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I Sat Alone And Cried

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    True Meaning Of Friendship??

    I have been so alone in my life never got a buddy to have good time they just come up and get lost I always expect from every person may be thats my fault I just need someone to whom I matters the one who really know the meaning of true friendship please show up where ever you...
    Zakie Zakie 18-21, M Jun 23, 2013

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    Feel Stupied

    I cry regularly and hate it .I suffer with severe deppression and my family know I have problems copping but we dont talk about it .They know dad is a proud man and crys alone .
    beastman111 beastman111 46-50, M 6 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    Dipawali All Alone...

    In the same place, all alone, today is the biggest festival. Ah yes diwali is ment for happy people not like me. Everyone here is preparing and getting ready for diwali, getting gifts market is crowed with people and they all are enjoying. For me its even more painfull as...
    unluckyforever unluckyforever 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 12, 2012

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    Isolated And Grateful

    I hate crying. If I absolutely cannot stop myself from crying, I prefer being alone while being weak. I've had people tell me before that crying doesn't make a person weak. I wonder why they think so. Are you not vulnerable when you're crying? For one thing, you can barely see...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Sep 17, 2012

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    That's the Only Way I'...

    That's the only way I've ever cried, save for one time. I'm usually the strong one with people around, and I don't show that side for fear of not being able to be someone else's pillar.
    Joneser Joneser 16-18, M 1 Response Aug 26, 2007

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    I gave her all of my time,

    my heart and soul.I ditched everything such as my attendance in rugby training,my grades dropped,did her assignment for her,skipped work just to console her,sacrificed my sleep time to entertain her till she's asleep,I never laid my hands on her when she was being aggressive and...
    ryanhqm ryanhqm 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Lonely By The Chipmunks

    Lonely I'm Mr. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo, this one here, goes out to all my Players out there man, you know They got to have one good girl who's Always been there like, Took all the...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    Why?

    I was closer to my aunt and uncle than I was to anyone else in my family. They'd been there for me when I needed them. When I was about 13, my aunt's health turned. She ended up with brain damage and couldn't speak properly or do much without assistance. Sometimes she'd write on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    Sometimes It's The Best

    i've cried several times, always because of my father, or because of the pain of losing him, or simply because i miss him....but i don't like to cry in front of others, to me it's something extremly personal, that can only be shared with the real important people in our lifes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 2, 2011

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    On The Kitchen Floor

    The day my mother died, I sunk to the kitchen floor and cried.I love my mother. I didn't pray for her to die. I prayed that my life would get better.When she died, it did. It got a lot better.As a child and as an adult, I was subjected to horrible abuse by her.I prayed that I...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Yes I Sit And Cry

    Yes some time I sit in my chair and cry. And some time I look at the mirrow and cry. Some time you have to. To get every thing that is bothering you out. It helps me lot to do that. When things get pileing up and can not deal with the world in more. I have to let go. But that is...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F Jul 30, 2012

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    When The Doctor Called

    I was alone, when the call came. My mom had undergone exploratory surgery and they found a cancer which was too far gone to do anything about. They didn't even try to remove it, they just closed her up and sent her home to die.I sat alone and cried for hours, until my daughter...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2012

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    You Will Make It Hang On .....!!!!!!!!

    You are wondering how You can face the day keep breathing you will make it hang on their when you have lost all hope. You will make it hang on a little while longer don't give up.... what ever you do fight fight and keep on fighting until Someone cares He knows He sees somewhere...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2012

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    In the Dark

    I need to be alone when I cry. I hate crying in front of others and try to save it for when I can be alone. I find it more comforting to be locked in my room in the dark. I don't particularly enjoy being alone in the dark, but for some reason, it makes me feel better. Maybe...
    musicspirit musicspirit 16-17, F 11 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Growing Up

    I don’t want to grow up because I think that I haven’t yet felt childhood. I don’t feel like I’ve ever felt warmth. I want to be a child again but this time to be different. If I tell anyone that I know that I want to live in a dollhouse full of games, books and toys...
    BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften 18-21, F Dec 15, 2012

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    Behind The Bathroom Doors

    They poke fun at me and their hateful words fly across the room...they pierce me and stab me through and through... I say nothing...I can feel that stupid lump in my throat and I want it to happen...I want them to see me cry and to feel guilt.. But at the last moment I turn and...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm not giving you

    everything you want.. Sometimes I feel like you're gonna give up on me to strive for something better. I never feel good enough for you cause you're well...perfect in my eyes.. I feel like I need to just shut up and that's what will make you happy, maybe if I was totally out of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 7

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    Don't Leave Me There To Observe Your Conversation.

    So, around March this year I moved schools. In my old school, even though I dislike describing myself I'll just say what most people described me as; funny, weird in a good way, nice, random, fun. With a new school and new people, I tried to be myself...but my shy self took over...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Dumb, Ugly, Not Worthy

    Why was I even born? Nothing ever works out for me! Sometimes I wish I was dead and think about taking sleep pills or whatever. If only I could count the times I've been called dumb or ugly or not worth anything. Why do people treat me like crap when I try my best to fit in? I'm...
    MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2012

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    The Final Score

    Many years after my mother died of suicide, I sat in her position.All the poison I was fed was now seeping through my tears. I felt nothing but remorse on all the actions I should have taken, but instead let the poison wear me down.My children that I love so much, was now nowhere...
    DarkHeartLove DarkHeartLove 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    Want My Kidney?

    i would like to donate (sell) my kidney to the highest bidder. im 20 yrs old non-drinker occasional smoker and a everyday workout type guy. i have no history of kidney or any other health problems in my family. add me on facebook if interested. my name is carl arnett
    carnett78 carnett78 18-21 Aug 5, 2012

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    Where Are You When I Need You

    Last week, one of my really close friends (Kevin) stopped talking to me. I was so confused at first, I didn't know what happened. And when I tried talking to him, he'd reply with short answers and left skype after like 5 minutes. (twice). I talked to my friend Victoria about it...
    koinonamida koinonamida 13-15, F Aug 29, 2013

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    Lost Count

    Over the years, it's happen so many times that I could never count how often it's happened.  As I grew older, I was determined to not do it anymore.  I hardened my resolve to jump at people before they could attack me.  I became isolated from my feelings so as to...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Why Can't They See?-

    I just don't like watching it but I have to. I watch people day after day destroying their lives.  I get addiction, I know trhe struggle. It is a mental killer, a body killer, and a family killer. It's the children that suffer the most. I have none of my own bio children. 2...
    sbenson sbenson 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2008

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    Silence

    why are you willing to chat here and yet standing in a check out line i try to get a conversation going and am dissed.i am not trying to be your best friend.
    baydog2 baydog2 61-65, F 3 Responses May 21, 2012

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    I'm So Tired Of Crying!!

    I've cried all my life, for as long as I can remember. When I was a child, I cried from loneliness and abuse--sexual, physical, mental, and emotional. In my teens, I also added tears of anger, because I couldn't get out my my home situation. I was also trying to deal with my...
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 3 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Sitting Alone In The Apartment

    I really hate being alone by myself especially in an apartment. I hate the feeling of noises and the cracks and the shadows i think i see, i get paranoid and scared. It doesn't help that i think i hear whispers, i get nurvous and keep all the lights on till morning, the people...
    Soups Soups 18-21, F Jul 31, 2013

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    Im So Tired Of Crying

    I used to be a happy, fun person to be around. Had a great husband, good friends. I used to take all the quiz on myspace thinking my friends probably dont read mine anymore because all the questions had a fairy tale, happy with life answer. Never did I have a bad answer. Then on...
    hjoyce hjoyce 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 7, 2012

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    So Much For a Happy Ending

    I cried impossibly much today. I was sitting in my car at the train station this afternoon, still believing that life couldn't get much better. I was doing well, I was developing feelings for someone and I was watching trains coming in. One of these was taking that somebody to me...
    AllysonH AllysonH 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2009

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    Family

    Why am i always being blamed when i actually did nothing wrong?!I'm really angry but feeling sad in the other way round... I just want a peaceful and happy family with no quarrel and complaint between siblings..That's what i want the most and i believed that's what my parents...
    Mitchyll Mitchyll 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2012

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    Dont Like To Be Yelled At

    Being yelled at is like getting hit with out any physical hand movement. It still hurt and i still cry. They yell stop crying or i'll hit you. i stopped and they walk away. Behind closed doors i pull out my hair and trap my self in a dark closet until i feel better.
    RandomChick21 RandomChick21 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    When You Broke My Heart

    The second time you broke my heart, you told me not to visit you again. I cried harder than I had ever cried, for so many weeks. Now it is a year later. We met again, and shared beautiful months. Now I had to say goodbye without you telling me too, because other people would have...
    Ste11aeres Ste11aeres 26-30, F Nov 16, 2012

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    Alone In Tears

    My best friend who is my only family tried to kill herself. Since friday I have done nothing but cry, i think i'm losing my mind! I don't know how i didn't see how depressed she was. I wish she would have talked to me. I don't know what to do anymore. i can't eat, can't sleep i...
    NobodiesDaughter NobodiesDaughter 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2013

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    A Lot Recently...

    I have sat alone and cried many many times. I have cried over many many reasons, but lately the reason why I have been crying is because I feel so damn alone. I feel like all of my friends on Ep got together and decided that they were all going to stop talking to me at the same...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 28, 2013

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    Tonight

    TONIGHT AND I CAN'T STOP...Sometimes I think things are just overwhelming and tears just come.  I love my life and have a great real life but I also care deeply for those that are part of my real life and my EP world and when things go bad sometimes it makes me cry!!!
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses May 6, 2008

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    Depressed

    hi i feel very low right now i am married with two children,my husband is a lovely man but i dont think im in love with him anymore im desperate to put things right but its so hard.he works nights i work days i have no proper friends although i have tried to be friends with...
    libertyj libertyj 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    I Broke My Promise To Myself

    Tonight I can't help it I am sitting alone in my dark room door locked and a bottle of pills to my right. Im sitting in the darkest corner of my room, the tears wont stop falling the only thought on my mind is "end it all right now" im tired of feeling like this and noone to talk...
    Samster23 Samster23 18-21, M 7 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Being Random

    I think being random took the best of me. I think people cant take me seriously because im to random, goofy , and silly and all of that. it not my fault that i have a cheerful spirit. Maybe i should just stop and see how that goes.
    RandomChick21 RandomChick21 18-21, F Jul 31, 2012

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    It's Rare In My Case

    ...but there have been times when I've sat alone and cried. These were times when I've either felt so helpless or so alone and so isolated from  the world that the feeling becomes overwhelming.
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 17 Responses Oct 4, 2010

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    I'm So Tired Of This

    I don't know what's wrong with me... The last few days I haven't done anything else than crying all day. Everything I do just makes me cry. There's this deep sadness in my soul that i can't get rid of. I'm so tired of this bullshit and people asking you if everything is alright...
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2012

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    It's Good to Cry

    It's good to cry! you get a release of emotion, tension if you have been brought to tears. I always feel better after a good cry. I cried today but I hope I won't cry for a while. Crying at the movies doesn't count.
    knownow knownow 56-60, F 7 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    An Everyday Phenomena...

    I't's getting very boring. :`(((( I HATE this shoebox, this suburb, this situation. Come and hold me, please!
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    It Was Just Too Much.

    The job where I work had some unfavorable conditions for me last year around this time. Colleagues did not help me. They would spread rumors. My supervisor was on their side. No one believed me. Work pressure was overwhelming. People were judgemental and just did not try to...
    meenasuvari meenasuvari 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2010

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    First Time In Years

    In general, I've not been big on shedding the tears. (That is until after I had my children. I honestly think something cut loose on the Hormones! lol.) As a kid, I would cry for a bit, if physically hurt, but not for long. I'd suck it up, and move along. But those "...
    emerald emerald 36-40, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Alone On My Own

    For the past  2 years, i would always take long lonely night walks on the eve of My Birthday. Then i would find a lonely spot n sit down reflecting on my life. And tears will flow freely down my cheeks as I contemplate the the past sad events of my life. Now i find...
    yazed yazed 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    Want My Kidney?

    i would like to donate (sell) my kidney to the highest bidder. im 20 yrs old non-drinker occasional smoker and a everyday workout type guy. i have no history of kidney or any other health problems in my family. add me on facebook if interested. my name is carl arnett
    carnett78 carnett78 18-21 Aug 5, 2012

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    When my grandfather was in the hospital,

    before his cancer became terminal, I felt like I was finally getting to know the grandfather who was never around. I had seen him a select few times, but... He had jaundice with his cancer due to the chemicals that were sprayed in Vietnam, he didn't look like the man I had met...
    EzraUlv EzraUlv 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    Weight Of The World

    As we all know whether your doing good or bad, this economy is a major cause to problems. I have had a hard time finding a job while my wife works and i feel so low. We were getting by and were kicked out of our house by my own family with 4 days notice because my heroin addicted...
    blend42 blend42 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    The Pain Of Having To Remember

    I can't stop crying, I can't stop remembering everything I'm afraid of, I miss the safety of open arms to hold me. Everything is falling and I can't grab anything to hold on to. The pain of holding something that reminds me of so much hurts, but I love holding my guitar but it...
    aloneinthedeepdarksea aloneinthedeepdarksea 22-25, M Aug 10, 2013

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    I can't help but just cry cry cry

    and cry by myself. It's all I have left
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Help Me To Pray For Him..please!

    Let's pray for him..My friend,who's like a great brother to me,he met with an accident today and was sent to JB hospital.It's just too sudden for me.. He's really a great guy.When i was feeling sad or being quiet for the whole day,he would always come to cheer me up or just to...
    Mitchyll Mitchyll 18-21, F Nov 7, 2012

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    (Just stress over today) I don't

    even remember when was the last time i cried. I mean i cried today... Just over stress on school. I had an essay to work on and it was due tomorrow, but i had a piano lesson. I just had a lot of homework. Not just that, but the heat in California is killing me. I nearly dropped...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F May 15

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    Last Night....

    I got extremely drunk last night, and I was on top of the world at one moment, and than out of no where, I got extremely depressed, and extremely depressed, and just started thinking about things, and it just made me cry. I tried to stop, but I just exhausted myself, from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 10, 2010

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