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    Duh

    Oh wait, maybe it’s because I’m BIPOLAR! DDUUHHHH!!
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Jul 21, 2008

    Life Crazy All The Time!

    i have bipolar but i just found out i have it. im on meds now the serquil seems to help! if anyone wants to talk about what their going through im here! jeannac
    jeannac jeannac
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2009

    And a Whole Lot More.....

    I'm a mixed bag of emotions.....sometimes I feel so many diffeent ones at once and I don't know what I'm feeling!! Sometimes I go from happy to sad in seconds and have no idea why?? I wish I had more control over my emotions, they just seem to run riot!
    AWUK AWUK
    31-35, F
    Nov 11, 2007

    And Sad and Happy and Sad... and Sad

    I don't know how much longer I can do this... And it's not about just one thing... I think my whole life is a roller coaster ride. I seem to attract the same kind of people. And then there are some... I just want to be happy... More happy times than mad and more happy times than...
    PaperRoses PaperRoses
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2007

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