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    And Sad and Happy and Sad... and Sad

    I don't know how much longer I can do this... And it's not about just one thing... I think my whole life is a roller coaster ride. I seem to attract the same kind of people. And then there are some... I just want to be happy... More happy times than mad and more happy times than...
    PaperRoses PaperRoses 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2007

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    Life Crazy All The Time!

    i have bipolar but i just found out i have it. im on meds now the serquil seems to help! if anyone wants to talk about what their going through im here! jeannac
    jeannac jeannac 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2009

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    And a Whole Lot More.....

    I'm a mixed bag of emotions.....sometimes I feel so many diffeent ones at once and I don't know what I'm feeling!! Sometimes I go from happy to sad in seconds and have no idea why?? I wish I had more control over my emotions, they just seem to run riot!
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Nov 11, 2007

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    Duh

    Oh wait, maybe it’s because I’m BIPOLAR! DDUUHHHH!!
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Jul 21, 2008

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    I don’t remember the last time I was genuinely happy. I don't think I'm sad but I know I'm not happy. I don’t have a reason not to be happy. I have my health, my family, a roof...
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    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 18

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    Reppy07 Reppy07 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I believe that finding EP has turned me into the person I am today. It has truly defined me and I am really happy I found it and I'll tell you why! So 2 years ago I actually found...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm not scared of being happy- I just feel guilty being happy when the people I care about are so sad.
    TaliaRice TaliaRice 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14