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I Remember Feeling Pain

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    Fly To Me - i breathe in you dear god i ask you to watch over the ones that can not be stopped god i ask you to watch over the ones that have given up the people who want to...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 17, 2013

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    Killing - .......i have to learn to get over things stop hating myself for what happen and just live life !........i am only 14 i really need to just act and live my age and stop...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2011

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    A Lust For Pain? Part 1 -   A lust for love is a lust for pain. i never knew that until it was over :(.  i wanted to feel love to much that i didn't realize what i have done to...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jul 29, 2011

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    Why I Can't Forget You - Well, this feeling never goes away. The feeling of sadness, pain, jealousy & despair each time I think about you, Manu. You were the perfecr girl for me...
    manesh515 manesh515 22-25, M Apr 26, 2012

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    One Down..So Many To Go - i cant feel you i feel as if your so far away from me my heart is acing for your touch my heart cant handle not feeling you i didn't mean to make her...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 19, 2013

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    Being Inlove Again - ...it hurts...i don't know if i can handle these extremely powerful emotions i wanted to tell her that i want to be hers tonight but i couldn't even do that! i...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F May 5, 2012

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    Iefh - people are deing babies are living yet everyone never stops to find answers no one never wants to know
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 16, 2013

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    Hey - Just wanted to say I'm still here.....
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Apr 26, 2012

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    Shelter - "why does she cover her face?" they askyou would see my pastyou would see my futureyou would see my presenti have nothing to offeryou may not see my eyesyou may not see...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Nov 11, 2011

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    The Pain That Made Me Suffer - The pain that made me suffer is intense, It is not emotionally but physically, I wanna forget those days of pain but everytime I remember it I feel...
    Ladymix23 Ladymix23 26-30, F Sep 11, 2013

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    A Lust For Pain Part 3 The End ...for Now -                  Sorry about yesterday i began to feel frustrated ....When you blame someone for messing up apart of...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Aug 1, 2011

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    Seated In The Back Seat - do i love god..see i don't know i am not afraid to say that i do not have a relationship with god im slowly getting their taking each step cautiosly...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 18, 2013

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    Little By Little - I'm trying..somtimes i feel that trying is not going to change anything. sometimes i think about ending it.jumping in front of a Bart train and just leave...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Oct 26, 2012

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    Dont Touch Me - there something said about the people who waits for the sun to rise to close their eyes the way they hide from the bright light almost as if they want to be unseen...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2013

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    Falling In Depresion pt1 -   is it normal to have a ****** up life and still be happy?.....That is what i told myself . i wanted to believe  that i could live half a life and...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Aug 4, 2011

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    Rjg - that is when i well go to the other side to feel something because in the dark my soul is captured dragged in..surrendered to him i am so weak to his lust his touch...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 19, 2013

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    Forgot How To Cry - Im tired
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Feb 8, 2012

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    Wanted - i ask myself over and over again am i running away? what if i start to ask myself that what if question? im confused im scared i honestly dont know were im going im...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Sep 10, 2012

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    A Lust For Pain Part 2 -     Never walk away from someone you love...that was somthing i couldnt do . I gave up my frienship with amber because i wasnt ready to face the fact...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jul 30, 2011

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    .... - every tear i feel going down on my face im stuck...confused i dont know whats wrong with me why am i crying this doesnt make since i went to theropy i talk about it a...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jul 27, 2013

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    Rsoses - i cant get over it. i cant get over anything in life im constantly going over it in my head over and over trying to make since of everything.life is to real. feelings are...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Apr 4, 2013

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    A Letter To God - when i pray to you i cry i cry because i know how tired i am i cry because im lost i cry because im sick. do you know how it feel to wonder around life clueless...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 16, 2013

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    God Must Hate Me - brother in jail moms sick I look around finding MYself being blocked by HER own fears this isnt a game she tells me you lost she screams hearing violets voice...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    ignorance is bliss - you do not scare people into going into heaven that's not and well never be how you do things its not fear that should lead people its respect, respect god...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Jun 18, 2013

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    Cant - my brothers in jail .....just when everything becomes great something bad has to happen ......i wish i did not love my brother...i wish it didn't effect me.......im scared...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Sep 14, 2011

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    Still Here - you knowa thousand times i have thought about killing myselfbut honestlyI DONT WANT TOI WANT TO BE ABLE TO LIVE MY LIFE BE SUCCESFULLGO TO HARVARDTRAVELSEE THE...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Oct 29, 2011

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    Draw A Picture - If you were to ask me to draw a picture of my souli would draw you flowers to show that i am growing .........only when the sun touches mei would draw a shadow of...
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Dec 1, 2011

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    Long Time No See - Ready to kill my self with a big huge knife
    violetkillsme violetkillsme 16-17, F Aug 28, 2012

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    There was a time I felt nothing..just an empty shell,Ha many times....Pain can be a great motivator to show me what I DONT want.If I feel nothing than nothing changes,nothing...
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    It was in the back of a movie theater, during "Strawberry Fields Forever" in 7th grade. All I could do was try to mimic what I had seen in movies. Bad choice, I was horrible at...
    Kazimir Kazimir 18-21 Mar 25

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I remember when I was younger all I felt was pain and in being so young, I naturally mistook that feeling as normal of which led to the eventual numbness to protect against the...
    leafwindblown leafwindblown 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I always get these feelings; it's a feeling of missing something, but I don't no what.
    J3ssii3 J3ssii3 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Pain Pain is what we get. pain is there just waiting for Us. It sneaks around waiting it sneaks around watching It can tell when we are at our most vulnerable. It strikes...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I was about 12...I know I was young but it did take a while for us to grow into it. He was 13 and we went to a summer camp. (Who says summer relationships don't last) we started...
    Jaimedee Jaimedee 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Summer of 2010 -Guess I'm just looking back today, thinking about my sister and that summer, and how it was the last year in my life I'd get to spend with her. Been listening to...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 20 hrs ago

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    And I wish I was one of those people, I wish I can be honest about my feelings with people without being afraid to hurt them. I hide my negative feelings from people, I don't want...
    Alitakate Alitakate 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    The odd thing about this is, is that I can remember being in the womb and my Mom sitting on a rocker saying she was exausted and I was feeling the same way. Really exhausted...
    imteresa imteresa 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    My fiance of over 6 years started to become violent...Than the snide comments towards me & my family.. last She started talking bad stuff behind my back. I told her to go to her...
    shaneflaque shaneflaque 22-25, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Ok here it goes..... I'm more than your slave, your baby, your sugar or your toy. I have feelings too. Sometimes I would like to meet someone who would just listen to me and be my...
    kimmerzwth kimmerzwth 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    i am feeling broken.. just can anybody help me out on concentrating on my life & not think what my ex is doing? i am always thinking what she is doing, she might be messging that...
    raoudupi raoudupi 26-30, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    My ex boyfriend really hurt me. He didn't cheat on me but I felt like he was behind very hypocritical considering his ex gf before me had cheated on him and he would always tell me...
    mariakara mariakara 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    "I love you"... Three words that can mean a lot to someone. Whenever I hear someone from my family say that to me, I feel at ease because I know that I'm always accepted by my own...
    lonelyteen96 lonelyteen96 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have been in chronic, constant pain for over 15 years now. I have seen a multitude of doctors, had several surgeries, many exploratory and even a spinal fusion of my L4-L5 disc...
    Mahala71 Mahala71 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 23

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