I Sat Alone And Cried

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    Dipawali All Alone...

    In the same place, all alone, today is the biggest festival. Ah yes diwali is ment for happy people not like me. Everyone here is preparing and getting ready for diwali, getting gifts market is crowed with people and they all are enjoying. For me its even more painfull as...
    unluckyforever unluckyforever
    36-40, M
    Nov 12, 2012

    Feel Stupied

    I cry regularly and hate it .I suffer with severe deppression and my family know I have problems copping but we dont talk about it .They know dad is a proud man and crys alone .
    beastman111 beastman111
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Sep 17, 2012

    I can't help but just cry cry cry

    and cry by myself. It's all I have left
    GaleJake GaleJake
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    I wish I could stop crying everyday it seems I

    have been crying everyday (to many times a day tbh) for the last five years it seems maybe longer. I do whats causing this great sadness but then again I do ,I must stop this before it cause me to end this lifetime again or try to end it again but my creator won't let me kill...
    Thewingedwolfserpent Thewingedwolfserpent
    56-60, M
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016

    Why Can't They See?-

    I just don't like watching it but I have to. I watch people day after day destroying their lives.  I get addiction, I know trhe struggle. It is a mental killer, a body killer, and a family killer. It's the children that suffer the most. I have none of my own bio children. 2...
    sbenson sbenson
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2008


    TONIGHT AND I CAN'T STOP...Sometimes I think things are just overwhelming and tears just come.  I love my life and have a great real life but I also care deeply for those that are part of my real life and my EP world and when things go bad sometimes it makes me cry!!!
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    10 Responses May 6, 2008

    Alone On My Own

    For the past  2 years, i would always take long lonely night walks on the eve of My Birthday. Then i would find a lonely spot n sit down reflecting on my life. And tears will flow freely down my cheeks as I contemplate the the past sad events of my life. Now i find...
    yazed yazed
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jul 8, 2010

    So I started my senior year I'm

    so happy about it I went in and everything seemed great then people started telling me about a friend talking **** about me and decided to stay away from that person to calm down but the next day I had to fix my schedule all while trying to balance 2 advanced math classes and 2...
    Silver1sil Silver1sil
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2014

    When The Doctor Called

    I was alone, when the call came. My mom had undergone exploratory surgery and they found a cancer which was too far gone to do anything about. They didn't even try to remove it, they just closed her up and sent her home to die.I sat alone and cried for hours, until my daughter...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2012

    Every day I'm always alone in my room listening

    to music and then every night I'm alone crying myself to sleep
    Keyana136 Keyana136
    3 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    Dont Like To Be Yelled At

    Being yelled at is like getting hit with out any physical hand movement. It still hurt and i still cry. They yell stop crying or i'll hit you. i stopped and they walk away. Behind closed doors i pull out my hair and trap my self in a dark closet until i feel better.
    RandomChick21 RandomChick21
    18-21, F
    Jul 31, 2012

    The Pain Of Having To Remember

    I can't stop crying, I can't stop remembering everything I'm afraid of, I miss the safety of open arms to hold me. Everything is falling and I can't grab anything to hold on to. The pain of holding something that reminds me of so much hurts, but I love holding my guitar but it...
    aloneinthedeepdarksea aloneinthedeepdarksea
    26-30, M
    Aug 10, 2013

    Im So Tired Of Crying

    I used to be a happy, fun person to be around. Had a great husband, good friends. I used to take all the quiz on myspace thinking my friends probably dont read mine anymore because all the questions had a fairy tale, happy with life answer. Never did I have a bad answer. Then on...
    hjoyce hjoyce
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Mar 7, 2012

    The Street...

    I came home today; I walked slowly down my old street, nostalgically looking where I use to play. There was a difference I noticed. The street seemed shorter by at least one hundred steps. On the stone walled corner, where I use to hang out with my pals for many an hour in my...
    roots2life roots2life
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jan 15, 2012

    Sitting Alone In The Apartment

    I really hate being alone by myself especially in an apartment. I hate the feeling of noises and the cracks and the shadows i think i see, i get paranoid and scared. It doesn't help that i think i hear whispers, i get nurvous and keep all the lights on till morning, the people...
    Soups Soups
    18-21, F
    Jul 31, 2013
    burnner burnner
    61-65, M
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015

    Sometimes It's The Best

    i've cried several times, always because of my father, or because of the pain of losing him, or simply because i miss him....but i don't like to cry in front of others, to me it's something extremly personal, that can only be shared with the real important people in our lifes...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2011

    The Final Score

    Many years after my mother died of suicide, I sat in her position.All the poison I was fed was now seeping through my tears. I felt nothing but remorse on all the actions I should have taken, but instead let the poison wear me down.My children that I love so much, was now nowhere...
    DarkHeartLove DarkHeartLove
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2012

    It's Good to Cry

    It's good to cry! you get a release of emotion, tension if you have been brought to tears. I always feel better after a good cry. I cried today but I hope I won't cry for a while. Crying at the movies doesn't count.
    knownow knownow
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    It's Rare In My Case

    ...but there have been times when I've sat alone and cried. These were times when I've either felt so helpless or so alone and so isolated from  the world that the feeling becomes overwhelming.
    Tummie Tummie
    26-30, M
    14 Responses Oct 4, 2010

    Dumb, Ugly, Not Worthy

    Why was I even born? Nothing ever works out for me! Sometimes I wish I was dead and think about taking sleep pills or whatever. If only I could count the times I've been called dumb or ugly or not worth anything. Why do people treat me like crap when I try my best to fit in? I'm...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 1, 2012

    Want My Kidney?

    i would like to donate (sell) my kidney to the highest bidder. im 20 yrs old non-drinker occasional smoker and a everyday workout type guy. i have no history of kidney or any other health problems in my family. add me on facebook if interested. my name is carl arnett
    carnett78 carnett78
    Aug 5, 2012

    I am 23 years old and about to graduate college.

    I had an abortion September 3rd. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. I feel like it had to have been the worst decision of my life. I feel absolutely awful, it has changed my whole aspect about life. I went on vacation to my native country and slept with...
    suelen0507 suelen0507
    22-25, F
    Dec 6, 2015


    why are you willing to chat here and yet standing in a check out line i try to get a conversation going and am dissed.i am not trying to be your best friend.
    baydog2 baydog2
    61-65, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2012


    I was closer to my aunt and uncle than I was to anyone else in my family. They'd been there for me when I needed them. When I was about 13, my aunt's health turned. She ended up with brain damage and couldn't speak properly or do much without assistance. Sometimes she'd write on...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 5, 2011

    Haven't cried like I did today in a long time

    and I have to say it felt good.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    So Much For a Happy Ending

    I cried impossibly much today. I was sitting in my car at the train station this afternoon, still believing that life couldn't get much better. I was doing well, I was developing feelings for someone and I was watching trains coming in. One of these was taking that somebody to me...
    AllysonH AllysonH
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2009
    burnner burnner
    61-65, M
    Oct 25, 2015

    True Meaning Of Friendship??

    I have been so alone in my life never got a buddy to have good time they just come up and get lost I always expect from every person may be thats my fault I just need someone to whom I matters the one who really know the meaning of true friendship please show up where ever you...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 23, 2013

    Where Are You When I Need You

    Last week, one of my really close friends (Kevin) stopped talking to me. I was so confused at first, I didn't know what happened. And when I tried talking to him, he'd reply with short answers and left skype after like 5 minutes. (twice). I talked to my friend Victoria about it...
    koinonamida koinonamida
    13-15, F
    Aug 29, 2013

    Don't Leave Me There To Observe Your Conversation.

    So, around March this year I moved schools. In my old school, even though I dislike describing myself I'll just say what most people described me as; funny, weird in a good way, nice, random, fun. With a new school and new people, I tried to be myself...but my shy self took over...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 26, 2012

    In the Dark

    I need to be alone when I cry. I hate crying in front of others and try to save it for when I can be alone. I find it more comforting to be locked in my room in the dark. I don't particularly enjoy being alone in the dark, but for some reason, it makes me feel better. Maybe...
    musicspirit musicspirit
    18-21, F
    11 Responses May 24, 2009

    When You Broke My Heart

    The second time you broke my heart, you told me not to visit you again. I cried harder than I had ever cried, for so many weeks. Now it is a year later. We met again, and shared beautiful months. Now I had to say goodbye without you telling me too, because other people would have...
    Ste11aeres Ste11aeres
    26-30, F
    Nov 16, 2012

    A Lot Recently...

    I have sat alone and cried many many times. I have cried over many many reasons, but lately the reason why I have been crying is because I feel so damn alone. I feel like all of my friends on Ep got together and decided that they were all going to stop talking to me at the same...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 28, 2013

    Growing Up

    I don’t want to grow up because I think that I haven’t yet felt childhood. I don’t feel like I’ve ever felt warmth. I want to be a child again but this time to be different. If I tell anyone that I know that I want to live in a dollhouse full of games, books and toys...
    BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2012

    On The Kitchen Floor

    The day my mother died, I sunk to the kitchen floor and cried.I love my mother. I didn't pray for her to die. I prayed that my life would get better.When she died, it did. It got a lot better.As a child and as an adult, I was subjected to horrible abuse by her.I prayed that I...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2011

    Sometimes I feel like I'm not giving you

    everything you want.. Sometimes I feel like you're gonna give up on me to strive for something better. I never feel good enough for you cause you're well...perfect in my eyes.. I feel like I need to just shut up and that's what will make you happy, maybe if I was totally out of...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 7, 2014

    For quite a while tonight,

    I cried. I've been on the verge for days, but today, I crumbled. A co-worker/friend saved me. She came to me and said "Go home. Go home and cry this out." "This" is stress over my ex who was once so kind and generous, and now never sees his kids and refuses to speak to me...
    lostit77 lostit77
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2015

    Lonely By The Chipmunks

    Lonely I'm Mr. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo, this one here, goes out to all my Players out there man, you know They got to have one good girl who's Always been there like, Took all the...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2013

    I Broke My Promise To Myself

    Tonight I can't help it I am sitting alone in my dark room door locked and a bottle of pills to my right. Im sitting in the darkest corner of my room, the tears wont stop falling the only thought on my mind is "end it all right now" im tired of feeling like this and noone to talk...
    Samster23 Samster23
    18-21, M
    7 Responses May 24, 2011

    Last Night....

    I got extremely drunk last night, and I was on top of the world at one moment, and than out of no where, I got extremely depressed, and extremely depressed, and just started thinking about things, and it just made me cry. I tried to stop, but I just exhausted myself, from the...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2010

    I gave her all of my time,

    my heart and soul.I ditched everything such as my attendance in rugby training,my grades dropped,did her assignment for her,skipped work just to console her,sacrificed my sleep time to entertain her till she's asleep,I never laid my hands on her when she was being aggressive and...
    ryanhqm ryanhqm
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 11, 2014

    And I can't do anything.

    How can I, a 16 year old cry over some pathetic people calling me names, no one liking me, friends betraying me, when my mother survived poverty, death of loved ones, hate, abuse, husband's adultery? Compared to her sufferings mine are nothing. I don't have the right to be sad...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2015

    Want My Kidney?

    i would like to donate (sell) my kidney to the highest bidder. im 20 yrs old non-drinker occasional smoker and a everyday workout type guy. i have no history of kidney or any other health problems in my family. add me on facebook if interested. my name is carl arnett
    carnett78 carnett78
    Aug 5, 2012

    Weight Of The World

    As we all know whether your doing good or bad, this economy is a major cause to problems. I have had a hard time finding a job while my wife works and i feel so low. We were getting by and were kicked out of our house by my own family with 4 days notice because my heroin addicted...
    blend42 blend42
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2010
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    I Miss You.

    I remeber this time because there isnt day that goes by where i wish the child i tried to save had died. I had tried to save a 22 month old baby, she died in my arms, she wasnt mine she was best friends little girl. She was my everything though, i played with her all the time...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

    I'm So Tired Of Crying!!

    I've cried all my life, for as long as I can remember. When I was a child, I cried from loneliness and abuse--sexual, physical, mental, and emotional. In my teens, I also added tears of anger, because I couldn't get out my my home situation. I was also trying to deal with my...
    sugarfooties sugarfooties
    3 Responses Sep 30, 2010
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