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I Ruin My Days

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    Let me first say that I and my father don't have a close relationship. He has controlled my whole life ever since I was born and treats me like some slave. This happened a few...
    KatieLynn13 KatieLynn13 18-21, F Apr 30

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    Because people are so stupid and so blind to still belief in something that never ever existed - something created to be picked up symbolic just so people would actually start...
    Ichki Ichki 18-21, M May 2

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    I hurt her in the past and I ruined her, she's a total different person now :( just because I was a douche I finally realized how special she was but it was after I broke her heart...
    TrapMusic TrapMusic 13-15, M May 20

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    I have a lot of problems socially and I never took criticism very well. I suspect I am autistic but was never diagnosed because I never had any developmental delays. I'm 20 now and...
    literaldisaster literaldisaster 18-21, T May 14

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    I feel like I'm ruining my relationships. I mean, I've always had a long term relationship. Anyway, lately I feel like a big annoyance to my bf. I feel like I'm always on his last...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 1 Response May 21

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    I have been coming across a lot videos about a prophecy that many people are putting about an earthquake and then three days of darkness. They say that the Lord has told then to...
    Jessica7777 Jessica7777 41-45, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I'll explain a bit about myself first, I suffer a bit from depression and was diagnosed with a mild of aspergers. I tend to keep track of good days and bad days as part of a...
    AlbertTesla AlbertTesla 22-25 Apr 30

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    I agree cloudy days are so comforting! I may be biased though because I'm from Ireland which is a cloudy country. My eyes are so sensitive on sunny days I can really only look at...
    lloovveexxoo lloovveexxoo 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    Used to....the new style introduced by matt Walsh suits my darkest days way more so than three days grace. Love both bands but they should have let three days grace die
    justfloatingby2day justfloatingby2day 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i've had more bad days recently... only 6 days until i get to go see my psychiatrist and get a diagnosis... I am nervous, scared and excited, I will finally have it under control...
    InAnInstant InAnInstant 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    Day by day God keeps reminding me that the time is near, that we are living in the last days. Please pray, and ask The Lord am I ready, and to help you to be ready. Luke 17:27-30...
    Jessica7777 Jessica7777 41-45, T May 19

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    I always have better days but the worse feeling is having the worse days.
    Asereht Asereht 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Does anyone else have days where you can hear and see everything but every little sound or everything that some people do bothers you and you just want to world to be quiet and...
    wolflover1648 wolflover1648 16-17 4 days ago

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    I love days off. Knowing I can burrow my way into a cozy cave of blankets, surrounded by pillows galore. Not setting an alarm, checking it and my sound five times before I can...
    CaseyRenae012 CaseyRenae012 22-25 1 day ago

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    I'm always looking forward to days off. but it feels weird when I go back to work. When I would have thought there days off at a time I get very comfortable just being at home...oh...
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    7 days without eating and I'm doing great! I'm hitting my treadmill hard! Been on it for hours every muscle in my body wants me to stop but I won't! My bladder is full as well...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 1

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    Gorgeous out. One of the first days without having to wear a jacket!!!
    lunarorbit lunarorbit 51-55, M 3 Responses May 2

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    Just joined investment banking ... I m learning a lot but at the same time losing sleep and friends ... I miss the old days when I can go drinking and meet with interesting people...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 3 Responses May 8

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    I hate cloudy days specially in spring and winter.
    Ahmed1989a Ahmed1989a 26-30, M 2 Responses May 13

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    we all depend on our phones and technology these days,too much time looking down at our phonesmeeting new people in so many waysbut walking arounbd silent like drones where...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M May 14

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    Today.. . Was . One of those days. . . I just want to forget. Why cant i stop crying?
    mayabotanica mayabotanica 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Days off go by way to fast. Especially today.
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    DAY FORTY TWO1- asked my 15 y o son to hug me...and while he did it I told him I love him and he was a good boy..2-asked the same of my 13 y o son.. He is so gorgeous!3-had a nice...
    Sorrentina Sorrentina 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    My procrastination has gone overboard this time. I was supposed to wake up early because I have documents to be updated but then I woke at 5am and I spent a good couple minutes...
    drunkpotato drunkpotato 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I stArted up therapy again, after having an on and off relationship with it. Now I feel ready, committed. It's intense. I begin DBT at the end of the year, so I'm building up some...
    gabbii22 gabbii22 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    Me and my girlfriend had a fight so bad I could have killed her I've been in abusvie relationships before and it wasn't the first time she had pushed me or was violent so this time...
    blasianalien blasianalien 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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    I can't say things I don't feel. Like sometimes BPD puts me In such a heartless mood and even if my partners telling me They love me and I know I love Them I won't feel it and I...
    blasianalien blasianalien 22-25, F May 8

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    So it was my 21st birthday last week. I was on holiday with my boyfriend (of 5 years) my best friend and her boyfriend. Before going on holiday I got told by my boyfriend "Ive not...
    becci94 becci94 18-21, M 1 Response May 10

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    No matter how hard i try its never good enough I can't keep a relationship with a girl that i love no matter what..
    foreverANDnever14 foreverANDnever14 13-15, F May 10

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    Take Nothing but Pictures Leave Nothing but Footprints Kill Nothing but Time
    Magdalenka Magdalenka 26-30, F May 16

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    Is therapy expensive for this problem? I've been trying so many different things for my problems, and it seems like BPD, which I highly suspect I have, keeps getting in the way no...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I refuse to have a mobile phone because a) I don't like to be that available b)People are all turning in on theselves instead of outwards to others and when they are on their...
    Wulfstan Wulfstan 70+, M a week ago

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    Yeah this past week was amazing, but I feel like now that it's happened it's changed things and I don't want to lose the things or people that are making me happy...I don't know...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I truly feel like I've really done it this time...I keep messing up everything good that comes along and im tired of feeling like that's all I'll ever do
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi I wanted to post that I am with a company in the US for all natural products for various medical conditions, one product that helps inflammatory issues. We have over 30 yrs of...
    carolgem carolgem 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    Today I read a news article about a class action lawsuit brought against a big pharmaceutical company because the anti- psychotic medication this company produces causes birth...
    nonolover nonolover 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Being young and dumb I gave my teen years to a man. Now I'm 20 and I'm still stuck in this dreadful situation. I forgot all about myself and put him first.. its taking me 4 years...
    monicascott monicascott 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    Someone I love is in another country for a wedding and we now have an eight hour time gap. It could be worse but it is pretty tough. He goes to sleep right in the middle of my...
    onebrokegirl onebrokegirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I just want to be happy. Every time I achieve happiness, something brings me down. It's exhausting trying to "remain positive". Truthfully, I've tried.. It's gotten me no where. It...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F Apr 29

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    DAY FOURTEEN1- got a package from my EP friend2- walked with walking group for the first time3- had lots of laughs with Cristobal..4- Jesus is holding me close
    Sorrentina Sorrentina 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Stuck inside and nothing to do, not a fun day...
    pj83 pj83 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 29

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