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I Saw a Loved One Turn Psychotic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    My Boyfriend and Life Partner For the Last 7 Years

    My boyfriend has a diagnosis as manic depressive, I'm not sure if it correct, because I never saw him manic. But anyway I saw him in depression for several times... I already told our story in: 'I Have Been to a Mental Hospital' http://www.experienceproject.com/uw.php?e...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F Feb 21, 2009

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    6 Months of a Nightmare

    My boyfriend insanely feeled that he had to wait the 6 months dismissal protection during illness to "play" crazy in mental hospital. Just because he did not feel able to decide for him self if he wants to lquit the job or not. 3 times he took an overdose of medication...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    My Mother and My Ex Fiance...

    They have bipolar and "non classic" schizophrenia respectively. I feel so helpless and they are so far away. Sometimes, I blame myself for their pain.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 21, 2009

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    Addiction to Refuse

    My boyfriend is probably bipolar II. But in the moment he actually has no depression. He wants to play a depression. He told me himself, his doctors also see It like this and I think also that is true. He constantly refuses anything, he refuses to eat, to drink, to sleep. When I...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    This Is the Very Wrong Construction of This Whole World Everywhere and On Any Level That

    much changes people not for the good and produces so many strange behaviors. This world lacks balance, lacks good purpose, lacks normal equal life and opportunities for everybody, and much lacks growth as one of the main consequences to all that.  
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Aug 6, 2009

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    Loved ones, liked ones, and people I'm meeting for the first time:-) I love baking more so than cooking. The only downfall to that is the fact that so many of my friends always...
    Kikiface22 Kikiface22 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
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    My boyfriend and the father of my child was very dear to me. He was a wonderful and amazing person. It's actually very recent. His buddies went out to a bar in Baltimore city one...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well as you's know I left my bf (now ex) that's in prison after waiting 13 almost 14 months for him. I couldn't wait another 3-4 years. I wanted to stay friends and be there to...
    Catmando05 Catmando05 22-25, F Sep 22

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    I would be in a horrible state if my mom or dad died ( I'd be dead ) ( not literally)
    theamittyaffloction theamittyaffloction 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I bruised and cut up my knuckles/hand like crazy the other day. my uncle died less then 3 weeks ago and the anger is just now getting to me. I can't answer the question "how are...
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F Sep 26

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    Well I got a letter from my ex yesterday. He seems to slowly be coming around to talking to me and just being mates. I asked him if he wants me to visit him, I haven't sent the...
    Catmando05 Catmando05 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Isn't it the best feeling in the world when they call and you get to hear their voices? Nothing better in the world! <3
    nadiyalena nadiyalena 26-30, F Oct 1

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    My grandma passed away on the 1st we buried her on the 3rd. Today is the 9th almost a full week she's been gone. I had a quick short dream about her it seemed so real to the touch...
    Amerson20 Amerson20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I miss someone Who I used to talk to every morning and afternoon. I used to eat with her. She was a pretty much older lady. She worked at my school. When I found out she died. I...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Oct 11

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    Yesterday evening I came from my college , I took a bath and then I came in front of mirror and tried to forget my depression (that I'm I depression because I'm not real I am that...
    pracie pracie 18-21, T Oct 12

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    It's been 7 years since I've seen his face. He was the absolute love of my life. Each day living without him still hurts as much as the last. How I wish I could pick up the phone...
    asterinight asterinight 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 13

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    I think my dad is sick. He smokes a lot and I hate it. He doesn't like to admit when something is wrong. Tries to make sure we don't worry. I overheard him talking on the phone...
    PlutoBox PlutoBox 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    And of something disastrous happening to me.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Im such a daddy's boy and comes to show that every time I think about my dad in any a hostage situation or pain...I cry...I do.
    neffi neffi 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am afraid that it's becoming my grandmothers time to go. I'm so far away from her and when my grandpa was dying I couldn't be there. I honestly can't imaging a life without my...
    chanel0408 chanel0408 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I already lost my dad and no I worry a lot that my mom, stepdad, or sister is going to die and then what will happen.
    bvbandmcr bvbandmcr 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I lost 5 relatives in the last 5 years so I'm really scared I'm going to lose more
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My boyfriends been in prison for 7 months now, we've a long way to go yet.... It's hard to talk to your friends sometimes because you feel they don't understand you. Somedays it...
    rubyflower4 rubyflower4 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I love this girl named Mary and I think about her every day every chance I get but I know she won't love me bak and I thought that if she was happy then I'll be happy even if she...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response 59 mins ago

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    I've had a few relationships, but only two of the girls I dated I ended up falling on love with. The first was my first love (a bit obvious). The second was my recent ex. I trusted...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    Since I was a young teenager, I've been highly aroused when seeing a woman wearing nylons. It's very powerful and has become something that gives me more excitement than almost...
    ILoveAGirlInStockings ILoveAGirlInStockings 51-55, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    So i contact my demon lover but i dont love him .. And i loved that guy who didnt love me and its like the one who loves the other the other doesn't love him .. So i started...
    nonorawi nonorawi 13-15, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    it’s been exactly one year since i wrote that first poem about you. i sat in bed and started thinking about what happened at sandy hook, and how fragile life is, and how much i...
    maddisonn maddisonn 16-17, F Oct 2

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    It was a Wednesday September 26, 2007 in the morning. I was 9 and my little sister was 5. It was her birthday and she was excited. I was getting ready for school then went into my...
    Heyabbott1 Heyabbott1 16-17, M 10 hrs ago

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    He makes me feel like I'm not worthy of being loved. Like being me will get me nothing but loneliness I feel empty and so insecure. I just don't think I can be me any longer...
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    From my sensual look at life to my spiritual awareness to my ambitions to make more money than expected.... I want to be loved completely.....
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    Except me because I'm a worthless piece of human trash who deserve nothing. I wanted to be loved but I can't even love the person I am. And complaining would probably make people...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So few times in ones life do we have the chance to feel an everlasting love. I crave this, desire this, and know someday, I will find it. Maybe love is just around the corner? Or...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    He was quite easy on the eyes. Immediately, my body's chemical reaction took the reigns of what little self control I had at that time in my life. For weeks, I admired from afar...
    dancingsunz dancingsunz 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Just Two Recently The Purge (which I loved) and Nonstop. The Purge is classified as a horror, but I wouldn't call it that. It's not scary, but the whole concept of the movie is...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Day One: Today was a good day... I got to spend my day at work next to my amazing girlfriend! And the day flew by!! I have nothing to complain about... As for the thoughts and...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    You looked at me like you looked at me, but I didn't want you to look at me. I wanted you to look at me like I looked at you. I saw your soul. It was charismatic, if it ever were...
    modernmuse modernmuse 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    3 years I never complained about him to anybody , not even my closest friend not even in the worst situations when my heart gets shattered , but now I know it's over and finally...
    fahad133 fahad133 22-25, M Sep 27

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    This is part 2 from my another post (I kissed a girl and I liked it. (http://www.experienceproject.com/groups/Kissed-A-Girl-And-I-Liked-It/122501) So I came back from my trip. And...
    Amanesama Amanesama 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I am in the middle of a rough divorce. This is not like the other times I have lost at love. I was married to someone else when my wife and I met and she was engaged. Long story...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    During the day, I'm thinking about school and normal teenage things. At night, I'm bored so I think about philosophy and get my self in depressed states and stress because of it. I...
    Superpokeoffice Superpokeoffice 13-15, M 23 hrs ago

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    This might sound corny af but when you meet a free spirit guy who's weird as hell and has life in his eyes and is so interesting. Turn. On. Love me 5eva
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I was with this boy for almost a year...and then he told me he only wanted sex and never cared about me said all the right things said he wanted to marry me and have a family and...
    hatemylife1234 hatemylife1234 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    The moment I saw him that first day of a new school year, my heart melted. I've been told, "you're too young; you don't know what love is." That's not true. He was peeking through...
    sadsmilex sadsmilex 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I just had to go outside in shorts and a tank top when it was freezing to do something my mom wanted. I slipped on the steps and fell face first on the concrete. No one saw me...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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