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    Why Cant I Be Happy

     i am a girl that love girls but cant say anything to my family cuz they will not like it at all and have to live a doble life aslo dont know any lesbians and would love to meet some girls to become friends and hang out justt cant live with this secret anymore hope to one...
    girls girls
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2009

    Why Cant I Be Happy

     i am a girl that love girls but cant say anything to my family cuz they will not like it at all and have to live a doble life aslo dont know any lesbians and would love to meet some girls to become friends and hang out justt cant live with this secret anymore hope to one...
    girls girls
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2009

    Why Cant I Be Happy

     i am a girl that love girls but cant say anything to my family cuz they will not like it at all and have to live a doble life aslo dont know any lesbians and would love to meet some girls to become friends and hang out justt cant live with this secret anymore hope to one...
    girls girls
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2009

    I Have Nothing To Live For

         What do you do when there is nothing to look forward to. All your hope is gone. Life holds no more joy. You are to scared to go to sleep because tomorrow only brings more pain and suffering. You stare at a clock. Your wife is gone, and your children are...
    Loslavengyre Loslavengyre
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2009

    Betrayal

    Last May was the worst time of my life. Bank holiday monday started out really quite well I took my little girl to the swimming pool and also out to lunch. But underneath I had an uneasy feeling that something was about to happen. We came back home and my brother in law came and...
    Coulstock Coulstock
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2009

    A Loss Felt So Deep The Pain Unbearible

    I write this so someone else will hear my sorrow. I have friends guy friends now, and they are good friends. I keep my self together in there presence. No tears I can't tell them that every night I cry myself to sleep. That nearly every day the thought of suicide runs...
    Loslavengyre Loslavengyre
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2009

    What To Do?

           I Have not written here in awhile. I now know I suffer from Severe Depression that has taken everything from me. I am scared into into an Inability to function on any normal level of a adequate life. Someone would tell me that they...
    Loslavengyre Loslavengyre
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

    Sad Times

    Sad times,Not nice,We all hav' 'em,Wish it wasn't so,Unfortunately,That's the way,Life is.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 23, 2012

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    cuddles1266 cuddles1266
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    few hours left and Ep is going to close, and absolutely gone when i wake up tomorrow.. Bye guys.. Bye Ep.. thanks for the moments and different memories.. :( i can really say its a...
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    Dewms Dewms
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    I will miss this place. I liked coming here and getting things off from my chest. It felt like a much needed release. I am sad its leaving. I cannot post this stuff on Facebook...
    Orbie1 Orbie1
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    3 Responses Apr 21
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    sheernessgolf sheernessgolf
    56-60, M
    Apr 21
    This is my last story. I still can't believe that I've been with ep for over 4 years. I had become a daily part of my life. I had met so many amazing people on here who have...
    udontneedtokno udontneedtokno
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    i am really very sad cuz EP is going to stop :(
    silentruelove silentruelove
    26-30, M
    Apr 21
    Am I sad? Sorta and not really... You see, I've always believed that social media is just ways for people to share their lives with others. Well I'm always working so hard on my...
    UrbanRonin UrbanRonin
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    OMG - I just returned today to learn EP is closing tomorrow. How sad😥 After being gone two months, I decided to come check in with a few friends. One has closed her account, and...
    EyeingYou EyeingYou
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I'm sad that it's closing I've meet so many great people on here. So if anyone wants to stay in touch with me feel free to message me and we can trade contact info.
    Blackbelt4ever Blackbelt4ever
    16-17, F
    Apr 20
    I was never a regular poster but I was always around, lurking. Reading stories everyone else posted. I made few friends here, I learned few things that I otherwise wouldn't have...
    devilzflower devilzflower
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    ery sad that Ep is closing :( like this if you want me to post a dirty pic and also for those who want to stay in contact with me here is my info Snapchat: jadagreen1999 Instagram...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    I just want to say that Experience Project really helped me during the tough times, and I made some good friends too. I feel more confident in coming out in the future ask openly...
    inserthappyfacehere inserthappyfacehere
    13-15, M
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    I joined EP three years ago because I was lonely and looking for someone to connect with. I met some great people but sadly no connection ever lasted. I'm upset that EP is shutting...
    chasingMonday chasingMonday
    31-35, M
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    Name me your most emotional, heart gripping, tear ******* sad songs you know, Inorder of sadness. 1. Being most sad
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    It took me 30 seconds to remember your number, when I used to know it by heart. Your face... I can't fvcking remember it. Maybe this is for the better since you hurt me... But...
    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
    One more cheesy goodbye EP story. I don't know how to start this, so I'll just try to start from the beginning and ramble one last time. I've been on EP since 2012 - back when...
    YouCouldBeHappy YouCouldBeHappy
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    1 day to go. Sniff : ( So sad, I've had such a blast on here.
    fortuneater fortuneater
    36-40, M
    Apr 20
    Completely sad about the way this is ending. I have spent so much time collecting other peoples' stories - what for??
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Hi everyone. I'm a young mother of a 3 year old boy. I'm with his dad for almost 5 years. we love each other but things aren't that great. I'm depressive. my life sucks, we're...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    It's kinda sad. I like this place.
    SarahRebecca2000 SarahRebecca2000
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    So, yeah, my life is turning into a count down as I realize that part of my routine will be irrevocably changed because of EP's ending. I check the Me Too app every single day...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming
    18-21, T
    Apr 18
    Well I guess I have to say goodbye to EP too now. As a lot of u, EP has changed my life a lot. It made me feel I was not alone. I got some good advice, managed to help other ppl...
    rvz16 rvz16
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I don't usually care about what people think of me, but this person, I do care. I care very much and he hates me because he thinks I'm a slag. When I never lied, nor cheated...
    LittleLover19 LittleLover19
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    I was sad to hear that Ep is closing as I have been member since 2009 even though over the years I have not log in frequently. When I first joined I was super active. It just so...
    butterflyskye butterflyskye
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    "There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." Maya Angelou What other quote better represents EP? I discovered this website four years ago as I was trying...
    MrSquishy MrSquishy
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Very sad as the end closes in...
    stefanv stefanv
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Sometimes I'm happy. Sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I'm both at the same time. I'm not depressed. I may feel like I am, but I'm not. I know I'm not. I get overwhelmed with my...
    JeSuisAutomne JeSuisAutomne
    16-17, F
    Apr 16
    It's nice to know that people are trying to set up new EP, but do you really think it can compensate all the stories gathered over the years? Come on..it's like burning down the...
    OpenlyHonestly OpenlyHonestly
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    So I I woke up this morning, got the kids ready for school, ate breakfast and started my daily routine of cleaning. I actually was feeling good and amazingly happy. Thanked God for...
    TY4YOSON TY4YOSON
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I am sad, because if it were not for EP.. I would not have met the most wonderfully amazing person...I have wonderful memories of messaging and getting to know her. !! Good By EP...
    ReallyBill ReallyBill
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    I feel deep sadness at EP's closing, for this site has meant a great deal to me and I truly believe their mission was and is necessary and successful. I wish it could continue...
    SunshineWriter SunshineWriter
    22-25
    2 Responses Apr 14
    When I'm sad, my tears flow while my words dry up.
    PeanutsauntieP1982 PeanutsauntieP1982
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I'm so sad experience project is closing ! OMFG! So shocked.. Yet I understand creative integrity and loyalty to members is of utmost importance. Damn thought police, what's next...
    twilightbutterfly twilightbutterfly
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I don't understand. I know this doesn't apply to everyone but why do people go through stress and anxieties? Some people live their lives like this for years maybe some their...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    7 Responses Apr 12
    Once this site closes I won't be moving over to the new Ep so yea I'll be sad but I'll have to find something else to do to fill my time ....... If anyone who knows me or sees...
    teddyboylovesboobs1 teddyboylovesboobs1
    41-45, M
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    ThunderWaffles ThunderWaffles
    22-25, F
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    Caroline9852 Caroline9852
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    DirtyRead DirtyRead
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 11
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    aproudwoman aproudwoman
    46-50, F
    Apr 11
    It's going to really suck when the 22nd rolls around because I already know I will forget that EP has shut down... I know it's going to happen a few more times after the first...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 10
    I can't even explain why I'm sad. When I'm alone my mood instantly changes and I get sad for no reason. Sometime I have an urge to feel sad and I can't explain why.... am I the...
    EkuV EkuV
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    It is sad to see this site go down, hopefully it is only temporary as they claim. I have made many friends here and shared many insights into my chosen life style, I have tried to...
    Idare Idare
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 9
    I'm so sad ep is closing I will miss it a lot and I will miss my friends
    puppydoglover puppydoglover
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 9
    and thats putting it mildly, I am having my usual psycho attacks.. worse cz the only person who can calm me wont talk to me. And I try to think past it, but I cant, I am stuck. And...
    bujji14 bujji14
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I was picking up my sister with my mom. She went to this fun-fair thing at our school. It was about $30 to go to it, so I didn't go. When we got there to pick her up, my mom said...
    Kimberlybucklandz1093 Kimberlybucklandz1093
    13-15, F
    Apr 9
    I first joined EP at the beginning of 2010 after googling dream interpretations it linked me to EP. I had no clue of what EP was about and no expectations of where my EP journey...
    WanderingxYingxYang WanderingxYingxYang
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I'm really sad... I come here a lot... I don't always say anything... I'm more of an observer... but this is where I come when I'm down... when I'm lonely... when I need a someone...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I haven't been on EP as much lately. Today I decided to log in and just read that EP will go on "pause" soon. This is sad. I've been a member for 5 years...since 2011. EP was here...
    surrealreality surrealreality
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    It's funny how EPers are kissing Answermug's administrators *** to stay on their good side. It's pretty sad to see.
    NothingToHide NothingToHide
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 8
    I have so much to say. But I'm lost for words. I'm thinking so much that if ask me to pen it down, I'll take a whole day to finish. I don't know where should I start. Holidays...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 8
    I want to be sad... to feel sadness. I want to be deeply moved by the plight and suffering of others... even though that might sound terrible. I want to be moved to the point of...
    astro00 astro00
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
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