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I Remember How It Feels

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    To Make Love...

    It's been almost seven years since I've been made love to.....and two years since I had sex. For almost three years from 2000 to 2003, my ex-fiance made love to me every time we lay with each other. I felt he know every centimetre of my being, every sigh and every plea for...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 16 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    To Lose Someone

    I was crying so hard my throat hurt, my heart was pumping out of my chest. I couldn't breathe. I was trying to scream but I couldn't, he was dead, how stupid and meaningless life can be. One day ago we were talking, laughing and now he didn't exist anymore. How peaceful and...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 14 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    To Fall For Someone Completely Unexpected

    I will never forget the feeling of watching my best friend graduate and becoming a marine everything was a complete blur except for me being the proudest person there and then realizing that I had fallen for him I probably had been for a while for the first time I looked at my...
    Storm25 Storm25 26-30, F Apr 6, 2010

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    To Live.......

    hear the alarm go off at 5am and realize, I’ve got to get a move on. Someone is waiting for me, depending on me. Jump in the shower, fingers through the hair and back into the bedroom. The family will be there, need to find a nice blouse. Dressed! How do I look? Ask husband...
    spideytoes spideytoes 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    How It Feels

    How it feels for him to have been away on a trip. How it feels for him to pull the car in the driveway. How it feels to see his eyes light up when he sees me waiting for him. How it feels when he drops his bags and pulls me into his arms. How it feels to know that he is as happy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Remember How It Use To Feel

    on a sunday night i think twilite zone was on and my wife would get so scared at som of theoives she would sit on my lap and hold me tight during the movie one was about people going to the moon in a space capsul being chased bu others they thought but it turned out to just be a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Feb 3, 2012

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    In Too Much Pain

    I do remember how it feels-but I can't write about it now Of course I didn't tell him or show him how I felt. I was far too scared. I wrote much more, but I just deleted it. I don't feel that I can write about it yet-I'm still in too much pain.
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Passion Like That Of One's First Love...

    Do you remember that? I do.  I my teens, I was hopelessly in love with a man named Stephan.  OMG... It was the unrequited, unreachable love.  I remember slow dancing with him and just his proximity set me on fire.  I remember the emotional slings, the temper...
    HerOdyssey HerOdyssey 36-40, F Nov 24, 2009

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    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember,How it feels,That lovin' feelin',It's back,I'm glad to say,This time,There's one thing for sure,Ain't lettin' it go.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    To Anticipate Meeting Someone

    I was trying to look cool and indifferent, I am pretty good at that. But my heart was pumping like crazy, my ears were tuning in to every foot step, trying to recognize his. I was typing a program, like a robot. But my eyes were watching the illusion my brain was directing for me...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    To Be Loved

    and not only to be loved but to love someone else...to feel the butterflies in ur stomach just by looking at them...or to feel someones breathe on the back or neck with their arms wrapped around u.... or to feel like if u wwere to never see this person again that u would cease t...
    ava12982 ava12982 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember how it feels to wake up to silence and beauty. To open the blinds and be greeted by warm, beautiful sun shine. To glance out and see the biggest red roses you could imagine, with nothing but open land for as far as the eye could see. I miss waking up to that every...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F Mar 18, 2010

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    To Want Someone That I Can Never Have

    I was looking at him, Tall, dark and handsome, Smiling at me trying to melt my heart, Making stupid gestures, just to make me smile, Praising my beauty and wit, Showering me with flowers and gift, I couldn't smile back, I knew what was going on in his black heart, I was not...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 18 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Babies ...

    I occasionally think about one special afternoon when I was holding my daughter's face against my cheek.  She was about one week old and weighed about ten pounds or so.  There's something about the weight of a small baby, holding them against your shoulder and that soft...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 17 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    To Be Desired

    To be the reason he smiles, to be the reason he wants to drive for hours on end just to see you. I remember how it feels to be wanted, to be needed, to be loved by someone you love, want and need just as much. I remember how it feels to be the first thing on his mind, the woman...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 15 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    Remembering Is My Problem.

    I am tired of remembering.  I dont want to remember.  I remember how it feels to be hurt and tired all of the time.  I remember how it feels to be hit by someone who tells you they love you.  I remember my sons face in watching.  I dont want to remember...
    Laura27 Laura27 26-30, F Nov 24, 2009

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    To Be Loved

    I remember how it feels to be loved, To wake up beside him.. I remember how it feels to be whole, his heart inside my own.. I remember how it feels to be happy, knowing the love we shared.. I remember how much I loved him, now he's no longer there..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 9, 2010

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    As of this posting, I've been on EP less than two weeks. I've never been interested in doing any social media-type sites. (I think I'm one of the sixteen people left on the...
    dan13732 dan13732 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am 54, just turned 54. When people ask me how old I am, I have to think on it.
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I know it has only been about four months since you past away but because your not here with me it feels like years but emotionally it feels like just yesterday I was at your...
    sexybear4toy sexybear4toy 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Wow was I wrong, loving and trusting you. Blame my Struggles, how easily I fell for you. I had been lost but fine until you came about. I lost my identity. I became nothing...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 15

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    I remember the time I came around the corner and the spaghetti flied off my plate onto the floor. It was supposed to be funny but I only remembered you stood behind me and grabbed...
    Shadowshow Shadowshow 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I remember you. Charles Black. The boy I sat next to in kindergarten. You were nice but you drove me nuts because you only ever used your orange crayon. Wore it down to a nub. I'm...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    This is only a small amount of the abuse that has happened in my childhood. It happened by many people for a long time. But this is what I need to talk about right now. I have a...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I do this on a regular basis. It feels good to laugh and sharing it with someone else is even better!
    myzterieboy myzterieboy 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    As the rain falls...so does my tears. How can something that feels so right be so wrong? The sparkles in her eyes totally undressed me....Her eyes were bright as the Northern Star...
    Tr3asur3dLuv Tr3asur3dLuv 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I met this really nice dude his name is Luis and he recently gave me another "chance" im not sure if this ir right it feels like it but if this goes bad im pretty sure that im...
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I remember my first kiss just like it was yesterday.. Me and my older sis (technical my aunt) but she was only 4yrs older than me. She was a senior in the same secondary school I...
    Mama86 Mama86 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Well I was 1. Not sure if that counts as remembering. I remember a little bit. I was at home with my mom watching cartoons, think it was Teletubbies (I don't know how I watched...
    Give2Schitts Give2Schitts 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Before all the drugs, before all the alcohol, before ruining my life. I was so hurt, and depressed, and I wanted to shut everything out. That’s the last thing I remembered before...
    I3utterfly I3utterfly 18-21, F Mar 20

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    My first kiss happens when I was 22, It took me so much time because I have a very religious family and they don't allow me to go out with my friends or having a boyfriend, then I...
    Marin22 Marin22 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    How can one find words to express how one feels? I can't.. Not today. Mostly the words would flow and I'd write them to express what I was feeling, but today, nothing.. And how can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 6

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    Being a manger is a big challenge. You need to juggle on conflicting roles and facing peer competition for the attention of the more senior staff, handling people under you and...
    AndrewDavid11 AndrewDavid11 22-25, M Mar 13

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    What I remember of my dreams from the last few nights: In one dream, I was at a skating rink, and I was playing the games. In some games, they didn't offer tickets, but in others...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's not that I don't know how to, I just feel weird doing it with random guys. I only talked flirty with the guy I dated. It just feels wrong for some reason. Like you have to be...
    masmelo masmelo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Many months I've been screaming but no one seems to see me. You said you love me but was this really true? You saw my pain, said you'd save me from my depression. How could I...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 14

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    Well, I remember part of two dreams that I had last night. In one dream, I went to the doctor with my sister and some guy, and I went in this room. It was sort of like the sort of...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I am a little foggy on the complete details, but I was either in the 1st or 2nd grade. I was over at my friend's house playing, and for whatever reason it is, his older sister...
    aldnaz aldnaz 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    When I was like 12 or eleven, my grandmom and poppy use Ta watch me a lot me and my brother. We would spend whole summers at there place for what I can remember. I remember playing...
    Mardiez Mardiez 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Many members participate and provide us with their expereinces and feelings of life, but many also just read others expereinces and donot participate at all, which is a shame. So...
    TheEnglander TheEnglander 66-70, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I didn't have my first proper kiss until I was 21; on my 21st birthday in fact. I had always been shy of girls and could never understand how you kissed them. As I was leaving my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've never been in love or in an actual relationship. I know what love from my family feels like but from a stranger? I don't know I've just never had that feeling.
    Marytiredofbeingordinary Marytiredofbeingordinary 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 7

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