I Remember How It Feels

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 152 People

    To Live.......

    hear the alarm go off at 5am and realize, I’ve got to get a move on. Someone is waiting for me, depending on me. Jump in the shower, fingers through the hair and back into the bedroom. The family will be there, need to find a nice blouse. Dressed! How do I look? Ask husband...
    spideytoes spideytoes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2010

    In Too Much Pain

    I do remember how it feels-but I can't write about it now Of course I didn't tell him or show him how I felt. I was far too scared. I wrote much more, but I just deleted it. I don't feel that I can write about it yet-I'm still in too much pain.
    mistressmonique mistressmonique
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 5, 2012

    Passion Like That Of One's First Love...

    Do you remember that? I do.  I my teens, I was hopelessly in love with a man named Stephan.  OMG... It was the unrequited, unreachable love.  I remember slow dancing with him and just his proximity set me on fire.  I remember the emotional slings, the temper...
    HerOdyssey HerOdyssey
    36-40, F
    Nov 24, 2009

    Babies ...

    I occasionally think about one special afternoon when I was holding my daughter's face against my cheek.  She was about one week old and weighed about ten pounds or so.  There's something about the weight of a small baby, holding them against your shoulder and that soft...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    15 Responses Nov 12, 2009

    Remember How It Use To Feel

    on a sunday night i think twilite zone was on and my wife would get so scared at som of theoives she would sit on my lap and hold me tight during the movie one was about people going to the moon in a space capsul being chased bu others they thought but it turned out to just be a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Feb 3, 2012

    To Anticipate Meeting Someone

    I was trying to look cool and indifferent, I am pretty good at that. But my heart was pumping like crazy, my ears were tuning in to every foot step, trying to recognize his. I was typing a program, like a robot. But my eyes were watching the illusion my brain was directing for me...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Nov 11, 2009

    To Lose Someone

    I was crying so hard my throat hurt, my heart was pumping out of my chest. I couldn't breathe. I was trying to scream but I couldn't, he was dead, how stupid and meaningless life can be. One day ago we were talking, laughing and now he didn't exist anymore. How peaceful and...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    14 Responses Nov 19, 2009

    How It Feels

    How it feels for him to have been away on a trip. How it feels for him to pull the car in the driveway. How it feels to see his eyes light up when he sees me waiting for him. How it feels when he drops his bags and pulls me into his arms. How it feels to know that he is as happy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 6, 2010

    Remembering Is My Problem.

    I am tired of remembering.  I dont want to remember.  I remember how it feels to be hurt and tired all of the time.  I remember how it feels to be hit by someone who tells you they love you.  I remember my sons face in watching.  I dont want to remember...
    Laura27 Laura27
    26-30, F
    Nov 24, 2009

    To Be Loved

    I remember how it feels to be loved, To wake up beside him.. I remember how it feels to be whole, his heart inside my own.. I remember how it feels to be happy, knowing the love we shared.. I remember how much I loved him, now he's no longer there..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 9, 2010

    I remember being very shy to the point

    where I wouldn't talk to anyone. And because of that shyness I lost the chance to meet some people who attempted to reach out to me but couldn't find a way to get inside. One guy I remember so clearly, he was in my art class and asked to see my work normally my teacher would...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember,How it feels,That lovin' feelin',It's back,I'm glad to say,This time,There's one thing for sure,Ain't lettin' it go.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 2, 2012

    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember how it feels to wake up to silence and beauty. To open the blinds and be greeted by warm, beautiful sun shine. To glance out and see the biggest red roses you could imagine, with nothing but open land for as far as the eye could see. I miss waking up to that every...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    Mar 18, 2010

    To Fall For Someone Completely Unexpected

    I will never forget the feeling of watching my best friend graduate and becoming a marine everything was a complete blur except for me being the proudest person there and then realizing that I had fallen for him I probably had been for a while for the first time I looked at my...
    Storm25 Storm25
    26-30, F
    Apr 6, 2010

    To Be Desired

    To be the reason he smiles, to be the reason he wants to drive for hours on end just to see you. I remember how it feels to be wanted, to be needed, to be loved by someone you love, want and need just as much. I remember how it feels to be the first thing on his mind, the woman...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    To Be Loved

    and not only to be loved but to love someone else...to feel the butterflies in ur stomach just by looking at them...or to feel someones breathe on the back or neck with their arms wrapped around u.... or to feel like if u wwere to never see this person again that u would cease t...
    ava12982 ava12982
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 12, 2009

    To Make Love...

    It's been almost seven years since I've been made love to.....and two years since I had sex. For almost three years from 2000 to 2003, my ex-fiance made love to me every time we lay with each other. I felt he know every centimetre of my being, every sigh and every plea for...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    16 Responses Apr 5, 2010

    To Want Someone That I Can Never Have

    I was looking at him, Tall, dark and handsome, Smiling at me trying to melt my heart, Making stupid gestures, just to make me smile, Praising my beauty and wit, Showering me with flowers and gift, I couldn't smile back, I knew what was going on in his black heart, I was not...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    18 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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