls two of my sister's and I were sexually abused by two of our uncles and first step dad, my mother was a very trusting and kind woman, she still is till this day, she is the most caring, loving and heartfelt person I have ever met, I remember...
    angelsheart angelsheart
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2007

    My Mum Let Her Bf Finger Me

    it happened a few times... I always cried and she would just watch. he would be so nice to me as he did it... tell me i was pretty and a good girl. i am probably weird but now it turns me on to think about it. i love to relive it with men who are turned on by it.
    mollyci mollyci
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2013
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