I Remember When I First Came to Ep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 184 People

    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14
    18-21, F
    Oct 6, 2011

    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2014

    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 5, 2009

    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki
    31-35
    13 Responses Nov 10, 2008

    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath
    61-65, F
    Feb 24, 2009

    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2009

    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 10, 2008

    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jan 30, 2012

    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt
    46-50
    28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 16, 2009

    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 24, 2012

    And I gotta say to that is: WHAT THE FK

    HAPPENED TO THAT SITE?????????
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    Dec 4, 2015

    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness
    31-35
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2014

    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    Nov 17, 2009

    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel
    22-25, F
    Jan 8, 2009

    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Jan 8, 2009

    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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