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I Remember When I First Came to Ep

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    Remember.

    i was at a very low place in life. the lowest i think i've ever been. i had been googling something completely different, and this site just popped up. right there at the top. with the experience that described my life. yes. i was extremely depressed. yes. i was cutting myself...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2009

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    I Remember

        i remember when i first came on here . i came on here to see what was going on with my gf . so i kinda spied . i told her and got it out to the open . we now ep together .
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 5, 2009

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    A Year

    There has been a lot of reminiscing going on around the halls of EP lately. Seems as though a lot of us joined up about a year ago.  Just today I...   ~Talked to PeaceonEarth about licking toads.  Sweet.   It was the first story I ever read of hers...
    Lilt Lilt 46-50 28 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    My First Ep Friends

    It was November 2008. I didn't know what to expect here in EP. I tried commenting on a story and then found myself creating my own stories. Fallenstar and Chel were my first friends. They were both really nice to me. They encourage me to try to do things that I can not do and...
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 8, 2009

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    The end of 2010. I was googling depression

    and came across a suicide note that turned out to be an anonymous confession on this site. I was shocked and curious. I saw a lot of "go ahead and do it" comments. I wondered what the hell kind of site this was. I looked over other confessions and saw the variety. Actual...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 4 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    It was the best of times,

    it was the worst of times. I feel like an EP grandma. Back in my day, anons were purple, dontcha know?! The reactions worked correctly in confessions. Gestures were free. We could have pets for God's sake. I had a roach named Roachel. An homage to MyNameIsHurl. She was my first...
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 13 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I Remember When I First Came To Ep

    T'was just over six months ago and how my life has changed. Thanks to all who've communicated with me through highs and lows, long may it continue.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2012

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    Last May

    I was on facebook and there had been a quiz sponsored by EP, and I followed a link here. The first people I came across were Ball and Aalekh, two people that are still very much loved and valued in my EP circle. I PM'ed to start with and Aalekh explained to me the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16, 2009

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    I wanted to make an experience about the mascot

    coolspot In 2011, created a user called coolspot and then deleted my account.
    userabc123 userabc123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    My Friend, Luvstotouch :)

    I remember my first ep friend, his username is luvstotouch. I'm not going to share his real name though. He was such a sweet person, I remember not even having a pic up and he still was super nice to me. He is actually the reason why I do have pics up. I could have been the...
    mingyming mingyming 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30, 2012

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    There were less 10 teen year olds talking about

    how Sexually freaky they were.....wtf happened to this place?
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    No Clue

    I had nooo clue what I was getting myself into when I first came on EP. Nor did I know what I was doing. I found EP entirely by chance (Thank You Google!) and was intrigued by, of all things, the Confessional. That first night, I didn't even think about the concept of a Circle of...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Wow

    I think Puck and El were the first two people I spoke to here. Back when the whole internet chat thing was new to me. I was quickly devirginized though and got burned a few times before getting the hang of it. It's all good though. We live and learn and grow from it all...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jan 8, 2009

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    December 2007

    I was so lost, back then. I was so lonely and trapped in the wrong crowd, being used and abused. It all started with one lonely night... I was sitting in a dark room, using my sister desktop, tears falling on the keyboard. My family was asleep and it was really late, around 3am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 10, 2008

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    Almost a Year Ago Now....

    ...and I had been having weird/horrible dreams and had searched and found this place. Then I saw the confession board.....and spilled my guts out about the MR. I think one of the first groups I joined was the I am the other woman group but it was weird saying it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    How Could I Forget...

    It was a few years ago when I first came upon Ep.. But leftand came back not too long ago. The reason why I remember and will never forget when I first came to Ep is because it was the first time for a lot of thingsfor me, in a long time. But at the same time it for sure ruined...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Oct 6, 2011

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    Stumbled In By Chance

     And it's never been the same since! It hasn't even been a year! It was sort of like getting off of the bus at the wrong stop and ending up having a great time anyway.  It has been a great adventure and I have had few regrets ever since. 
    aftermath aftermath 61-65, F Feb 24, 2009

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    I Do

    It was such a long time ago, I think I was looking up something for school and EP showed up I got interested because I was really low when I first found this web site. I'm glad I am still here, I even remember my first friend on this web site, it was SugarSpiceSoNice and we are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Nov 17, 2009

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    Almost a Year Ago

    It was this month last year. I used to be a blogger. I used to update my website often as a working online portfolio when I used to travel around painting murals and sculpting commissions. I quit once I got married in order to support my husband getting...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 13 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Thank the Goddess It Was Here!

    I was confused and troubled.  I had no one, I thought, that I could just talk with, no one who would understand what I was going through.  I was falling in love with someone I thought it was wrong to fall in love with.  But there it was.  There I was. ...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    I remember when my 1st boyfriend broke up with me coz I don't want to have sex with him. I don't have to do it just to prove that I am worthy of his love. And while we were us, he...
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    I just got my first kiss from my boyfriend during summer. It was the first day that we had met in person, as we have a long-distance relationship. I was really nervous that day...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 4

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    Many months I've been screaming but no one seems to see me. You said you love me but was this really true? You saw my pain, said you'd save me from my depression. How could I...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 14

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    The first time I got high was in second grade, off this pot brownie (I think) that my brother fed me. It was during midnight, and I really wanted to try it since he said "It makes...
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    I remember one of my first crushes from when I was a little kid and it was my cousin's cousin so we weren't related and I would just get so nervous and we would always fight and I...
    iwillfly iwillfly 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Wow was I wrong, loving and trusting you. Blame my Struggles, how easily I fell for you. I had been lost but fine until you came about. I lost my identity. I became nothing...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 15

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    I kissed my best friend after that I came to know that I really need women to satisfy r fulfill my needs n i don't need a man..
    Noddlelinnet Noddlelinnet 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I didn't have my first proper kiss until I was 21; on my 21st birthday in fact. I had always been shy of girls and could never understand how you kissed them. As I was leaving my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My first love happened when I was just 9! (Yes, kids can fall in love!) But it didn't work very well! When I was a child I started to spend my weekends with my cousin (she was 9...
    Marin22 Marin22 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    We were in the bus yard waiting for our buses to come and he was holding me in his arms and refused to let go. When my bus arrived I tried to pull away but he caught me and said I...
    niarafuller niarafuller 16-17, F Mar 6

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    I was 14 when i first kissed.
    babbydoll12 babbydoll12 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I remember it like it was yesterday. I cried everyday until I got tired of crying. I didn't eat and all I wanted to do was sleep. I didn't leave home unless I absolutely had to. It...
    msnettajay msnettajay 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I remember it, I was bitter for a year or so.. got over it, moved on, she found another guy, dumped him with in a year and hes a bud now, NOW shes dating another guy.. me and a...
    FabledCity FabledCity 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I remember being at a lake. We had spent the week catching frogs and running around, like little kids do. As he was leaving, he said he had to whisper something to me, so I leaned...
    thescruffofamoose thescruffofamoose 18-21, F Mar 8

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    Yeah, I remember it, but it was the last good kiss I had. It has been so long and I am really craving a kiss.
    alone15 alone15 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11