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I Remember When I First Came to Ep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 196 People

    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 10, 2008

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    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 5, 2009

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    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2009

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    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    It was the best of times,

    it was the worst of times. I feel like an EP grandma. Back in my day, anons were purple, dontcha know?! The reactions worked correctly in confessions. Gestures were free. We could have pets for God's sake. I had a roach named Roachel. An homage to MyNameIsHurl. She was my first...
    VicariousTroll VicariousTroll 26-30, F 11 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2012

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    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 8, 2009

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    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jan 8, 2009

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    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath 61-65, F Feb 24, 2009

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    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 13 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    I wanted to make an experience about the mascot

    coolspot In 2011, created a user called coolspot and then deleted my account.
    userabc123 userabc123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Nov 17, 2009

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    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Oct 6, 2011

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    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt 46-50 28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 4 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30, 2012

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    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    It was really easy to get people to see my way of thinking... Maybe I was just better at conveying it back then. Or maybe people and the times changed. Who knows what it was, but...
    SwankyVirginity SwankyVirginity 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    I was in the store with my mom and sisters. A women came up to me and told me I was staining. I had so much I didn't even know. I ran out of the store
    Overthewater Overthewater 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    I remember that my first concert was Trans-Siberian Orchestra. I didn't want to go see an "orchestra" and for that reason, I argued with my parents about going. Eventually, I gave...
    Zach7633 Zach7633 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I was about 14, I stole my friend's(who was way smaller than me) phone and he ran me down and put me in a headlock and beat my face until I gave him the phone. That is the...
    keegan22 keegan22 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    My 1967 Ford Mustang Back in My high school days, I usually rode the yellow school bus to get to School but outside of classes, our dad let me drive his 1965 Buick ,that is when he...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 3 days ago

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    I remember it vividly. It didn't happen that long ago, it was July 9th. I went to a rave with my friends, a lot of people from my school were going. So I figured, why not. A couple...
    ksandd ksandd 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I vaguely remember it but it wasn't particularly great haha
    nicholas25 nicholas25 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I was 8 years old at summer camp, I met this girl named Gwen. She was my first true love. You see, I never found girls gross. For as long as I remember, I have always liked...
    Account1138 Account1138 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Tall. Dark hair. Played basketball. I was gonna go for him, but those plans got crushed when he came to me for advice on to how to get his own crush. I didnt have the heart to just...
    Gliko Gliko 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    We were in the same pre-k Sunday School class. I developed a crush on her before we ever even started school. I was very happy to see her in my kindergarten class. I had a terrible...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I remember my first kiss! Wow! It was great. It was over 60 years ago. It was the first for both of us. It was so intimate, we felt very deeply joined and we kept on kissing for...
    vulvatarian vulvatarian 70+, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When I was in grade school, there were a couple of girls that liked me. I had a crush on this sweet little Chinese girl. Perhaps that's why I think Asian girls are so beautiful.
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    it was horrible I told him I never did it and he told me he will teach me and I bit him and I didn't know when to stop so awkward
    ronyida ronyida 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    She was so wonderful and kind and I so wish we could have lasted longer. She was not the best kisser but maybe 3rd best for me. Maybe 2nd best. But it took years for me to find a...
    Bird500 Bird500 41-45, M a week ago

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    My first crush was on one of the shop teachers at my junior high school.
    DrWhom DrWhom 51-55 a week ago

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    Ahh, my first crush! xD His name was Ognjen, I still go to school with him, but I am not into him anymore! I fell in love with him in 1st grade and I loved him 2 years, then after...
    Dramhunter Dramhunter 13-15, F Jul 26

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    my first crush was so wired! I still don't get how I liked him, I had a really bad taste in boys.
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    It was just last year, and Me and my friend were going to meet up with this chick. We met her and sat at the school grounds under a tree. It was our first time seeing each other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 26

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    My first crush was when I was is 3rd grade. I'm in 11th now and I still remember him. He was that important to me. He was the bad boy. I was the good girl. Just like every other...
    RatchetGurl101 RatchetGurl101 16-17, F Jul 26

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    Not hard to remember when it was only a few years ago. I was a bit of a late bloomer and had my first date at the age of 17. I'm 19 now. Lost my virginity a week before my 19th...
    MrSandmann MrSandmann 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I was in sixth grade.It was a girl that i remember one of the other guys in our class making fun of because of the way she dressed.I think maybe she was poor because of how she...
    usernameagain9 usernameagain9 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I was 14 with my first Crush and he left town and moved i was hurt so bad...Well the boy down the road has had a crush on me for years now...Well now his a young man 22 i think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 25

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    I was 11. I know, I'm a player. I was at summer camp and this guy who was 12, we were in the same cabin. Anyway, it was raining and everyone was in their cabins. It was a week or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 25

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