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I Remember When I First Came to Ep

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    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 10, 2008

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    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt 46-50 28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    I wanted to make an experience about the mascot

    coolspot In 2011, created a user called coolspot and then deleted my account.
    userabc123 userabc123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 2 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 13 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jan 8, 2009

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    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Oct 6, 2011

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    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 8, 2009

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    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Nov 17, 2009

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    It was the best of times,

    it was the worst of times. I feel like an EP grandma. Back in my day, anons were purple, dontcha know?! The reactions worked correctly in confessions. Gestures were free. We could have pets for God's sake. I had a roach named Roachel. An homage to MyNameIsHurl. She was my first...
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 14 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath 61-65, F Feb 24, 2009

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    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2009

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    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16, 2009

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    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2012

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    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30, 2012

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    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 5, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Yeah. I remember it. But honestly I wouldn't care if I didn't remember it. I mean, it's nice to remember your first kiss, but mine kind wasn't worth remembering. It wasn't romantic...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I remember when I was young, I was really fat and had intense anger issues like worse than now, and like my cousins would bully me and treat me like crap cause I was the only fat...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Officially a 1987 Chevy Blazer 2 Tone(black/white). Before that I was driving our white 1985 Olds Cutlass Supreme(burgundy interior). I had been looking for the perfect little...
    theswordinthestone theswordinthestone 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    When I was younger I had this neighbour who was my best friend. We did everything together and we never understood why anybody used to make comments about us being so close. When...
    evieas123 evieas123 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I was 12. And I had a huge crush on the coolest and the most popular guy in school. He was in a rock band and I was crazy over him. It was my first time that I ever felt so much...
    Riya3842 Riya3842 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I remember it was back when I was in first grade. I used to live in a large apartment complex with around 30 buildings, so a lot of friends I knew at the time all lived within a 50...
    RoddyB7589 RoddyB7589 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I got my first crush when I was 9 years old. I never liked boys at all, until one day I out of the blue started to notice this boy in my class. I wasn't crazy about him but it was...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 2

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    When he looked at my eyes the very first time, I knew it was something different. I still can't explain that feeling-something so strong and different that I didn't have any...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F Jan 3

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    After my first breakup, I distinctly remember sitting in the church at my brother's christening (in between my grandparents) sobbing my heart out and trying to be as discreet as...
    CeeBreeze CeeBreeze 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Eight years did not made me forget what she looked like, her eyes,her short hair and ever single thing about her amazed me. I saw her in my school..the first memory that comes to...
    anymanymls anymanymls 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Well my very first kiss was with a girl friend of mine.. I was 11 years old and we were playing a game as most kids do of boyfriend and girlfriend.. And we were fake kissing, but...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Well it was just yesterday, so of course i remember it. he's a really good friend of mine and we grew close. Saturday he told me he likes me. i told him i like him. he had been...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I was so awkward and shy at seventeen. I didn't kiss my boyfriend until about two weeks after we got together. I remember getting upset with him because he told friends we never...
    NayaAngelou NayaAngelou 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    today is the first time ive ever got high. i dont rite this to be an badass or think im cool or something, 'cause im not. i rite this cause i think i will forget this in the...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    my first kiss was super awkward. I was in 8th grade, and was at my cousins house one weekend. We were walking outside and I saw a friend of mine who was in 7th grade just standing...
    purplehorizons665 purplehorizons665 16-17, F Dec 31, 2014

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    The first day you ever messaged me April 19th 2014 I will never forget that day as that was when my life changed for the better and now over 8 months in my life is just getting...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I came across an old story of mine from 2011...i thought it was gone forever after i deleted my old account...i was wrong. I started reading through the comments and one stuck out...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Oh yeah, that beautiful moment when i was with some friends and then this friend of mine grabs me by the chin, gets closer and then kisses me. It was a joke, she was a girl and...
    Mikaela1920 Mikaela1920 16-17 6 days ago

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    My first poem I ever wrote. I was 16 and bored in an English Class. I was experiencing my first love. It was an intense love affair. I was 16. haha... The Surge Our love is like a...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F Jan 3

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    Ever since I was a baby I went to get my picture taken with the same Santa at a mall. When I went to get my picture taken when I was 8 i noticed that year the Santa I known wasn't...
    PoopieNoodle PoopieNoodle 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    This was about 6 years ago. (My first real interracial kiss. I gave another friend a peck on her cheek, but don't count that.)It was with a friend who happens to be white. I was...
    eartheyes82 eartheyes82 31-35, M Jan 18

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    I was 6 or 7 years old and his name was Ben and he was also my first boyfriend. We "dated" for half a day before I accused him of liking another girl and broke up with him. Even...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F Jan 4

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    I was little and my bestfriend was over. We hid under the covers and made out. Sooo.... My first kiss was with a girl. And I don't tell many people.
    TheFortunate0 TheFortunate0 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Ive been through **** and have always been able to pick myself up and continue my journey in this world. i feel as if my character is my disadvantage. i feel like i should become...
    Shufflemau5 Shufflemau5 22-25, M Jan 5

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    First "girlfriend" 2nd grade it was playground official and everything lol
    awallac5 awallac5 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I was 14 in grade 10 (December birthday) and she was in grade nine we were dating and I loved her so much we were at my house in my tv room watching Netflix and she was laying on...
    Hilittle85im15theagegotscrewd Hilittle85im15theagegotscrewd 61-65, M Jan 7

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    i was in 8tg standard and she was in 7th....we used to play in aftrnoon after our school.one day we are playing marraige marriage...while playing...m her husband...so we used to do...
    swahot swahot 22-25, M Jan 12

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    Nervous anticipation and fear that I wasn't woman enough for him, and with that first gentle caress so reassuring that not only was I but that he wanted to be with me.
    Mrskatearch Mrskatearch 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14