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I Remember When I First Came to Ep

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    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath 61-65, F Feb 24, 2009

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    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 2 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 13 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    I wanted to make an experience about the mascot

    coolspot In 2011, created a user called coolspot and then deleted my account.
    userabc123 userabc123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    It was the best of times,

    it was the worst of times. I feel like an EP grandma. Back in my day, anons were purple, dontcha know?! The reactions worked correctly in confessions. Gestures were free. We could have pets for God's sake. I had a roach named Roachel. An homage to MyNameIsHurl. She was my first...
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 13 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Nov 17, 2009

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    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30, 2012

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    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 10, 2008

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    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Oct 6, 2011

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    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2009

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    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt 46-50 28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jan 8, 2009

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    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2012

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    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 8, 2009

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    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 5, 2009

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    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I remember my first time it was in my friend's house However this day I was bored and I was curious about smoking so I decided to smoke with them at first I felt nothing i got a...
    nmaghy nmaghy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I don't remember when I was young. I just can't seem to recall. I remember some things, but most things are just a blur. God gave humans this amazing ability to block things out...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I liked this guy, he was the hot guy that everyone wanted. I fantasised about him (Not like, sexually just us living together) and when I eventually (2 years later) admitted I...
    JewelSparkle JewelSparkle 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    The thrill of that first love….that first step. Some things I don’t remember at all, like for how long I had a crush on her until that day. I know that we weren’t really...
    Synapse81 Synapse81 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I walked in my first day of kindergarten. I didn't know anyone, and I wasn't ready to meet anyone either. If anyone came near me I would flick them. I had strong fingers to, I had...
    purpainting7 purpainting7 16-17, F Feb 12

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    my first time out was when i was twelve. i was having a comming out party by going camping with my friends. the morning of at about 6pm my friend hailie came over and dis my hair...
    tgirlsummer tgirlsummer 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 8

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    8th grade, when I first took love at a serious level with that someone.. I thought she would take it faithful with me too until she came up with a lie to break up with me... and...
    AnanSterb27 AnanSterb27 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    It was night time, September 25. I got home after a busy day but I was texting ,"him", constantly throughout the day. He made my heart light up with every message. Then he was...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I consider myself a bisexual guy. I had a few boyfriends in middle school. My first kiss was at 14 years old and my boyfriend and I ended up French kissing. Can't remember how it...
    html92 html92 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    I was 16 when I first remembered that I shaved my private parts and my legs. I was so bald then and still today between my legs.
    redheadfemale redheadfemale 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    After my first breakup, I distinctly remember sitting in the church at my brother's christening (in between my grandparents) sobbing my heart out and trying to be as discreet as...
    CeeBreeze CeeBreeze 22-25, F Jan 27

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    13. Matt with blue eyes. It happened at the movies & i remember being nervous but ready at the same time - thinking about movie kissing scenes. when it was over i was kinda bummed...
    Platana2100 Platana2100 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    My first very painful break up was with my first love. He became everything to me, he was everything I had wanted in a guy since I was a little girl, the person I described when I...
    emmyloo29 emmyloo29 18-21, F Jan 31

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    This is not what i expected my first kiss would be :"( On winter vacationmy friends and I went to a bar, I was feeling a little dizzy and tired at that time so my friends went to...
    Joawe Joawe 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    her name was Sam, that wasnt her really name but she hated her really bame and just went by Sam. she had a lot of self hate, depression and selfharm problems. me living in indiana...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Wow this brings me way back...I was young, 14 or so. I had this beautiful blonde hair, blue eyed boyfriend, who was completely head over heals for me. Being the Bratty teen i was...
    SecretAngel6 SecretAngel6 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Tt was the time during 2013 april when i met the love of my life online but it went till the phone conversations but not more than that. You know how bad i felt when i imagined...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I guess it counts as a kiss. Last summer, when I was at a student council camp, on the last night we had a dance, and this 8th grader and I walked across the college over to the...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F Feb 4

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    Here i thought everything was becoming better. Being in a relationship after 2.5 years. yes we had our ups and downs, but at the end of the night, i had always ended up holding her...
    oNii671 oNii671 22-25, M Feb 3

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    It was after high school, I was 20 and she was 19. We have liked each other throughout high school, neither of us said anything. Until I was in my 3rd year of college, she says "I...
    dbelone11 dbelone11 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    My first French kiss/make out was last December. I was with a bunch of my friends at my house and we were watching Orange is the new black. It was late. We finished the whole...
    nathanlieblein nathanlieblein 13-15, M Feb 8

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    My fascination with tights goes back to pre-teen years, and I loved wearing tights at every opportunity-- but as time went by, I longed to wear other sensual, girly items, and a...
    Tightsgirl Tightsgirl 46-50, T 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Officially a 1987 Chevy Blazer 2 Tone(black/white). Before that I was driving our white 1985 Olds Cutlass Supreme(burgundy interior). I had been looking for the perfect little...
    theswordinthestone theswordinthestone 41-45, M Jan 30

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    My first kiss was with my girlfriend of about a week after school in eighth grade... Bathroom stall ;)
    Nighttimetalks Nighttimetalks 16-17, F Feb 4

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    I was kissed by my long time "friend" when I was about 13 years old. It was the best day of my life. I used to fantasize all the time about how much I secretly liked him and...
    BlackBuddafly88 BlackBuddafly88 26-30, F Feb 7

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    Idk if I should count this as my first kiss but, I was about 10 at the time and there was this boy in my class named Stephen that I hated so much. His cousin, which was a female...
    Iamgr8t3r Iamgr8t3r 18-21, F Feb 10

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    my first crush was on Prince Harry of Wales "Prince Henry."
    peddyvamp2 peddyvamp2 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    My first crush was on my assistant student teacher in kindergarten. She was a babe.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11