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I Saw a Loved One Turn Psychotic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    Addiction to Refuse

    My boyfriend is probably bipolar II. But in the moment he actually has no depression. He wants to play a depression. He told me himself, his doctors also see It like this and I think also that is true. He constantly refuses anything, he refuses to eat, to drink, to sleep. When I...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    This Is the Very Wrong Construction of This Whole World Everywhere and On Any Level That

    much changes people not for the good and produces so many strange behaviors. This world lacks balance, lacks good purpose, lacks normal equal life and opportunities for everybody, and much lacks growth as one of the main consequences to all that.  
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Aug 6, 2009

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    My Boyfriend and Life Partner For the Last 7 Years

    My boyfriend has a diagnosis as manic depressive, I'm not sure if it correct, because I never saw him manic. But anyway I saw him in depression for several times... I already told our story in: 'I Have Been to a Mental Hospital' http://www.experienceproject.com/uw.php?e...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Feb 21, 2009

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    My Mother and My Ex Fiance...

    They have bipolar and "non classic" schizophrenia respectively. I feel so helpless and they are so far away. Sometimes, I blame myself for their pain.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 21, 2009

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    6 Months of a Nightmare

    My boyfriend insanely feeled that he had to wait the 6 months dismissal protection during illness to "play" crazy in mental hospital. Just because he did not feel able to decide for him self if he wants to lquit the job or not. 3 times he took an overdose of medication...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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