I Remember Life Before Ep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 82 People

    How Can I Forget

    When I recall my life before EP I realize that I was on the verge of a total breakdown. I was getting screwed from all directions. Whether it was relationships, career or even health. My life was miserable and meaningless. One day I found EP and within a few weeks I was very...
    Tien101 Tien101
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2012

    How I Dreamed My Way Here.

    Before ep I had never surfed the web. I hadn't even been on the internet before. I didn't know how it even worked! When John got sick I got dial up to find some information on how to help him and for the kids school work. After he died I would used the net to pay my bills...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2009

    Life With Ep

    My situation is similar to another member on this site. I had never used the internet or even a computer.  I had managed sufficiently with pen and paper. A friend brought me a computer and introduced me to technology, I am not a computer whizz kid. I self-taught myself...
    jophene jophene
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2009

    Oh My...

    My life before EP was dull, and wasn't very filled with fun. I never used to talk much before EP, and even though I had a lot of friends, I didn't feel complete. I would never sleep at night, and when it was time for school, I'd drain myself completely dry of energy for the day...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 9, 2011

    It Was Not Long Ago

    Yet, it feels like another life time, I know I might lose EP any second, yet I can't imagine my life without it.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Dec 13, 2009

    Related Experiences

    I met you here almost a year ago and fell in love with you soon after, before I even saw your picture. I know I caused all my own grief and I am accepting that now. but I need to...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 21
    I was 16, in a rough place in my life, had lost all my true friends and got in a bad group of people. EP has over the years helped me open up and find new friendships. I am now 18...
    HeyRainbow HeyRainbow
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    just a friendly reminder to not forget the future. i will always remember those things we did twenty years from now.
    xkmb xkmb
    56-60
    Apr 20
    If you see this before EP closes out, rockford.e.raccoon@gmail.com
    hankstone hankstone
    51-55, M
    Apr 19
    I just don't know what should I say. Love you ,miss you like hell,need you more than you will ever comprehend... I don't know what should be apt words to say before this comes to...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    1 Response Apr 19
    We don't need to be very old to remember life before the Internet some 20y ago. But what a different life it was. Internet is such a mixed bag so yet so evil, so full of brilliant...
    Qagidi Qagidi
    46-50, M
    6 Responses Apr 19
    EP has helped me get thru so many bad times. I have met people here that I am going to try to keep up with after this closes. I dont want to just say goodbye to them, they are...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 19
    without sexual impulses Basically every time I’m with somebody though it’s impossible to disentangle and analytically separate out all of that. All that I was really trying to...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Without the corresponding Sexual attraction. It's been a long, long, long time since puberty though. It's just that I was a Romantic long before I ever had my first sexual...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    Apr 19
    I have this one online friend that I've known for 3 years and I need him in my life. We may go 3 weeks without talking but when we do we catch up on everything. Whenever there's a...
    1kallaway 1kallaway
    41-45, F
    Apr 18
    I always have memories of being in ww2 flying a plane and I remember when I was a kid In pre school I was always talking about the olden days and reading or looking at books that...
    Kccj12 Kccj12
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    The Woman Who Was Once My Whole World-It has been over 15 years since I seen her last and I recently found out that she passed away back in 2014. Overall of these years I have...
    SurahsGrandGal SurahsGrandGal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    Next month is going to be one year since our break up. It has been a bumpy road and now a new guy is trying to enter in my life. I am not sure about what I should do, I am scared...
    American19 American19
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    I barely ever have nightmares. What I do get are the most bizarre, weird, fvcked-up dreams in the history of human existence. I also remember bits and pieces of my dreams. So I...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    1 Response Apr 17
    Living FULLY is a journey not a destination. My journey has allowed me to grow into a person who may fear the storms ahead, but who is willing to ride through those storms with...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I have flashbacks of my past life My past self fact file (idk what it's called) Name: Melodes Sex: (yes plz!) male Age: Unknown (probably around 14 at the time of flashback...
    MichaelByers MichaelByers
    16-17, T
    Apr 16
    Oh god it was weird. Slightly freakish too. So it was the morning of a merry 7th-grade day and I'd felt so accomplished because I'd finished all my homework, I'd studied for...
    jaybae2001 jaybae2001
    36-40, F
    Apr 16
    Hey people of Experience Project. I've finally decided to post my situation on the internet and chose to do it here. It's kinda difficult to know where to start and this will be a...
    Mickee24 Mickee24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    seems people would prefer abandoning me rather then befriending me. even the people who told the false tale of being my friend and always sticking together had left me as well. it...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 13
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    As long as I can remember, I've never had a passion, a dream. I've never had a driving force for anything I've done. I just go through all the motions of living, but all I really...
    thegreatmango thegreatmango
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    My childhood was not happy as everyone remembers it but it was full of all the abusive you can imagine which impacted my future and all my life I am trying to run from it and not...
    remains27 remains27
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    Do y'all still remember y'all first time having sex and how nervous y'all where?
    esme14 esme14
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I've had a regrettably difficult relationship with my fiance for a few years. Then I found her doing things online and even worse over the phone with other guys. It still counts as...
    willy8314 willy8314
    31-35, M
    Apr 10
    Every once in a while, I start to think of all the mistakes I've made in the past couple years, and they really bother me a lot. Gaining an enormous amount of weight. Dropping...
    animallover110293 animallover110293
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I wrote this...and my computer went wrong and now re writing it is just..painful. But here we go.. My dad used to kiss me on the lips. I hated it. My skin used to crawl and it...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I am not an early riser by any means but the few occasions that have did lead to an appreciation of the little things. This day was during a camping trip in early summer. The...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    When a dream of a mystery lover reoccurs over the course of several years the dream may be commenting on a real connection with someone afar. Two souls collaborate at night in the...
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I'm even using the "alternate personality" I made as a username to keep myself anonymous. I'm 17 and I have this whole other family, friends, boyfriend (Johnny Depp ofc) that...
    isabellaandre isabellaandre
    16-17
    Apr 8
    Hello,people.excuse me about my English,it's not m'y mother language .Iam a girl 20 years Old,student,a unique girl without sisters.m'y life changes since Iwas too little,ihave...
    Souffrance Souffrance
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I used to pull one of my eyelashes (no matter how it hurts!) every time I remember this one thing I always wanted. It was.. to have my own sister. I even asked my Mother if they...
    Nyengenhe Nyengenhe
    16-17, F
    Apr 7
    Because they're more important than me..and deserve to live a life well remembering.
    nobodynumbah8 nobodynumbah8
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I found Ep when I was distraught,My journal for each desolate thought,I jotted down every drop of tear it had brought,Friends flowed, with moral support I fought!Now, I trace back...
    1PrincessKai 1PrincessKai
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    Alcohol has been a big impact on my life. My dad was practically drinking everyday and then coming home late at night to have fights with me. One day he took it too far and tried...
    EllieeSealeyy666 EllieeSealeyy666
    16-17, F
    Apr 6
    Hi, I didn't know where to put this so I decided just here will do. Okay. So hey, I'm Candslayer, as you already knew that. But my actual name is Zoie. I was born in 1997 on the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 6
    man can I relate to this one.. I'm 34 divorced, have no car, no drivers license, no friends, a job that pays 8.00 an hour, i Live with family in a run down roach infested trailer...
    NugginFutz81 NugginFutz81
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    I don't know what to do with myself . I'm lazy but I want to work hard. My mom had my brain tested that doctor asked me : " how does it feel to be a genius" but i cant remember...
    fkrtji fkrtji
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Im a lonely person not gonna lie. Everything in my life went **** when i hit year 7/beginning of high school. I went from having lots of friends in primary school and when moving...
    ASpookyGhost ASpookyGhost
    16-17, M
    Apr 4
    I hate my life. I am married to someone I despise. My job is difficult for me. I am in physical pain every day. My wife tells me I am an embarrassment to my daughter. I am 45...
    Bsfcstrfrk Bsfcstrfrk
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    i remember next year when you got drunk and ran off with that guy from seattle. don't think i will forget that next year.
    xkmb xkmb
    56-60
    1 Response Apr 3
    She got married a few weeks ago and I cried a lot. How could I not. People often said she was a dady's girl because of how close we were and the amount of affection we gave each...
    Lonely270 Lonely270
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 2
    For my story, I was always a bit bigger than everyone around me. My family is all pretty fat, but I'm the largest kid (despite being the youngest) and I outweigh my mom. I broke my...
    oliviayay oliviayay
    18-21, F
    Apr 2
    I born in 1980, since I have remember I was so unlucky. Remember very well those days when as a 4-5 years old child when friends playing with theirs remot control toys mine was...
    Sam1980tdi Sam1980tdi
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Apr 2
    My recollection of the time prior to being born is something that lingers on the forefront of my mind at minimum, once a month. I have found only a few images that can capture the...
    SpiritualRelease SpiritualRelease
    31-35, F
    Apr 2
    but someone used a word and it was funny it started with a w and i rlly wanna remember it WHAT IS IT??????
    IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    before the shutting down of EP i want to find a life partner for me any girl within my age want to be my life partner?
    tan987 tan987
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
    I do.. I remember the day 28 August 2015. I got my period at like 11:30 P.M. I had a lot of knowledge about periods before I actually started to have them, but when my period...
    feelingfeminine feelingfeminine
    13-15, F
    Apr 1
More Stories