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I Remember How It Feels

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    To Live.......

    hear the alarm go off at 5am and realize, I’ve got to get a move on. Someone is waiting for me, depending on me. Jump in the shower, fingers through the hair and back into the bedroom. The family will be there, need to find a nice blouse. Dressed! How do I look? Ask husband...
    spideytoes spideytoes 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    In Too Much Pain

    I do remember how it feels-but I can't write about it now Of course I didn't tell him or show him how I felt. I was far too scared. I wrote much more, but I just deleted it. I don't feel that I can write about it yet-I'm still in too much pain.
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Babies ...

    I occasionally think about one special afternoon when I was holding my daughter's face against my cheek.  She was about one week old and weighed about ten pounds or so.  There's something about the weight of a small baby, holding them against your shoulder and that soft...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 17 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    To Fall For Someone Completely Unexpected

    I will never forget the feeling of watching my best friend graduate and becoming a marine everything was a complete blur except for me being the proudest person there and then realizing that I had fallen for him I probably had been for a while for the first time I looked at my...
    Storm25 Storm25 26-30, F Apr 6, 2010

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    How It Feels

    How it feels for him to have been away on a trip. How it feels for him to pull the car in the driveway. How it feels to see his eyes light up when he sees me waiting for him. How it feels when he drops his bags and pulls me into his arms. How it feels to know that he is as happy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    To Be Loved

    and not only to be loved but to love someone else...to feel the butterflies in ur stomach just by looking at them...or to feel someones breathe on the back or neck with their arms wrapped around u.... or to feel like if u wwere to never see this person again that u would cease t...
    ava12982 ava12982 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Remembering Is My Problem.

    I am tired of remembering.  I dont want to remember.  I remember how it feels to be hurt and tired all of the time.  I remember how it feels to be hit by someone who tells you they love you.  I remember my sons face in watching.  I dont want to remember...
    Laura27 Laura27 26-30, F Nov 24, 2009

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    To Lose Someone

    I was crying so hard my throat hurt, my heart was pumping out of my chest. I couldn't breathe. I was trying to scream but I couldn't, he was dead, how stupid and meaningless life can be. One day ago we were talking, laughing and now he didn't exist anymore. How peaceful and...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 14 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    To Want Someone That I Can Never Have

    I was looking at him, Tall, dark and handsome, Smiling at me trying to melt my heart, Making stupid gestures, just to make me smile, Praising my beauty and wit, Showering me with flowers and gift, I couldn't smile back, I knew what was going on in his black heart, I was not...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 18 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Passion Like That Of One's First Love...

    Do you remember that? I do.  I my teens, I was hopelessly in love with a man named Stephan.  OMG... It was the unrequited, unreachable love.  I remember slow dancing with him and just his proximity set me on fire.  I remember the emotional slings, the temper...
    HerOdyssey HerOdyssey 36-40, F Nov 24, 2009

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    To Make Love...

    It's been almost seven years since I've been made love to.....and two years since I had sex. For almost three years from 2000 to 2003, my ex-fiance made love to me every time we lay with each other. I felt he know every centimetre of my being, every sigh and every plea for...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 16 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    To Be Desired

    To be the reason he smiles, to be the reason he wants to drive for hours on end just to see you. I remember how it feels to be wanted, to be needed, to be loved by someone you love, want and need just as much. I remember how it feels to be the first thing on his mind, the woman...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 15 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember,How it feels,That lovin' feelin',It's back,I'm glad to say,This time,There's one thing for sure,Ain't lettin' it go.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    To Be Loved

    I remember how it feels to be loved, To wake up beside him.. I remember how it feels to be whole, his heart inside my own.. I remember how it feels to be happy, knowing the love we shared.. I remember how much I loved him, now he's no longer there..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 9, 2010

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    I Remember How It Feels

    I remember how it feels to wake up to silence and beauty. To open the blinds and be greeted by warm, beautiful sun shine. To glance out and see the biggest red roses you could imagine, with nothing but open land for as far as the eye could see. I miss waking up to that every...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F Mar 18, 2010

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    Remember How It Use To Feel

    on a sunday night i think twilite zone was on and my wife would get so scared at som of theoives she would sit on my lap and hold me tight during the movie one was about people going to the moon in a space capsul being chased bu others they thought but it turned out to just be a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Feb 3, 2012

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    To Anticipate Meeting Someone

    I was trying to look cool and indifferent, I am pretty good at that. But my heart was pumping like crazy, my ears were tuning in to every foot step, trying to recognize his. I was typing a program, like a robot. But my eyes were watching the illusion my brain was directing for me...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    I remember how critical my mother was of ME, all my life, but you know what I found out later? In fact, 50 years later? When people are very critical of others, it has NOTHING to...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 23

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    I can't remember the first 10 or 12 years of my life. And what few "memories" I have are more like pictures (like I may have seen a picture of it and remember that/I only remember...
    IAmJustAGhostGirl IAmJustAGhostGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    When we first really met. I was 16, I think he was 19. I remember the girl that held his hand, and how they loved each other like crazy. She was beautiful and tough and I recall...
    ReykjaviktoZurich ReykjaviktoZurich 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I actually had it today I'm pretty much freaking out :( I have no clue what to do I don't want to tell my mum!! And I'm about to go to bed Tomorrow is Easter! So I'll have to wear...
    confusegirl14 confusegirl14 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    When I had my 10 birthday, which was a big deal for my mum, she had the idea to apply glitter gel to my face and hands before the party. I bent backward and turned the face away...
    Amber945 Amber945 18-21, F Apr 23

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I remember being good at writing. Decent at drawing as well. I grew up being told I was "wise beyond your years..." and could hold a conversation with any group of adults. Scores...
    Demise Demise 22-25, F Apr 19

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    When I first had my heart truly broken, the thing I remember the most is how the area in my chest where I thought my heart was... hurt. It physically hurt. Not pain. But an ache...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 25

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    A visit to Aunt Myrt and Uncle Grover's. Half an hour. Scenery so familiar as it flies by the car. I loved going places. The speed, the wind whipping through the open windows as we...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I passed up an opportunity to attend Princeton in order to be with him. 3 kids and 15 years later, I JUST finished my degree. I wonder how different my life would be had I chosen...
    AthenaSimone AthenaSimone 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I remember when I was never told I had an enjoyable personality, when nothing I said had an impact. None of my opinions mattered and my values didn't mean anything to anyone. I...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    When I was in high school, I found out my sister's best friend was the mastermind behind the bullying and stalking that was happening to me. I had adopted her in my heart as...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    There are times when I can be very very strong but then there are very specific things that can break me away very easily and just wear me down. Like if I am deeply invested in...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Ever wondered how it feels like to be cut with a razor on your chest, a little, everyday? How it feels like watching your own blood pour out of your very own flesh? Ever wondered...
    godstrengthensme7 godstrengthensme7 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    When I got out of bed this morning I went straight to bathroom so I could brush my teeth. It was just a typical Sunday morning. At least it was until my dad intercepted me before I...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    i met this girl back in highschool i felt like she all ways had a crush on me and so did i but thought it was just lust.... so i annoyed it said theirs no such thing as love till...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    That kind of feeling no one else knew but you. That feeling that your heart is literally tearing apart, you can hear the sound of the broken pieces. Your heart is bleeding and...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    ...(Stories of Loss and Leaving)...Tears are not always the first and most potent evidence of sorrow. And some people manage to stay with you long after they’re gone.1. A...
    mysteriouseverything mysteriouseverything 22-25, F Apr 11

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    All I remember is that though my siblings and I were provided with PC, the access to internet was impossible; for our education was a major concern for our parents. At that time...
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have loved the same person for I don't even know how long. To be fair, she doesn't actually know, so I guess there will always be that big "what if" that is killing me. The issue...
    BowtiesRcool BowtiesRcool 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It feels like forever ago since I played high school sports even if it has only be about 5ish years. I was never really one for the high school scene. College was more of my...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Everything is going well I think. not sure though but the thing is that I've been dating this guy where we're actually not together but we're friends we've been seeing each other...
    LifeIsLikeABoxOfChocolates2015 LifeIsLikeABoxOfChocolates2015 22-25, F Apr 7

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    I haven't experience it in a while. I have not been in a real life relationship so I don't know how things go, and I am afraid to take a chance. And I have some other factors why...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    Got drunk last night and repeatedly told my bf how much I like him. He never once said he liked me, too, but he did make fun of me for it today.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    He says he needs space........this breaks my heart. I know it shouldn't. But it feels like a direct slam at me, no matter how I think of it. It's hard to hear him say something...
    bambino420 bambino420 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago