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I Ruined My Marriage and Now I'm So Confused

The group for people who ruined their marriage somehow, and now are really confused as to what to do now... 24 People

    Firstly I'm not married.

    Second, I'm not sure if there is something wrong with me, or my relationship. I ask kindly for your input. I have been looking at myself after any kind of tiff, argument, or anytime I felt my blood pressure go up. The first this I realize looking back is, I get mad too easily...
    InstaMom InstaMom 22-25 2 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    Will I Ever Recover?

    I ruined my marriage because I have serious self-esteem issues. I had an emotional affair with an ex right after I got married, and my husband found out. After having some space from what happened, I know now that I was unhappy with myself and was looking for outside validation...
    milka33345 milka33345 26-30 3 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    One Night Stand

    My husband and I weren't getting along.  He was ignoring me and I was lonely.  I started talking to an old friend online.  We met for a drink and ended up having sex.  I never did it again.  My husband found out eventually.  That was three years ago.  He didn't leave me...
    psychregnurse psychregnurse 36-40, F 9 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    I Lost My Way

    I have ruined my marriage and destroyed the family I so dearly loved. I have been married for 17 years and have two amazing young children. We always were committed to each other and were partners in a business as well as our marriage. About 7 years ago my wife became too worn...
    Jnorthern Jnorthern 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18, 2012

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    Verbally Abusive Wife Need Help

    I am married ten years now, my husband is not a bad person but he lacks any ambition to get ahead in life . we live by my parents and its not the best condition , I have become verbally abusive and i think i have done it this time. He destroys everything i try to do to build us...
    gigiii gigiii 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    After years of depression

    and irritability, my wife has left me. She says she's scared of me, and every time she sees me she feels traumatised. We were married 8 years ago. The year after we were married I lost a job and I've been playing emotional catch-up since, as when my depression presented itself...
    uku383 uku383 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 22, 2014

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    Ruined My Marriage......years Ago.

    It was actually years ago when I ruined our marriage. We had only been married for 9 years when I had a brief affair. If I knew then what I knew now I wouldn't have made this terrible mistake. I felt so guilty and ashamed, because it wasn't something I wouldn't normally do, but...
    Sara600 Sara600 61-65, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    Morning of Passions Flared Out

      The week after Thanksgiving I recieved a very surprising e-mail from an ex/friend who I haven't heard from in several years. Happily I started e-mailing him back thus we started discussing the events of our life while he invited me to stay with him when...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 9, 2009

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    Anger And Pain

    My wife and I have been married for 3 years. I have a stepson I love like he is my own, and a 10 month old son who is one of the greatest joys of my life. That being said, I have been an angry, negative, difficult, and unfriendly person for years. It has been getting worse, and I...
    themeidontwanttobe themeidontwanttobe 22-25 13 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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