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    So so sad. I feel like I'm in a daze. Everything is meaningless.
    badazzbasicbich badazzbasicbich 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    most people think I'm happy go lucky and in a good mood all the time because I smile crack jokes and usually I'm positive that's on the outside when I'm by myself is when I get...
    me0883 me0883 22-25, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    like my mom says "smile even if your breaking apart inside and hold your head up high never let them see that your sad." im breaking im sad im lonely im tired im done with life but...
    ilovetturtles ilovetturtles 13-15, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    She was sad. Not sad to the point that she wanted to die. But sad enough that she couldn't fake a smile. Sad enough that tears did fall every now and then, and dried up too.
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    For me, it's the pressure of being expected to smile and enjoy "holiday things." I have 2 loving sons, well-meaning friends, and have set good boundaries with my emotionally...
    CallMeSal CallMeSal 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm sad that beliefs can come between friends; even people who share a relatively common outlook on things. It's nobody's fault ... it's just..sad. Nothing more to say.
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't know what triggered this episode of sadness but it's different than what happened to me last year. Last year was way too overwhelming and made me cry and want to kill...
    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm a young teenager. I used to be happy but now I'm a piece of sad ****. I changed a lot. I dont see positive things in my short life that's why I cry everyday. I'm trying to be...
    Caspervangreen Caspervangreen 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Mum said that i'm ever doing anything on the holidays. I want to do something, but can't bring myself up to do so. But we came across a choir called the Variety Youth Choir. I went...
    papparrazzi papparrazzi 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm not feeling today for a lot of reasons. Like...I'm so sad to the point of my chest hurting. The first reason that I'm sad: tomorrow will mark a year of my mum's passing. The...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    A gulp of sadness escaped me while reading the newspaper the other day. We look on and read of things which did not directly affect us. And still, that gulp of sadness escaped me...
    wanderquietly wanderquietly 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm constantly sad. Sometimes for actual reasons. Other times for no reason at all. It's not like I have much to be sad about, I mean, my life really isn't that bad, tons of people...
    doublecornflakes doublecornflakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I don't have a self-image of being continually sad, yet there is a hidden part of me that is attempting to cry out from this crushing sadness. I seem unhappy with myself; I...
    MarkPaul MarkPaul 26-30 Jan 24

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    if you're female and like sadistic males then message me.
    Teutonicghost Teutonicghost 18-21, M Jan 23

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    I drink to make other people more interesting. -Hemingway I can attest this is the truest and saddest quote. A lot of the coworkers from my old job, with whom I drank, would be...
    bender898989 bender898989 26-30, M Jan 23

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    Sad songs say so much Song for a dead friend Blank page Maya Jennifer Violet to blue I don't expect anyone to know these songs. They just play randomly and make me cry...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    anyone out there, who needs somebody so deaperatky, and feel like you can't do it anymore, nothing will satisfy you, make you happy or fill the whole inside your soul I tell you...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I put this guy in juvie because he sexually harassed me. and I feel really sad and i just want him to come back
    janellhart0510 janellhart0510 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I went into this year with high hopes and this was the first mistake... I smile to hide my sadness and nobody knows.. It hurts to smile.
    Samethingjustadifferentday Samethingjustadifferentday 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    SAD QUOTE NO.3 SICK of crying, TIRED of trying, yes I'M SMILING but inside I'm DYING
    GothGirl33 GothGirl33 16-17, F Jan 22

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    SAD QUOTE NO.2 I'M brOKen
    GothGirl33 GothGirl33 16-17, F Jan 22

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    SAD QUOTE NO.1 :( This is what sad looks like :) This is what depressed looks like
    GothGirl33 GothGirl33 16-17, F Jan 22

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    Latuda stops me from crying... So sometimes I find the saddest songs possible, or the most tear ******* videos and I watch them until I finally tear up... It sometimes takes hours...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M Jan 22

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    It's influencing me very strongly. I had had sadistic desires all day long and strong violent intrusive thoughts. My thoughts all day launched between wanting to die and wanting...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I found this website when I googled "I miss the old me", because that's just how I feel. I used to know what I wanted for life and never gave up on things I really wanted. I wasn't...
    nyx27 nyx27 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    To be born human is both a privilege and a curse. The human mind is fascinating.. Dominant in intelligence and destructive by nature. The brain is wildly complex. To be more...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I smile everyday covering my sadness.. My 18 year old daughter died in October 2015. I don't find pleasure in anything anymore.
    Akyra15 Akyra15 41-45, F 10 Responses Jan 19

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    I don't know if I'm actually being attacked again or if my "psychosis" is just triggering flashbacks. This is awful. I am really, really, really hoping for normal sleep tonight...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 19

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    I live an awesome life but I still feel sad, Then it makes me annoyed because why should I feel that way? I'm blessed with all I need.... I just can't explain this
    UsernameRulesAreDumb UsernameRulesAreDumb 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 19

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    The only reason I smile in life is for my best friend. She is the reason I am alive and I am the reason she is. I am bisexual and I have fallen in love with her these past 4 years...
    rferzola rferzola 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    he's moving back home, just my luck. . . .to think I was getting over him but I really wasn't because I'm sad he's moving back.
    NeedSelfLove NeedSelfLove 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    On purpose To walk through the sad Looking for better luck
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 18

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    An exquisite pain Sadness swelling If I could reach her Such hopes I had for her From the moment I saw her.....held her Tough choices Tough love Save the tears For the night When...
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    this is soooooooooo sad
    reptibelle reptibelle 13-15, F Jan 17

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    I am at home now. I couldn't stand to spend another night like that. Here I'll be able to take care of myself. Last night was really bad. That main demon that is after me showed...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I'll be sadistic with a female. if you want that then message me.
    Teutonicghost Teutonicghost 18-21, M Jan 17

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    I hate going to bed sad. guys are such jerks.
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Sadness, when are you going to leave me? :(
    Daiyu Daiyu 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I have been listening to David Bowie's music all week. It's still hard to believe that he's gone. His music has helped turn many a sad time around for me. I usually don't cry over...
    serenewinds serenewinds 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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