I Ride The Emotional Rollercoaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 115 People

    Bipolar Maybe

    I am happy then I'm sad, then I am REALLY mad.  It is a roller coaster.  I am almost never happy, when I am, it doesn't last long..... I think you can infer the happy time by the words IT DOESN'T LAST LONG.  Anyway, if you ride the roller...
    cranbudz cranbudz
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2009

    Ugh! This One.... Again?!

    I hate that I do this to myself, but I do. I go up and up and up and then..... I come down so hard. Crushing myself! But I'm in control right? Im the one who makes me feel this way.... Im the one who lets them in to hurt me.... I ride this ride faithfully and even though when it...
    la28vaga la28vaga
    26-30, F
    Apr 12, 2013

    I ride the emotional roller coaster.

    I deal with the ups, and the downs. The moments where I feel like I am on top of the world, and then the days, where I feel like I can't possibly feel anymore down. When I 1st would experience these ups and downs in such a short time frame, I seriously thought that I was crazy...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    Jul 4, 2015

    Things have been tough.

    Hoping my employer makes payroll this week. I wanted to get my car fixed so there's heat before the snow falls next week.
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    Not Even Riding

    I'm not even riding it, I fell off and grabbed onto the end. Then climbed back up. Then it crashed. That's how messed up things have been.
    NoWayToGoOn NoWayToGoOn
    18-21, M
    Jun 3, 2011

    Hug For Everyone!

    I'm so bouncy today.  I wish I could hug everyone.  Pity that no one is around on the farm other than the dog and ducks. Ah well, the dog needs a hug....seeya..XOXO WG 
    wildernessgirl wildernessgirl
    7 Responses Oct 22, 2009

    The Roller Coaster

    Up and down   Round and round   The roller coaster goes   It has me strapped in tight   I know, and I wish I could just let go   It maps out ever part, every time, every mood without fail   I'm held in by unbreakable bonds...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    May 11, 2010

    Every Now And Then, When Something In My Life Is Out Of Balance

    I've had a crazy few days. Up and down with emotions like the proverbial rollercoaster. I haven't been on recently (haven't even bought tickets ha ha) and this last time was very conscious of it. Happy and excited last night and this morning, working through a few loops...
    rojblake rojblake
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2009

    Not A Steep One, But Still Has Its Ups And Downs

    I seem to go through a 6 month to 1 year cycle where i feel like i'm content to miserably depressed. Usually it's because I get a spell of loneliness or have an overwhelming reservoir of pent up envy? Lust? I don't really know all that well.The last three years this has happened...
    zmajurazanog zmajurazanog
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 8, 2012

    I Need To Remember To Put My Seat Belt On.

    For me the thrill and rush of the ride is fantastic until I realise that I've forgotten to put my seat belt on.  I tend to rush into things without thinking them through and as a consequence find my emotions uncontrollably plummeting to the ground whilst the...
    wildernessgirl wildernessgirl
    6 Responses Oct 16, 2009

    It's only Tuesday and this has been one rocky

    week! Oops, it's Wednesday (see what I mean?). Yesterday, was in a meeting with a woman who's likely a racist that I plan to confront. Afterwards attended a meeting at my daughter's school about her special education services. Today, for the first time, my daughter got in...
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015

    The Ups And The Downs...

    the ups and the downs, the highs and the lows the fast going and the slow moving it sucks so ******* bad I always forget to latch mysefl in and sometimes feel like i am going to fall off this rollar coaster
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

    Tired Of The Ups And Downs...

    I know this is not doing any good to me.I may die of a heart attack,if I continue to ride the emotional roller coaster.Why is that I be stable like everybody else.On one day I am excited...laughs a lot...sings tunes.The next day...I am so sad that I no longer looks at even the...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2011

    My two requests: Yesterday I asked my

    ex-husband not to yell at me anymore. He explained that it's his style of communication. That's how he speaks and that I take it the wrong way because it's not how he intends for me to receive his messages. After thinking about it a few seconds more, he agreed not to yell at me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Nov 6, 2015
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