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I Ruined My Marriage and Now I'm So Confused

The group for people who ruined their marriage somehow, and now are really confused as to what to do now... 21 People

    Will I Ever Recover?

    I ruined my marriage because I have serious self-esteem issues. I had an emotional affair with an ex right after I got married, and my husband found out. After having some space from what happened, I know now that I was unhappy with myself and was looking for outside validation...
    milka33345 milka33345 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    Anger And Pain

    My wife and I have been married for 3 years. I have a stepson I love like he is my own, and a 10 month old son who is one of the greatest joys of my life. That being said, I have been an angry, negative, difficult, and unfriendly person for years. It has been getting worse, and I...
    themeidontwanttobe themeidontwanttobe 22-25 13 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    Verbally Abusive Wife Need Help

    I am married ten years now, my husband is not a bad person but he lacks any ambition to get ahead in life . we live by my parents and its not the best condition , I have become verbally abusive and i think i have done it this time. He destroys everything i try to do to build us...
    gigiii gigiii 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    I Lost My Way

    I have ruined my marriage and destroyed the family I so dearly loved. I have been married for 17 years and have two amazing young children. We always were committed to each other and were partners in a business as well as our marriage. About 7 years ago my wife became too worn...
    Jnorthern Jnorthern 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18, 2012

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    Firstly I'm not married.

    Second, I'm not sure if there is something wrong with me, or my relationship. I ask kindly for your input. I have been looking at myself after any kind of tiff, argument, or anytime I felt my blood pressure go up. The first this I realize looking back is, I get mad too easily...
    InstaMom InstaMom 22-25 1 Response Jan 21, 2014

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    One Night Stand

    My husband and I weren't getting along.  He was ignoring me and I was lonely.  I started talking to an old friend online.  We met for a drink and ended up having sex.  I never did it again.  My husband found out eventually.  That was three years ago.  He didn't leave me...
    psychregnurse psychregnurse 36-40, F 9 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    After years of depression

    and irritability, my wife has left me. She says she's scared of me, and every time she sees me she feels traumatised. We were married 8 years ago. The year after we were married I lost a job and I've been playing emotional catch-up since, as when my depression presented itself...
    uku383 uku383 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 22, 2014

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    Ruined My Marriage......years Ago.

    It was actually years ago when I ruined our marriage. We had only been married for 9 years when I had a brief affair. If I knew then what I knew now I wouldn't have made this terrible mistake. I felt so guilty and ashamed, because it wasn't something I wouldn't normally do, but...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    Morning of Passions Flared Out

      The week after Thanksgiving I recieved a very surprising e-mail from an ex/friend who I haven't heard from in several years. Happily I started e-mailing him back thus we started discussing the events of our life while he invited me to stay with him when...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 9, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I'd say more on the deist/agnotic side. But the point is that I'm out of that mess called religion now. And I yes, I do kinda look down to some extent on believers in religions...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm still Christian but I have agnostic thoughts and views sometimes . At the end of the day the Big Bang is stupid every ancient civilization taught Creationism of some sort...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Wow it's been a while Ep. I haven't been on this app since October of last year. I can't believe it's 2015 already. You know what they say new year, new me, right? I may not have...
    Delicateflower98 Delicateflower98 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    so my boyfriend tells me he is still in love with his ex .... words can't describe how I feel
    ncfykknvcfyj ncfykknvcfyj 22-25, F Jan 18

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    I still pray every night in the hopes that someday somebody will answer me. But nobody ever does.
    1sha92 1sha92 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Because seeing isn't believing. Believing is seeing.
    1sha92 1sha92 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    the past 3 birthdays I spent alone even tho I had a boyfriend and now I'm spending new years alone because he's tired. always a new excuse. I feel so alone in a 3+ year...
    danna223 danna223 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    In less then a few months I'll finish my program at school and will have to go out on an externship.... For this I have to quit smoking marijuana. I only smoke when I'm at home...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F Jan 1

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    Walking to work at just after six this morning my feet crunching on the thick frosted ground, my breath making clouds as if I was puffing away on a pack of cigarettes, shrubs and...
    dustydaisy dustydaisy 51-55, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Could be anxiety... i don´t know...i´m always worried about something...even now i´m writing this with Google Translate open...the best reason i can think of for not killing...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today was my 17th birthday and just like last year, I did nothing on my bday, I was sad I didn't hangout with anyone and I was home with my family. I got presents and I'm grateful...
    itscarolina27 itscarolina27 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Got bullied when I was young for it. Got weird looks at high school for it, for not playing the part of a copy cat. I always struggled at school. I've had a lot of hard times. No...
    THISarcane THISarcane 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I'm so drunk right now... thinking about being married and wanting a divorce desperately, yet not wanting to hurt my husband. thinking about where life would be if I had not taken...
    kelly65876 kelly65876 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Been that way for a loooong time! Maybe that's my role in life! Be there for everybody else but never sure where I'm going for me!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 14

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    My husbands girlfriend just told him that she feels bad for me. That she's angry for me. That if she were in my position she would feel used, disgraced, and embarrassed. I feel bad...
    nyas28 nyas28 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    Hi all, hoping for a little wisdom. I'm divorced five years and have loved dating and having all the experiences that I've had. I've learned so much about myself and others through...
    beesknees12 beesknees12 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's over to me, but I keep thinking about it. Where the hell did I go wrong? I'm so confused. Is it me or her? I tried a lot to keep it from vanishing but all I got was coldness...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Or maybe I never really loved you at all...? I feel empty when your around, and then again I don't ... I'm all in all very confused. I've helped to ruin one of the longest...
    Karmickitten Karmickitten 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I can't decide what I want to do with my life. I've been in community college for nearly 5 years, and I refuse to transfer to a university until I decide on a major. Once I think I...
    Amd81491 Amd81491 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    So, I've been really reluctant to post anything here but I'm just taking a leap of faith I guess. Two years ago, I was extremely depressed and was getting suicidal and I wrote a...
    BryannaC BryannaC 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm getting ready to move south, far, far away from the northeast and reminders of my broken marriage. I'm really sad and scared to let go of it all, to let go of him, knowing I'll...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    My vision of perfect was a different kind, mostly with enduring a stare at the mirror in front me, or handling to unzip my dress & show what I am to the world. Everyone tells me my...
    ChantyPrime ChantyPrime 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I feel left out. I have two other roommates, but ever since the third one moved in, I have been feeling left out. I feel like my roommate and I ( the first ones who lived in our...
    Via70 Via70 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    FIRST TIME here i'm bored and lonely you want to join me, add me on SKYPE EMMA.LIBBY84 im waiting :) add me and im real girl for you :)
    emmasyroses21 emmasyroses21 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I think it has finally occurred to me that we aren't friends are we? I really thought we were....for a long time, nearly two years. But I'm just that girl willing to sleep with you...
    Littlemissshy7 Littlemissshy7 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm a freshman in college right now and I'm starting my second quarter in two days, but I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't know what I want to do for a...
    dangar3669 dangar3669 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm in my early 20s and at this age, like so many around me, I feel like I should be getting started in my career, getting into different relationships, saving up to buy a place or...
    BlueSilver91 BlueSilver91 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    So I'm at Transfer Orientation right now. The icebreakers were fun. Usually I hate them. Now it's just boooooring. OMG, my attention span is the same as a baby squirrel. I want...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Which is why from now on I'm keeping everything inside
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm so cold right now but that's how I like it :)
    EsteeVonne EsteeVonne 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    bad news first thing in the morning makes me feel horrible, but now I have to pretend everything is fine.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    "If you really need me, you gotta gotta gotta got to love me harder. " Said goodbye to a friend today. When it becomes exhausting and burdensome to keep a friendship going, it's...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    So as long as I'm a human being and I'm not perfect, I'm able to say I'm having some growing pains. Because in order to sustain where you are once you made such a breakthrough that...
    halyona halyona 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    It's different, I don't like it but I do. He's married & I'm practically married? Maybe that's why it feels okay? I know it's not but I like it, I wish i didn't but I do. I never...
    SincerelyJasmineXO SincerelyJasmineXO 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm not here to be your 'bestie', your latest, or your crew, I'm here for me, I'm not here simply for you. When I'm done working it out, I'm sure that someone will see, I telling...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Everyone has lies they say to others. My personal favorite is saying I'm okay. In all honesty I'm far from it. I've felt broken for a very long time now. Loneliness, depression...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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