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I Remember When I First Came to Ep

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    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 1 Response Jun 3

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    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 10, 2008

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    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 5, 2009

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    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16, 2009

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    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jan 8, 2009

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    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt 46-50 28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath 61-65, F Feb 24, 2009

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    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2012

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    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2009

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    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Nov 17, 2009

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    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 12 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Oct 6, 2011

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    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 8, 2009

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    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 30, 2012

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    It was the best of times,

    it was the worst of times. I feel like an EP grandma. Back in my day, anons were purple, dontcha know?! The reactions worked correctly in confessions. Gestures were free. We could have pets for God's sake. I had a roach named Roachel. An homage to MyNameIsHurl. She was my first...
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 10 Responses Feb 2

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    I wanted to make an experience about the mascot

    coolspot In 2011, created a user called coolspot and then deleted my account.
    userabc123 userabc123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I remember my first kiss. I had met the man online and we had been talking and 'dating' for a little over a year when he came to visit me. I couldn't drive so my father and...
    roseblossom90 roseblossom90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I remember when Nickelodeon had shows like "you can't do that on television"
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    I have always been a good girl, never drinking, never smoking, always respecting the rules... But then I couldn't resist the temptation of fun. And Marijuana. I can clearly...
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    I remember my first it was years ago but I remember how long it took for me to get the courage for the meeting. I knew the person well and had the urge and desire that was raging...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I remember when I had my first break up it was vary painful my heart was broken in millions of pieces and I thought that the world I created was over know I have a better place to...
    genesisp genesisp 13-15, F Jul 23

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    Everyone remembers their first painful breakup but it's not a bad thing because for some it was your first "I love you" and really meaning it. Every breakup is always painful, they...
    xgmgvx xgmgvx 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Oh man I don't remember my first only my ex from a year ago u thought she really did love me but the truth is she was dating a girl and a guy the same time she was dating me...
    hartbrokenlove hartbrokenlove 13-15, M Jul 23

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    I remember my first breakup it hurt me I cryer for 2 dayz straight I couldent get through it but I had close friends to help me out and get me back up to find a reatshionship agine...
    BasketballIsawesome BasketballIsawesome 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Yup, I remember my first period. January 14th, 2007. It last 15 f*cking days, and it's STILL hasn't figured out a good schedule seven and half years later. My period is irregular...
    eanchantedeyes eanchantedeyes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    So, it's been 3 months since my boyfriend broke up with me. We were together for almost a year. He is two years younger than me. He broke up with me over text. I remember calling...
    Mitsuko15 Mitsuko15 18-21, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    What happened to my first crush? I dunno. We were in second grade together. The first time I saw her, I was smittten and thought she was just about the prettiest thing I had...
    kbbaldwin kbbaldwin 66-70, M 5 hrs ago

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    What happened to my first crush? I dunno. We were in second grade together. The first time I saw her, I was smittten and thought she was just about the prettiest thing I had...
    kbbaldwin kbbaldwin 66-70, M 5 hrs ago

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    We came back from Germany the second time and we landed stateside on my 15th bday
    OzarksTrucker OzarksTrucker 36-40, M 14 hrs ago

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    Infant school. 1972. Her name was Dawn. The fact that I still remember that after 40 odd years. Shows she must have left quite an impression!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I had breakups before but they were never painful. The first breakup that really hurt me was when I was 14 years old. I remember that we could see each other only every two weeks...
    zyakkui zyakkui 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    My first kiss was on the borderline between a silly childhood game and a real first kiss...one that had adult emotions behind it, so I have always considered it my first kiss. I...
    KatieInSoCal KatieInSoCal 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    I was only 13 at the time. I didn't exactly know what love was but I felt happy and sky high. Well, I was a straight A girl and the guy I was with was more of a trouble maker. One...
    Arcencielx Arcencielx 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    My first time wearing pantyhose, was also the first time I got caught. Luckily, I was caught by my sister, as they were her hose I was wearing. I was 13 years old and had just put...
    pantyhoseguy7572 pantyhoseguy7572 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 2

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    I had been dating this girl for two years, she was my life support seriously. My break up wasn't exactly the normal kind, more bitter and depressing. When I first met Tanya I was...
    HalfARainbow HalfARainbow 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 3

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    The first time I had my period, it was while I was dancing on a ******** pole. First comes love, then comes marri-oops, wrong song, here we go. MY MILKSHAKES BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO...
    TheTrollinator TheTrollinator 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    ahhh, The kiss... I remember, it was with my friend Dylan at the hospital. first of all Dylan was really sick and had been in the hospital for almost 3 months. I had been checking...
    hellobriannaskye hellobriannaskye 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I do remember it well. I was too trusting and believed everything that was said to me at that time. It was devastating when it all came to the surface and I thought I would never...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F Jul 24

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    We were twelve. I have dressed and been at peace with being a girl in a boy's body all my life. I got a huge crush on Josh, the cutest boy on earth, but he didn't know (as most...
    bookreader2000 bookreader2000 13-15, T 6 Responses Jul 23

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    I was in second or third grade and my friends girlfriend who was two grades above me. I was at the water fountain outside of the computer class and she said "I think your cute...
    Fatskinnyguy Fatskinnyguy 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    It was our second date. We were hanging out at his place. We fixed a drink and sat around talking for a little while. He needed some cigarettes so we got up to go to the store. Now...
    Photographer85 Photographer85 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    we used to meet up at our college and just sit under a tree and just hang out. Later one day we walked to the bus stop holding hands, his bus arrived first but he stayed and waited...
    ElenaV ElenaV 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I was high on weed during school. A friend gave me a waterbottle full of vodka. I chugged some of it and I got drunk for the first time. It feels so much different than being high...
    vegasboi vegasboi 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I don't know if he was necessarily my first crush, but he's the first one that I can remember. Kind of hard to forget, as I was pretty obsessed over him. He was one of my...
    ShimmerSquirrels13 ShimmerSquirrels13 22-25, F Jul 24

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