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    And Sad and Happy and Sad... and Sad

    I don't know how much longer I can do this... And it's not about just one thing... I think my whole life is a roller coaster ride. I seem to attract the same kind of people. And then there are some... I just want to be happy... More happy times than mad and more happy times than...
    PaperRoses PaperRoses 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2007

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    Duh

    Oh wait, maybe it’s because I’m BIPOLAR! DDUUHHHH!!
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jul 21, 2008

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    And a Whole Lot More.....

    I'm a mixed bag of emotions.....sometimes I feel so many diffeent ones at once and I don't know what I'm feeling!! Sometimes I go from happy to sad in seconds and have no idea why?? I wish I had more control over my emotions, they just seem to run riot!
    AWUK AWUK 31-35, F Nov 11, 2007

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    Life Crazy All The Time!

    i have bipolar but i just found out i have it. im on meds now the serquil seems to help! if anyone wants to talk about what their going through im here! jeannac
    jeannac jeannac 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2009

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    For a long while my life was a screwed up mess. I had some problems that i let fall on some people I talk to here on EP and I particularly let them hurt a very special lady I met...
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    I'm kinda obsessed with it. Idk knowing someone else is happy means the world to me! I want everyone to be happy because everyone deserves happiness. Anger and sadness only lead to...
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    Let every fear and sorrow of the old year go away. This new year will be the year of my life. My dream will be fulfilled. This year Happy new (lunar) year :)
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    Happy Black History Month everyone!!
    MzMecka1969 MzMecka1969 46-50, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I've been home with my family for nearly 3 months and I noticed that for the past 3 months, I've been mad or unhappy for almost everyday. I feel like my family have no patience for...
    JulieK8 JulieK8 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Here crying again... Why? I'll never understand why I'm always the one to go to when someone wants someone to bash on Mostly my own family I thought family is supposed to be...
    SaltyMocoCx SaltyMocoCx 16-17, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am...
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    What's the point of trusting people? I legitimately want to know the answer. I see story after story of people finding out the person they're about to marry, never really loved...
    walkeninawinterwunderland walkeninawinterwunderland 22-25, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know what triggered this episode of sadness but it's different than what happened to me last year. Last year was way too overwhelming and made me cry and want to kill...
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    I'm a young teenager. I used to be happy but now I'm a piece of sad ****. I changed a lot. I dont see positive things in my short life that's why I cry everyday. I'm trying to be...
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    I'm not feeling today for a lot of reasons. Like...I'm so sad to the point of my chest hurting. The first reason that I'm sad: tomorrow will mark a year of my mum's passing. The...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Best friend that a girl-im not gay. Anyways it kind of happened in a movie like way lol. It was the last day of school and next year we move up schools, and it turned out she was...
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    I want to wish all my EP friends and family a happy Friday. Made it to the end of another week. Glad to be here and happy making new friends.
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    all of my smiles are fake I have never been happy only sadness and pain have ever existed in my life: (
    JClove33 JClove33 18-21, M Jan 28

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    I'm tired of crying alone, and pretending to be happy around everyone. no one ever listens to me about things that are wrong anyways. my mind is the worst place, and it's not good...
    KittenInTheStars KittenInTheStars 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm glad that I have met and have some really nice friends in my circle who make me happy and support me and value my friendship. I appreciate that they always say hello to me...
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F Jan 28

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    Though last night a newer friend was talking with me. He told me that he knows I'm going through some heavy ****, but my light never fades. I said thank you, and that I felt...
    Calbie5 Calbie5 36-40, F Jan 27

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    I'm constantly sad. Sometimes for actual reasons. Other times for no reason at all. It's not like I have much to be sad about, I mean, my life really isn't that bad, tons of people...
    doublecornflakes doublecornflakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I made what I believe is the ultimate mistake and that is when me and my ex fiance had my daughter(not a mistake a blessing) But unfortnatley I was very young and my fiance 7 yrs...
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    jpslone0821 jpslone0821 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    ReflectivMind ReflectivMind 31-35 Jan 23

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    anyone out there, who needs somebody so deaperatky, and feel like you can't do it anymore, nothing will satisfy you, make you happy or fill the whole inside your soul I tell you...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    My ex and I finally broke up, which I am glad of because it was a very toxic relationship. I have been with my current boyfriend for just over a month now, and we live together...
    PrincessAlora97 PrincessAlora97 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Today marks 6 months that I've been on EP. I actually found this website by accident but I am really glad I started this account. I have met some amazing people on here who have...
    lovingparent25 lovingparent25 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I found this website when I googled "I miss the old me", because that's just how I feel. I used to know what I wanted for life and never gave up on things I really wanted. I wasn't...
    nyx27 nyx27 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    Only realized why I don't know how to be happy again. Why Im so confused. Its because my Happiness is my Sorrow. It's the way that I be happy. Only realized that depression has a...
    CallMeBuddy CallMeBuddy 13-15, M Jan 20

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    From this moment on I am making a promise to myself to not give up or to quit and I won't. I have been changing so much and I'm all in this fight. I will win and I will come out...
    Poison89 Poison89 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20

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