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I Say Fuck It I'm Done

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    I'm Done

    This is bullshit! Every ******* day is the same ****. No matter what I say or do does not matter one ******* miniscule bit. I have to clean up every one elses' messes and then I get yelled at. Nothing ever goes right and I'm always wrong no matter what. I'm just ******* retarded...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic 22-25, M 3 Responses May 22, 2012

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